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Just a Thought

by Chinchillax
Spike suffers from thought spirals about why he should die.

Spike has always felt like an outsider in his own group of friends. And after learning what happened to Stygian, Spike realizes how dangerous he could be to his friends in the future. This leads him down a very dark thought spiral: he should kill himself before he ever even has the chance of hurting anyone else.

Prereading and editing by Soge and Fluttershy


Criticism of “Just a Thought” by Chinchillax’s inner critics:

What is WRONG with you!?
—My conscious

You really shouldn’t put your mental health problems on parade for everyone to see.
—My anxiety

You really should learn to write someday.
—My inner editor

Teen
Complete
Suicide / Self Harm
My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Dark
Sad
Slice of Life
 
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23247 words: Estimated about 2 hours to read

10 Chapters:

  1. 1) The Thoughts 2017-10-26 05:11:40 UTC
    4092
  2. 2) Phoenix 2017-10-26 05:17:35 UTC
    2052
  3. 3) Letter 2017-10-26 05:16:41 UTC
    1432
  4. 4) Friends 2018-01-19 06:20:08 UTC
    1391
  5. 5) Avoidance 2018-01-19 06:20:11 UTC
    3338
  6. 6) Patience 2018-09-04 21:54:52 UTC
    3835
  7. 7) Magic 2018-09-03 04:59:50 UTC
    1023
  8. 8) Void 2018-09-03 05:01:08 UTC
    2687
  9. 9) Now what? 2018-09-03 05:41:12 UTC
    2856
  10. 10) Another Day 2018-09-05 23:11:32 UTC
    541