‘It’s funny how fast one’s life can change. One moment your life seems perfect, you could have friends who would stay by your side through it all, family you love more than anything else, and the respect of a mentor that is your whole world. And in the next you're alone, abandoned, betrayed, and forgotten all for trying to do the right thing; all for trying to SAVE THEM FROM THEMSELVES. Funny isn't it’?

Twilight's mind repeated this over and over, as she thought about that past day. Her brother was to be married to her foalsitter of all ponies, and yet Cadence acted nothing like her usual self. She was cruel, impatience, and rude. And when Twilight tried to save her brother from marrying the false Cadence. All it took some was crocodile tears from the imposter and Twilight lost it all. Her friends left her to comfort the fake. Her own brother kicked her out of the wedding and ruined her ties to her family. But the worst was her mentor left her there. Abandoning her to mourn. And yet she was right, she saved the day and what did she get? A fake apology and a second wedding she had to organize even before she had a moment to recover. And know she lays in her old room mourning the loss she felt.

“Applejack you are the element of honesty. You have always seen through the lies. Yet you fell for the imposter’s lie. Rainbow you're meant to be loyal. Yet you left me alone,betrayed. Rarity you would give a random pony a free dress even if it cost you a thousand bits. Yet you couldn't even give me a second of your time and hear me out, where was your generosity. Pinkie you pride yourself on giving smiles. Yet you took my laughter away. And Fluttershy… Fluttershy you are supposed to be kindness. Yet you were the cruelest of them all. ‘sniff’ I.. I thought we were special someponies.” Twilight said overlooking the city from the tower balcony of her room.

“Shining you were my B.B.B.F.F. you wanted to protect me from everything especially after Magic Kindergarten. Even when you scared away my first date attempt, though after seeing how Blueblood turned out no regrets there, and I had pranked your date with Cadence you still were there for me. But know you've left me. No you have not left me you turned on me. When you turned on me so did mom and dad they never showed up to help me. No they went to you. You had all the support I lacked and needed. And Spike you’ve been a son to me I hatched your egg, I fed you gem dust infused milk bottles, I taught you how to read and write. I was your mother and yet even you left me to my misery” Twilight said walking close to the railing

“Celestia… Celestia your words hurt the most. You where more than a mentor, you were a mother to me. Twilight Velvet and I were never close i was too difficult for her to raise me while helping my brother and her writing. HaHa I was a bipolar genius bookworm with too much magic and social anxiety. And yet you never cared about all that Celestia to you I was your faithful student, the little filly that idolized you, the...the filly that saw you as her mother. But it doesn't matter know does it. Nothing does any more.” Twilight whispers as she steps up to the railing.” Or at least I never did” she says as she jump over the rail.

` ‘So time really does slow down when you're nearing death… well I guess this is it. Goodbye Applejack, Rarity, Pinkie, Rainbow sorry I couldn’t be a better friend maybe then you would have all stayed with me. Goodbye Nightlight and Velvet at least know you won’t be stuck with a burden like me. Goodbye Shining I guess I could never be you little sister forever huh for this is my end. Goodbye Candace sorry I won’t be there for your foal but want kind of aunt would I be I’m nothing but a waste.Goodbye Fluttershy sorry I was a failure of a marefreind no wonder you abandoned me i’m not worthy of love like yours.Goodbye Spike I wish I was a better mother to you but i failed even there.

Goodbye Cel-no Goodbye mother I’m sorry I was a worthless daughter at least know no one will have to support a worthless pony like me.

Goodbye everypony i’m sorry

[CRASH]

Meanwhile Celestia is busy talking to the other elements,Shining and Cadence

“So how was the real wedding.” Celestia ask the newly weds.

“Wonderful auntie. Not as good as I wanted thanks to Chrysalis. Still I would never have had this wedding for Twilight.we really owe a lot to her”. Cadence replied

“we really owe a lot to my student. In all my years as a princess I have never meet a pony as intelligent as her even StarSwirl pales in comparison to her.” Celestia said.

”That's nothing Twilight refuses to let her friends down and let them get hurt like when I was trying to handle the harvest all by my lonesome” Applejack said back.

”Yeah she’s powerful as well she took down a Ursa minor unlike that braggart Trixie” Rainbow dash added.

“Agreed she’s helped me many time with my work even though she would gain nothing from it she’s so generous” Rarity said thinking back.

“Yeah even when we complete jerks during Discord’s freedom she was still trying to help us even after i flew off she was more loyal than I was. I would say she’s almost if not more so awesomer than me.

”Rainbow dash said as prideful as ever. “She’s help so much before i could barely handle all the parties I had planned. A few were close to happening all at once. While more parties are the best, birthdays are a personal party and private they should never overlap outside siblings.” Pinkie says strangely calmly. “Am I the only one feeling something off.” Pinkie whispers to herself.

“Twilight been helping me out with the animals she has been so kind...and we have been together for a few months…” Fluttershy whispers

“wait what your dating Twi..”

Shining Armor says when Celestia interrupts him “something's off.”

“What do you mean Princess Celestia” Shining asks.

“Follow me” Celestia says as she runs to the Element Vault “the feeling it's coming from the Elements” Celestia say opening the vault.

“Holy, oh my, what in tarnation. By my name” Celestia and the elements say in surprise “what's happening to the Element of Magic”

The Element of Magic is shaking when suddenly a loud crack is heard. The gem in its center the magenta Tourmaline gem starts cracking and just as the gem is about to shatter it blackens turning into a pure black onyx. Soon after a strange light ignites. As soon as the light starts moving the sapphires darken turning into a deep haunting dark blue. Finally the gold pales passing from silver to a bone pale platinum. The element of magic no longer radiates warmth or kindness. Now all they can feel is cold and despair emanating from it. A deep biting cold and heartbreaking despair. “The Element its changed I've never seen this before not any change this complete. What could have caused this.”

Suddenly a guard bursts in” Princess i have dire news.”

“What is it guard” Celestia asks.

“Twilight Sparkle is dead. She...she jumped off from her balcony. Twilight Sparkle the element of magic has committed suicide.”

Author's Note

so yeah first chapter still learning should be truly edited soon please be keep in mind this is my first ever story so i am not like the other writers i am still learning