A portal opened made of a sickly green color. With swirls that seemed to spin for eternity. Then a bloodied white hoof stuck out through the portal. Then another and then another and then. . . another? But the next hoof was blue.

Two ponies tumbled out of the portal. Rolling around across the dirt-covered field on a dark night. There was a cloud cover that acted as a skybox. Obscuring it's hidden art from all of its land inhabitants. Punching and beating each other to a pulp. Bleeding heavily from their wounds. After their final battle having one last raid before they were all going to go out by a balefire bomb. Her husband, child, old friends, even her one true enemy that she hated with all her heart... and she let them... all... “Fuck you, Boss!” The blue raider mare screamed out as she gripped the other mare with the white coat by the throat trying to strangle the life out of her. Her sicking grin growing wider as she saw the once radiating mare gagging horridly beneath her. Her eyes seemed to want to pop out her skull from how tight she was being choked.

Before she could, however, the mare beneath her head-butted the raider. “That isn’t going to do anything Boss!” The Blue Raider mare laughed confident in her new kill. But before she could end it all slowly savoring her kill. Was sadly interrupted when she felt ansharppain in her side. She looked down to see a knife sticking out of her. With a white hoof seeming to hold the knife tightly twisting it. The mare beneath her confidently with a newly acquired sinister smile on her face. As she hiccuped for air as the blue raider got off her trying to get some distance from her now ‘enemy’ once 'leader'. Ponies could learn to use their hooves to grab objects with the help of magic. A once forgotten trick in the Wasteland. School and education can give anyone an advantage. You just got to follow through.

“Fuck you!” The blue raider screamed in pain with tears in her eyes clouding her vision. This time with gritted teeth pulling out the knife from her side with her mouth licking the blood off the rusted blade. Then right after that spitting it out into the air catching the handle with her mouth with practiced ease. Radiant coughed hacking loudly as she uneasily got up shakily. Wiping some blood from her dried cracked lips dehydrated. As she stood up on all four ready for another assault remembering her Precious little one. Whipping her mane dramatically as she smiled confidently with her giving out posture. She then spread her wings out wide easily establishing dominance as a pegasus while her enemy sneered with hateful intent.

My smile just seemed to grow. “You wish!” I laughed before swiftly pulling out a .32 pistol from under my wing that was previously hidden from sight and out of mind. Firing a single shot at the mare getting a bullseye. Getting the blue bitch right between the eyes. I then smiled satisfied with my work as I turned to see the portal fade into nothingness. My smile quickly faded remembering recent events. frowning as I began to loot the now blue dead body with a stone cold mask of nothingness. My heart aching in pain feeling a deep empty pit in my heart as tears started to fill to the brim. Wanting me to let them loose to fall free. To just let out all of my pain and grief once again. To have it all so close but yet so far. . .

Then draconequus appeared loudly in a flash of bright blinding light smiling down at me with a toothy grin. Appearing on a throne sitting on it. It looked to be a green cloud that seemed to be leaking some kind of disgusting green ooze. “I promise you that it's not as bad as it looks.” I didn’t flinch when hearing him. Continuing to loot as if he didn't even exist in this hell. It only seemed to infuriate the Chaos God. “Are you even listening!?” Discord boomed now flapping his mitch matched wings lifting himself up into the air. As he expressed himself like a child having a tantrum. That brought a small smirk to the corners of my lips. But quickly hid it not wanting him to have any satisfaction. I didn't really know that to be true, but I wasn't going to take any chances.

“No,” I said in a flat tone but in my mind laughing my ass off but hiding it deep within my mind. Finding a pocket full of caps. Opening the bag to inspect only to find 13 caps. shrugging at my new find treasure‘At least it’s something’.

Discord appeared in front of me as a sack of money with a large golden dollar sign. “You like money don’t you!? Just pay attention and you might get some!” Discord explained almost desperately as two yellow eyes appeared on the brown money sack. His blood red irises, were natural of course. . . I think? Or unnaturally. . . you know him being a Chaos God and all. . ."You're so hard headed!" Discord growled. He was the whole reason why I was here in the Wasteland. I could either cuss him out or thank him. I really didn't like to be mad. But keeping a facade of anger has helped me survive. Hiding behind a mask. . . has kept me going for so long. . . it feels almost wrong. . . to be normal again. . . It's impossible. . .

“I like money, drugs, drinks and a hella bitches,” I burst out sarcastically with a wide smile with a roll of my eyes. But inside I felt like I was dying. Hell, I wanted to just fall over and die right then and there. My body just didn't want to fall over and accept defeat. I tossed a couple of pony ears the once raider now dead pony had seemed to collect as trophies.

Discord grumbled to himself. “Why do I even bother with this mare?”

smiling I responded, “Because I’m hella good looking!” I said hoof pumping the air. As I gave him a light ass shake. Trying to be a tease trying really hard to bring a genuine smile to my face. While my heart felt heavy like a clump of heavy metal alloys mended together, the feeling was unbearable.

Discord screamed in frustration into the air making lighting strike dramatically as it began to pour heavily. Water raining down on my nearly forcing me to the floor. “I’ve had it with YOU!” Discord boomed loudly making her mane blowback as if it was getting my mane blow dried. “I’ve had enough! You’re going to GET IT!” Discord shouted as his chest huffed and puffed out.'And blew my house down.'

“Awe. . . have I been. . . a very. . . bad filly?” I teased fluttering my eyelashes at him. Which I was quite sure that he couldn't see through the heavy rainfall. But what I was sure of was Discord’s left eye twitching as his talon and lion paw seemed to shake in rage as he just popped out of existence making me cackle loudly, as I began to walk aimless shrouded in the dark night. The rain drenching me with water making my leather raider armor sag in the rain.

*****

Walking for about. . . a long hard night. . . my hooves were killing me as they ache beneath me. “This just isn’t my day. . .” I grumbled as I had only been walking for about 15 minutes. I felt pretty much drained from the whole day I had today. I had lost pretty mucheverything! I had them all in my grasp!‘But I let them go. . .’I looked down at my leather armor which I was pretty sure was now going to be shrinking and getting really tight.‘Now I need to kill another fresh raider to get some new armor. . . great. .
. just great. . .’

I walked until walking face first into something metallic, making me fall flat on my ass. Pressed a hoof to my nose seeing fresh blood trickle down my nose stung. “Fuck you too,” I muttered punching the metal wall with my hoof in frustration. I knew it wouldn't do anything, but I needed to vent out my frustration on something. I couldn’t see anything in this dark night the weird cloud cover that I've never seen before was obscuring my sight of the beautiful calming moon. Even with all of the rain masking me in complete darkness. The light from my pip-boy or pip-buck or ‘pip-fuck’ as I seemed to call it. Because it just didn’t seem to do shit. But light up the area around me and speed up my reflexes with V.A.T.S and sorting all my notes and belongings.

hearing the loud pitter-patter of the raindrops striking the metallic door, gate or whatever it was. Was quite soothing, to say the least. Shivering on a cold night all alone. I smiled I was going to die... finally... the maybe soon. . . I would see my daughter. . . last. . . time. . . The rhythm of the raindrops hammering onto the metal was quite relaxing. I closed my eyes as a small drift of wind would brush against me making me shiver harder.

"Mommy! Mommy! Mommy!" A young childish voice giggled out excitedly. Bringing a smile to my cold trembling lips. I sobbed as I heard another voice.

"There is where my two princesses went!" A masculine voice laughed out making a cold smile start to grow wider. Feeling a strange warm embrace wash over. Giving me a calm relaxed feeling. Nuzzling the empty raining air in front of me. Tears began to stream down my face disguised as raindrops. I saved them... I didn't need to fight any longer. . . my mission for their safety. . . was accomplished. . .

Suddenly a loud eerie metallic grinding noise was heard. Right in front of me. Ears twitched in alertness as both of my ears stuck high into the rainy air. The warm feeling instantly disappeared making me shiver as I began to realize how cold I really was. I was shaking violently. My eyes seemed to slowly open. It was getting harder and harder to see by the second.

Then an ear-piercing loud metallic dragging noise that just seemed to make my ears submit falling flat against my head. Then a bright blinding white light that was so intense made me shut my eyes as I instinctively turned my head away. All the while I felt the light even piercing through my eyelids. The metal them came to a grinding halt making my brain and eyes and brain rattle in my skull. I felt so nauseous now. It reminded me of when I and my raider gang would crack open vaults to see what sorts of goodies and nicknacks they contained.

“It’s a raider!” A stallion shouted as a bullet rang loudly whizzing by my cheek. “You missed you, idiot!” Another stallion shouted as another bullet smacked me right dab on the center of my chest. Making me take a step back as I grunted. Lucky that he hit the armor. I stood my ground slowly opening my eyes giving them a challenging stare. My blue eyes boring into their own. Out of all of them, I was the only one trembling as I stood having trouble keeping my eyes open.

“Shit shoot her!” The first stallion shouted again.

“What the hell did I ever do to you!?” I snapped aggressively at him standing up straighter. Trying to keep him talking as I slowly took a couple of tentative steps forward.

Both of the stallions froze as more ‘guards’ came rushing to their aid. Aiming their rifles at me as I gave them a scowl in response. Being shot at for no reason was a dick move in my book.

“Well now that I have an audience. . .” I said in a low irritated voice as my right ear twitched in annoyance.

“What are you doing here Raider!?” An old stallion shouted at me obviously wanting an answer. I gave him a deadpanned expression.

So I give him my response but that didn't mean I had to give one he'd like. “To get a nice drink. . . maybe some food. . ” I placed a hoof to my chin in mock thought. “And maybe rent a room to bunk down.” I then gave them all an innocent smile. The response I got was an eye roller for me. It was quite hard to resist but I resisted the power of the eye rolls. “And maybe some bitches. . what a dream come true!” I said as I sat on my tush clasping my two front hooves together tightly placing both hooves against the left side of my cheek, giving them a dreamy look.

The reaction I got was what I expected. I heard an orchestra of gun hammers cocking back. I then gave them all a nervous look trying to look pathetic just so they could underestimate me. Looking like a weak amateur raider. . . In all honesty, I didn't even know if I was a raider anymore. Didn't I leave that all behind me? I just finished killing my crew. . . I finished saving. . . people. . . “Just shoot me!” I said dejectedly bowing my head dramatically. I could almost swear I could hear some violin playing in the background in a sad tune. As the rain seemed to back off softly till it was now only drizzling over my soaked form. I continued to shiver in the cold as a breeze began to brush against my body.

*****

I slammed face first into a stone wall. My body was battered and bruised sporting a black left eye. I was lucky to have my wings in a surprisingly good condition, only to just be covered in mud and grime.

"You damn raiders just never quit!" The old security buck shouted as he locked the metal barred door up.'He had a... uh... brown mane? Kinda hard to tell with the black eye and all. My vision was blurry being low in energy and tired, shivering violently. He also sported an aqua coat? And uhh.. .Blue? Yeah. . .blue! A blue security? Police? You know what! Fuck that old buck.' I got up standing on my noodle like feeling legs. Trembling as I stood, wobbling in place quickly surveying my surroundings. That's when I noticed that I wasn't alone in this cell.

I smirked knowingly with my body aching "Well, hello there," I greeted with my go lucky tone that didn't seem to reach my eyes. What I saw were two griffons. Two female griffons to be exact. They both stood with their rear legs leaning back against the metal barred walls. That separated the cells even the door had the matching metal barred theme. Besides the stupid concrete wall, that old asshole buck threw me into. They both had their arms crossed against their chests as they watched me without making a sound. They disgusted me with their searching gaze trying to pierce through me.

I wasn't scared at all, but I was embarrassed as fuck from having my face looked like it got smashed in. "What happened to you?" One of the griffons asked. She had a dark green coat with a yellow trim to her feathers. While the other one beside her was a dark brown color with a black face for some reason. It seemed to be some type of war paint. Or maybe it was a gang color?

I smiled swaying slightly trying to look dizzy just to get their attention. Just to make myself look weaker. It wasn't hard to play them because right now I was running on fumes. I wanted to die. "I got persecuted for demonstrating my religion," I explained wholeheartedly if you would count being a raider a religion. Though I was only joking of course.

She spoke again with a raised brow. "And just what religion was that?" She asked either with curiosity or she was just fishing for information. I knew better than to just give her information. I would have to fish for information as well. Just to level the playing field. I didn't want her having the upper hand in the mind games.

"I can't tell you that. . . you must kno da weh," I joked bowing my head gracefully before falling over on my side. "I don't think I can take it anymore! It's always the same!" I cried loudly as the griffons quickly came to my aid. I just wanted my heart to quiet and stop beating, but it just continued to beat. I would often question myself late at night. When all the raiders were either asleep or on guard duty. I would sit down by my window, and just look up into the sky, admiring the beautiful moon. The only thing physically that I still had from my childhood. I would ask 'why was I still alive?' But I would get no answer besides the cool night air brushing against my window.

I would open the window just to feel the wind brush against me. My heart telling me that I was still alive, but why? Why was it still beating? Why didn't it just break already from this painful heartache? The pain in my heart is unbearable it's been sixteen years and the pain still lingers... a never-ending pain that would have me clutching at my chest moments at a time. I missed them so, so much. . .

"Hey, easy, easy," The griffon with the brown coat with a black face soothed. While I continued to tremble from the cold. My fur was still wet and heavy from the rain from earlier. My fight out there didn't last very long. It was a quick fight taking out three guards knocking them out. Well. . . I believe I did anyway. Smacking a pony across the face with a rifle would do that to them. Having pulled a rifle out of a unicorn guards levitation, swinging it like a club getting lucky hits on them. They tried to subdue me while I had the intent to kill. . . why didn't they just kill me? Maybe. . . it was because I deserved to be in pain. . . for everything that I have done.

Burning down towns, slaughtering ponys, foals, destroying families. I deserved everything that was thrown at me. But it wasn't my fault. . . it was Discord's fault. . . he did this to me. . . TO THEM! The whole reason why I was here in pain was because of him. . . I only suffer. . . because of him. . . a never-ending feeling of pain. . .

*POP!*

In a bright pink flash of light making a popping sound just, as Discord appeared. My instincts making me scream at him. "You did this, didn't you!" I accused the God of Chaos. Who reeled back with a shocked expression on his face. My expression seething in anger jumping to my hooves, shaking horrendously before began to have a coughing fit. Snot began to leak heavily out my nose as it dribbled out.

"Me!?" Discord cried out placing both hands over his heart as if to make himself innocent. "But that just can't be. . ." he exclaimed before a smile formed on his lips curling upwards getting right in my face.

The two griffons backed away from me with widened eyes, as they stared at me have my tantrum that I was throwing at Discord.

"You got those guards to throw me in this dump!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as my mind burned with fiery. My aching body now fueled by adrenaline. I stood up on all fours spreading my wings wide to make me look bigger against him on instinct alone. "You made it rain so I wouldn't be prepared for this! You. . . you planned this!" I accused punching a hoof to his chest to hammer my point home.

"But Radiant, how can you really be so sure?" Discord said moving his eyebrows up and down as he threw his arms to the sides in a 'come at me bro' gesture.

"You're the fucking God of Chaos! Get me out of here!" I only retaliated against him throwing myself at him. Only to go through him; slamming my muzzle into the metal barred wall that separated my cell from another that was currently empty. "You ruined my life!" I screamed as I began to cry on the floor curling up into a ball as I held my bleeding nose in my hooves. I was cold sad in pain constantly mentally and physically. The funny thing was that I wasn't really as evil as I used to be.

Discord sighed loudly as he sat down beside me looking away "Listen I might not be your dad. . . so let me tell you. . . that I never ruined your life. . . you are always free to change the path your life will take." Discord expalined with a sad sigh while he began to mess with my mane.

I only whimpered in response trying to continue fighting to get my thoughts off my family "But you brought me here. . ." I replied weakly wanting every fiber in my body to be against him. My rage slowly dying out.

The two griffons looked at each other in confusion and shock as they saw their new cellmate screaming at the concrete wall even trying to beat it, hurting herself in the process. They stood stunned not knowing what to do, only seeing a psycho religious nut curled up crying on the floor. They were actually scared to approach her now believe it or not. Never touch a crazy when they're crying. That is like survival 101, you never know what a crazy nut job would do next.

Discord groaned shaking his head not liking it when ponys got sentimental it was never his strong suit. "Got to go Mrs.Radiant, see you later," Discord said with a snap of his fingers with his eagle talons as he disappeared leaving me alone. The once proud raider wife and mother was now broken and alone. Being locked up just amplified my despair.

After a couple minutes of pathetic crying later I slowly got up wiping my muzzle brushing the blood with a hoof smearing blood over my furred muzzle. I sniffled quietly as I quickly turned to the griffons. Making them flinch back against the wall in response. I then slowly opened my dry mouth. As my eyes were red and puffy from all of my crying. "Do you want to escape?" I asked them quietly. As they just stared blankly at me. My ears drooped pinning back against my head. Until I fixed them with a hateful glare. "Fine!" I snapped. "I don't need you anyway! I don't need anyone!" I snapped reaching a hoof into my dirty blonde mane. They both narrowed their eyes as I searched inside my mane. That was another thing wrong with me now. . . ever since I entered the Wasteland. . . I was now quick to anger. My mood would swing left to right, happy to sad at a moments notice.

My cellmates and other prisoners in different cells could hear a loud rummaging sound as I searched. They could hear metal dinging and clinking together glass breaking and even a squeaky rubber sound. I then pulled out a shiny silver knife moments later.

They both eyed the knife that I pulled out suspiciously before going wide-eyed seeing me wield a knife with my hoof. Their beaks opened wide in shock at what they were witnessing. A pony that could hold something with their hooves was unheard of! Or seen no less! But here this pony was doing the impossible!

My nose twitched getting fired up by the second my blood boiling, as anger flashed through my eyes. Glaring harshly at the two griffons. I was quite the speciesist, racist against other species that weren't remotely pony. "Alright listen here and listen good. You're with me or without!" I stated pointing off the knife towards the both of them now standing on my hind legs. Trembling as I stood with a neutral gait. Trying to scare them so they would do my bidding. But instead, both griffons looked towards each other confidently nodding in unison as they stood up on their hind legs brandishing their sharp talons at me threatening me. "Have it your way," I growled. It probably looked weird to them how I was holding a knife with a fucked up face, especially my left black eye and with the side of a muddy coat. I looked like total shit right now, that's because I was alone. Raiders raid in packs or bands.

They both quickly lunged towards me. Thinking fast I flapped my wings propelling me up into the air. Within the tight cell space, bumping my head like an idiot on the ceiling making my vision go fuzzy as I came back down accidentally stabbing the black painted faces griffon in the eye. Her eye juices squirted and leaking out as I rolled away disorientated as the other incoming griffon lashed out at me. Just bearly missing me. Her claws created deep claw marks on the concrete floor.'I didn't want any scars! Those things are hideous!'

"You little whore!" The griffon screeched loudly making my ears hurt. Making me feel sick in the head as my mind seemed to swim. My ears pinned back against my head. That's how loud she was being.

"So what if I am?" I retorted holding my head in both front hooves. As I groaned on the floor. She then got on top of me punching me in the face. Making me whimper in pain like a hurt puppy. 'I pissed off the damn catbird lady!'

"You're DEAD!" She screeched again and so did the metal barred door. She lifted a sharp eagle talon to 'fuck up my face!'

*Bang!*

A loud bang made my head spin. I wasn't a fan of loud noises. . . it's like if loud noises were my weakness or something.
'Why are my ears so sensitive today?' I groaned as the griffon fell on top of me dead. I just laid on the floor with her on top of me as two security ponies rushed into the jail cell. A doctor in white scrubs with the red cross symbol on her right foreleg rushed into the cell as well. Coming over to me in a hurry. With a worried look on her face.

I really couldn't tell with one eye swollen shut and my other eye just seemed to be unfocused with my vision blurry. I felt like I was playing one of those war video games. I rasped softly and pathetically with honesty coming from my weakened and forever damaged heart. "I want to go home. . ." I whimpered out quietly as the doctor mare seemed to have a look of sadness on her face. I really couldn't see all too well. Fighting all of those guards hooves only. Only for them to cheat and bring out the batons. I kept my wings at my side scared that they might actually break my wings. I didn't want to lose them too. I only had myself now. . .

More white ponys came bringing a streture. I couldn't see much my vision complete shit right now. I might have rattled my noggin a bit too hard. 'I just want my family back is that too much to ask?'

I wasn't so evil now. . . or dark. . . I remember when my life was truly a living hell. . . the only colors I could see was red and black... do you know what that's like? To feel no happiness at all? To be in pain constantly for years? But she saved me from that. . . I can see once again. . . She made me see... I didn't think it would be possible. . . to be brought back to the light. . . I didn't think it was possible. . . but I don't think I'm good either. . . but I lost it all again. . . so why wasn't everything so dark like it once used to be?

*****

I slowly opened my eyes quickly getting blinded by the fluorescent lights. I waited a bit trying to grab my bearings before trying again. This time succeeded in seeing getting to look around my new setting; laying on my back on a pure white mattress with a matching white blanket. Laying on a soft plush white mattress beneath me was quite comfortable lulling me back to sleep. But I just barely managed to resist the urge to rest peacefully. . . I didn't want to be stuck in one place for long because if I did that I would have time to think; and if I had time to think it would only bring back only terrible memories. That I was only trying to bury deep down. No one likes to be sad. . . even a raider. . . am I still a raider?

The bright fluorescent light above me burned my eyes forcing me to squint. Well, I think it was the ceiling anyway because that’s where most ponys put lights. . . because I remember once I was strapped down to a bed in a straitjacket. While the bed was attached to the wall. So it was like if I was standing on my hind legs leaning against the wall. But that was a long time ago. A big bright white light would blare in my face blinding me while continuously disorienting me.

My eyes scanned the rest of the room from my position on the bed. Not being able to see quite much, but that was okay by me 'wait. . . I can see!’ I quickly sat up on the bed putting a hoof to my face touching the surface feeling the soft fur beneath my hooves. My left black eye was gone! And. . . I shivered no longer! I was freed from my near cold death. . . 'Curse you!' I mentally screamed my inner voice echoing within my mind distracting me for the moment. I really wanted to die. . . but yet. Here I was still kicking and screaming. . . it was so close. . . why am I too weak to just end it all on my own!?

After a few minutes, I had enough waiting around and was going to do something about it. As I was just barely about to get up and hop out of bed to make a first move sneaking out of my or this hospital/medical room. . . I instantly noticed that both of my hind legs cuffed to the bed; by the ankles too! I snorted in irritation glaring hatefully at the old clean shining metal cuffs.

I tried to pull my legs free hoping the bed was old or maybe the cuffs were weak enough to break apart setting me free in the process. But was very disappointed when it was the latter. I groaned loudly throwing my head back into the plush white pillow, trying to relax my nerves... Rolling around the bed anxiously, but was more like rocking side to side; waiting for no. Wanting. To be set free and explore this world. ‘Anywhere but here.’ I mentally whimpered just as I heard the door to the room open up. An uninvited guest walking into the room I froze up in the process expecting the unexpected.

A nurse walked into the room sporting white scrubs. Looking over a brown clipboard that seemed to be rotting at the lower corners of her clipboard. After a few minutes of working something down, she finally noticed me staring at her in curiosity and in fear. The fear of the unknown was a powerful thing that I loved and hated at the same time. It could either make you or break you. I stalked her with a bit of malice but still, my tongue for the time being. The nurse gave me a kind smile as she walked over to my bed without caution at all which kind of surprised me catching me completely off guard; my face even showed my confusion. “Well, it seems you’ve finally awakened.” The nurse said with a nervous shift in her stance.

'Okay. . . so she did know what happened then. . .' I thought within my head while I examined her every move. “I’m always awake,” I replied quietly giving her a full view of my pearly white teeth. Something that was quite rare in the wasteland. And I wasn't quite lying about my statement about always being awake either. “Though I would have preferred to be put down, but on my own terms of course,” I chuckled at her reaction. Her eyes widened as the aura around her horn disappeared having her drop her clipboard in the process only prompting me to bust out laughing. rolling around on the bed again to face her as I fluttered my eyelashes towards her trying to either get lucky and influence her with my flirting or to embarrass her weakening her mental state of mind. “Set this little birdie-free, and I’ll be out of your mane in no time!” I said with a stupid smile on my face, tossed and turned on the bed. In very suggestive poses bringing a bright blush to the nurse's face.

But her look quickly turned into one of a look of concern on her face, as she got closer to the bed putting her hooves on the bed railing looking down to me; observing me messing around. “Is everything alright!?” She said in alarm wondering if I was having a seizure or if I was 'special' with the extra chromosome. . . the whole package and what not.

But being as violent I was, quickly snapping out at her wrapping my hooves roughly around her neck, pulling her into the bed with me. Starting to first to choke out the unicorn nurse. She gagged in my grasp choking out for breath. While I gave her a crazy wide-eyed look, my smile growing to unimaginable heights. Giving her my signature raider smile. The nurse's eyes shrank as she gazed into my glass like domes that once had so much emotion in horror. I managed to pin her arms by wrapping my wings around her. I was glad that they didn't bind my two bad girls.

I wanted to kill her swiftly so that I could just run and never look back. Killing her would take her away from this cruel joyless world. . . that was full of pain and misery. Something that the world never seemed to do for me. But something popped into my head reminding me that I needed her alive for information. “Where are your rebel friends now!?” I reminisced jokingly from my childhood just as her horn began to quickly glow. Acting fast just before she could make a move I did the only thing that came to mind... well... no... that would be a total lie. I could have bitten off her ears and maybe her horn but I chose an alternative. Not wanting to be too brutal I slapped her making her lose her focus on her horn having her magic fizz out of existence. She then tried to activate her horn once again, however, I was quickly able to subdue her for the second time, by launching a quick jab to her throat. She coughed and gagged from an immense firey pain in her throat making her hiccup trying to regain her breathing. Planting a hoof on her forehead simply right below her horn. “Try anything and your pointy friend gets it,” I threatened not playing around. I had to harvest horns for power anyway. It was like an untold cheat code in the Wasteland.

Haven't you heard that all of Equestria was made out of magic? The places, the plants, the rocks, the water, the creatures. . . the ponies. . . yes. . . you heard that right. Earth ponies had magic within them. Giving them their incredible strength and their special way with plants. Then there were the pegasi like me. . . but not like me at the same time. . . I wasn't a natural pegasus you could say. Anyway. . . back to the topic. Pegasi had magic that helped them fly with their tiny wings and had the magic to manipulate the weather and walk on clouds. Finally, there were the unicorns. The weakest in the bunch physically. . . but could channel magic through their horn to create sophisticated spells. I would hunt all of them. . . but mainly the unicorn's horn a pegasi's blood and an earth pony's muscle. They were like drugs to me. Getting all three made you almost godlike. Still weaker than Princess Luna of course. But it kept me young looking for this long. . . so why stop now?

The nurse mare stared up at me in fear. As she trembled beneath me shying away from me. “I’ll tell you anything! Just don’t hurt me!” The nurse begged at my mercy making me smile with pride. Yeah, us ponys and all living beings were quite content on having all of our body parts together still intact. ‘Still haven’t lost my edge.’ I smiled coyly as I was about to open my mouth to speak when the door once again blew open. I didn't know what it was with me getting interrupted by my somepony.

“Mom are you in here?” A teenage voice filled my ears making my head snap to the door with a death glare. The filly standing by the door eyes had instantly widened in shock her jaw dropping at the sight before her. Seeing two adult ponies in a bed together would scare any kid. Am I right?

“YOU!!!” I boomed trying to mimic the cliche bad guy shout pointing a hoof at the teenage filly. The small unicorn was stunned but quickly recovered. Her face scrunched up cutely in anger as she roared, or squeaked actually, “Let go of my mother or I’ll tell everyone what you are doing!” She threatened me with a warning, a child's ruse I learned a long time ago.

I just gave her a flat stare. “Sure you will sweetheart,” I said bitch slapping the nurse that was currently beneath me. Her head getting knocked to the side with her eyes seeming to roll around in her skull. While staring darkly at the filly before me smiling widely. “Say… would you like to be my new plaything? She seems to be out of it,” I explained tapping the nurse's cheek with a hoof the nurse groaned beneath me, in response appearing to be unconscious. I hit her too hard... total accident... I got lost in the moment and all that... I know you understand what I mean. One minute you're doing something and the next minute you fucked it up.

“Please! I’ll do anything! Besides being your uh… plaything…” The unicorn filly said with a shudder her tone laced with disgust.

I rolled my eyes. “But that takes all the fun out of it!” I complained unfurling my wings away from the mare on top of me. As I extend them wide. “Get me free of these stupid cuffs…” I whined jiggling the metal bracelet on my hind legs. “And uh…” I said waving a hoof for a few seconds up in the air before placing it back right under my chin in thought. Slowly gazing back down towards the unicorn filly. “We’ll work something out?” I said giving her a suspicious glare. Wanting to see if she would actually go with it or not. You could never trust anyone truly. I got married and learned it thehardway.

The teenage unicorn filly sighed softly bowing her head in defeat submitting to me as she slowly made her way down to me walking over to my bed. Making my smile grow wider. ‘That’s it, that’s it… just a little closer.’ She then pulled out a set of keys from her tail. Tenderly and painfully slow. Freeing me from the cuffs, and from that blasted bed prison! I excitedly jumped out of the bed pouncing on top of her. “You’re mine now!” I exclaimed with glee holding the kid down.

She squeaked in surprise as I nuzzled her cheek. Before leaning close to her whispering in her ear. “It’s all birdie now.” I chuckled darkly before rearing back licking my lips in satisfaction. “You will do… just fine…” I chuckled again rubbing my two front hooves together sinisterly. While she had an option to try something but she didn't. Being too frozen in fear to try anything at all.

The scared pony questioned me. “What are you going to do with me?” She asked shakily trying to keep her composure calm and collected.

I only giggled nuzzling her chest. “I’m going to taste the blood of a unicorn,” The filly hid her face with her hooves shivering scared. What kid wouldn't? Having an adult pony holding you down telling you that they were going to make you their 'plaything' you'd be crazy not to be scared.

“Just do it,” She responded weakly making me smile wildly in satisfaction. Feeling my hind legs twitch in excitement. I was about to say something again before I was interrupted yet again, by‘those blasted guards!’It really annoyed me how I could just never have a moment to myself and a filly that I was about to rape. I lifted up the filly using her as a hostage using my hooves, of course, to hold her standing on my hind legs. “Take another step and this little shit gets it!” I threatened only bull shiting of course. I didn't want to spoil my newly acquired prize.

“Put her down you monster!” A guard shouted angrily with his brow furrowed.

“OH, I’m sorry! I just don’t feel like it!” I retorted sarcastically. As walked back until my back was against the window.

The guards started barking at me to stop while I just ignored with a ‘fuck you’ expression.

The old guard that I saw many times during my stay here. From the entrance to the prison cell, and now this room. He was really annoying the crap out of me. “You Raider bitch! Let her go!” I wanted to smash his old wise head to mush under my hooves.

The filly whimpered in my arms scared. I kissed her cheek patting her head trying to soothe my little bitch with a hoof. “There there don’t cry… or I’ll melt your eyes into my pudding,” I threatened as was about to say something else I found witty until the ground shook from a loud explosion making me fall on my ass as I used the filly in my arms as a pony shield. “Thee fuck is going on now!?” I screamed in annoyance. Who wouldn’t? Being so close to escaping and all this shit happens. And what's up with all of these fucking interruptions!?

Footnote:

S-3
P-7
E-3
C-7
I-5
L-2

Trait: Dumb Blonde) You are sometimes quite dumb. But are good at talking to everyone around you. You sometimes have a "Dumb Blonde" moment.

Trait: Broken pony) You are very emotionally unstable. Hide it with lame jokes.

Trait: Raider Background) You know how raiders operate.

Author's Note

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Human in a couple of chapters.