I stared at the clear, white wall. Watching the water droplets roll down the tiles as the water of the shower hit my bare back. My mind was completely blank. The heat of the shower didn't even register in my head. The only times I've ever been like this was when I needed to cool off. I always would get in the shower or somewhere solitary and just stay there, wiping my brain clean of any thought. It worked on multiple occasions.

It has been a day since I executed the IMC grunt. I never felt anything when I had to kill them, but after thinking about what Celestia had said, I needed to clear my head. It reminded me too much of how my father had died. I wasn't there, but the closed casket told me enough to know they did something similar.

I grabbed the shampoo that sat on a shelf in the shower. Pouring some of the yellow soap onto my hand, I began to clean my messy brown excuse for hair. It felt nice. I haven't taken a shower in a long time. Each one was a huge relief and I made sure to make as much out of them as possible. Even though I was a Captain, I had to share the showers with the crew. There wasn't a need for privacy when it came to war. I didn't mind it though. The view of the guys was a good distraction.

After scrubbing my hair for a few minutes, I dipped my head under the water to rinse it off. Closing my eyes, I felt the soap mixed with the water run through my hair down the sides of my head where it fell to the floor. I stayed like that for a bit, making sure to get out all the soap. I ran my hand though my hair to double check if any soap was stuck in my hair.

Moving my head from the water, I reached for a bar of soap and began to rub it, getting the soap to form the foam. I ran the soap over the areas that were most likely dirtier than others. I rubbed it under my pits, my shoulders, the undersides of my breast. I shivered slightly as the bar glided over my nipple. My thoughts somehow went to that certain area. I knew I could easily have a bit of time to myself in here, but I didn't have the time nor was I in the right mindset at the moment. I made sure to use my nails to run the soap into my dirty skin.

I looked down and saw most of my body was covered in the white foam. I continued to run the soap over my body, my mind still blank as I worked. I didn't even notice I moved the bar of soap between my legs. I sighed as the bar glided over my folds. As soon as I felt it, my mind instantly woke up. I pulled my hand from my crotch and shook my head. I stood there in thought. I really shouldn't, but I haven't had any relief of any kind in days. I opened the shower curtain and looked at my watch I dumped with my clothes in the corner of the bathroom. I looked closely. The time read 3:20 pm.

I knew it was right since the ponies helped us align our clocks with the time on this planet. I made a plan to do training with the pony guards at 4:00. After the ambush at the crashed ship and seeing how they performed, I thought I would take it upon myself to teach them a few things. I pulled my head back in and stared at the bar of soap in my hands.

"Fuck it."

I placed the bar back where it was on the shelf and ran my hand over my breast, trying to work myself up a bit. Usually when I needed relief I would ask a guy to help or even a gal if she was interested. I wasn't picky. I would get some fun out of it and they would too. We would walk away and not make a big deal out of it. Out in space, anything goes.

I rubbed the sensitive nipples, moaning slightly as they became slightly harder. I slowly moved my hand down my chest to my crotch. I smiled slightly as I felt my toned stomach. I always took pride in my physique. Most of the people I layed with always said I had a sexy as hell body. I had moderate sized breast, but that didn't mean anything since they were firm yet squishy like all boobs. I took major pride in my ass and abs. All those nights working out made my body look like some form of a goddess. My ass, not too big but not too small. A nice amount of muscle but still soft to the touch. It took work being like this and like hell if i'm not gonna show it off.

I moaned slightly as I made it to my lower lips. I wasn't surprised to feel the heat coming from it. I rubbed my fingers over my folds, teasing myself slightly. I continued fondling my boob as I slid my middle and index finder inside. I mashed my head against the tiled wall and moaned loudly, not bothering to hid it anymore. I didn't even realize I was this pent up. If only I had a dildo or something, then this would be much more fun.

I slid my fingers in and out, slowly increasing the pace as I started squeezing my nipple again. I felt my arousal cling to my fingers, making them feel slightly sticky. I didn't care, I was in fucking heaven. However, I knew I needed more if I was going to get off. I began thinking of possible candidates to imagine them being the ones fucking me. I've been with quite a few people in my life, but only one stood out. He was the only one that actually gave me the best ruts of my life. I began thinking about Christian.

I closed my eyes as I thought about him. I could feel it. I could feel his hands holding me against him as he thrusted into me with enough force to make me stumble. The only reason I didn't fall was due to him holding my hips. I felt him move one of his hands to my right boob. I moaned louder as he squeezed and fondled them. I felt him move faster and faster. At this point I was just moaning like a bitch in heat. I moved my thumb over my clit, rubbing the small nub.

I threw my head back as the pleasure of the small action ran through my body. He moved his other hand down to my clit and started rubbing it as well. I screamed as I felt the tight knot in my stomach coming closer to bursting. I moved my butt back, trying to get him deeper inside me. All I felt was air. I sighed in frustration, but that didn't stop me. If anything, It made me go faster. I was so close I just needed one more thing to break the damn.

I then heard him. His voice in my ear. Those words he said to me on that night. He whispered into my ear, loud enough for me to hear. "Cum for me." he said. That did it. I screamed as my orgasm washed through my body. My hips jerked in time with my release. I wasn't much of a squirter, damn did it feel like it. I sighed loudly as I came down from the intense orgasm.

I lifted my head from the tile and pulled my fingers from my moist slit. I looked down at my fingers and saw the evidence of my pleasure. I split my fingers apart as saw a bridge from out of the sticky substance. I opened my mouth and sucked on them. I thought about the taste. It wasn't bad, but I've tasted better. Some girls were sweet and some were tart. My tasted that of the latter. Pulling the finger from my mouth, I looked over my body and saw there was still soap in some areas. I quickly washed it off and turned off the shower.

Opening the curtain, I stepped out and instantly felt the rush of the cold air. The whole room was covered in steam and small bits of water, but it was still colder than the shower. I grabbed the towel that hung on the wall and proceeded to dry myself. I opened the door and stepped into the room they let me borrow in the castle. It wasn't much, but It had the necessities. A bed, a desk, and a dresser for my clothes. I shivered slightly as the cold air hit my skin, but it went away quickly.

I didn't bother to wrap myself since I lost that feeling of privacy long ago. I just stood there drying my hair. Once my hair was dry enough I walked to the dresser and looked through the small amount of clothing I had. I had some pair of briefs and panties. Some short-shorts and a few sports bras. Somehow there was once lace bra in the pile. I don't even remember how... oh. That one time in my titan with that one guy. I grabbed one of the sports bras and slid it on.

I looked through my shirts and saw some old boot-camp shirts and some military camp shirts. I grabbed the boot-camp shirt and slid it on. I slid on the briefs and the short-shorts. I walked over to the bed and fell on the soft mattress. I looked at the clock on the other side of the room. The time said 3:50. I sighed and stood back up. I went to the bathroom to retrieve my suit. Before I made it to the bathroom, There was a few quick knocks on the door. I stopped dead in my tracks and stared at it. It took my a moment to realize someone wanted to see me.

"Come in." I said. The door opened and in came two ponies. One of the ponies I knew, but the other was completely new. The one I knew was the one called Rarity. She smiled as she walked in. She was wearing a pair of saddle bags that were stuffed full of some type of tools. The other pony was a mare that wore a suit with glasses perched on her muzzle. The mare had a white coat with a charcoal black mane and had a image of a pencil with a clipboard on her flank.

"Hello Ms. Foreman. I've come with a message from the princess. Celestia would like it if you would attend this evenings dinner with her, her sister, The Elements of Harmony, and your 'team' members." she said, almost dully. I held back a frown at her lack of respect. I looked at Rarity.

"What are you doing here?" I asked her. She smiled at my question.

"Well darling, I will be making sure you look presentable for the Princesses." she said in a enthusiastic tone. My eyes widened in fear.

"That's not necessary. I can just wear my suit." I said. She shook er head and frowned.

"Absolutely not, dear. I will not allow you to wear THAT to a royal dinner." she chastised. I shrunk back slightly.

"Do I have to?" I asked, clearly not wanting to have to wear a dress. She raised her nose, almost as if she was trying to be taller than me.

"Yes darling. I have already measured your friends. I just need you and we can get started." she said. I raised a brow.

"How do you know how to make clothing for us?" I asked. She smiled again.

"It can't be that different from ponies. Trust me darling, I am a professional. Now lets make you fabulous!" she laughed. I whimpered as she walked towards me.

I sighed loudly as I walked through the castle followed by two pony guards. Rarity wanted me to wear something like a princess dress, but I told her I'd rather die than do that. She asked what I wanted and I just told her to make me look sexy. And she delivered. She made a red silk dress that showed off all my curves. The whole thing was held up by two straps that hung over my shoulders. It was convenient that I had that lace bra or else this would never work out.

I wanted her to cut a slit in the dress that would show off my leg when ever I stepped. I wanted to have some fun with this whole dress up crap. After she made the dress and helped me apply some makeup, which I had no Idea what I was doing, I made my way to the dining room with the help of some guards. I decided to see if my plan would work so I walked around the field where the crew was stationed.

I walked around it and made sure to walk very slowly and to move my hips with each step. It took all my willpower not to laugh as I saw some of the crew staring. I even saw one of them get a nose bleed. As soon as we left the field I burst. The guards behind me chuckled slightly at my attempt to tease my crew. The rest of the way there was uneventful. The guards only speaking to tell me which way to go.

We eventually made it to the dining room where everyone else was waiting at the long table. The guards left my side and walked out of the room. As I walked to the table, I saw Christian and Joseph sitting at the table wearing some nice black and white suits. They looked pretty good. Rarity knows her stuff. Speaking of Rarity, I saw the six mares sitting next to each other at the opposite end of the table. They were all wearing dresses that looked fairly well for them. Each mare had a dress that matched their color pallet. They still looked too princess like for me. I then saw Celestia and Luna talking to one another at the center of the table.

My eyes drifted over to Celestia. She somehow knew I was staring because as soon as I did, she looked away from Luna over at me. We didn't say anything, nor did we make any faces. We just stared. I kept staring as I walked over to Christian and sat beside him, making Him and Joseph on my right and left. I eventually tore my eyes off of her, but I could tell she was still staring.

"What's with the dress? You trying to give the guys boners?" asked Christian. I laughed. I grabbed the napkin set on the table and folded it over my lap. I may be a soldier, but I was taught proper etiquette.

"Maybe. If you wanna talk about boners, talk to the crew. They might give you better details." I joked. We sat there for a bit, talking about simple things like about this planet, what we need to do, and so on. We even ended up talking about stupid stuff like sex and old pranks. The six mares were too far to hear us, but Celestia kept glancing at us when we said something pretty vulgar. Time passed, a few wine bottles were passed around and the food eventually came. They ended up serving pasta since they probably didn't have meat. I didn't care. I would take pasta over rations any day.

As I ate the pasta, I heard Celestia try to get my attention. I looked up at her with a noodle hanging out of my mouth. I slowly slurped it up and swallowed. She didn't think my joke was funny as she frowned down at me. I rolled my eyes and sat straight.

"What?" I asked, turning from fun mode to bitch mode. She snorted and sat up straighter than she was before. She was trying to be dominant.

"I would like to talk about your actions that transpired yesterday." she said cooly. I rolled my eyes. Took her long enough.

"I told you. If I didn't do what I did, then he would most likely have told his superiors where we were. And besides, it wasn't your decision to make if he lives or not." I said. Her gaze didn't waver.

"What makes your the one who decides who dies?" she asked. Our conversation started becoming louder with each remark. I noticed the mares and my friends looking at us.

"I don't. Their actions determine their fate. He killed my crew, I kill him. Simple." I said. Her glare intensified.

"How do you know he killed them! He could've been a soldier working to pay for his family! He may have not done anything to deserve what you did to him!" she practically yelled. I didn't back down. I stood up to match her height.

"Don't pretend he's innocent! You heard him! He killed us for money! These guys are mercenaries! They don't care about others!" I yelled. She stood up from her seat. She stood only a few inches higher, but that was all she needed to look down at me with her burning pink eyes.

"So what does that make you?" she asked. I stood there, staring at her. I wasn't showing any form of anger or sadness. I just stared. I slowly sat down and took a sip from my wine glass.

"I'm the one who gives a damn." I said. She looked down at me. She too sat down slowly. Luna looked at her sister with a hint of fear and nervousness. I guess she never seen her sister mad.

"I wan't to make something very clear, Alex. I am allowing you here because I care for the survival of your crew and my ponies. However, my ponies come first above all else. While I am letting you stay in my castle, you will live under my rules. I will allow you to fight you enemy and I will aid you, but I will not tolerate you jeopardizing a chance at peace. AM. I. CLEAR." she said, not holding back the venom in her tone.

I nodded. She looked away and continued to eat her meal. Before she could take a bit of the pasta, I stopped her.

"I will agree to this Celestia, however my priorities are the same as yours but for my crew. I will help them to learn how to survive, but If it comes to you or my crew. I won't even blink." I said. She looked down at me, her face passive.

"Plus", I added, "people like you have tried for peace. They're dead now. So I wouldn't hold my breath.

Author's Note

This is it for a while. Finals and blah. Glad to see people are enjoying this. I guess it was time i made use of that sex tab. Not sure if its good because of that whole "It looks bad if you read it" crap. Will take some suggestions, but don't expect to get anything devoted to the tab since that is not what this story is about.