Author's Note

Yellow sentences are Celestia.

Normal black sentences are Raka.

Anyway a first chapter I felt like typing out and probably the only one also. Might go forward with it or not, time will tell.

Section One

I remember when my enemy was having to wake up in the morning... I remember when working long hours on end to just make ends meet; now its facing a whole damnation of color pastel horse's!!! I never wanted to be the bad guy who had to threaten, kill, or harm people to make sure I could see the light of day. Survival was all it came down to. I never did understand the meaning of quotes stating when your at your weakest moment you either chose to stay and fight or flee with your tail between your legs when things became to much until that one day in my pitiful life it came down to it.

And that's when it hit me like a freight train from hell...."Are you going to lay there, swollen and blood in your mouth or you going to stand up and go spill theirs?," That was the day where the pussy cat became the mighty lion and you know what I never felt more alive of course in the moment I didn't quite recall how I killed that guard with my bare hands... it just happened so fast.

Yet the feeling I felt was the best thing I've felt in years where the pitiful existence of the person who I was would have just sat there and taken it without fighting back finally opened his eyes and seen the world in another light.

It was also marked as the day I became the "Monster." I killed twenty-three trained Solis veterans from the Sun bitches royal guard branch that day before I was brought down by the Solis bitch herself, I remember permanently having the shit eating crazed smile with the laughing gig going along with it. Something in me just snapped like never before was it all that bullshit stuff I bottled up through my life and finally the beatings, torturing, and loneliness was the last straw I needed for me to welcome in my other self I've locked away since his personality was that of a killer. No matter the cause I am graceful for the change.

Without him I would have lived a miserable life of being a sick puppet concluded to wasting my days being harmed and molested until I either took my life or lived out my days until I just decided to never wake up to face the world again.

After that so called event which was never spoken of again I remember being dragged down by the bitch through the castle heading toward the dungeons underneath the castle to be tossed away in a special cell she prepped within a matter of minutes after capturing me. She told me that I would be locked away in the deepest part of the dungeon while being guarded by stone golems twenty-four/Seven for entity until I die, be feed mere scraps of food and water every week in a half, and shackled to the wall with magical electric shackles that will sent 0.05 volts through my body if I tempered with them in anyway. She then finally turned around and looked me in the eye.

"I let you off easy before Dear Raka, but now you decided to spin the fatal cog of death. You know I would have killed you the moment I lied my eyes on you outside on the field, but I decided not to since I had a more brighter idea in mind of how you could repay your crimes for killing my high ranking guards and that's with you rotting away in the cell I pacifically made. Oh, how I wish you would have just stayed on your knees and sucked like a good little pet, but no you decided to rebel against your master. How spitefully disgusting, You know I'm going to miss our little get togethers were I would rut you senseless until you passed out."

Lost in thought

"Well I guess good things never last forever just keep in mind Raka you were the best play thing I've ever had so far in my many years I'll be sure to cherish our memories we had to together. licking her lips she placed her hoof on Raka's cheek and swiftly pressed her moist lips upon his and pieced her tongue within his mouth moaning loudly enjoying every second of it before she felt a piercing pain below her chest. Quietly giggle's under her breath. I see you still have a little fight left in you Raka, but sadly I'm not going to play along with your game and you put a dampener on my mood. So know this is good bye."

I quickly felt the magic hold she had on me tighten up and slowly move me in front of the cell door. The moment I looked back at the bitch after she said good bye a swift hoof made contact to my lower gut resulting in me losing my air in my lungs and a pint of blood coming out my mouth while the force of her hit sent me flying into the back wall of the cell then the metal thick door slammed shut.

I struggled onto my feet trying to force my way toward the door. The scene was pitiful to watch if you were watching from a distance since I was looking like a tortoise trying to get back on its feet after having been put on its back even so I still made my way forward every second feeling like hours. After finally getting to the door I slumped my way slowly up the door to the point where I was eye to eye with the little sliding window embedded within the door. I shouted with all my might which turned out to be above a whisper with me still trying to regain my oxygen, but from her hit she shuddered a few of my bones on my rib-cage while also causing internal bleeding from the pieces stabbing vital arteries within me.

I continued at it for minutes shouting my lungs out while each time I did pain surged through me trying its damn hardest to get me to stop, but instead I stepped it up puling out my fist I punched the door again and again leaving my fist battered and bloody. I then started bashing my head against it having no other way to attack it. The thought going through my head was telling me over and over again to kill, kill them all leave nothing behind show them the real meaning of a monster!

Finally after a good hour I gave up, I had nothing else to use against the door. Tiredness started to creep in, but before I was going to close my eyes shut. I heard the she devil's voice.

"You seem to have made quite a mess within the hour since I've left it would seem, but anyway I'm not here for chit-chat I simply came back since I forget to activate the shackles and also add a little something else special for you sweet Raka."

I tried opening my mouth to spit my hatred to her for what she caused me, but all that came out was gibberish non-formed words. All of sudden the back wall I slammed against earlier suddenly had these strange bright transparent rope come out moving back and forth like a snake and striked without warning. It tied itself around my right wrist and slowly tightening its grip. I tried getting it off before suddenly I felt a electric current go through my body leaving me motionless. Another one come out and wrapped around my left wrist. Then I felt a tug slowly pulling me up against the wall.

I was a sitting duck now. I had no more energy left to fight back, so all I could do was listen and let whatever she had plan happen. I heard the door slowly open up and heard her metal slip on hoofs hitting the stone cold floor with two more following her in with a much louder steps. When I looked up I seen her and the two golems she told me about.

"While lowering her head to meet Raka's she started to also place a hoof under his chin rising his head up a bit. I see your all tapped out of energy Raka, so giving you my gift will be much easier now shall we began. Lowering her horn on top of Raka's head she started chanting a spell of affection for her, so now he would think of her every moment of everyday in which it would drive him insane within a matter of days. Their all done Raka, now that wasn't so bad now was it."

I gave a skeptic look at her trying to figure out what the hell shes done to me, but nothing bad seemed to happen. So I push the thought to the side for now to tried to think.

"That's all I had to do now this is good bye for sure now Dear Raka, but before I head off"

Right after she said that I suddenly felt a warm soft object travel up my left cheek before I felt a peck on my forehead. After that she simply trotted out with the two golems behind her the door shut and the room turned bitch black with the only light source coming from the shackles. The wave of tiredness I put off finally caught up and the embrace of the cold blanket took hold of me. Hopefully the coming days are simpler.