Changin Life

by KnightDerp

Chapter 4 - In Love and Lost

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Chapter 4

"Canterlot"

Act VIII - Bottom of the Barrel

  Three months gone by since I last spoke to Roseluck and came to the pony world, or as I should call it, Equestria.  As the days passed by, I noticed some resemblances to Earth, mostly the ponies love for alcohol, or cider so to speak. Working at the " Bottom of the Barrel" club I was able to earn enough money to live a normal life in that world and even forget what I could about Roseluck. My nights were always filled with loud, fast-paced music, orders screamed at my ears and, unfornately, annoying insults towards me, for not having that so called "cutie mark".

  The colt turned to her with a big grin in his face.

  Filled with anger and without thinking, I uppercutted the colt right in the jaw, using my wings for upward propulsion, sending him flying four, five meters away from the bar counter.

Act IX - Night Terrors

  Everytime I slept I had the same recurring dream. I would always be standing in the same place, a hospitals´ patient room, as my surroundings were filled with silence, static and blurriness. In the room I could distiguish that there were people having a conversation with a doctor, another person was laid down in an hospitals´ bed, obviously a pacient, and the dream would end. The majority of the time I would ignore everything, waiting for the dream to end, but, more than usual, the dream would regain colour and the environment would become normal, except for the people in the room, the doctor and the patient, they would always stay the same, the room still silent. I would try to figure what it all meant, but I never did, as the dream would end before I could come up with any conclusion. Due to this, I would wake up some nights tired, confused, upset and, even sometimes, angry, for not knowing why that dream haunted me in my sleep. But that night, it was different.

  The dream began as usual, with me standing in the room´s corner, unable to move or speak, watching the same thing I´d saw a thousand times before, but, as far as I can remember, that was the only time the people in the room were normal, or at least their bodies were, as their faces were still covered with static and bluriness around them. I started getting frustated by the minute, having to sit through the dream I had countless times. Then suddenly, everything stopped, almost as if someone had pushed the pause button. I was finally able to move as I looked around the room, I walked forward behind the doctor, who stood in front of me, so that I could get a better look at the pacient, which appeared to be normal. I walked closer and closer to the pacient when, suddenly, I heard a female voice coming from behind me.

  My answer to her question was silence, I knew I couldn´t complain, being with Sangria and all, but that was the problem. I couldn´t be with her.

  As I shuted behind me, I looked at the room and it was a black void, everything was. I couldn´t wake up as I began falling to nowhere, at high speed. I clang to the glass door which had a sign hanging on it which simply read "Room 107". A few seconds passed and I hit the cold, hard, black, empty ground beneath me. The impact made me wake up, breathing heavily, sweating as well, I looked apprehensivly everywhere to stop at the left side of the bed and noticed that I had woken up Sangria.

  I turned to the outside of the bed and remained sat down there. The room around us was pitch black, I could barely see anything.

  Hearing her voice my heart slowed down to a normal beat. I limited to apoligising for waking her up. I got up, breaking the hug, but she held my hoof making me turn to her, I looked directly into her light orange eyes and she looked at mine, the room was filled with silence, which felt like it lasted forever.

  I remained silent, unsure on what to say to her, unsure if being with her was the best for both of us, but then I remembered what Princess Luna said about love having decisions that would have to be made, just like in life. It was a though choice I had to make, the choice of leaving her, yet part of me was more than sure about being with here, sure that I shouldn´t leave her. I realised I had been quiet for quite some time and simply went for what I thought my heart wanted the most.

  It has been quite a while since I thought about those days, the days I first met Sangria and the club " Bottom of the Barrel ". So, dear reader, would you like to embark with me on the nostalgic train through my earlier days in Ponyville? All aboard then.

Act X - Reminisce (Part I)

  Days passed as all of my time was wasted in the shop of the pony that saved me, Roseluck, but as my boredom grew stronger, so did the urge to explore the new world. As soon I got the key of the shop, I decided I didn´t wanted to waste anymore of my time on the shop, so as soon it closed and Roseluck was out of sight, I went exploring Ponyville in the disguise of the night. I didn´t went far the first time, for I didn´t wanted to get lost, thus as soon I got to what appeared to be the plaza I stopped. I searched for a bench to sit down and gazed at the stars under the quiet and lonely night, thinking of how and why I was in that world, but came up with no conclusion. The two next nights went by the same way, quiet and fill with loneliness. Until, in the third night of my exploration, I found a mare sobbing in the plaza.

Act XI - Reminisce (Part II)

  When I caught up with Sangria we had been running for minutes, Sangria always leading the way in front of me. Breathing heavily, I asked her if we could stop for a while. Sangria looked at me with a grin one her face.

  Sangria simply smiled at my response and stopped next to me, she put her left front leg around my neck and said.

   As I followed Sangria, a thought roamed throughout my mind. I wondered if I should ask her why was she crying back in the plaza, even though she said it was personal. She trusted me to the point of leading to somewhere, but crying in the middle of the night wasn´t something you´d see everyday, so I tried my luck.

-.Yeah?

  Her face sadden, she became silent for a while as walked more slowly towards our destination.

  The instant I heard those words I felt bad for ever asking that question, I didn´t wanted to see her in that state again. Guilt and silence filled the air around us as we walked, Sangria walking ahead of me. I sensed she was angry for me buzzing into her affairs so I appologized, but I learned apologies are to be avoided, as to why I understood Sangria ignoring my apology, but I had to ask her one more question.

  Upon hearing her, I couldn´t stop smiling. Sangria put one of her front legs on my shoulder and with the same smile, she said.

  From that day forward I learned that trust can´t be simply earned or asked from someone, it has to also be given to someone in return.

Act XII - Reminisce (Part III)

  We entered the crowded club. The multicolored dance floor filled with all kinds of ponies, as the DJ played his tracks through the big stereo columns, one placed on each side of the DJ and two more near the entrance to the club, I felt like my ears were going to explode from the loudness of the music. Sangria had already gone somewhere, as I was left alone to search for her and found myself trapped, so to speak, in what appeared to be the middle of the dance floor. I tried to get the ponies around me to let me pass, but due to the loudness they barely heard and they seemed to ignore every attempt I did to pass by them, I was pratically a ghost on the dance floor.

  Tired of searching for Sangria and unable to move anywhere I thought to myself that if I couldn´t beat them, I might as well join them, unfornately I wasn´t exactly good at dancing. Don´t get me wrong, I know a thing or two about it, that is if you count flailing your and legs everywhere dancing, but that task became more difficult with that new body, so I looked at the other ponies and copied what they did, but that got old pretty quickly. So, hoping I wouldn´t make a fool out of myself, I stood in two legs, slowly, but surely. I maintain my balance and started with some simple arm movements with my front legs, then I started moving my back legs with the rythim of the music and before I knew it, I was doing anything I could come up with, was it a dance move or not. I got the attention of everyone and felt like I was in the zone, which didn´t last too long as Sangria shouted my name through the music making me distracted on what I was doing at the time and I tripped over myself, which ended with me falling to the ground very comically and also very, very painfully.

  The next day, at night, I went to the plaza to meet up with Sangria, but she wasn´t there. I waited an hour or so, but alas, she never came. I went to the club which I´d remember how to get there, lucky for me otherwise I would´ve been lost in the middle of the night. The club was still the same loud, stroke-inducing lightshow as it was the day before when I entered it.

  I walked towards the bar thorough the crowd of ponies to see if Sangria was there, but midway I was interrupted by a bald, dark blue pony in a white suit, moving side to side, hindering me of going through. I was getting annoyed, almost to the point of punching him just so I could pass, until, holding me in place with one hoof, he took out a card from his front pocket which stated that he was the manager of the club, it also said his name was Two Steps. He told to follow him to his office, a small division on the upper level of the club. In it, there was a desk, an office chair and pictures of the club from the older times. A simple office, I guess you would call it, but then again, he did claim to be a simple colt.

  When we got there he sat on his chair and turned to opposite direction of me, the room went silent, since the club´s music was barely heard in  there, waiting for someone to make a noise.

  And with that I left his office and head straight for the exit. Sangria didn´t seemed to be around, so I decided I would come back the next day to meet up with her, but as I was about to leave two guards stood in front of me blocking the exit from me.

-  I guess you could say I´m a persistent colt and yes, your correct. - he said with a smile.

  Outside, I spotted Sangria in the distance and walked to her to say hi. She still looked sad and ignore me as she walked pass by me.

Upon finishing her story she clean her eyes of the tears with her hoof, but it seemed they would never stop.

  Silence fell upon us as Sangria walked pass me again and went towards the entrance of the club. Our backs, turned to eachother, as the silence grew bigger, until Sangria, as was openung the door to the club, spoked.

  The next day came and as night falled I set my course towards the " Bottom of the Barrel ". Arriving there I waited outside for Sangria as the warm air brushed against my body, laid back on a wall. Sangria arrived shortly and I accompanied her inside where Two Steps waited for me, he was sat in a table which was fairly closed to the bar with a jug of cider in his hoof. He waived his arm, calling our names, invinting us to sit there.

Sangria looked at me for a while, her eyes glowing.

  Sangria paused for a moment before speaking, wiping her tears with her hoof.

  From that moment I began working at that club and Sangria and I became friends, even more than that actually, but that´s for another time. As for the rest, well, that you already know dear reader. This concludes our trip on the nostalgic train, of which we shall leave now and move forward with the current tale. As it is said in the art of acting, the show must go on.

Act XIII - What My Heart Desires?

  I woke up in my bedroom by the sound of someone knocking on the door, Sangria slept beside me, her long, curly mane covered her face. I got out of bed quietly, so she wouldn´t wake up and went dowstairs to open the door feeling tired and drowsy. I opened it only to find a single letter laid on the ground, which I picked up. It was addressed to Sangria from a colt named Absint Cherry, her father.

  We rushed out of our home towards Ponyville hospital, we called for a taxi and told the driver to go as quickly as possible. Sangria leaned her head against my shoulder throughout the ride till the hospital, she looked terrified, almost breaking to tears. I asked her what was the matter, but I got no response in return, I asked again, assuring to her that whatever had happened everything would be fine, she slowly turned her head towards me and in a whisper she said it was her brother, he was in the hospital.

  Apparently, while working in Ponyvile for a theatrical play as one of the actors, out of nowhere, he had an heart attack. He was brought in to the hospital the night before we´d received the letter. I was shocked and leaned my head over hers, as a sign of affection, as she broke into tears.

  Having arrived at the hospital we head to the room her brother was staying, room one hundred and seven, the one that was in my dreams. At first I thought it was simply a coincidence, but still felt wary about going in.

  As I headed towards the exit of the hospital I heard someone calling for me. I inniatly thought it was Sangria, but didn´t see her anywhere, so I turn to the exit and proceeded to get out. Before I could leave I heard someone calling for me again, the voice was becoming louder and louder as it seem like someone was running to get me, a bright flash occurred and I found myself in Dimension X once more.

Act XIV - The Human World?

  I blinked so many times  I lost count on how many times I did it, my parents, my sister were there in front of me, just a jump away. I leaped with my arms wide open to them, to hug them, but I couldn´t move, my legs and arms felt like concrete. I couldn´t move a single muscle, not even my eyes. I couldn´t even hear them, just see them. I didn´t knew were I was, but the sound of people running, wheels rolling and crying, lot´s of crying, filled the background. Then, it all disappeared, before I knew it I was back in Dimension X, with the shadow figure standing behind me.

  As soon he mentioned my sister, out of instinct and anger, I jumped towards the shadow figure, my right hoof forward for a punch, I end up going through him. I regain my balance on the ground and charged to punch him again and again, every punch going through him, the shadow figure unphased by my attacks. I punched and I kicked him till I fell to the ground out of pure exhaustion, gasping, I spoke to him.

  I opened the door to a more happy room, Sangria still crying, only now they were tears of joy, her brother had become stable all of sudden and was going to be release as soon as the doctors finshed examining him.