21st May 2015
I've never felt like that...
Well, Tiara and Silver said that I looked like a stallion.
But... Am I a stallion or a mare?
"Don't listen to Diamond Tiara" said Applebloom and Sweetie Belle "She just want to see you depressed"
You know Applebloom, Sweetie Belle and I are very good friends...
I would be a shame if... if...
If they knew that I'm feeling like this...
It could be temporary...
But it's not...
I cry all the time thinking why this is happening to me...
What would my friends, my sister, my sister's friend say if I told them...
I know that Dashie is into stallions and mares, but I think this feeling that I'm feeling is too much for her.
Well, I'll keep hiding, until I finally found the courage to say to her.
"I will support you, whatever you need" said her when she caught me crying in my bedroom.
You know it is hard... And I'm going to tell you my story.
The Dysphoria, my outburst, my swansong, my quest?
This will be my diary where I will express my feelings.
Goodbye for now
Scootaloo
