Rant

Pinkie Pie was sitting in Sugarcube Corner as the place was closed for the evening. She had not left the main area yet even though most of the other ponies had left. She felt bad that she might have been worrying her friends by how quiet she was that day but she couldn't help it.

She wondered about what her friends were doing at that moment. She wondered what they were all thinking about her. She stared out the window at the sky. The sun was setting she looked around and saw that most of Sugarcube Corner was cleaned up.

She placed her hooves on the table as she sat in silence. She thought about the possibility of her friends stopping by the place but she knew that they were probably to busy to do that or were at home and were probably unable to do that for her. Her hair was flat as well.

While she sat there alone in silence without anypony to keep her company she heard the door open to Sugarcube Corner and saw Rarity enter. She looked at the table and Rarity sat across from her best friend and set down her bag and then spoke to Pinkie Pie.

"Pinkie Pie my friends sent me to see you because we are concerned that your still sitting there even if Sugarcube Corner has closed for the night. I know you have your own room upstairs but sitting in the closed area for a long time is weird. We aren't saying that you can't sit here but we are concerned that you have been doing it for a few hours. What's wrong?" Rarity asked.

Pinkie Pie shrugged at Rarity as she looked away which caused Rarity's concern to grow. She frowned as she wanted an answer from her friend but she knew she wasn't going to get an answer from Pinkie being silent on purpose just to ignore her so that she didn't have to talk to her.

"Pinkie Pie I'm talking to you. Just tell me please. I'm not leaving until you tell me about what is bothering you and why you've haven't been acting like yourself." Rarity told her. Pinkie Pie still refused to talk but after a few moments Pinkie Pie looked at Rarity and cleared her throat and spoke to Rarity about what she wanted to talk about.

"Rarity I know I have been around Ponyville for years and I know that I helped save Equestria many times. I've been any special occasion that ponies wanted me at like Twilight's coronation and Cadence and Shining Armor's wedding plus I help out Sugarcube Corner and throw parties for some ponies." Pinkie Pie explained. Rarity nodded and continued to listen

"We'll all that is good and all and I enjoyed all of it but even though that I have done all of that there are times when I am alone somewhere and I'm thinking about stuff and sometimes I think about what ponies truly feel about me. I wonder if they hate me but hide it." Pinkie Pie said. Rarity became confused as it sounded like Pinkie Pie was going to criticize herself.

"Pinkie Pie nopony hates you! Why would you think that?" Rarity asked as Pinkie Pie's remarks about herself confused Rarity. Rarity wanted to know where Pinkie Pie was getting the impression she was hated because if she was Rarity would stop it just for Pinkie Pie as Pinkie Pie had no right to be hated. Pinkie Pie continued to speak.

"Rarity I can tell that's a lie. Every time I hold a party I can tell that some ponies are getting tired of it. They stay at my parties for less the time than the passed times they went to my party. They go to my party they have a few drinks of punch they talk to some ponies and then they will say goodbye to me and then they will walk out the door without any cake." Pinkie Pie ranted in an upset voice. Rarity was at a loss for words she didn't know what to say. Pinkie Pie continued her rant

"Another thing I notice is that whenever I help you and your friends save Equestria with the elements of harmony all of you just shrug it off and go right back home or you all go and sing hallelujah and then snuggle together or you all get congratulated by the princess and you kiss her ass. Don't deny it either Ive seen you all act like that around each other." Pinkie Pie ranted. Rarity was stunned she tried to form words with her mouth but couldn't so Pinkie Pie continued.

"Oh and another thing I should bring up is that whenever I'm around you girls you all think I'm mentally retarded or I have a psychological problem! Yeah I've seen you all do it. Whenever I talk you go along with it while shaking your head in false agreement because you all think I'm some sort of mentally ill child. It depresses me you all possibly think that." Pinkie Pie ranted in anger. Rarity was completely shocked by Pinkie Pie laying out the truth.

"You girls also think I'm hiding something! Your 100% right I am. Yes I'm an ABDL Rarity happy? You were going on all day that one time subtly hinting what my interests are because you've had hints of me acting a little more younger than I should be! Yes I'm I'm an Adult Baby! If you have a problem with that say it in my face! Do go behind my back with my friends and gossip about me. So I like to wear diapers! So what!? It's better than other interests out there which you are possibly are into one of them but you hide it by blaming me!" Pinkie Pie yelled.

Rarity was feeling very guilty she didn't mean to do anything to hurt Pinkie Pie she didn't care if Pinkie Pie was an ABDL and she didn't think Pinkie Pie was retarded. She thought back on all these actions Pinkie Pie was ranting about and she did realize the moments Pinkie Pie pointed out. She wanted to apologize. Pinkie Pie glared at her so she decided to take this chance to respond.

"Pinkie Pie we don't say anything negative about you. You have it all wrong. We are glad that you helped us defeat villains like Discord and Nightmare Moon and we don't mind how you act at all. That's....that's just perception from you! It's perception! We don't think your mentally ill either Pinkie we've known you for years now why didn't you bring it up earlier so we could correct our behavior? We didn't gossip about you being ABDL. I just brought up the subject because I have a customer who's one! I don't have anything against ABDL's and we don't mind that your an ABDL Please believe me!" Rarity begged. Pinkie rolled her eyes as she glared.

Rarity was feeling sad about all of he stuff Pinkie Pie was bringing up. She didn't mean to hurt or mock Pinkie Pie in anyway and she had no clue that her and her friends were doing that to her but yet Pinkie Pie was bringing it up. She wanted and her friends never meant to mock her.

"Oh Rarity these excuses are the best that you can come up with? I've heard ones that are better than those explanations. You and your friends have never appreciated my help with any villain that we've defeated, you mock me because I feel safe when I use my downtime to be a baby and you and your friends are bored at my parties!" Pinkie Pie yelled. Rarity shook her head desperately as she cried.

"Yes we have appreciated your help. We have acknowledged ourselves as a group that defeat villains together without leaving anypony out! Please Pinkie Pie it's true. They are not excuses! We will make a change if we were acting uninterested at your parties or if we have been acting like that you were ill. We will stop all that if we were doing it! Just tell us how to make the change we will do it we swear!" Rarity cried.

Pinkie Pie stared at Rarity in silence. Rarity wondered if Pinkie Pie was starting to agree with her as she had explained her and her friends behavior to Pinkie Pie as much as she could. Her heart was beating and she was embarrassed. She wanted this mess to be resolved. Pinkie Pie sighed.

"You know what Rarity since you are lying about appreciating me and lying about what you truly think about me maybe I should be apart from the group for a few days to teach the consequences of you being a fucking cunt. I know that I can list several instances of you not appreciating me no matter what I did for Equestria. So I'm going to go and leave you to think over what I have said. I don't hate you I don't hate my friends but I'm angry Rarity! I'm so furious right now!" Pinkie Pie threatened.

"No Pinkie Pie please I'm sorry! Don't go!" Rarity begged. Pinkie Pie shook her head as she looked at Rarity. She then responded to Rarity begging for her not to leave her there. Rarity was panicking as Pinkie Pie was angry at her.

"Rarity I don't mean to be harsh but you need some time to think over your relationship with me and you need to think over about your actions and the way you treat other ponies. Once you've thought about what you and your friends have done I'll forgive you girls. I have also sent letters to my friends and I've mentioned it to all of them already. I furious with all of you and I hope that you girls can see what you did wrong apologize for your own sake. Goodbye Rarity I'll be seeing you." Pinkie Pie said.

As she finished speaking Pinkie Pie left Sugarcube Corner leaving Rarity to sit there by herself. She watched Pinkie Pie leave. She started to cry softly as Pinkie Pie went outside and walked away. She grabbed her handkerchief with her magic and wiped her tears away.

Rarity thought over what Pinkie Pie said she looked around the room after what transpired between her and Pinkie Pie. She wondered what Pinkie Pie wanted. She hoped at Pinkie Pie would accept her apology. She was devastated by Pinkie Pie's remarks as each one was true. She felt guilty for treating Pinkie Pie badly and she bet her friends were feeling guilty as well.

She left Sugarcube Corner and walked home with Pinkie Pie's rant on her mind as she thought about it. She felt didn't mean to have done any of the stuff Pinkie Pie told her that she and her friends had done to her. She wanted to fix the mess and quickly. She cried as she walked home.

Once she got home she saw that Sweetie Belle was asleep which made her happy as she got time to cry alone. She went into her rooms and enclosed the door. She then sobbed as the feeling of guilt washed over her. She knew that her friends were feeling guilty as well.

She had no idea why Pinkie Pie waited for a long time to bring it up. She could have brought it up after the attack by Tirek but she didn't as it was a missed opportunity to resolve the problems that were troubling Pinkie Pie now. She and her friends had no that this was happening to Pinkie Pie

She wanted to apologize but she wanted to apologize after her other friends apologized. She also wanted Pinkie Pie to calm down before she apologized so she waited by trying to calm herself with tea so she got up and fixed herself some tea. She then started to drink it.

After sipping her tea. She took a few deep breaths as she calmed down. She accepted the fact that she was guilty. She felt guilty the moment Pinkie Pie brought it up. The only thing she needed to do was apologize to Pinkie Pie about offending her for being an ABDL and her not being appreciative of Pinkie Pie in a sincere manner.

She didn't want to admit it but she had to admit her guilt as she had done all of that stuff and she was unaware of it. Pinkie Pie had used really good examples so it was very hard to label Pinkie Pie's accusations as unproven. She didn't want to argue with Pinkie Pie anyway.

She realized it was a few hours so she decided to come up with a good apology. She tried as hard as she could to form a believable and smart apology. Once she did that she decided that it was time. She went over to Pinkie Pie's place and knocked on her door.

Pinkie Pie opened the door and saw Rarity. Pinkie Pie stepped aside and then Pinkie Pie allowed Rarity to come inside. Pinkie Pie shut the door and allowed Rarity to sit. Pinkie Pie sat as well and listened to Rarity.

"Pinkie Pie I'm sorry for the ways me and my friends have treated you. We are sorry of not being appreciative of your help. We are also sorry about being unimpressed by your parities. At first we had no idea how upset you were but we now realize that you were extremely depressed we are so sorry about talking about you behind your back we weren't saying anything mean but we should have told you what it was about and we are sorry for treating you like you were mentally ill by teasing you about your lifestyle. We are sorry." Rarity said.

Pinkie Pie hugged her. Rarity hugged her back. They both continued the hug and let go. Pinkie Pie smiled at her and responded to Rarity's apology as she was calmed down and wasn't as mad.

"I forgive you as I have forgiven my other friends. Just don't do any of that stuff again." Pinkie Pie said to Rarity. Rarity nodded and from then on Rarity and her friends made sure to never do what they did to Pinkie Pie again.