“Sweetie ? Where are you !? We want to leave now!”
“I’m in my room!”
Little Braeburn was currently sitting on his bed, waiting for his mom. And he wasn’t happy.
His parents wanted to visit some relatives for a few days. He was fine what, it was just a little detail about the trip he didn’t like.
It was long. Very long.
His mom came into his room.
“Braeburn ?”
“Y-yes ?”
Braeburn’s voice was shaky. He knew what his mom wanted.
“We want to leave, and I need to get you ready.”
“B-but…”
His mother took a deep breath and sat down beside him.
“Sweetie, I know you don’t like it. But … you still need it.”
“I … I don’t wanna!”
His mom sighed.
“Please, your dad is waiting downstairs.”
“N-no!”
A few tears ran down Braeburn’s face.
His mom pulled him into a tight hug.
“I’m not a foal!”
He started sobbing as his mother softly rubbed his back.
“I know you aren’t.”
She hugged him even tighter.
“You’re a big colt. And a very brave one too. I think you deserve some ice cream for that.”
“Ice cream ?”
Braeburn’s cries were gone immediately.
“Yes, but only if you wear your ‘protection’.”
“O-okay.”
His mother gave him a kiss on the forehead and got up.
“I’ll get the supplies. Did you go potty already ?”
“Y-yes.”
He wiped his tears away with a hoof and slowly laid down on the bed as his mom left the room.
A minute later she came back with a poofy white diaper and a bottle of powder. Braeburn whimpered a bit as he saw the diaper, but he still lifted his legs obediently.
His mom remained silent, she just smiled at him as she slid the padding under his rear. She sprinkled some powder on his crotch, carefully rubbing it in. Braeburn blushed.
He wanted to be brave to get his ice cream, he didn’t want to cry again. But his mother taping up the diaper was too much for him. Tears started running down his face again.
“S-sorry…”
Braeburn’s mom pulled him into a hug.
“It’s alright. Now let’s get you your ice cream!”
He just nodded.
Soon they were downstairs where his father was already waiting for them.
“Ice cream ? Really ?”
“A reward because he was being so brave.”
His dad chuckled.
“He wasn’t being fussy about it ?”
“Just a tiny little bit.”
“I guess someone’s becoming a big colt.”
Braeburn smiled as he heard these words. His dad saying that was making him feel proud of himself, the tears long forgotten already.
“Okay, let’s go to the car and get you buckled up. Just be careful with the ice cream please. I don’t want any stains.”
Braeburn nodded quickly.
Not a minute later he was in his seat, ready to go. He didn’t even mind that one strap pressing against his diaper as he enjoyed his ice cream.
And so their trip began.
Braeburn liked to look out of the window on these long trips. Even though it was usually the same route he always enjoyed the landscape.
He didn’t really like cities, especially when they were stuck in traffic in them. But he could never get enough of the forests, the lakes and the more lonely roads. Despite his young age he enjoyed their peace.
He didn’t really need games to play or anything. He just stared out of the window, looking at trees and mountains in the distance. Sometimes he even managed to fall asleep in the process.
Just like this time.
Braeburn woke up from his slumber. He rubbed his eyes, looked around and immediately noticed something:
They were on a freeway. One of the parts he didn’t like that much.
His main problem with them was the time it took until they could find a place to stop if he needed a potty. And unfortunately that problem was becoming noticeable now.
He had to pee.
“Mom ? Dad ?”
His mom turned her head around and smiled at him.
“Did you sleep well sweetie ? You were out for a pretty long time.”
“Yeah … but I kinda need to pee now.”
“Oh. Is it bad ?”
“Y-yes.”
“Don’t worry, daddy will stop as soon as possible!”
“You heard your father, a potty break will be here soon.”
“We still have some more miles to go though. But we’re going as fast as we can.”
“Thanks dad.”
“You’ll make it sweetheart!”
His mom smiled at him before turning her head back.
Braeburn tried to ignore the rising pressure in his bladder. He tried to think about something else, but that wasn’t so easy.
A few minutes later he started squirming a bit in his seat. He knew it was getting tough, but he hoped his parents wouldn’t notice his troubles.
“Is everything alright ?”
His mom was looking at him.
Braeburn just quickly nodded. He hoped she wouldn’t ask more questions. Right now he just wanted to be alone with the pain at his crotch.
Thankfully she dropped it.
And he just went back to his fight.
A fight he was starting to lose.
But he was too embarrassed to say anything, he just prayed that the saving exit would finally come.
It didn’t. Braeburn lost his fight.
The pain was getting too much and he gave up.
Still being too embarrassed he remained silent, he just let out a quiet whimper as he started slowly wetting himself.
Braeburn didn’t want his parents to notice it, even though he knew it was pointless.
He felt the diaper getting wet. He felt the padding getting warmer and heavier. And as he felt his failure he gave up on doing it slowly as well and just let it flow out.
The padding started swelling even faster now. And it didn’t stop. He kept flooding it even more and more, the diaper barely able to keep up.
Braeburn didn’t care. He just let it happen.
After another minute his accident was finally coming to an end.
His diaper was noticeably swollen now and the front had a slightly yellowish tint. He could feel the strap at his crotch pressing the warm padding against him.
Braeburn hung his head in shame. He had an accident.
“Only two more miles!”
His dad’s announcement didn’t help.
His mother turned around again and smiled at him.
“Everything alright ?”
Braeburn was almost crying.
“We don’t need to stop anymore…”
She mother gave him a worried look before smiling at him again and turning back.
“Okay.”
His parents exchanged knowing looks between each other. They knew it was better to not talk about it any further.
Braeburn just went back to trying to forget about this whole thing. But the warmth of his wet diaper was a constant reminder.
And it made him feel weird.
As much as he hated it, right now he was almost thankful. Braeburn didn’t dare to imagine what could’ve happened if he didn’t wear that diaper.
But he was still ashamed of himself, having an accident because he couldn’t hold it a few minutes longer.
“Would you like to eat something ?”
Braeburn’s mom had noticed his pain and wanted to distract him. Once again she was smiling at him.
“Do we have any snacks ?”
“I made some sandwiches before we left. Would you like to eat one ?”
“Uh … okay!”
His mom gave him one of the sandwiches and he started eating. Braeburn loved his mother’s sandwiches.
“Do you like it ?”
He nodded happily.
His mom turned around again and started eating one herself.
Soon they left the freeway.
After Braeburn was done with his sandwich he went back to looking out of the window.
They were on a rather lonely road again, surrounded by trees on one side and a big lake on the other. Braeburn looked at the lake, how the sunlight was reflected by the water, making the entire surface glisten.
His accident was long forgotten. The diaper was still warm against his crotch, but Braeburn didn’t mind it. He was just looking at the lake.
And soon he fell asleep once more.
As he woke up later the had left the lake long behind them, now being surrounded by many little hills.
Braeburn shifted around as he opened his eyes. And he instantly felt the wet diaper around his rear again.
He whimpered quietly as he was reminded of his accident from earlier.
He took a deep breath and just tried to ignore it.
“Mom ? Do you still have some of these sandwiches ?”
“Hi sleepy head!”
His mom turned around and smiled at him, just like before.
“Sure. Do you want one ?”
“Yes please.”
“Of course.”
She gave him a sandwich and turned her head back. Braeburn started eating, enjoying the sandwich just like last time.
Once he was finished he wanted to turn his head back to the right to look out of the window. But a certain need was starting to rise again.
“How much longer until we’re there ?”
He knew that this certain landscape meant it couldn’t be too long.
“Probably fifteen minutes, maybe twenty.”
“Okay dad.”
Braeburn could feel the pressure in his bladder again. And he was thinking about how quickly it would get worse and if he might make it or not.
Then a rather strange idea came to his mind. He blushed, just thinking about it.
Slowly, very slowly he moved a front hoof to his crotch, resting it carefully on the padding. Braeburn blushed even more as he thought about what he was about to do. He took a deep breath and did it.
Braeburn pressed his hoof into the diaper.
He immediately closed his eyes as he could feel the soaked and now rather cold padding pressing against his crotch. The sensation made him shiver. He pulled his hoof away, now being ashamed of himself for doing it.
But he still couldn’t stop thinking about it.
He would have to pee soon, and he didn’t know if he could even hold it until they’d arrive at their relatives’ house. Would it be that bad if he’d just wet himself again ? They diaper was already soaked, he had already failed. And he remembered his mom saying something about that they were able to hold two or even three wettings.
Braeburn almost had to laugh at his crazy thoughts. But he didn’t, he was actually considering it.
Not a minute later he saw the first houses. They were an indicator that his chances to hold it were pretty good.
But … if he’d knew he would be able to hold it, was it necessary to actually do it ? It wouldn’t be an accident if he’d do it willingly, right ? The diaper was already soaked after all.
Braeburn made a decision.
He couldn’t believe what he was doing, but he did it. He turned his head and stared at the houses outside for a moment before closing his eyes. He tried to relax.
And after a minute it happened.
Braeburn started wetting himself on purpose.
He could feel the padding quickly getting warm again, soaking up everything.
Braeburn wanted to hide his face behind his hooves, but he didn’t dare to do anything that could alert his parents.
As his accident came to an end his diaper was completely soggy. Braeburn was ashamed of himself. He wanted to big a big colt and now he had an accident in his diaper. On purpose!
The new warmth of his diaper constantly reminding him was too much for him once more. A single tear ran down his cheek.
He quickly wiped it away and tried to at least appear calm on the outside. Braeburn didn’t want his parents to noticed the deed he had done. And he didn’t think about the fact that they had to find out once they’d arrive and his mom would have to clean him up.
About ten minutes later they arrived at their destination and they were already awaited.
After Braeburn’s dad had parked the car his mom quickly got out and started to undo the straps of Braeburn’s seat. As soon as he was free he jumped out and galloped to his grandparents.
“Grandma! Grandpa!”
“Hello sweetie!”
They both gave him a tight hug before they moved on to his parents. And Braeburn didn’t like the topic of the conversation between his mom and his grandma.
“He still has that ‘problem’ with long trips ?”
“Yeah. But he’s very brave and doesn’t get cranky about it.”
His mother had seen his smile fade for a moment as he heard their talk.
“Can we please use your bathroom so he can get cleaned up before we continue ?”
“Of course! Just come to the living room once you are done.”
“Come on sweetie, you can talk later. Let’s get you cleaned up first.”
Braeburn’s mom quickly grabbed the bag with the changing supplies and then they headed inside, going right to the bathroom.
Once they were there she pulled out a changing mat and put it on the ground. Braeburn didn’t need any instructions, he knew what to do and just laid down on it.
“Wow, you really soaked this thing.”
Braeburn just blushed.
“Sorry.”
She had quickly noticed her mistake and just untaped the front, letting the diaper fall open. Braeburn’s mom could help but stare at the completely soaked padding for a moment.
“But with how much you peed you must really be becoming a big colt. Let’s just get you wiped clean, I bet you really have to use the potty again.”
“N-no…”
“Huh ?”
Braeburn’s mom was looking at him confused.
“You don’t need to pee ?”
“N-no.”
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
“I … went a few minutes ago. In my … diaper.”
“Oh. I … didn’t even notice.”
His mom was looking at him worried now.
“Why didn’t you say anything ?”
“I … uh …”
Braeburn took another deep breath.
“I … probably could’ve made it, but … I thought since I had already failed to keep my diaper dry …”
Now he couldn’t help but hide his face behind his hooves. His mother sighed.
“And you didn’t even make a fuss or anything … and … I don’t have to expect that you just go back to diapers now, do I ?”
“NO!”
“So it was just a one time thing then…”
“Yes!”
She started smiling again.
“Wow, I guess someone really is becoming a big colt! You just accepted that situation without any fuss!”
Those words were enough for Braeburn to move his hooves away from his face. He saw her smile and couldn’t help but smile a bit as well. While his smile faded when she started wiping his crotch he somehow didn’t turn his head to look away.
“How about my big colt takes a nice shower now before he comes downstairs ?”
“A real shower ? No bubble bath or anything ?”
Braeburn was smiling widely now. While he kinda liked bubble baths he really wanted to take a shower like a real big colt right now.
“You can still have those if you want.”
“Please. But maybe another time. I think I wanna shower right now.”
“Okay, my big colt. I’ll be in the living room with the others.”
His mom smiled at him as he got up. She patted his head a few times before putting everything away and leaving the room.
Braeburn took his shower. And he enjoyed it. Once he was done and had himself dried off he trotted downstairs.
The whole diaper and trip thing forgotten. He was a big colt now after all!