Chapters "Twilight?"
"What?", I snap irately.
"Are you sure you want to go to Canterlot High?"
"Why do you ask?"
"Because you'd be completely rubbish at making friends"
My face flushes. She is completely right, though. Sunset is only becoming my friend because she has to. Not because she wants to.
"I mean come on, Twilight. You turned into a freaking monster!", sneers Sour Sweet.
"When was the last time you had a shower?!
As I walk home, I start fuming. I will get those nasty girls. I just said nasty. Wow, I really am a dork. No, I'm not, I'm intelligent. And crazy. I talk to myself, apparently.
But Sour Sweet scares me. The way she talks, the way she walks, the way she eats, the way she looks. So cool, so perfect, so likeable. Well, I don't like her. I don't really like my brother that much, either. Since mom and dad left (which I don't blame them for doing, by the way) he's just been so distant. He is is a new relationship with Cadance and he just doesn't have time for me.
I don't really like spending time with him anymore because he doesn't seem to like being with me and ever since he dumped me at the wedding because of Candace's mean twin sister, I get a fluttering feeling that it's going to happen again.
I don't want my parents because they just worry about Shining. They like him better though they try to hide it. But I'm too shrewd, too clever, too observing. They'd never be able to fool me.
"Hey Twilight, good to see ya!"
That's Rainbow Dash. Shes trying to act nice so I'll be kind.
"Hey Rainbow Dash! I forgot you'd be here.", I say, to act nonchalant.
"Well that's about odd, considering we're the whole reason you came"
Maybe not all, though it probably accounts for about 75% of the reason", puts in Sunset Shimmer.
"Yeah!!! Yeah, you see...I'msogladyoucameIwasscaredyoudidn'twanttocomebecauseIhaven'tthrownyoua'Gladyou'rebacktonormal'partybutpleasedon'tbemadatmeandhere'sacookie!" yells Pinkie Pie in the loudest and quickest voice she could manage, sticking a cookie in my face.
The rest of school is a blur. I go home worrying, and when I look up and see a dark creepy alleyway, like the one you see in horror movies. Ah! There they are! The girls are standing in a huddle with Sunset looking worried. They haven't seen me yet, so i bob out of sight.
"I know you mean well, Sunset, but she just seems one bad person", whispers Rainbow Dash.
"Darling, don't take it to heart, but, not everyone is as redeemable as you", says Rarity.
"It's just that she seems so sad. I think she got bullied before", says Sunset Shimmer with a mixed look on her face.
"You think!? It's clear to me that she needs a helping hand, or maybe even twelve," says Pinkie sticking her hands out in front of her.
"Well, she did try to destroy everyone," reasons Fluttershy.
"What I don't get is how you were so forgiving to me yet so unforgiving to her."
"Look, how about we pretend to be her friend but don't invite her over on major parties", tries Rainbow Dash.
"Fine", says Sunset.
I walk away, feeling crushed. They are not my real friends and I don't want to look at them ever again. But I have to. It's the rules.
Author's Note
OK first chapter done. This was hard, and its only my second story.
I run. It's sad, really. I got what I want, but at a terrible price. Spike.
"Twilight! Twilight, wait!
I run faster. But when I look around, it's Vice-Principal Luna.
"I know how you feel. It hurts. I know you did it. I understand. But, you have to stop."
I stop.
"It's not fair," I sob. "Spike's gone!"
"You killed three hundred and eighty five people, Twilight," she states.
"I know. Does anyone else know what you know?"
"Nope. I understand you got bullied. But do you have a plan?'
"Three syllables. Su-i-cide."
"Imma do that too."
"Why?" I ask curiously.
"You know my pony counterpart?"
I nod.
"Well, she is struggling. She is going to kill herself too. She is sad, she feels pain. Sometimes, I feel that pain. Her siter neglects her. Her subjects neglect her. She was sent to the moon for 1000 years, when she was seventeen. Now, she is twenty and is certain life is never going to get better. I am certain too."
"Wow. But they're going to find me soon, so we'd better hurry."
"Let's go to the top of that cliff," she suggests.
"OK," I agree.
It is a hard climb up to the cliff. As we go up Luna tells me stories of Equestria. She tells me stories of dragons, alicorns, draconeqi, timberwolves, all sorts of magical creatures.
"The sword I speak of is no ordinary sword. It can kill anything, with just one touch."
"That's awesome."
"Twilight,"she tries again. "You killed three hundred and eighty five people. Innocent people."
"I know!" I shout. "I know I did! But you don't have to rub it in!"
"Should we jump?"
"Ok" I agree "One more thing. You know your Celestia, this world's one? Well, do you hate her?"
"No but I certainly hate my parents. They never cared for me. Only Celestia."
I feel a burning sensation in my gut. I'm actually going to do this. But I must.
We jump.
The rules. Those annoying, goddamn rules. Well, who says I have to follow them? This is on. I'm not going to be the perfect girl, oh no. I'm going to be the worst mass murderer there ever was. I'm too sad, too tired, too messed up to continue. I just get bullied and bullied. My stuff is thrown in the bin. My lunch money is stolen and I go home with bruises every day. The way I see it, I've got three choices if I want anything to change. One, just, go ahead and kill myself. Two,Run away. Three, kill everybody. By the title of this story, you know its three.
I can get a bomb. I just have to do some illegal work. It's funny, really. Nobody ever guesses how smart I am. Other than Cinch, obviously. But I don't want to think about that back-stabbing traitor ever again. I trusted her. But she betrayed that trust. I have books on how nuclear weapons are made. I can do it. I will do it. And then I'll run.
I spent two weeks trying to get that bomb ready. Two weeks! All while I had to pretend to be a normal kid. It was hard and I don't like that. Tomorrow I'm setting it off. It's their fault, really. Everything is their fault. The shouldn't have bullied me till I cried fit to rival Niagra Falls. They shouldn't have hit me till it bled through my dress. My family should've been on my side. And Spike... Oh, Spike. I can't to it to him. But I can't make him live with the pain either. God, maybe this is a really bad idea.
Today will be the best night ever. Spike will have the best night ever. I'll do only what he wants. Anything, whether its eating chocolate flavoured icecream to going to the movies. I'll do this well. Yes, I'll do this well. I am invincible... Because no-one bothers to get to know me properly.
Author's Note
Second chapter!!!!!! I'm the only person on fimfictio n who makes a mess of their notes. Heh. GB ugh I've much it fnjf
The way Spike looked at me, is one I'll never forget. It was when I told him that he was in charge. We went to the movies and we snuck dog treats and chocolate flavoured ice-cream. Then we met up with my ex-friends and played crazy computer games. A whole while later, he napped. He's gonna wake up late tomorrow. That was part of the deal.
I go to school, worrying. There's just not enough people. But, today, at 1:30, the Shadowbolts are coming to our school for the welcoming handshake thingy. It's the thing that happens after the competitions. I'll do it then.
First class is math. I'm good at math, I know. Oh, look, I got my maths test back. A+, 100%. What did I expect? Next class. Geography. Ugggggggh, that's on the other side of the building. Better get there. What the hell?! We have to write a five letter essay about mountains. History. No teacher! Ok, usually with my free periods I read. Sometimes I do homework, and others I colour stuff in.
Shadow bolts are here. We're standing outside. Everybody except vice principal Luna is outside. Now to let the poison gas release. Here goes nothing. Spikes with Fluttershy and the rest of my ex-friends.
I'm running. So is everyone else. But so many people have already been knocked out. It's over. I get away. I turn around. I recognize so many people. My ex-friends, the Shadow bolts, both principal dame Cadance, and random Crystal Preppers and CHSs. Theyre lying on the ground, their dead status clear. But Spike. He's choking.
The way Spike looked at me, is one I'll never forget.
Author's Note
Almost done. I think I'll just have one more chapter.