
Just a Thought
Spike suffers from thought spirals about why he should die.
Spike has always felt like an outsider in his own group of friends. And after learning what happened to Stygian, Spike realizes how dangerous he could be to his friends in the future. This leads him down a very dark thought spiral: he should kill himself before he ever even has the chance of hurting anyone else.
Prereading and editing by Soge and Fluttershy
Criticism of “Just a Thought” by Chinchillax’s inner critics:
What is WRONG with you!?
—My conscious
You really shouldn’t put your mental health problems on parade for everyone to see.
—My anxiety
You really should learn to write someday.
—My inner editor

23247 words: Estimated about 2 hours to read
10 Chapters:
- 1) The Thoughts 2017-10-26 05:11:40 UTC4092
- 2) Phoenix 2017-10-26 05:17:35 UTC2052
- 3) Letter 2017-10-26 05:16:41 UTC1432
- 4) Friends 2018-01-19 06:20:08 UTC1391
- 5) Avoidance 2018-01-19 06:20:11 UTC3338
- 6) Patience 2018-09-04 21:54:52 UTC3835
- 7) Magic 2018-09-03 04:59:50 UTC1023
- 8) Void 2018-09-03 05:01:08 UTC2687
- 9) Now what? 2018-09-03 05:41:12 UTC2856
- 10) Another Day 2018-09-05 23:11:32 UTC541