Rainbow Above My Heart

Rainbow Dash got up from the grass as fast as she could and started backing away slowly as if Fluttershy were a dangerous animal. Fluttershy stood up as well, but she stood still. She saw that she had frightened her Rainbow maned friend, and knew that she had to repair the damage she had caused. "Dashie, I didn't meen to...."

Rainbow Dash cut her off by saying, "Stop calling me that!" She didn't realize she had yelled. Fluttershy stared at her in shock. She turned away from Rainbow Dash and began crying.

"I..I'm s..sorry." Fluttershy managed to say through her sobs. Rainbow Dash didn't say another word. She just flew off as fast as her wings would allow, but as she was flying away tears began streaming from her eyes as well.

Did I just do that to poor Fluttershy? All she did was tell me how she felt, and I acted like that, like a total bitch! Damn that stupid dream, because of it I might have just ruined a friendship! Rainbow Dash was giving herself hell inside her head. She would probably just run away if I went back now, so I should wait until tomorrow then I will try and apologize. Rainbow Dash thought her plan was hopeless, but it was all she could do. The tears were still pooring from her eyes when she landed infront of her door. She opened it, slamed it behind her, and went straight to her bed. She cryed herself to sleep not looking forward to that stupid dream that had caused her to act the way she did toward Fluttershy, but tonight she had a different dream for the first time in three months.

It began with her standing face to face with Fluttershy in the clearing they had been in that verry day. They were both wearing beautiful white dresses. Fluttershy had a smile on her face that melted Rainbow Dashes heart. "Do you promise to love me forever no matter how tough life may be for us?" Fluttershy asked looking Rainbow Dash in the eyes.

"I do, and do you promise to love me forever no matter what obstacles stand in our path?" Rainbow Dash replied.

"I do." Fluttershy replied, and with that her lips met Rainbow Dash's. The kiss lasted for a good thirty seconds. They pulled back from each other and smiled. Rainbow Dash's heart was beating fast, and so was Fluttershy's. This dream repeated in Rainbow Dash's head over and over until she woke up in the morning. She was glad the dream she had been having before was no longer infecting her mind, but she didn't much like this dream either.

What the hell is with these weird dreams about Fluttershy, and what do they mean? Rainbow Dash couldn't think of anything. Sure I love Fluttershy, but not that way and I can't even begin to immagine what could make me love her that way. Rainbow Dash crawled out of her bed and began her morning routine. First a shower then breakfast then weather chores. After she finished she started heading for Fluttershy's cottage. She desserves an appology. She probably thinks I think she is a freak, so I need to tell her about the dream and why I acted the way I did. Rainbow Dash landed in front of Fluttershy's door.

She looked down to see Angel pacing and panicing. "Uhhh, whats wrong little guy?" Rainbow Dash asked. Angel pointed at a note on the door. Rainbow Dash read it out loud. "To my dearest friends, I have thought alot about this and I have realized that I can not be who I truely am without being shuned and treated like a monster, so I have decided to take my own life! I'm sorry for being different and not being what you all want me to be!" Rainbow Dash's face turned white. "Oh no!" She kicked Fluttershy's door open and searched every room in the house calling out her name. She was no where to be found, but then a thought came to Rainbow Dash. The cliff! Rainbow Dash rushed out of the door and took to the air without hesitation. She flew so fast that she caused a sonic rainboom. When she made it to the cliff she looked down to see Fluttershy standing at the edge with her wings bound to her sides by rope to ensure she wouldn't be able to reverse her decision. "Fluttershy!" Rainbow Dash screamed as loud as she could, but it was to late. Fluttershy jumped.

Rainbow Dash flew down toward Fluttershy and managed to catch her right before she collided with a rock jutting out from the waters surface. She flew back up with Fluttershy in her forelegs and landed on the cliff holding her tight. Fluttershy was crying into Rainbow Dash's neck. Rainbow Dash began crying to. "Nothing is worth killing your self over, please don't ever scare me like that again! I thought I lost you!" Rainbow Dash held on to Fluttershy as tight as she could.

"I'm a freak, just throw me off the cliff and let me die!" Fluttershy pushed Rainbow Dash away and looked her in the eyes. "Isn't that what you want anyways!? All I am is a freak to you, and if I told anyone else they would act the exact same way you did!" Fluttershy screamed. Rainbow Dash felt like her heart shatered into a million little peices.

"Your not a freak, and I don't want you to die. I acted the way I did because of a stupid dream I kept having, but I don't think your a freak." Rainbow Dash said. She felt horrible and responsible for Fluttershy's attempt at suicide.

"A dream? You acted like that over a dream!?" Fluttershy had a look of pure hate on her face. She slapped Rainbow Dash accross the face. "I almost killed myself because of you!"

Rainbow Dash knew that she deserved the slap Fluttershy had gave her. "I know and I feel horrible because of that, but That wasn't what I thought would happen."

"Well it did!" Fluttershy's face was turning more red every second. Rainbow Dash knew that Fluttershy may never speak to her again, and the tears in her eyes began flowing faster.

Then Rainbow Dash began wondering why she would even care. She had lots of friends and if it were any one of them she wouldn't care if they ever spoke to her again, but for some reason she wanted to keep Fluttershy. Then it hit her, the dreams and the way she cared for Fluttershy could only mean one thing. "I think I might feel the same way you do." Rainbow Dash was shocked at the involuntary words that came out of her mouth, but it was acctualy the truth.

Fluttershy's look of hate was replaced with an unsure look as she replied, "What do you mean?"