My Story

Hi. I'm Sunset Shimmer. I used to live in Equestria, but now I'm in this world and it's all humanly. I know. Weird. It's also weird that I'm writing in this diary, about nothingness. It's not necessarily nothingness, it's pain. Well, not really. I wanna die. Really I do. No I don't.

Nobody understands me. It's not easy. It's cold hard depression. I'm insane. I know I am. Maybe I'm also a sociopath. I don't know. It hurts so much I can't even write. I can hardly hold this stupid pen. I'm bad. I can't collect my thoughts. It's driving me crazy. But, like I said earlier, I'm crazy. Or, at least, I think I am. I don't know. I don't know anything. You wouldn't understand this feeling of emptiness, mixed with desperation. It's just so weird. I want change.

It kind of reminds me of the time I visited Ireland. I saw this statue in this town called Kilty Clogher. The statue was a man called Sean MacDiarmada, who was apparently a leader of a war. There were other leaders, and all but two were executed. The two who were not killed was an American man, so they couldn't kill him or America would killed them, and the other was a woman. For once racism worked out. How ironic. Wait, how's this related to anything I was just writing. I told you I can't collect my thoughts.

There's so many new Inventions in this world. They have phones, and computers, and TVs. I like watching TV. But it gets boring after a while. Of course, there are other setbacks, like the lack of magic use.

I'm pathetic. Rambling on and on about technology when really inside me it's hollow. It hurts so much, yet I can't feel. I want... I don't know. I don't know anything. Heaven help me, I'm going to talk to Fluttershy. She's my only hope.