The Fall of Cloud

I burst into the compound "NightShade, BlueMint, anypony?" I yelled. I heard coughing "C-Cloudy" oh shit, oh shit, "NightShade where are you" I yelled "they've filled the compound with nerve gas." She yelled I ran into every room, there was a blue tail sticking out from under a tube in the third room, fuck BlueMint must've ran into the tube and got crushed. I started crying, all my friends are going to die and it's all my fault. I started coughing as I ran into the laboratory "C-Cloudy I'm cold" NightShade was laying on the floor with rebar in her side "what happened" I asked "we thought it was a earthquake but then the nerve gas came in down the halls, save her please." She said "save who?" I asked "your clone, she's in the tube, take her with you." She said slowly "why not you." I asked weeping softly "I'm already dead, Cloud just take her damn it." She boomed, I kissed her one last time before hearing an eruption and seeing a fireball coming down the hall. The eyes of the pony in the tube opened and she started pounding on the glass "she has part of your brain and part of mine." NightShade said "so, like our child?" I asked "not even close, she loves you the way I love you, you'll be fine just take number twelve with you." The tube broke open and the black red and white pony fell on the floor, she was just a pony no wings no horn. I lifted the mare over my back as the building started coming down around us. I set the mare next to NightShade and stood over them ready to take the building. I was crushed NightShade seemed unharmed, but I couldn't see number twelve. I couldn't move everything hurt I felt rubble being pulled off of me "ow what the fuck!" I heard somepony yell, the rubble rolled off my back and I winced. "Hey, is NightShade ok" I asked trying to stand, I heard the mare crying "s-she's dead." The mare went up to NightShade and kissed her "what the fuck are you doing!" I yelled "hey asshole she's mine too alright." The mare turned and yelled at me, her mane was curly "Cloud?" She said looking at me "y-yeah?" I said as she ran up to me. She kissed me and tackled me to the ground "wait, wait" I yelled "awe come on, I'm horny right now... please." She said "you're my clone, NightShade just died and you are horny" I said slowly "well so are you"she said "I am not horny... wait." I said "see I knew you were, we have the same thoughts and memories and emotions, just I love you the way NightShade did." She said, tears flowed down my face "but that doesn't matter, you're not NightShade" I said "well don't think about it as sex, think about it like... well ya know, the thing you do with your wing." I wanted to hit myself, but she was right "you're damn right I'm right" she said "wait, you knew what I was thinking?" I said "haven't you been paying attention, you get aroused I get aroused, you feel pain I feel pain, and vice versa" she said "I'm gonna hate this for sure, every time I get aroused... shit." Said upsettingly "yeah so, wanna fuck?" She asked "I JUST TOLD YOU NO" I yelled "yeah, but you and I both know that no doesn't mean no, especially when it comes to sex." She said "true but NightShade did just die, could we bury her first, please." I asked "damn I hate it when I'm right, let's just hurry" She said. Three hours later NightShade was buried in front of the fallen remains of Harvest Technologies. "Now that that's over with, let's fuck" my clone said jumping on top of me ramming her tongue down my muzzle. "Wait, Snow Piercer could we get a place to sleep for tonight at least before we do anything." I asked "you called me Snow Piercer" she said "I thought it was fitting." I said "you know what's really fitting" I interrupted her "no, don't you make that joke" I said as she burst out with laughter. "It's almost like you don't even want to pound me, but I know you do just look at you, you're throbbing." She said "wait what" I said looking down as she started laughing again "I'm just fuckin with ya, well not really but ya know what I mean" she said "come on you crazy mare." I said putting her over my back as we took off into the air "why am I on top of you?" She asked "stop with the sex jokes, please." She's too much like me I need to hit her on the head or something so she doesn't know what I'm constantly thinking. "You will do no such thing, I'll try to stop listening if I can but it's hard to do" she said. We made it back to Las Pegasus, we went back to the hotel room that I'd been staying in. "Cloud? Are you still here" oh shit it was Trixie, the door of my room opened up "I waited for you to come back I just knew you would." Trixie said as I scowled at her "hmph well if you're going to be that way I-" Snow Piercer pushed her back into the room and fell on top of her kissing her. I shouldn't have been watching what was happening, but in all honesty I liked it. I shut the door behind me and fell on the bed as the two mares in the middle of the room went to town. I tried to sleep but I felt everything Snow Piercer felt "Cloud" I heard Snow Piercer say "I know you want in on this" she was right, I got off the bed and started at them both. I did join them, I knew it was wrong considering Trixie had betrayed me and my clone was almost the same as me. I didn't want those feelings to stop but toward three in the morning I asked Trixie to leave, she didn't listen, she slept of the floor. I woke up with my head on the bed and my wing somewhere inside Snow Piercer. This was my life now, my ability to be an assassin gone, my special somepony was gone, I didn't have bits and I was hungry. "That was fun" I heard Snow Piercer say as she pulled herself off my wing "Cloud we need food" she said. "Ya think so" I muttered standing up and heading to the bathroom, I turned on the shower and stood in it for what felt like forever. The curtain opened up "hiya Cloud" Trixie said as I hit my head on the soap rack. "I'm trying to shower here" I said "yeah well me and Snow Piercer need showers too, so you'll just have to share" she said "no I'm not ready for anymore sex right now." I said as Trixie stepped into the shower "neither am I, you go too fast sometimes" I couldn't believe what I just heard "yeah well I can" Snow Piercer said entering the bathroom. "It hurts and you don't get that, do ya" she said staring me in the face "well I have your feelings, but no I don't feel that, maybe because I don't have a fucking vagina." My voice raised "I'm sorry I just don't know how to feel anything right now, who should I love? NightShade is gone, thanks Trixie by the way and you're pretty much the same as me except you're a mare." I stepped out of the shower and laid on the bed trying to get sleep.