Musical Mayem

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Do us a favor and die already
Missing Emotions
So you want to know our motives and story?

Do us a favor and die already

A pegasus pony was thrown and rolled on the cloud floor of Clouldsdale he was covered in bruises, small cuts, gashes, and a right left wing he groan in pain as he stood up his coat was black with a orange mane with traces of red while his eyes were a deep brown, and his cutie mare was a red X wearing a green ripped t-shirt, he stood up and feel the pain in his body, he look at the pony who had cause him so much pain a 10 year old pegasus colt. Two bucking years he got away from the colt and now he was here beaten to a wreck, the colts coat was a dark red neon, hid mane a hot pink neon mane, his eyes were purple and blue, he was wearing bracelets on his front legs, earings, and a necklace, a scare on his right eye. He too was heavily injure wearing a blue and purple jacket and underneath it a neon rainbow splatter design white t-shirt, with a pink bow tied up on his tail, his cutie mark was the symbol of chaos each arrow pointing to different musical notes, and in the middle of the symbol only one note. All his was happening while ponies of all ages watch this with fear on their eyes, and hatred at the beaten up stallion heck even the guards who have heard the commotion and chaos that was happening.

"You *cough* bastard you *cough* think you *cough* can beat me!" *coughing* The pegasus said as he cough blood on the floor.

"Did you hear and felt that Tracker it was the sound and beat of music, beautiful chaotic music, did you feel the beat." The colt said angrily hatred in his eyes "you took everything from me my parents, my only friends, and the only filly I ever love ...no scratch that our family you hurt Melody and me but no more, especially every pony right here." The colt said looking at him with a menacing glare.

"Why do care about them, why all of them, I thought you only wanted to kill me for revenge not this bullshit." Tracker said in pain and anger as he struggle to get up, but his whole body hurt like hell he could barely move his body was so sore of the beating he receive from the that piece of shit of colt, who was ridiculously strong like a full grown stallion his anger, rage and hatred was high right now towards the little shit, that was suppose to be at his mercy! Instead he was fucked up and can barely move any muscle on his sore and injure body.

"I thought that at first but Beat needs me, I might have hurt others and send them to the hospital and hurt him and his family." Melody, Beat's dark personality said feeling and showing regret with each word he spoke. Borned from Beat's hatred, anger, fear, mistrust, insecurity, and disgust, for being attacked and rape by a mare and a stallion as another personality to make sure nothing bad happens to him...no, not only him, them.

"Why are you here Dark Melody of all ponies! Why do you care!? You're not even the same your're a different pony for fucks sake! WHO CAUSES CHAOS!!" Tracker yelled in anger as he finally stood up only falling on his knees yelling angrily at them.

"That might be true but we share the same body, and I was part of his family, friends, and our...fillyfriend...how I was born, and why I...we did those horrible thing.s So don't you dare said that you piece of shit!!" Melody said angrily

Beat/Melody look at the broken Tracker with hatred, he took everything from them everything he love, but he was the reason why he was rape and hurt...no they when they were eight, and now here he was looking at him broken like they were before, both of them cover in blood. Beat/Melody didn't felt like creating music they tired and in mentally pain they just wanted this to end as soon as possible to just go home and relax, they had being on their own ever since theit loved ones die. Because of Tracker and his thugs, but now the found him after two fucking years! They finally found the bastard.

"So what are you gonna do kill me! If you do you just become just like me, cold, and heartless, ponies will fear you, they will all fear you, and you br alone! Forever" Tracker said while looking at Beat/Melody and at the ponies who were at the scene. "Killing me won't bring them back and you know it." Tracker smile insanely at them

"That might be true but, at least we will protect them and make a better life out of our talent, and as for our parents I know but at least they will be remember and be proud of us for freeing the world of a fucking scumbag." Beat/Melody said in anger looking at him.

Tracker said laughing insanely as he look at them and said. "You two will become nothing, you might share the same mind and body, and live the same life, but you two are nothing but sad little pathetic colts no scratch that you two are pieces of shi-" Tracker didn't get to finish as he was pulled by the collar of his shirt and look in fear as he sae two eyes full of rage.

"You know what Tracker do us both, no all of us a favor and fucking DIE ALREADY!! Beat/Melody yelled in anger and hatred as they punch him off the edge he was kneeing.

"NO WAI-" *Punch* Tracker didn't finish as he was punch and throw of the edge "AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!" Trucker scream in fear and terror as he fall to his dead.

*STAB!* *SPLAT!*

Tracker landed on a construction site on Ponyville that was above the edge of cloudsdale getting stab and being splatter on impact by metal poles by the speed he was falling, blood, guts and chunks of him splatter everywhere. "What the hell!" a worker scream in fear at the brutal sight.

Beat/Melody look over the edge feeling relief and happiness but still felt regret they couldn't save their parents and friend, and their fillyfriend tears stream down their eyes as the memories comeback. Those painful memories and they couldn't do anything they were beaten up and in pain as they watch them being murdered in front them, their parents then their fillyfriend and his best friend's colfriend, and finally his best friend, they just wanted to go home and sleep, tomorrow is another day after all. Ponies watch the scene with concern and pity on their eyes as they heard him silently cry.

"Hey kid are you okay?" A guard asked stepping forward, Beat/Melody turn around wiping the tears, the guard felt his heart broke watching this a little cute colt was in pain both physically and mentally he knew this kid, he had multiple personality disorder.

"We just wanna go home, and rest not the orphanage, we just wanna leave by ourselves we're tired of all this of the pity of the concern, we can take care of ourselves." Beat/Melody said in almost cold and sorrowful tone.

"Okay kid, lets get you home." The guard said hugging him, he motion the other guards, to follow him. "Also bring a nurse and a doctor and an ambulance." The guard said to another guard the guard nodded and went to what he was told. Beat/Melody feeling better they wave their right hoof as it was covered in musical notes and music started to play.

Missing Emotions

As the small group walked towards Beat/Melody house, without saying a word Beat and Melody were deep in thought as they recall the death of Tracker, they didn't feel regret when they throw him, or fear that he might have another trick on his hooves, no those emotions were gone they no longer feel fear, pain, regret, and love they barely feel pity for other ponies the only emotions they feel was Joy, sadness, and anger everything else was just gone for the both of them so the question they both have in their mind was do they even care for other ponies anymore?

The question itself was stupid but after everything they gone through was saving ponies life was worth it? Was killing Tracker actually worth it? Why should they care for others? Beat/Melody wished they would be scared, but they no longer feel it the only thing they could do is keep trying to use their talent for good and be a better pony, as they finally reach the house they walked towards the door and open it. "Feel free to walked in." Beat told the guards, they all nodded and walked in the house was actually quite big there was a big brown family sofa in the living room and a small square table in front and in the wall a huge flat screen TV, he then sat in the sofa clutching his left side, and wave his right hoof again to stop the music.

"You okay kid?" The same guard that hugged him asked Beat/Melody with concern, as he watched the colt clutch his side in knowing that he was injured

"Yeah we're fine that bastard just stab us with a fucking knife." Melody said in anger as he remembered pulling a knife that was on their on the right side of their body "actually we're losing quite a lot of blood" Beat said chuckling'' Melody just got angry at Beat response

"WHAT!? Let me see!" the guard shouted, while the other guards stood there shocked and worried just how badly was this colt inure doing the fight with that insane stallion. Clearly the colt seem to do more damage to him then Tracker to Beat/Melody.

"It's not that bad Silver Blade it's just a scratch." Beat said assuring him that he was fine but he then looked at his face and saw that he was not convinced at all.

"Fine take a look." Melody said in annoyed voice.

Silver Blade the guard that hugged then walked and remove his left hoof, and lifted up his shirt and all the guards gasp in horror at what they saw a huge and deep knife wound and judging by the lost of blood and where the knife wound was, it was clearly to say that the guards knew he was stabbed in the ribs, three times and each stub was hard to actually break the ribs, Beat/Melody might not feel pain but it was clearly that they needed a doctor right now! Beat/Melody started to cough up blood violently.

"You know we never knew how dying felt, since we no longer feel pain *cough* it sucks you know." Beat/Melody.'' Said in a sad voice.'' as they started to feel sleepy and their getting heavy.

"Hey Beat/Melody look at us don't you dare fall asleep you hear me!" Silver Blade shouted in desperation but to no avail, "Where's the doctor for crying out loud!" Silver Shouted to one his guards, but before one them could respond, the door was slam open.

"Where here!" Shouted the doctor as he run in "wheres the patient!"

Melody and Beat look at the doctor still feeling sleepy and coughing, "about time doctor." They said in a weak voice barely audible, the doctor and the nurse rush at the injure colt, and the guard that went to get them rush to him and pick him up and, lay him on the floor for an examination."

"He has 3 broken ribs, the cause is a knife, loosing to much blood, we gonna have to operate him." The doctor said as they pick up Beat/Melody and carry them outside their home and place him on a medical carriage the medical stuff starts working by stopping the bleeding, as he started to lost conscious.

"Hey don't fall asleep kid, don't you dare fall asleep." The doctor said, Beat/Melody finally close their eyes and lost consciones. We should be scared but, we're not fear, pain, regret, tension, dread heck we lost most of our emotions, the only ones that remain are the ones that matter.

"Kid!"

"Beat/Melody!"

"Kid!"

That was the lost words Beat/Melody heard as their vision turn black, they no longer care if they die or live but if they live then they will keep trying to be a better pony.

Beat/Melody flashback two years ago.

Beat/Melody were sitting on the roof of their house while they were listening to sad music, from an anime they love they have learn how to replace the theme with their powers they felt crush, alone and depressed and sad they have lost their fillyfriend when they got capture she was stabbed in the stomach in front of him and his friend he still remember her last words 'thank you for everything,' and Beat/Melody I love you,' they lost their parents, second friend and their fillyfriend.

"Hey Beat/Melody" They turn around and face another pegasus colt with a white coat color and a brown mane and tail his eye color were a light brown, his cutie mark was a stack of almond pancakes, and a grey jacket with a skull behind it and a white t shirt under it.

"Oh hey Almond" Beat said to him on a depressed tone "didn't know you where there" Melody said in the same tone. Almond was their friend that Beat meet during third grade when he was being pick on for being a coltcuddler, also he was a nice and shy and loyal mischievous colt who made amazing delicious almond pancakes Melody meet him in an incident on the school grounds.

"Want a smoothie?" Melody said, as he use his chaotic musical powers to create a smoothie while ice cream music appear and fade as he wave his left hoof.

"Beat/Melody, listen it wasn't your fault." Almod said sternly while sipping on his smoothie.

"How could you say that it wasn't my fault I kill her." He stood up making the smoothie despaired, and stop the song turning around and look at him with an angry but yet and sad expression.

(End song)

"Because we didn't know it was trap!" Almond yelled at him in anger with tears on his eyes, "and another thing don't said that I'm wrong we all knew that!" Beat/Melody look at him then chuckle, he look at his friend with a angry expression on his face tears on his eyes.

"Says the colt that wasn't raped and attacked" Melody said in a aggressive tone "you don't know what Beat went through and felt when that happened Almond so why won't you leave us alone and leave us here in our own misery." Melody said in a cold voice. Almond could only look at them in disbelief he knew that Melody was as another personality and knew what happened to Beat, but this was ridiculous! Not to mention stupid! They have a point but he hated seeing people blame themselves, for something they didn't know. Almond then snapped and run at Beat/Melody and punch them on the face knocking them to their hooves

Beat/Melody where shock and grunt in pain and saw an angry looking Almond with tears on his eyes and what they heard next shocked them. "You're right I don't what he felt Melody, but you did but when you guys told me I imagine what you felt, and for fucks sake show some remorse for yourself your a pony not a monster like them so don't you two, dare told me I don't know what you felt I'm your friend, your not the only ones that suffer and feel responsible I hate seeing you like this, blaming yourself on everypony you lost! Just don't destroy yourself. Almond said in tears and anger.

Beat and Melody were both shocked he was right if they keep this up then what will become of them so they started to cry at the worlds he said, he was so damn right "You're right Almond, it wasn't our fault, we're sorry for the way we treated you!"

"I know you have suffer too i'm...we're...." *sobbing* Beat/Melody throw themselves and hugged Almond who return the hug and felt his heart broke seeing his friend like this, and stroke his mane 'Dammit how much has Beat/Melody suffered what did they do to the two to make them so fragile, poor Beat/Melody i'm the only they have left.' Almond thought to himself as he started to whisper smalls shhs and started to sing a lullaby that his mom used to sing to him and seem to do the trick as Beat/Melody felt asleep.

Almond smiled as he pick them up over his back, "come on lets get you two to both to be honest I never understood why I said two you guys share the same body after all." Almond said as he flew gently down the ceiling to the front of his house and went inside and upstairs to his room. Almond tucked them in bed and kiss them on the head, "sweet dreams you two he said happily seeing a smile on their muzzle, Almond then went to sleep to his room originally the guest room.

Flashback end.

Beat/Melody open their eyes and saw that they were on a hospital room and lifted their hoof and wave it and a beautiful familiar lullaby started to play "You always knew to cheer us up, Almond I miss you along with Sundae mom and dad. Melody misses you too" Beat said in a happy tone "Yeah and I think he knows we finally killed Tracker." Melody chuckle and Beat giggle not knowing that they where being watch by four angels from pony heaven, who were their family with smiles and tears on their eyes

"We miss you too Beat and Dark Melody." Almond said in a happy and said voice hugging a colt

"You were the best coltfriends I could have." Sundae said she had white fair, and had pink eyes, with a light green mane with pink and dark brown traces, with a an Ice cream Sundae as a cutie mark.

"You guys help me a lot" said a pegasus with a peach color coat and a brown and tail mane with light green eyes, his cutie mark was a peach with a wing blade slicing a cloud named Razor Wing hugging and nuzzling Almond.

"We all miss them kids we all do." Beats/Melody dad said, he had a blue dark neon coat with messy black mane and his with purple eyes and his cutie mark was an electrical plug with a lighting bolt going across the electrical plug

"Be brave my child's you were everything I wish for." Beat/Melody mom said she had a beautiful light red coat with a short neon hot pink mane, her eyes were a dark blue her cutie mark, was a paintbrush and a musical note behind it.

Author's Note

The song doesn't belong to me It belongs to the creators of one punch man and I just saw how the song will fit on this chapter video is not mine, also I will keep working on my other two stories and follow poppy8 on fimfiction and feel free to see he or her stories and feel free to comment to what I can do better on this stories.

New chapters coming soon on musical mayem, some of them will have clop so warning

So you want to know our motives and story?

Beat/Melody look around the room they were in it had four white walls a window on the side of the fourth wall, a life support system next to their bed they then look at their hoof to see a needle sticking in it, the ceiling was painted with a light blue with the power ponied and a black fan they also notice a chair, next to the bed they were resting on, another thing they notice was that they had bandages wrapped around and in their wings, they saw that in the corner was a comfy looking red carpet with toys and bean bangs a bookshelf with books and comics both for small foals and big foals, a was official they was in a hospital and they been put in a room for children, and were had white thick blanket covering and they were completely nude.

Beat/Melody stared at the ceiling with their music still on remembering the last time they have feel pain, It was crazy how they no longer feel it no matter what they did to them they couldn't feel pain. The last time they have feel pain is was when they were torture by somepony that was stab on the throat and skull, the memory was still fresh, they continue to remember the last time they suffered until the sound of the door being opened was heard, Beat and Melody turn their head to direction of the door and a nurse came in with a cart with food. They stood up and wave their hoof to stop the music quickly the music wasn't loud but they can't let them know about their powers.

"Good morning sweetie!" the nurse said cheerfully "how did you sleep? the nurse said as she pushed the cart, with a friendly smile on her muzzle "I brought you food." Putting a trait full of food which consisted of cookies, daisies and salad with cheese and peanuts and ranch, and fresh slices tomatoes, hay fries, cooked carrots, and orange juice and milk.

"Thanks" Beat/Melody said looking at their food with their mouth watering the food look so delicious, and smell so good that they eyed it with wide eyes they lick their lips and dove in the food, eating it quickly not bothering to use the fork, they soon drink their juice and milk quickly.

"Oh my someone was hungry" The nurse said giggling putting a hoof to their mouth as she watched the little colt devoured his food Beat/Melody finish their meal and give a loud burped, they quickly covered their mouth and blush with their eyes press down and looked at the nurse that had her eyes wide and a surprised look on her muzzle

"Sorry" Beat/Melody said with a sheepish smile.

The nurse let out a cute giggle and smile at the embarrassed colt "it's okay sweetheart you were just hungry" the nurse said petting the colt in the head who only blushed further. 'My god this is so fucking embarrassing ain't it Melody' Beat talked to Melody telepathy, 'yeah no shit Sherlock' Melody grumble in Beats mind good thing we don't feel it but we still show it goddammit!'

"Anyways thanks for the food nurse..."

"Nurse Redheart" the nurse said with a smile ruffling Beat/Melody mane, while they giggle they might have lost most of their emotions but they were still foals that have suffered and were traumatized by an incident that brought bad memories. horrible memories that made him into the foal he is today. "The doctor will come soon to check on you along with the guards that brought you here and asked you a few questions about what happened on the construction site." Nurse Redheart cheerful mood change to a stern mood Beat/Melody blood run cold they will have to tell all the painful memories that happened to them. Son of a bitch they should have knew this was coming!

"Oh okay...can I asked you a question?'' Beat/Melody said in a sad tone understanding the situation they were in which was the road to we're fucked.

"Sure" Nurse Redheart said in her cheerful voice.

"How long was I asleep?" Beat/Melody asked Nurse Redheart in a shy voice.

"Four days sweetie, you were in a bad shape you lost a lot of blood" Nurse Redheart said with a frown feeling sympathy for the poor colt, this news really shocked Beat/Melody four days, they were asleep for four days! Have they been seriously injure in the fight!? Despite not feeling any pain, damn they really got fucked up but at the end it was fucking worth it to kill that son of a bitch called Tracker "luckily were able to stop the bleeding and fix your wounds" Nurse Redheart said with a smile on her muzzle.

"Thanks" Beat/Melody said smiling that they were saved and that they took care of them, at that moment the door was open and the doctor and the guards came in 'fuck' that's all that Melody said in Beat's mind.

"Hey there Beat how you feeling? I am Doctor Horse" the doctor introduced himself to Beat/Melody with a friendly tone.

"Fine"

"Hey little guy I just gonna check your wounds and wings." Doctor Horse said as he walked to the side of the bed, fixing his glasses Beat/Melody nodded and let the doctor remove the bandages from their wings with his magic,"can you move your wings and tell me where they hurt'' Beat/Melody move their wings and feel that their wings were sore. "Okay do you feel any pain or soreness, numbness on them so we can get you up in shape again."

"No they don't hurt but i feel soreness on both wings." Beat/Melody said shaking their head with shy smile on their muzzle.

"Okay then you will have to rest your wings for a while and exercise so your wings can be strong in order for you fly again." Doctor Horse said with a smile, and petted Beat/Melody on the head. "Now let's check your other wounds and stitches to see if they have healed" Doctor Horse said as Beat/Melody nodded their head again, as the doctor remove the bandages from their sides then started to check the spot where he got stub. By moving his fair and examining his ribs and notice the scars where the knife had struck him "Okay the good news is that your wounds have feel and, your stitches are in place and then you will be ready to leave tomorrow but you gonna need to come back again to remove the stitches okay" Doctor Horse said.

"Sure" Beat/Melody said with a smile in a chirpily voice with their tongue sticking from their side with eyes full of innocence.

Doctor Horse smile and laugh at the little colts attitude, and with that the doctor wrapped new bandages on the colt "okay know the guards are gonna asked you a few questions" Doctor Horse said with a stern but yet kind voice "so I gonna need you to answered them honestly and be polite."

"Fine'' Beat/Melody said with a frown and with a scoff like that's gonna happened why should they talked about their past!? It was not of their business but then again their guards and they have the right to know such as the princess fun fucking statistic this was pure bullshit!

So with that Silver Blade and another guard that was a mare her cutie mark was a flower and bird on front of it with a quill to the side Beat/Melody hadn't seen her before she was a unicorn. "Hey Beat this here is my friend Songbird wer're here to asked you a few questions about what happened and about your powers and choatic magic so if you and how it's relative-''

"If it's about that then we ain't telling you shit Silver Blade." Beat/Melody interrupted him their voice was aggressive with a hint of venom not caring if they exposed themselves, Doctor Horse and Nurse Redheart and some guards while others remain calm knowing who this colt was, were taken by surprise when he said we and gasped in horror when he cursed the guard and by his change of mood. "It's none of your business.''

"Now you listen here you brat-" Songbird said clearly angry and upset that this colt was being disrespectful to them and her friend he was talking to Celestia's royal guards and needed to learn some manners.

"No you listen here bitch we don't care if you're guards, I don't see why we have to talked about what happened that asshole deserve to die along with his friends." Melody said his tone being more aggressive and cold then Beats but of course he saw the confused looked on some of the guards and the doctor and nurse faces and know that they didn't know he have taken over Beats body as his aggressive and violent personality.

"Why you little-"

"Songbird! Stand down and leave him alone" Silver Blade yelled at her friend, clearly upset that she had interfere with his conservation he didn't care if Beat/Melody insult him.

"But-"

"That's an order"

Songbird sigh and glare at the colt and looking back at her friend "yes commander" she mutter under her breath still upset at the colt who insulted her friend and that was being disrespectful before Silver Blade could talked to Beat/Melody about the murders he has committed he was interrupted by Doctor Horse and Nurse Redheart.

"I hate to interrupt but what did he mean by we if there's nopony else by him in here?" Doctor Horse said in a curious and confused looked on his muzzle seeing only one pony that was brought here instead of two ponies and he wanted to know immediately what was going on.

"Yes what did he mean by we and what did you mean by powers" Nurse Redheart said her voice full of suspicion and curiosity. Silver Blade heard some the guards murmuring glaring suspicious looks at some at the guards that were sweating along with him and her friend looking at him with a demanding look on her face before he can beat he could or any other guard said anything Beat/Melody beat him to the punch.

"What we or I meant is that I have multiple personality disorder and, I consider my other personality like a brother and part of me we share the same mind and body but different ideas, and when Silver Blade meant by powers and chaotic magic was this." Beat/Melody said as they wave their left hoof and made a cake appear in the middle of the room along with a light dark melody they wave their hoof again and the cake along with the melody disappeared. The guards that were confused were shocked and amazed along with Doctor Horse and Nurse Redheart and Songbird it turns out that the confused guards were rookies or recruits.

Silver Blade sigh and look at the surprised ponies "It's true he has powers and chaotic magic" Silver Blade said as some of the guards that have seen the colt nodded their heads in approval while their new and young comrades and friends glare them for not telling them "what!? You didn't tell me!?" Songbird turn around and stare at Silver Blade with an angry look on her face.

"He threaten to hurt us." Silver Blade said flatly "he literally is dangerous and aggressive that he sent some guards to the hospital he is stronger than he looks like trust me, I mean they are stronger and deadly especially Dark Melody" Songbird was skeptical but decided to believe him and turn around to face at the colt again and muttering a sorry for her friend and the colt.

"It's true allow me to introduce myself my name is Dark Melody Beat's violent and aggressive and homicide personality I guessing that Ponyville Hospital doesn't know about my case since I burn it on the hospital of Cloudsdale" Melody said in his cold and menacing voice Doctor Horse and Nurse Redheart were surprise that this colt had multiple personality disorder now that they look at him and listen to his voice and attitude he sounded different from Beat it normal that he consider Dark Melody as part of him this kind of cases were rare for the Ponyville Hospital, and that he burn their file but the questions was why? The decided to shrugged the idea off and wait for answers from the colt the same goes for the young recruits.

"Anyways back to the questions Beat and Melody." Silver Blade said with a stern voice and had a look with a serious look on his face as he approach the side of the bed to hopefully get them to cooperate "you have hurt several ponies I think some explanation is in order young colts."

"There is no explanation they deserve to die" Beat said followed by Melody their tone going to shy and aggressive to more aggressive and colt as they glare at the guard that was to stubborn to shut the fuck up.

"Beat/Melody were-" Silver Blade try to come up with a sentence only to be interrupted again.

"Shut up" Beat snarled looking away to the other side of the room.

"If you don't tell us why you did it we can arrest you we-" Silver Blade only for Melody to shut him up again Silver Blade started to get annoyed by the interruptions.

"Please stop talking." Melody said through gritted teeth with a hint of sadness looking down at their blanket.

"Look guys please we only want answers and to help-" Silver blade said as he gently lay a hoof on their shoulder only for them to slap at it away and angrily yelled at him

"Don't you fucking touch us!" Beat/Melody slapped the hoof away violently and look at the direction of the guard angrily yelled at Silver Blade they started to feel all the sadness that has come to them again and the anger that they have hide from others a long time ago.

"Beat, Melody were just trying to help you so stop acting this way!" Silver Blade scolded the colt like a father will when their foal or foals when they were misbehaving or causing trouble in their house or somewhere public.

"Fuck you we don't need you help" they said as tears started to whelp up looking away to the other side and their glace going to the blanket again with their head down. "Besides you wouldn't understand why I killed them" Beat and Melody turn their head rubbing their left front hoof while still looking down at the sheets with a sad look on his eyes tears threatened to spill out of his eyes.

"Understand what!? That you killed ponies!? We wanna know the motive!? I'm tired of playing around so just tell us already why you killed those ponies! Beat/Melody started to shut their eyes and grit their teeth as painful memories of those who lost and what happened to them, the pain, the shame, and the bullying and here they were being overwhelming especially Beat he was reaching his breaking point he couldn't push ponies anymore ponies that try to help him and for Melody it was worse he had to confess all the killings he did and the people he almost kill and how he almost ruins Beats life and how he nearly got him kill. "So stop ignoring-" Silver Blade was interrupted and shocked at what he heard along with everypony.

"BECAUSE I WAS ATTACKED AND RAPED WHEN I WAS EIGHT DAMMIT!" Beat angrily scream loud with his eyes shut but not as loud to disturbed the other patients he was panting heavily and had tears running down his tears and had an angry look on his face memories of the rape his loved ones dying returning to him Beat/Melody felt nothing but anger and sadness. They felt like trash! Alone! Disgusted at what they just confess! All this years they struggle to keep this to themselves and not caring for the help of others, they decided to them why they kill.

"WHAT!?" Some ponies scream in shocked at this revelation, others were speechless this little colt has been raped when he was eight different emotions and expressions were on the faces of everypony some were angry and wanted to find those sick fucks and make them pay for what they hear, others had tears, others felt guilt and sympathy and sad, Nurse Redheart had a hoof on her mouth with tears on his eyes the only thoughts that were going on her head were what kind of sick pony would do that to a little colt!?

"Beat was raped there happy while I nearly hurt ponies trying to protect him and nearly got him kill heck I was part of his family! I helped him get his revenge on those who raped him and track Tracker to fucking kill him. No our revenge it two fucking years to get our revenge!" Melody shouted in anger tears on his and Beats body drip from their eyes as he as he looked dropping their head again and tell everything with sadness and anger showing but not feeling shame.

"I killed Tracker and his friends because they were the ones who raped me I lost my family, my friend, and fillyfriend to him because of a stupid prank, which we love pranks!" That's how I got my cutie mark, by a prank gone wrong and, discover our powers and chaos magic" Beat said at the same time changing to his other personality Dark Melody ''so that's why we killed ponies who ruin lives! We also lost most of our emotions the only ones we have is disgust, anger, joy, sadness sometimes we even feel joy by watching ponies suffer either there good or bad and call ourselves monster we barely feel sympathy for others" Beat/Melody broke down crying not feeling shame but disgusted was disgusted was another expression they haven't loose besides joy, anger, sadness? All the memories of being force to being a sex toy, they were silently crying looking down at this point eveyrpony were heart broken and, had tears on their eye at what stood in front of them an abuse 10 year old colt they walked towards and hug him Beat/Melody were surprise and shyly said thank you.

"We're so sorry we didn't know you two suffered so much i'm so sorry '' Silver Blade said with tears on his eyes, as he looked at the broken colt who wiped each other's tears.

"It's okay, we have push other's away instead of looking for help, It's time we told my whole story it's our fault."

"Didn't you told us already?'' Songbird questioned him with a sad smile on her muzzle she was not an emotional pony like the guards on the room but what they heard was heart broken.

"No those were my motives, so do you want to our story if we have time?" They all nodded their head wanting to know about his past how he was the colt he is today.

"We have plenty of time" Doctor Horse said with a sad smile on his muzzle

"Very well then" Beat/Melody wave their hoof as dark beautiful sad music started to play ''it all started two fucking years ago.

Author's Note

Hey everypony Break Wing here I just wanted to explain why I keep calling the main character Beat and Melody as Beat/Melody and the reason why I refer to them they and them and were instead of being separate characters. Is because Dark Melody is Beat other personality which makes Beat the same pony but different at the same time since Dark Melody is just a personality but for Beat is part of him and like a brother they share the same body and mind but have different personalities the next chapters will explain more and Beats story and the birth of Dark Melody on Beats mind and talked about his friend, fillyfriend and parents and the raped.

His powers will be shown and clop on flashbacks