Diary Of A Demon

by Pastel Candy Candies

Rating: everyone
Tags: Princess Celestia, Twilight Sparkle, Sad, Princess Luna, Original Character, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Princess Cadance, Dark, Horror
Length: 2607

I never knew...

Day One: I'm drifting away

Day Two: I miss my sissy.

Day Three: I'm alone, and scared.

Published 2017-02-20 17:20:01 UTC
Last updated 2017-02-21 18:51:22 UTC

Day One - Day Eight

January First, Day One: Hi there! My name is Starry Sky and I'm an eight-year-old filly. Today I woke up in this weird little boat thinggie. I don't really know where I am, or where I'm going. There's a lot of food and water in here, same with you! You were here with a pen in your first page. I think I'm going somewhere. I don't know where though, and my boat keeps going up but sometimes it gets dragged down really fast but it quickly goes back up again. I don't know why it keeps doing that though. The sky is really really bright up here, but I don't mind it. There's a bunch of clouds here too, their all super duper fluffy! Well I guess I should go now, my tummy hurts a lot. I think I'm hungry, or thirsty I dunno. Bye!~ Love, Starry Sky:heart:

P.S. You can call me Starry!

January Second, Day Two: Hello again! Remember yesterday, when I told you about my tummy? Well it still hurts! And I ate some food and drank some water but it didn't help. Oh well... anyway I remember my sissy, I miss her. She has pink puffy hair and she's got a balloon cutie mark! She loves parties and she's always super happy. She's really random and showed me how to do a trick. It's super fun but I Pinkie Promised not to tell anyone how to do it, so I can't tell you much about it. I'm feeling a bit tired and the sky has turned to a sunset look. There aren't a lot of clouds anymore. Night Night!~ Love, Starry:heart:

January Third, Day Three: I'm bored, other than talking to you I have nothing to do. There's no games in my little boat. Nothing to color with or on. No where to go. Nothing to do. All the clouds are gone now, the moon and stars are out too. Their really pretty, the stars. I remember one time when me and my big sissy were looking up at the stars one night. My sissy told me that I'm prettier than all the stars combined. I asked her what was the prettiest thing about me and she said that it was my dark starry blue mane that flows with some invisible wind. She says I'm different. I think it's because of my red tail and my one red eye. Other than being bored I'm scared. I hear noises now. They started about an hour ago? It's hard to keep track of time in my boat. I need to sleep now, it's not cause I'm tired it's cause my tummy hurts so much now. The food and water don't help anything at all.~ Love, Starry:heart:

P.S. Sorry for my quick changes in subject, my mind is a bit scattered.

January Fourth, Day Four: I'm running out of food and water, today the moon and stars went away. It's pitch black so forgive me if my writing is a bit bad, I'm making my horn light up so I can see a little bit. My little boat keeps going up, and the surprise jerks downward have stopped too. My tummy hurts so much now, I feel like it's going to drive me crazy or kill me. It's horrible. Sometimes I think about jumping off the boat, and that might make the pain go away. But I quickly banish the thought, after all who would be here to talk to you? No one that's who. I wonder if my boat will just keep floating up, never going anywhere but up. If I jump, I'll take you too ok? That way you won't be lonely without me. And then I could be with you forever right? I hope you'd agree with me. Do you remember the noises I told you about? The really scary ones? Their still there, but I hear something else now too. A soft gentle singing. It's nice and sweet. Sometimes I just sit here a listen to the singing, sometimes I even sing with it too. Bye for now,~ Love, Starry Sky:heart:

January Fifth, Day Five: It's still dark here, but now I can see this light. It looks far away but my little boat thinggie is going faster now. All my food is gone but I still have my water and you. I still have this tummy pain, it gets worse everyday. I don't know how much longer I can take it, it feels like it wants to eat me alive and drive me crazy. Your the only thing keeping me from going there now. It used to be you and memories of my big sissy but I've forgotten her. I can't remember her face and I forgot her name two days ago. Both have something to do with pink. I can't remember. I love you. Bye.~ Love, Starry:heart:

P.S. I'm thinking about naming myself Starry Night now. Starry Sky doesn't seem to fit me anymore.

January Sixth, Day Six:  I almost jumped today. I was hugging you to my chest and I was about to jump off the boat we share. Almost. But I didn't, I must stay strong. My tummy feels like a monster now, hungry for... something. It hurts a lot, I'm glad I feel it instead of you though. I would never want you to feel what I feel now. Your too special for that, for pain. I love you a lot you know? Your the only thing I have left right now. I love you. It's time to sleep now so good night.~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

P.S. I changed my name! I hope you like it. I'm thinking of a name for you too!

January Seventh, Day Seven: The light is closer, and the singing is louder. I hear interments now too and all the scary noises stopped. I wish the same could be said for my tummy but it still hurts. Somehow still getting worse and worse everyday. I can't move much or else it hurts a ton. I can use my magic without pain though. So I can still talk with you, even if I'm unable to move much. My water is all gone now. I think we're almost to the light place. I hope it's not to sad there. At least it isn't pitch black like it is here. Our boat is really fast now. It gets closer and closer to the light every minute. I think we'll be there soon. Very soon. I came up with a name for you too! It's Night Dream. It's a name that can be for a filly or colt. I made sure it was cause I don't know your a filly or colt. Love you!~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

January Eighth, Day Eight: I really like your name, Night Dream. If it wasn't yours I'd make it mine. It's got a nice ring to it. And it sounds lovely. A perfect name for a perfect pony! I really hope you like it too Night Dream. I think by tomorrow we'll be to the light place. We're so close Night. So very close. And our boat it super fast now, it's speeding towards the light place now. And guess what! I remember my sissy's name, and a little bit of what she looks like. Her name is Pinkie. Isn't that a nice name for an all pink party pony Night Dream? Pinkie. Such a lovely name. If I ever find out your filly or colt, I might name you Pinkie Star. You'll be named after me and my big sissy! I love you.~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

P.S. No my tummy hasn't stopped hurting but I'm too excited to care.

Day 9 - Day 15

January Ninth, Day Nine: Guess what! We reached the light thinggie today. Our boat came out of water at a dock. It was weird. Anyway I saw these big white and gold gates in front of us. When I walked up to it there were two big unicorn st-all-ions standing guard in gold and white armor. One looked at me with a mix of fear and hate but the other looked me over then looked at you. He asked if he could read what I talk to you about and I said yes. I didn't really mind it much. After he was done he called me a "little lady" and asked for me to wait while him and his friend talked a bit. After a few minutes of talking, him and his friend opened the gates for us. He told me to go to the big golden building. So I did. Inside there was this unicorn mare with sparkling golden wings took us to a room. She told me that a nice doctor was coming to give me a check-up. Once the doctor came he did the normal thing doctors do. He also had golden wings but his didn't sparkle like the nurse's did. Then he used his magic on me. I felt something growing out of my back, and when I looked around I saw a big red bat wing and another big super sparkly glowing blue wing. The doctor smiled nervously at me, but I just beamed back. I was special, just like sissy said. After that they got me a room to sleep in for a bit. So Night Night Dream. I love you!~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

P.S. We did sooo much today! I hope you had fun too!

January Tenth, Day Ten: Hi there Nighty. That's your nickname, Nighty. I like it. You know where we are now? The other ponies say we're in Heaven. They say we died... I don't believe them. You don't either right? Wouldn't we know if we died? Anyway I met a pony a angle today. She said she'll watch after me, cause I'm so young. I wonder how old you are Nighty? Oh well. Whenever I'm near one of the angles my tummy makes a sound and hurts me. I don't know why though. It's like I can eat one of the angels. Besides that would be weird. What kind of creature eats it's own kind? A weird creepy one that's who. I have to go eat now. My new mommy says she got me something special! I'll tell you about it before I go to bed tonight ok? Love you Nighty!~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

January Tenth, Day Ten, Later: I got a gummy for a surprise! It was shaped like a hoof, which was weird. When I took a bite out of it the red stuff came out. I asked my new mommy what it was and she gave me a nervous smile and told me it was a juice filled gummy. It was really yummy! And guess what! My tummy stopped hurting after I ate it! I'm so happy I can't sleep! But I have too, my new mommy said so and I told her ok. Night Night!~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

January Eleventh, Day Eleven: My new mommy gave me another gummy this morning, it was super tasty. And my tummy hasn't hurt at all either! You know, it seems a little hard to remember that we we're on that boat for a while. I can't remember much, but your always here to remind me! I'm glad for that your here to do that for me. Sometimes I wonder if you listen to me. I know you look like a book to me. I know most angels here don't think your alive. But I know you are. I've had one of these books before, it has five cutie marks on it. That means it's meant for messaging other ponies. One cutie mark is a blue crystal heart, the other a sun, one the moon, a starry cloud, and the last is six purple stars. I know the last one, my big sissy Pinkie told me about it. It's the cutie mark of one of her friends. I have to go now Nighty. I love you!~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

P.S. One of the Angles told me that Starry Night is the name of a painting! How cool is that!? Also that starry cloud cutie mark is mine.

January Twelfth, Day Twelve: Sometimes I wish you'd talk back to me. Not in the mean way, your not a meanie. I mean as in have a talk with me. Big sissy would call them 'chats' or some other big word. Do you know what tomorrow is Night Dream? Tomorrow is my birthday! My new mommy promised to throw me a big party for it. She said that her friends and their foals will come too. It'll be fun. Bye bye Night Dream!~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

P.S. My tummy pain came back it's hurting me a lot

January Thirteenth, Day Thirteen: When I woke up today I was covered in red stuff. My tummy didn't hurt but my neck hurt a lot. I went to go tell my new mommy but she just stared at me with wide scared eyes. She told me to go sit downstairs and wait. While new mommy was doing something I brushed my red tail. I can't brush my wavy blue mane cause it's never staying still long enough. When new mommy came down she gave you to me and told me to wait a bit. After a while some guard-looking angles came by and told me and new mommy where our new home was. There was the same guards that had been at the gates before. The one who had called me "Little Lady" before smiled at me sadly and his friend gave me the same look from the gates. I don't think he likes me. It's really late now and I have to take a bath and go to bed. I love you Nighty!~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

January Fourteenth, Day Fourteen: New mommy won't let me look in mirrors anymore. I don't know why. I think it has something to do with my neck. It still hurts. Today some of the foals here showed me how to cloud jump, it's really fun. They feel nice and fluffy. One of the foals asked why I had weird angel wings. I said it's cause I'm special. I wish you'd answer me. I'd like to talk to you Nighty, your my best friend.~ Love, Starry:heart:

January Fifteenth, Day Fifteen: I know why new mommy didn't want me to look in the mirror... I have a huge cut that goes deep my neck. I know why it hurts now. I don't like it, I don't know how I even got it! I yelled at new mommy to tell me where it came from and why I have it. It hurts a lot Night Dream. A hole bunch. When I looked in the mirror I also saw my teeth, now their big and sharp. I asked new mommy about that too. She wouldn't answer me... Night Dream... Am I a monster?~ Love, Starry Night:heart:

January Fifteenth, Day Fifteen: Dear Starry Night, No you are not a monster. I couldn't imagin such a sweet little filly to ever be one. I like the name you gave me, even if I already have my own. I might change it to Night Dream. My real name, my sweet little Starry, is Princess Luna Queen Of The Stars And Moon, Sister of Princess Celestia Queen Of The Sun. I'm called Princess of the Night but Night Dream is a much lovelier name. I love you too my sweet little Starry.~ Love, Night Dream.