Author's Note
Stuff and more stuff this contains spoilers for seasons 1-6 and may contain more about season 7, blah blah blah. I hope you enjoy yourself
Prologue: dear diary
Dear diary
Today I became an alicorn, Princess Celestia completed the act that she seemed to be waiting for. I'm extremely nervous about being not just an alicorn, but also a princess. My correnation is tomorrow and I'm scared to see how much people turn up. Despite all the worry, I'm particularly excited to see mum and dad's reaction, it's been less than a year since singing armour became a Prince and now I'm a princess.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
It's been a couple months since the correnation and I've noticed some substantial changes in my body, my horn has grown a fair few centimetres, my wings are larger than that of a fully grown pegasus and my height has inclined especially in the last few weeks alone. I'll report any more findings when applicable.
Twilight Sparkle
Dear diary
Today I noticed something odd and I couldn't help but realise that since becoming an alicorn I have been able to word sentences immaculately and with refined tone, I've also been able to notice smaller details, ones that I couldn't before so I have come to the indefinite conclusion that the transformation from unicorn to alicorn has not only physically transfigured me for the better but mentally as well.
Dear diary
It's been a couple months since you were last used but I've been, distracted. I decided that I could get better conclusive results of changes if I analysed those around me, I analysed their mood, their body, their eyes, their reactions to certain sentences and why they reacted that way. The analysing got boring after a few weeks but there was one pony I loved to 'analyse' and I'm wondering if these feelings are just part of my transformation. I'll report more when I've acquired more data.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
My emotions are all over the place, I've been a princess for about 8 months and I don't know what I'm meant to do with my role, I'm not so much concentrated with my feelings for Rainbow Dash right now but they are still creeping around somewhere in my head. I have my princess summit tomorrow and I want to address my subject of worry about my role but I'm not sure how they'll react.
Twilight Sparkle
Dear diary
Today I write in a juxtaposed mood from last time, it's been about a week since Trek nearly took over all of Equestria but was defeated by me and my friends, I have finally found out that I am Twilight Sparkle, the Princess of friendship, though for one pony I wish it was relationship.
Twilight Sparkle
Dear diary
I still seem to have feelings for Rainbow Dash but I don't know how to show her, I'm still convinced that it's just minor problems that come with becoming an alicorn right, I'd ask but then they'd probably tell Rainbow and then I'll be humiliated and I'll lose a friend or more, and then what kind of princess of friendship would I be then.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
They won't go away, I can't stop the feeling for her and every time I try to eradicate them, I just feel more strongly about her.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
Me and my friends recently deleted a unicorn who goes by the name of starlight glimmer, she managed to run away but we're lucky to still have our cute marks intact. I can't help but wonder what she's up to.
Dear diary
I've come to the conclusion that my feelings for. Her. Are in fact true feelings and not just a result of my transformation. I'm going to give it a few more weeks before I come to the final conclusion but spending time with her is getting harder.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
I need to stop referring to Rainbow Dash as it or her, I can't contain these feeling for much longer but I know they are true.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
Today I was stuck in a time loop in connection with the butterfly effect, it was starlight glimmers doing and although I manage to reform her and took her as my student, it made me realise that I may not have much time left with my friends. More specifically with Rainbow Dash. I'm the princess of friendship and representative of the element of harmony: magic, I could be a pretty big target for attack, this thought scares me.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
I can't hold it in any longer without writing it down or telling some pony and I'd rather much do the former. I love Rainbow Dash. I love Rainbow Dash. I love Rainbow Dash. I love Rainbow Dash. I. Love. Rainbow Dash. But I still don't know why.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
Me, my friends and the princesses were all captured by Queen Chrysalis but was saved by none other than my student Starlight, Trixie, Discord and Thorax. U was so proud that my student despite not reforming Chrysalis, reformed an entire imperial empire of changing.
Twilight Sparkle.
Dear diary
This is going to be my last entry, the 'battle of the changing empire' as all my friends are calling it really opened my mind up and made me realise that now more than ever is the best time to confess my love for Rainbow Dash, there may now be a hero all the time as nd starlight came dangerously close to failure, if I want to be with Dash then there no time like the present, so I'm stopping writing in here to spend more time out there, I just need to find the perfect moment and the perfect way to tell her, I need everything to be perfect, no, better than perfect but. No, I need to stop worrying, the perfect moment will come to me at the perfect time and I'll know exactly what to say, right? That's what all my books on the subject state and I've got about 10 books on it. I just need something special. Something perfect, like her.