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After years of downwards spiral of depression, a writer decides that enough is enough. Fed up with life, disappointments, and all the emotions bottled up inside him, the writer under the name of Elu kills himself.

However, his life doesn't end. Instead, it transforms into something else like energy, and he is reborn as a unicorn colt in the place he always dreamed of — Equestria.

However, adapting to it might not be as easy as he'd want. After all, with his memories preserved, so were his emotions, issues, and problems.

He needs to solve what is inside him to reach happiness. Anxiety, depression, all of it will not just disappear, no matter how much Elu wants them to.

This story is a self-insert. It features heavy themes of psychological issues and suicide. Refer to this blog post for backstory, though it's not necessary.