Pinkamena vs mane 5

by selene adandrite

Rating: mature
Tags: Violence, Death, Main 6, Drama, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Second Person, Dark, Spike, Adventure, Pinkie Pie, Suicide / Self Harm
Length: 1323

What would happen if the pony you thought was the happiest ended up being the saddest in all of Equestria and changed? Well here is the story of that sad pony who couldn't take anymore and finally cracked giving into her darkest and deepest side.

Finally at the final moments of the vicious Pinkamena. Whatever may be last of her friends can possibly save her from the deep madness she has slowly buried herself into, over the many years of hiding her true feelings of despair and insanity. Always giving others what they desire, smiles and happiness, while she receives nothing but emptiness and solitude.
Once known as the sweet and loving Pinkie pie she has given into the darkness in her heart which has gone by the name of Pinkamena leaving a stream of blood, tears, tragedy, and hopelessness. Its up to the rest of mane six to see if they can stop the countless calamities and put an end once and for all to her sadness and insanity.

Author's Notes:
I know some readers don't care if this is your first story or not but I only speak of this for the fact that I apologize for any grammar that is wrong or certain things that aren't liked. I welcome comments as well as criticism and opinions so feel free to say as much as you please.

Published 2018-01-12 18:00:05 UTC
Last updated 2018-01-12 18:00:05 UTC

Pinkie's Surprise Dinner!!

"SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE!!!!" Pinkie pie yelled through ponyville going to each of her friend's homes so early in the morning when princess celestia hasn't risen the sun. She first went to Rarity's home and knocked, but all you heard where muffled groans and snoring through the door. Pinkie realized Rarity wasn't going to give up her beauty sleep so she decided to stop by later on. She then went to Fluttershy's home and knocked but as she peeked in the window Fluttershy was nowhere to be seen, so she assumed that Fluttershy had tasks early in the morning to do, so that explains why she wasn't home. The next home she decided to visit was Applejack's. "I hope she is home and awake", pinkie pie whispered to herself as she walked over. "YAy" she squealed as she saw Applejack working in the Orchard picking fresh apples for her homemade apple cider.

"Well howdy there pinkie pie what're you doing up so early?" Applejack asked looking curiously at the excited pinkie pie.

" I AM HERE TO INVITE YOU TO A SPECIAL SURPRISE DINNER!" she squeaked excitedly. Of course applejack being her dear friend and all she could not decline and applejack has always liked pinkie pies's homemade sweets. They made her feel warm and happy inside. she could taste the love and nurture in pinkie's sweets.

"Well I don't see why not then, i'll see ya at dinner pinkie" with this pinkie pie felt very happy and such excitement for dinner.

With this new found energy from her friend she decided to continue on the invitation hunt for her friends. Next on her list was Rainbow Dash and Twilight of course, including Spike. So she ran as fast as she could knowing she could find Rainbow dash flying by the field of flowers, and right she was as she found her flying high. "RAINBOW DASH" she yelled at the top of her lungs knowing that she would be heard.

"What's up?" Rainbow dash yelled back, at this response pinkie pie explained to her about the dinner and how all of their friends were going so rainbow dash agreed and accepted the invitation. This made pinkie pie even happier than the first invitation that was accepted and of course this gave her more energy so she thanked rainbow dash and left her to her speed flying again.

Now was the final invitation which was Twilight Sparkle and Spike. She went hopping and prancing to Twilight's house as she sung to herself a cheerful tune. As she reached the house she didn't know whether to knock or just bust the door down. Of course picking the one that was more her style she blasted through the door with a giant confetti cannon waking twilight and spike with such a loud and terrifying noise. Once the smoke and confetti cleared she was standing in the middle of the living room staring at them with a huge smile. "I have come to formally invite you to Ms. Pinkie's surprise dinner which is myself heehee" Pinkie said to the sleepy eyed twilight and spike with of course shock on their faces.

"Sure sure Pinkie pie just as long as you let us go back to sleep, right spike?" Twilight spoke with a bit of annoyance in her voice. With this Pinkie pie was happy as ever now knowing that everyone was going to show up so instead of searching for fluttershy and rarity she decided to leave the invitations on their doors. She rushed back home as soon as possible to get everything prepared.

Author's Note

All opinions, comments, criticism is welcome. This is only the first chapter and beginning and hope all goes well.

Pinkie's Surprise Dinner Pt.2

Pinkie pie rushed home and got ready for the dinner that was about to go down. She got decorations, sweets, and main courses because what's a dinner without main courses. As she started preparing everything with a grand smile she passed the mirror and looked and instead of the smile she thought she was wearing she saw the most saddest face in all of ponyville. "NO! NO! NO! I shouldn't be this way, as long as everyone that's coming has a smile I should smile also" Pinkie said this as she felt the small and fearful bitterness in her heart. "No pony should feel this, it'll be okay" she reasoned herself as she forced a smile unto her face looking in the mirror once more for reassurance but you could still see something wasn't right in the reflection of her eyes. She now continues prepping plates and utensils on the dining table, she did linger her gaze on the glimmering butter knife from one of the sets of utensils. "I wonder how it'd feel to just slightly graze the skin. To just feel the little numbing pain?" Pinkie thought to herself but soon snapped back to reality as the ring of her doorbell was heard. It was the baker leaving the cake order for dinner.

Once dinner was prepared and such she decided to get herself ready and wait for her friends. She went to take a bath and soak for a bit in her favorite lavender cupcake soap. As she got the tub filled she was thinking of maybe styling her hair a different way and maybe her friends would notice the slight change. She finally got into the tub and was enjoying the little dip but then out of nowhere a thought came in " what if your friend's don't want to come to dinner? What if they're only coming for the food and not for you hmm?" she refused to believe these thoughts but truthfully she did fear these little things. She sank herself deeper into the tub and went into deep though as held her breath. She saw a flash of something in her mind and realized it was the memory of when she created a picnic in the everfree forest. Her vision slowly dimmed and then was met with bright rays of the sun as she sat on a blanket in everfree forest. She watched as her pony friends were playing but she had so stay and take care of the sandwiches to make sure no bugs got on them. " Everypony is playing tag while I'm sitting here stuck with watching sandwiches." quietly saying this to herself as she decided to put her head down and hide her sadness from her friends because she didn't want to ruin their happiness as she saw them laughing and frolicking about. Within this memory she remembered the feeling.

She thought to herself about the icky feeling and panicked and because of this she took a deep gulp of water and choked. She threw herself out of the tub gasping for air as she spat out the water from her lungs. " Why am i thinking about this now? Why are those memories coming back now?" She whispered as she held herself on the floor of the restroom. She started to feel something unlock in her heart, something that wasn't meant to be open. She splashed cold water on her face and decided not to think about it and got ready for dinner. She styled her hair in a double bun fashion and straightened her tail. She heard the doorbell ring and it was about to begin.

She answered the door and her friends came in and brought gifts they all looked so excited. As everyone got settled in she served the food and sat down at the head of the table and got ready to eat. Of course everypony else was talking and laughing and eating but at the moment no one asked her any questions like how was she doing or how to make the food. Once again she felt left out like her memory in the tub.