I Can't Take This

"Why didn't you come?"

"No pony noticed"

"I come to your damn celebrations"

"I don't have any"

"That's no excuse!"

"Get out! You have no right to invade on my privacy!" yelled Luna, her calmness quickly melting away into anger.

"FINE! BE THAT WAY!" screamed Celestial, eyes blazing

"Good evening to you too, Celestia," said Luna spitefully and sarcastically.

---2 hours later---

As Luna was just about to eat the pills, she heard a thud thud thud. She quickly tried to hide but it was too late. Celestia saw, and boy did she explode.

"I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME!", screamed Celestia.

"I do, but..."

"How could you do this to me?"

Luna hated how Celestia was only talking about herself. Nothing about Luna. How she didn't matter. Luna tried desperately to run away but panic stopped her from getting far away from Celestial, instead she fell over and blacked out.

When she woke up, she opened her eyes to a hospital. She quickly resolved to lie. She didn't know anything about this attempted suicide and Luna would say her mind felt free and open. She'd act happy and then strike, in the middle of the night, when everyone was busy shunning her.

"Ugggh. Where is this?" she said groggily.

"Right team, she's awake. Go and inform the princess", she heard one voice say.

"On it", said another.

"Ok Luna are you alright?"

Luna barfed mentally. Nobody dared to call Celestia just Celestia, they all called her Princess Celestia or The Princess or Her Royal Highness Princess Celestia.

She was just Luna. Well, Lunaria. A disgusting name. It wasn't even remotely royal. But it was only stupid because it was her name.

"I'm ok", she replied with a small smile.

"The princess will be here any minute", said another voice.

"Luna! Luna! Are you Ok?", asked Celestia in fake concern.

With a bow, the mare beside her said "Yes Your Royal Highness Princess Celestia it's ok"

It. It. Luna didn't have a name.

"Thank Faust you're ok. You might need a few wing lessons", Celestia chuckled.

"I know. I missed you sis"

"Luna how do you feel? Do you hurt or are you feeling empty or sad or or or..."

"Acutually I feel free. Clear. Like somethings gone which I want to be gone."

"That's great Luna! Now about the pills..."

"What pills?"

"Don't lie," said Celestia, raising her eyebrows.

"Fine, fine, fine. We'll talk about this back at the castle?"

"No, we'll send these ponies away. I wanna talk right now," waving a good at the other ponies, indicating they had to leave.

"Ok, well, you see..." Luna couldn't find the words to continue.

"It's OK, I get it that it was a spur of the moment thing. I get that sometimes you feel sad, even depressed. But remember, I'm here for you. You can talk to me right in the middle of court. I won't mind."

"Thanks," said Luna.

"You are going home tomorrow. The doctors just want to check that your wing doesn't fall out of its socket or something crazy like that."

"I love you sis"

"I love you too, Luna"

They were both lying.