Applejack nervously locked her door as she left her house. Just as she had predicted her desires were now driving her to Rainbow Dash. She had no idea what she was going to say to Rainbow Dash when she got there, and she didn’t really want to go, but her feet were slowly driving her there regardless.

Before she left, she quickly slipped one of her pull ups on. Applejack found that the pull ups really helped her calm down when she was nervous or anxious, and she was definitely nervous and anxious now, and was thankful for the protective feeling they provided.

Applejack arrived at Rainbow Dash’s house, as the sun was starting to go down. The sinking sun casting shadows inside the house and Applejack could make out the faint movements, so she knew Rainbow Dash was home. Applejack nervously swallowed as she gently knocked on the door. Rainbow Dash casually answered the door.

After a moment Rainbow Dash came to the door and abruptly opened it.

“What’s up A.J?” Rainbow Dash answered plainly after seeing her friend. “Need something?”

“Yeah I uhh,” Applejack started confidently but she faltered at the end unable to say what she wanted.

“Cat got your tongue?” Rainbow Dash asked.

“Heh yeah,” Applejack laughed nervously.

“Is it important?”

“Kind of,” Applejack admitted.

“Alright come in,” Rainbow Dash said with a sigh as she invited Applejack inside. “I’ll let you hang out until you work up the nerve to tell me whatever you need to tell me.” Applejack quickly shuffled inside and sat on the couch while Rainbow Dash went about her daily activities.

Applejack thought of several ways to broach the subject with Rainbow Dash, but she could never work up the nerve to actually tell her, no matter how much she desperately wanted to.

After several minutes Rainbow Dash grew a little frustrated with her friend, and decided to try and help speed this along. She fixed Applejack a glass of sweet tea, southern style how she liked. Applejack actually got Rainbow Dash addicted to that version of tea, and so she always kept a jug around.

“Ok whatever you want to tell, it must be pretty important for you to do it in person. So I’m going to help you work through it.”

“I don’t need help just give me a minute,” Applejack fought back.

“You’ve had like 70 minutes Applejack,” Rainbow Dash answered plainly. Applejack looked down embarrassed. “So what’s the reason you can’t say it,” Rainbow Dash began. “Is it something bad that happened, and it’s making you sad?”

“No nothing like that,” Applejack stated quietly.

“Ok, well why can’t you say it?”

“I’m embarrassed about it,” Applejack finally admitted.

“Ok there that’s something,” Rainbow Dash said happily. “Well it’s just us here, and I’m not going to tell anyone else if you don’t want me to. So there’s no reason to be embarrassed.” Applejack violently shook her head.

“Ugh,” Applejack sighed frustrated. “I wish this wasn’t so difficult.”

“Nothing difficult about it, it’s just me and you.”

“That’s part of it,” Applejack said.

“What? I’m the one embarrassing you?” Rainbow Dash asked.

“No no, well not exactly,” Applejack said a little apologetically. “It’s not a bad thing.”

“Well now I’m kind of confused,” Rainbow Dash admitted.

“I know I’m sorry,”

“No it’s kinda fun. Like a puzzle.”

“Well at least one of us is having fun.” Rainbow Dash scrunched her face up as she tried to think what was on Applejack’s mind. Applejack thought that she had given Rainbow plenty of clues to figure it out by now. Finally Rainbow Dash seemed to come to a conclusion.

“Is it something I did?” Rainbow Dash hesitantly asked. Applejack nervously nodded yes blushing intensely as she did. “Something we did here?” Rainbow Dash asked again, and again Applejack nodded. Rainbow Dash gasped as she was now sure she knew what it was Applejack was trying to say. She had to contain herself slightly and deal with Applejack, who couldn’t help but at Rainbow Dash’s brief moment of pure joy, but who was still incredibly tense and nervous.

“I take it you’ve figured it out,” Applejack said quietly.

“Yes,” Rainbow Dash said calming down and now switching to try and help Applejack. “So now that we both know what we’re talking about can you say it now?” Applejack looked down.

“Why does it matter?” Applejack said suddenly. “We both know what we’re talking about why do I have to say it?”

“Because,” Rainbow Dash began seriously. “This is something that is going to require communication. You have to be able to talk about this stuff. You have to tell me that I’m doing something right or wrong, and if you can’t even bring yourself to say the name of it, then I know you’re not going to be able to do that.” Applejack huffed.

“You’re right,” Applejack admitted.

“I’ll walk you through it,” Rainbow Dash said sweetly as she scooted close to Applejack. “Let’s start general and then we can get to specifics. You would like me to ...” Rainbow Dash said leading Applejack on.

“I want you to take care of me,” Applejack said relatively easily.

“Good, good. Now what do you want me to take care of for you?”

“I want you to keep me safe.”

“And.”

“And uh. Feed me, play with me, and keep me company.”

“Yes, and I can do all of that. What about the bathroom?” Rainbow Dash asked sensing a sticking point for Applejack. “Do you want to use the potty?” Applejack shook her head no. “Use your words,” Rainbow Dash coached.

“No,” Applejack quietly squeaked out.

“No what?”

“No I don’t want to use the potty.”

“Good good. Now what do you want to use instead?” Applejack’s breathing grew a little more panicked, but Rainbow Dash gave her claim strokes on her back to calm her down to a safe level. “Just say the word first. Totally out of context no meaning behind it.”

“Diapers,” Applejack finally blurted. As she finally said the word she felt like a huge weight was lifted off of her and she could breathe easier.

“Now if I were to make you choose between the potty and diapers what would you pick?” Rainbow Dash asked. “You’ve already said the word once just say it again.”

“Diapers,” Applejack repeated easier.

“Ok put the whole thing together now.”

“I want to use diapers,” Applejack finally said. She looked at Rainbow Dash who returned the gaze with a happy encouraging smile.

“Is that all?” Rainbow Dash asked sensing a break through.

“No,” Applejack said easily this time. “I want all of the rest of it too. All the bottles, the pacifiers, the cute outfits.”

“What’s the word for that?”

“Little,” Applejack said energetically. “I want to be you’re little.”

“And what would that make me?” Rainbow Dash asked trying to bring this moment home.

“You would be my mommy.”

“Yes I would. So let’s say them both together now.”

“I want to be you’re little, and I want you to be my mommy.” Applejack finally admitted looking into Rainbow Dash. The earlier feeling of having a weight lifted from her was amplified tenfold. “Oh man, that felt so good to get off of my chest.”

“How do you think I feel?” Rainbow Dash joked. Applejack and Rainbow Dash laughed at that.

“Thanks for helping me through that,” Applejack said shyly.

“Applejack,” Rainbow Dash said. Applejack turned to face her. “I want you to be my little and I want to be your mommy.” Rainbow Dash said meaningfully echoing what Applejack had said earlier.

“Oh wow,” Applejack said catching her breathe.

“What?” Rainbow Dash asked.

“It’s just kinda intense you know,” Rainbow Dash laughed.

“Well don’t get too ahead of yourself just yet,” Rainbow Dash began. “We should probably talk again some time about what our expectations are, and rules and things like that, and it’s getting kind of late.” Applejack looked out of one of Rainbow Dash’s windows to see that it was dark.

“Shoot you’re right. How long have I been here?”

“It took a while for you to get over everything,” Rainbow Dash said calmly. Applejack stood up and started preparing to leave. That’s when Rainbow Dash noticed two telltale wet spots on Applejacks jeans. “Applejack were you wearing a diaper this whole time?” Rainbow Dash asked knowingly. Applejack gasped and noticed the wet spot. She honestly didn’t even remember going, and she didn’t intend to because she was afraid the pull ups would do this very thing.

“I’m sorry,” Applejack said quickly. “I didn’t get any on your couch did I?” she asked closely inspecting the couch.

“I think your fine. It looks like it’s just a little leak, no major damage.”

“Look I don’t want you to think …” Applejack began but faltered. “I only wore them here because they help calm me down.”

“I know,” Rainbow Dash said sweetly. “Don’t forget I was a little too, so I know the feeling.” Rainbow Dash took Applejack’s hand and led her to her bedroom. “How about we get you a change before you head out hmm?” Applejack nervously followed Rainbow Dash as she finished.

“I thought,” Applejack began but she was shushed by rainbow Dash. The two entered Rainbow Dash’s room. A package of diapers and the makeshift changing table were still there from Applejack’s last visit. Applejack almost instinctively began to lay down on the changing table.

“One thing I’ll mention now is that just because we aren’t playing doesn’t meant I stop being your mommy,” Rainbow Dash said approaching Applejack with a diaper. “Which means I’m still going to watch out for you and take care of you that includes changing you even when you’re not acting little.” Rainbow Dash struggled to remove Applejack’s jeans, she eventually managed and then ripped open the sides of the soaked pull and set it aside to be thrown away later. “That’s a two way street though,” Rainbow Dash continued as she put Applejack into one of the thick diapers she wore on her last visit. “What I mean is, I expect you to do as I say even when we aren’t playing.” Applejack didn’t object, and gave quite acknowledgment to this rule. “And first thing I’m telling you is you’re not allowed to wear those pull ups anymore.” Rainbow Dash said taping the new diaper up.

“What?” Applejack questioned.

“You know as well as I do that they struggle to hold even one wetting. And you can look at your jeans to see what’s bound to happen.” Applejack was silent, because she knew Rainbow Dash was right. “From now on let me pick out your diapers. Next time I order some I’ll get a pack for you to take home with you ok.”

“Ok,” Applejack said begrudgingly as Rainbow Dash helped her up.

“You may want to invest in some skirts too,” Rainbow Dash added “Even if those jeans were dry they wouldn’t fit over these thick diapers,” Rainbow Dash finished her thought by throwing Applejack one of her own skirts to wear home.

“I’m just a little concerned that people are going to be able to tell,” Applejack said pulling the skirt up. “I know they hold more, but they ain’t exactly discreet.”

“They are more discreet than a wet spot on your jeans,” Rainbow Dash countered.

“You got a point,” Applejack admitted. “And it’s only when I feel like wearing diapers right?” Rainbow Dash nodded.

“When you’re big and you feel like wearing big girl underwear, I’m not going to make you wear diapers instead. You shouldn’t worry about other people noticing though.”

“Why?” Applejack asked.

“Because your mommy said you’re wearing the diapers she picks out for you, and that’s the end of the story. I don’t care who sees, I’m not having my little run around in skimpy protection like that.” Applejack blushed at Rainbow Dash’s sudden authoritativeness.

“I was just asking,” Applejack said after she calmed down a little. She had now finished putting on the skirt and was looking at it in the mirror. It was definitely too short, it fell several inches above Applejack's knees. While it covered the diaper when Applejack was standing still, she knew the slightest movement she made would flash the diaper. “Did you do this on purpose?” Applejack asked accusingly.

“Only a little,” Rainbow Dash admitted. “I thought it would be a little longer on you, but I forgot you’re a little taller than I am. It’s dark out though, and you’re just walking to your house. I think you’ll be good.”

“You’re right, but I guess it doesn’t matter what I think anyway since you picked it out.”

“You learn fast,” Rainbow Dash said with a grin.

Rainbow Dash walked Applejack to the front door.

“You ok walking back alone?” Rainbow Dash asked.

“I’ll be fine,” Applejack said.

“Hey before you go though,” Rainbow Dash said quietly. “I just want to say thanks.”

“I should be thanking you,” Applejack replied. “You introduced it to me.”

“When someone says thank you, you should just say you’re welcome,” Rainbow Dash corrected.

“You’re welcome,” Applejack said deliberately. “I’ll see you soon ok.” Applejack began walking off. Rainbow Dash remained at her door until she could no longer see Applejack. She then closed her door and began happily celebrating now that she was alone.

Author's Note

Here's another chapter for you guys. Hopefully you can see now why i split the last chapter and this one into two separate chapters. I really don't know what I was thinking trying to put these two together. This is some hints of aj's and dash's relationship, and they will gradually step things up as we continue on. So stay tuned for that, and as always hope you guys enjoy.