Happiness

As the sun began to set at the edge of the clouds, I exited the mental hospital. There was a frown upon my face and a glazed look in my eyes as I trot over to the edge of the cloud. I looked out over Cloudsdale with a big sigh. My body was heavy and my mind was cluttered with regret. The air felt dreary in that moment, in spite of the beautiful sunset that lay before me.

With a lump in my throat I shook my head as I tried to get rid of all the what-ifs. “Why am I so stupid?” I said to myself as the wind passed me by. The words fell on the wind's ears alone, and I was left without an answer. “...!!” I clenched my paw. My paw forcefully came into contact with the cloudy ground as another frustrated groan came out of my throat.

Sitting now, my paws wiped my face as I held back any tears that might escape. Even though oblivious to any other pegasus that may have been nearby, I made sure not to draw any attention. The lump in my throat became more painful the more my thoughts consumed me. I looked over the edge of the cloud and peered down at ground far far below. Shadowy greenery was in a haze now as the sun began to obscure the world as it continued to set. Soon to be an abyss staring back at me I made sure not to look again. The more I looked at the draining colors, the more my thoughts began to scare me. I could feel bags form under my eyes when I looked...

I shook my head again, and looked in the direction of my home – just across the way. I spread my wings and took flight in spite of my emotional state. I tried to take a deep breath, but it was simply too hard. My eyes felt wetter than usual, and the tears wantedto burst out, but I refused to cry. Not now.

I just wanna get home. A thought interjected above all else. If I could only sleep then I wouldn't have to feel this way – even for a little while. Clutching my chest, my wings carried me through the air.

If I just.. If I told him before hand about the medicine, I could have avoided yelling at him about it. Or maybe if I did it myself, then... My mind continued to wander aimlessly. It was as though the weight of this day was pulling me down. I could feel everything getting heavier. My wings continued to hold me up, but the more I thought, the more I could feel something different. Something deep inside started to take hold as the sky grew darker still. I could stop flying right now, and it'd be done.

As my thoughts continued to spiral out of control, I failed to notice another entity had been flying next to me. It was as though the world around me had been silenced as my thoughts deafened me. When the entity grabbed my arm, I couldn't help but gasp. My eyes darted in the direction of my assailant. The sharp breath I took stopped my thoughts like a cork on a pipe.

“Existy! Helloo...?” A familiar goat like face pressed closer to mine. “Are you alright, little one? Usually you jump at me when you hear my lovely voice...” He placed his pawed hand on my cheek as though he were examining me. I pulled away. “...?”

“I...I'm not in the mood right now. I had a long day today.” Tears leaked from my eyes. I didn't dare look back at him. “I just want to go to sleep... I'm..I'm sorry.” There was nothing I could think of to say. I couldn't let him see me like this!

The draconequus immediately stopped me from moving forward, however, and flew in front of me. He grabbed my body gently and continued to look me over. My eyes were closed but still the tears were leaking out. My face became scrunched as a whimper revealed my true feelings. My breath became quivering and heavy. Stupidity was all I could ever be. I was a fool to think I could hide any emotions from Discord. His eyes were of confusion and worry for my well being, but the only thing he did was grab me. There wasn't a smile anywhere. The sun was getting lower. “Why are you crying? Stop it. Stop...” Genuine emotion has washed over him.

I couldn't help but push myself into him, and wrap my arms around him. His elongated body was more than enough to support me as we floated weightlessly in the air. In his embrace, my face pressed against his dark brown fur and my tears began to wipe away. Quietly, I sobbed in the whistling air. My body felt weakened now, in this state, as I held onto him. I could feel the sunset behind Discord. I could feel its light glistening over my tears in an orange glow that continued to wane. The sun was warm, but the night that crept behind me was colder. The darkness behind me chilled my back. I pressed closer.

A reassuring hand slowly rubbed my back as I cried, albeit trembling a bit- unsure if this was the right reaction. My thoughts had stopped now as all I could do was cry. “I...I'm sorry. I'm so pathetic.” I clenched my paw, feeling even more stupid than I did before. What am I doing, crying like this?

His free hand lightly tilted my head up to meet his. Instinctively, I opened my eyes through the tears to see him peering down at me warmly. “Pathetic? Absolutely not. Trust me, I would know pathetic if I saw it.” I nodded, but a smile I did not feel. Still, he kept holding me close. “Here... Let's go somewhere more comfortable.”

Holding me close still, he snapped his fingers with his free hand. In an instant, we were gone from Cloudsdale, and somewhere new. It was a room. I looked around a little bit, and noted the empty walls and ceiling. A door hung upside-down on the opposite side of the room, with a large bed in the corner of the room. The bed, of course, had been propped up against the wall at an angle. Many sheets lay about on it in an incredibly messy, but strangely homely manner. Despite being at an angle, gravity was normal at this angle. The rest of the room was empty, as well as there being a lack of color due to it being poorly lit.

Gently, we laid on the messy bed. Side by side now, facing each other, he continued to look over me. Slowly and carefully he rubbed my body with his paw, lovingly. I sighed, pulling myself closer to him.

“I know I'm not actually...pathetic. I just... feel that way... I keep doing stupid things, and I just don't know what to d-do.” It was hard to keep my voice from cracking. The lump in my throat continued to pester me.

I could hear Discord concur with my sentiment with a noise and then replied with an honest tone, “If you can see what you're doing wrong, then you're already doing the right thing.” I could feel his fingers go through my mane as he spoke to me. The loving feeling reassured me he had every intention to make me feel better.

“Y-...you're right.” I wiped my eyes with my paws as I looked up at him. “If...If I'm trying to do the right thing, then there's nothing more I can do...” Sighing, I nuzzled up closer to his face and tried to give him a kiss, but just fell short. My lips barely grazing his cheek.

He chuckled softly, and leaned in instead. His lips pressed against my cheek. When he pulled back, a small smile returned to my face. When he kissed me, his paw had latched onto my ear and started to rub it gently. The leathery paw pads made a soft rustling sound in my ear. I could feel his face nuzzle against mine. His muzzle rubbing softly, and gently into my mane to comfort me.

…I'm jealous of his ability to make things so simple. Heh. I wonder if I could ever stop overthinking things. I thought to myself as I pulled myself close to his furry chest. The lump in my throat began to disperse. “Th...thank you.” Clearing my throat, my paw pressed into his chest.

Chuckling again, he pulled me on top of him. Cradling me like before, but this time my back was pressed against his soft chest. “No more tears, okay?” His hands were placed on my belly, and gave it a good rub. The fingers felt up my short fur, and brought warmth to my body.

“O-Okay. I'll try.” I grabbed his arms with my paws, and squeezed a bit. “It's just... difficult sometimes. Especially when I have days like today.” A sigh escaped my lips as I looked over to the left. “......mm.” I groaned a little, thinking about what to say next.

“Hmm?” Lightly, Discord scratched at my belly as he waited for me to continue. Without my will, light purring eminated from my body as the feeling of his hands rubbing me resonated with me. A calming sensation was felt when he was able to touch me. It was as though the discourse in my mind was slowly being drained away.

“I've told you what I do at work, right?” My brows furrowed as I tried to remember small details.

I didn't even need to look up at him to know that he was smiling with a lazy look in his eyes. “Oh, yes... Managing daily stuff, right?”

“Yeah, manager work.” I tensed up a little as I thought about what had happened today at the hospital. The thought was like a black ink blotch in my mind, and it hurt to reveal what was hidden in it. “I was upset over something I did at work... Well... I'm still upset, but I'll spare you the details.” I paused for a second before continuing, “This job... sometimes, it makes me feel like... I wanna go to sleep and not wake up...” The sinking feeling started to return, and I could feel my eyes starting to fill up with tears once more.

“No no no, Existykins. It's okay!” His arms were wrapped around me as he curled closer to give me a full embrace with his body. “You need to know that, you don't need to feel that way because... There are lots of things other than work to look forward to. You have me!” A finger booped my nose. For some reason, it made a small squeak noise as he did. “...Deary me, I'm not very good at this motivational stuff. I just...” He paused longer than usual. For the first time in a while, it seemed he was having a hard time trying to put the right words together. Deep love was a concept that still needed exploring. My tears held back as I waited for him to finish his thoughts. “When I think about you... It's not like having a friend, or even a best friend. It feels like it's more than that. So... if anything were to happen to you, I don't know what I would do.” A strange, nervous laugh rumbled from his throat. “I... I don't know if I could stop myself from tearing apart Equestria.” He laughed again, albeit more confident than before. “It sounds cheesy, but it's true! It truly is.”

I chuckled a little bit too. The tears had vanished and were replaced by a small smile upon my face. With a sniffle I pulled ever closer to the big draconequus. “Haha... You're such a dork. I couldn't be that important!” I laughed.

His hands moved to my belly once more. This time were a bit threatening. “Oh, so I'm the dork. Even after I said how nice and adorable you were. Perhaps I was mistaken!” Fingers started to squirm and wriggle over my exposed torso and caused me to squeak and laugh. “There's nothing funny about my love, little pony! I hope you're prepared to face the consequences...”

“N-Nohoho!” I couldn't stop myself from squeaking and giggling as his soft hands wriggled their way over my body. The sudden jolt of ticklish fingers shocked me out of my slump. There was nothing stopping this huge grin from filling out my face. A warmness washed over my face as we became more intimate. My legs were kicking playfully as he touched and teased my belly without any inhibition.

Discord snickered as he ignored my playful pleas of mercy. “Oh yes yes yes, my dear. Your punishment will be very severe.” The draconequus continued to snicker as he slithered through the air and turned his body around to face me. His hands stopped for the moment and grabbed my legs with a strange tenderness. His smile and dreamy eyes leered down at me.

With the snap of his fingers, the sheets on his bed grew a new texture. I couldn't help but arch my back as the sheets behind me became fluffy with light tendrils that wistfully brushed against my body. The room began to light up a bit with a whitish-yellowish glow as things began to change around me. The wall to the left of me carved itself a hole that revealed the dimensional space outside. Like magic, an assortment of objects came into the room from this hole but too quickly for me to truly make out what they were. They filed neatly onto a bunch of shelves on the previously bare walls. They moved individually, it seemed, and filled out shelves neatly for easy selection.

However, as the objects came into the room, the “sheets” that teased me began to creep around my flanks and front arms. Feathery tendrils slowly pulled my arms up and away from my body, and they pulled my legs down and away softly. Despite being so soft, resistance proved futile. The tickling tendrils brushed and felt me up a bit as they climbed around my makeshift stalks. Squirming and giggling quietly was all I could do as I was prepped for what was to come. Wistfully the feathery tendrils brushed my sides with light, blissful tender. I took sharp breaths as each touch excited my nerves. I shivered with delight.

The objects seemed to settle for the moment. Discord eyes scanned me with a mischievous look before grabbing one of my hind legs. “Ahh... there's just one thing I have to do. I hope you don't mind.” Before I could reply, his mouth opened wide and enveloped one of my hooves. Suddenly, a sensation revealed itself to me as I felt his mouth suck down on the hoof. The surprise caused me to yelp which turned into low giggles. Slowly, his mouth and tongue sucked and licked around the hoof -it seemed-, and induced a case of squirming and squealing from my person.

“W-Whaahat are you doing?” I asked, giggling more now as the squirming forced me to attract more tendrils onto my body.

With a satisfied look on his face, I watched him pull his mouth off my hoof and the tongue snaked after it. “Mmm, your hooves are quite delectable, I must say. For the time being though, I think they need a rest.” It was then I noticed... The hoof was gone! In its place was a deliciously squishy paw, similar to my front ones. “Hmhmhm~ Such a nice paws you have, little pony.” Quickly, he went over to the other hoof, and did the same.

As his lips ran over the other hoof, I was enveloped in that licking feeling again. Little pants came out as harmonic giggling was released in spurts. The other paw was nothing foreign to me, but more of an addition to my repertoire of ticklish extremities. The toes on it couldn't help but wriggle with glee as I was tickled so softly and delicately.

With another slurp, Discord finished with my other hoof. Despite the paw flopping out of his mouth like jelly, it felt as real as the other one. “There we are. I do hope you enjoy this as much as I will. I just looove the interesting and adorable noises you make.” He reached out with his claw hand, and an object shot out from the shelves directly into his hand. Through my quiet, cute giggling I was able to make out the object. I could tell by the handle into the bristles that it was a large makeup brush. The way the bristles were puffed together gave me a tingling sensation in my new feet. “Let's start with your little paws, hmm?”

With a smirk, he brought the brush to my hind paw. Anticipation had me gasp as the brush made contact with the paw pad and surrounding crevices. Slowly, he wriggled the brushes' bristles around my paw pad and toes. The smile on his face, when I squeaked and squealed as the brush explored my newfound tickle spots, was evidence that he relished in seeing me this way. The devious joy that radiated from his face as he carefully and methodically brushed the paw caused a rush of warmness fill my face.

As the brush continued, he moved it faster and faster. Excitedly I was panting, beginning to properly laugh now as the brush elicited new, body jerking feelings. My fingers jerked and wriggled as the brush began to fill in the spaces between my toes. “A-Aahn ahahah!” I laughed as he began to stroke the brush back and forth between my toes. The bristles teasing and 'cleaning' the space between my toes with an electrically ticklish touch.

Another brush quickly shot across the room from the long shelf. As if to fulfill its purpose in life, it began to twirl and twist its bristles over my other paw. Discord let go of the brush he was holding and let it follow its brother. Now free to do as he pleased, he slithered his body next to mine and bringing his head to my level. Not saying a thing, his eyes watched me giggle and laugh helplessly while placing a hand under his chin to study his work so far. His grin did not cease.

“You look like you're having such a wonderful time~ Maybe I'm not punishing you enough...” His familiar snicker rang in my ears. “Don't worry, I'm not finished with you in the slightest~” Discord's voice seemed to tease my ears now with him being so close. With a grin plastered on my face, it remained flush with a red color. He leaned in close to my ear, and spoke with a voice that tickled my ear with its low tone, “I love you, Exist. Right now, you're the only one I could ever see.” He moved his paw over to my eager armpit, and began to wriggle his fingers into the tender flesh. “Tickle tickle tickle, my little Existykins~ Hehehehe...” His voice rumbled in my ears.

He slithered behind me somehow without displacing any of the sheets or my body. I could hear him snicker to himself, possibly thinking of all the sensual ways he could tickle me next. Still, my body squirmed and laughed as the makeup brushes decided to make their rounds once more. The brushes were cyclic in nature. Waning and waxing their ticklish bristles over and around my toes, only stopping to move to a different spot.

Abruptly the tickling stopped, though. The brushes pulled away from my paws and floated in mid air as though they were thirsty for orders. The room became quieter; with only the sound of my heavy breathing to fill the silence. In a way, I was a bit relieved but only for a moment. I looked towards Discord whom had been stroking his chin in thought. My thoughts were fuzzy with lust. Looking down I could only blush again at the sight of my involuntary member fully exposed now, but strangely the feathery sheets I had been laying on did not dare touch any of my sensitive private areas.

The moment to rest was rather short however. Before I could say anything, Discord reached out for another item from the shelf. More than one item flew off the shelf though. Gliding effortlessly over my body now, Discord was face to face with me. He smiled, and held up something in his hand. It was a simple ring of some kind that had some kind of engraving on it. “For now, I'll put this on you before I go any further. I hadn't realized just how excited you were.” The ring promptly floated over to my extended member, and fit snugly around the base of it. My eyes lit up as it began to glow a warmly pink color.

It was then that I felt something emanating from it. Like a stream of feathers poured out of the ring, it felt as though feathers constantly whisked by and teased my length the whole way up. The sudden feeling made me tense up and take a sharp breath – much to Discord's delight. “A-ahh! W-What how?!” I writhed in pleasure.

Discord's hand was placed on my forehead now, and pushed back my mane lovingly. “It's a special cock ring. The ring is designed to keep teasing but to never let you release until it's removed... Huahahah! I hope you like it.” Leaning in, he gave me a kiss on my lips as I processed the information. I looked into his eyes, and was returned a fiery passion for me and me alone. As his lips touched, my emotions were lifted. I closed my eyes, and let myself fall into the deep, passionate kiss. A small moan was released, and it was all that he needed to keep going.

As he released the kiss, he smiled warmly. Trying my best to look back at him with a presentable look on my face, I stared into his eyes. “I...I l-love you, more than you c-could possibly know.” I barely was able to contain myself as the cock ring worked its magic on my excited member. I could feel my face contort and squeeze as invisible feathers brushed past different sensitive spots like a tickling torrent of water.

“Oh I know... I really really know.” He leaned in again, and touched his lips to my cheek this time. His eyes did not dare look away from mine. “I want you to think of moments like these whenever you feel sad. I want you to remember how happy you are right now...” My eyes couldn't look away from his as an array of color forced me to get lost in a sea of his love. The way the colors filled my mind enforced his command over me like chains of love. “I want you to remember this... love I have for you. Will you do that for me?” He smiled sincerely as the colors faded like settling water.

“I will.” Deep in my heart, I held onto this feeling – this love. Clutching it, I smiled through the teasing. I could feel myself grow deeper in love with each passing moment.

“Good...” A familiar mischievous grin returned to his face. “Now...” As he spoke, he pulled two objects that had been waiting on the sides of the bed. The way they furled and fluffed through the air was more than enough information for me to figure out what they were. “I know you like these, but they're special... just for you. The feathers on these dusters make you more sensitive the longer they touch your body~” His fingers ran through one of the dusters, only to immediately pull it off and shake the tingling feeling on his hand. The deviously devilish delight in his eyes could light the entire room.

Shivering with excitement, I waited with great anticipation for him to continue. Without much warning, the makeup brushes at my paws slowly began their cyclic tickling around my poor toes once more. They seemed to drag out each stroke this time and made sure each bristle got enough of a touch. I began to giggle again, but the tickling had only begun. As soon as the soft, sensual feathers began to brush against my body; my eyes lit up with excitement.

Immediately, I burst out laughing. The tantalizing feathers began dancing around my torso without any inhibition. Baited pants were interrupted with melodic laughter as they touched me in all the right ways. The feathers felt as though they were burning my skin with a ticklish sensation that refused to leave – even if they moved to a different spot. The tickling burns made me twitch and squirm, but helpless to escape its wrath. I could feel a little bit of drool escape my mouth as another fit of laughter busted out.

Throughout the ordeal, I could hear Discord snickering and teasing me with his words. “Ahhh, there we go... tickley tickle tickle. Hehehehe.” He made circles over my tummy, and started to brush lower and lower. It was maddening. “Ooh, hehehe, I'm getting closer~ Ho ho~” Methodically, he slowly pressed the feathers closer to the base of my erect extremity. My hips pressed upward as my back arched and I moaned again – this time much louder than before. The feathers touching that area, even a little, broke through every wall I could ever have. “Oh my, how eager! I suppose I should give your friend some attention, hmm?”

Without a second thought, he pulled away both dusters from my belly and brought them close to my cock. The member in question waited excitedly with the lingering feeling of little feathers brushing around it ever still. With the makeup brushes still at my feet, I continued to giggle as I began to plead, “P-Pleeeease! Please please please! Heeheeheehee...!” Not only was the feeling of those dusters absolutely maddening, but the prospect of them touching the origins of my lust made me groan and moan without thinking about my actions. All I could think of was busting my load. With Discord staring at me with a devilish look, it did the opposite of easing my tension.

Discord slunk his tail over the feathery sheets, and brought his body closer to the ticklish gold mine. Still, he kept the dusters just slightly out of range of my nerve endings as he positioned himself. The smile on his face and the way he spoke continued to drive me mad, “Such a naughty little pony. So hungry for these feathers of mine!” The tuft on the end of his tail had become a bit larger, and he pressed it against the underside of my balls and wiggled his tail. Its soft, fluffy textures filled the sensitive crevices around my balls and taint, pushing me farther.

With a rhythmic, vocal teasing, he began to brush the dusters up and down my shaft – making special attention to brush the tip with teasing strokes. More moans and groans emanated from my mouth as I began to laugh again. There was a more lustful and sexual tone in my laughter though, as the feathers danced and stroked around my sensitive cock. Like a plugged up volcano, my cock just couldn't orgasm. As laughter escaped, my mouth hung open. My toes wanted to curl but the brushes caught them and tickled faster to keep them from blocking the bristles out. I was panting heavily now as the feathers happily took their time to burn their tickling tendrils into my core.

Happily, Discord kept at it for what seemed like an eternity. He let go of the dusters, and let them dance with excited intent independently. Right after, his body moved to lay next to me and let his eyes eagerly looked me over. An admiring smile had befallen his face as he rested his head over his hand. His other hand, however, made an effort to rub my belly as I laughed and moaned. The fingers took the time to wriggle and lightly graze my belly despite it moving so wildly. His tail stubbornly remained at my lower region, still brushing away.

With a smile, his head leaned in closer to my side. Lips pressed into them, kissing me lovingly over and over. He made a trail, which finished at my under arms. As though prompted, he moved to kiss my ear. As his lips touched, I could see his hand flick towards my lower extremities. The ring had disappeared. Quickly, Discord's body shifted once more as he went over to my long awaiting shaft.

It was as though time had stopped. The makeup brushes had decided to hide and pressed their bristles between my toes. The dusters both brushed downward, and out of the way of the draconequus' head. Without a thought, without the need to ask, he pushed his lips around the tired, flared tip. His mouth enveloped the shaft.

My hips buckled a bit as I was thrown into orgasm at the perfect speed. All of my lust, all of my desire carried the strings and strings of white seed for Discord to drink. My fingers curled, and my breathing became disjointed as each throb, each pulse of my cock pulled me into ecstasy. “Oh... gods... I love you so... so much...” Not a single thought left to think about anything else. All I could see was Discord.

Slowly, he finished the job and pulled carefully off the shaft he had been coveting for so long. Licking his lips, he smiled lazily, “Delicious.” With the snap of his fingers, the bed returned to normal in a glowing light, and my limbs were freed. His body slithered over mine, pressing the fluff on his body against my belly and chest. Stopping when his head was at level, he effortlessly reversed sides - my back towards the ceiling. “Helloo, little giggly Existy pony.”

“H-...hello.” My breathing was steady but a bit heavy. “Y-You really went... all out this time. I wasn't expecting this intimacy.” I smiled back at him, warmly. My eyes lovingly looked into his as I pressed my lips against his promptly.

Our lips released, and he readily replied with a smirk, “Exist... I only want you to be happy. Making you squirm, giggle, laugh, moan, groan, and drool was only a bonus. Hmhmhmhm~” His arms wrapped around my body. I could feel his hands slowly caress my back as he spoke. The hands were subdued, taking special care not to excite my body too much. “You're the only one I see, you know.”

“Ditto.”

There was a short pause between the both of us. Before I could apologize, he burst out laughing, and exclaimed, “Huaahahahah! I thought I was the one who ruined moods! Huahahahahahhah!” He pressed his muzzle into my shoulder as he laughed.

I chuckled nervously, wondering if he actually meant it. Naturally, his laughter died down and he looked up at me once more.

“Ohh, I know you're just giving me a laugh.” I scrunched my face a little bit in response. He gave me a peck on the cheek, “Don't give me that look~!” One of his arms released me, and seemed to reach down for something. “You're such a naughty little pony tonight, aren't you?” Suddenly, I felt a familiar but ravaging sensation brush against my bum.

“A-Ah! N-Noo! No pleeheheease!” The sudden rush of feathers around my hind cheeks forced an embarrassing squeak out of me. “Aahhh haha! Noo! C'moon! I'm s-sorrryy~”

The duster slowed down, almost to a halt, but the feathers remained pressed against my backside. The devilish tendrils from those sultry plucks of fluff tickled giggles out of me as they shifted in the slight airflow of the room. “Hmmm... okay. You diiid apologize, so I suppose I have to honor it. But but butt! I simply cannot resist the temptation. As you already know, you have a lovely rump and I just cannot let it get away from me.” He had let go of the duster, but of course, it remained in place. Slowly, it began to turn...

My body shivered and wriggled in his grasp. It was just another push of his lips into mine that made me feel another rush again. My faced flushed as his eyes did not dare look away from mine. The kiss finished, and with it he spoke again, “What am I gonna do with you~?” I felt the feathers playfully, and quickly brush back and forth over my sensitive posterior.

“You're free to do as you please, my love.”

Author's Note

Just uh... some cute stuff. I really liked doing this and I may write more. Discord is all I really think about, it seems.