50 Shades of Hay

Rainbow circled around to my side of the desk, and is now furiously pacing back and forth in front of the entrance of the study. Her usual calm and cold manner has been completely tossed out the window.

“I don’t understand why you didn’t tell me,” she scolds, still pacing back and forth.

“Cause ya never asked, and honestly, Ah thought you of all ponies would understand.”

She stops, and cocks her head with furrowed brows. “And what is that supposed to mean?”

“Well,” I begin. “You were pretty pissed off when Ah asked if you were gay. Now Ah’m just making an observation here but, Ah assume you prefer to keep yer orientation a secret cause of what others might think o' ya?”

“That’s none of your damn business!” she hisses.

I stomp my hoof as I rise from my seat. “Exactly! My… situation, is something very personal ta me. Ah don’t go around telling everypony Ah meet about mah sexual status.”

She shakes her head. “It’s not the same Applejack! I knew you were inexperienced, but a virgin?!” She says it like it’s a really dirty word, I cringe.

She resumes pacing back and forth furiously. She stops again and glares at me. “Hell, AJ. Have you even been kissed before, apart from me?”

“Oh course Ah have!” I shoot back defensively. That’s technically true, I have been kissed before… once… by Braeburn. Now before you go condemning me, you should know that we were only foals at the time… and nopony had told us about genetics…

“And some nice young Mare hasn’t swept you off your hooves, and showed you all the pleasures of being a woman?” I blush, and avert my gaze to one of the many bookcases that make up her study. She sighs. “I just don’t understand, how. How have you avoided sex for this long? Tell me, please.”

I shrug. “Ah don’t know, Ah just never met anypony who… interested me, in that way.”

She silently shakes her head and paces back and forth again.

This is getting us nowhere. I can’t talk to her while she's like this, I need to lower her defenses somehow. I steel myself as I prepare to try something different…

“Hey Dash, why do ya keep your orientation a secret?” I ask as casually as I can.

She glares at me for a second, before she breaks away and stares idly at one of her bookcases. A skeptical expression adorns her face when she glances back at me.

“Why the hell would you care about something like that?” she snips.

That’s not the answer I was hoping for, but at least she didn’t tell me to fuck off. Seeing Dash like this… it’s painful, but I realize she’s lashing out because she hasn’t been in this situation before, at least. I hope that’s the reason for her attitude. I take a few tentative steps towards her, she stands her ground in an aggressive manner.

“Because Ah do care, and Ah want to get to know the real Rainbow Dash,” I reply as gently as I can.

“Do you really want to know, or are you just asking to be polite?”

“If Ah didn’t want to know, Ah wouldn’t ask.”

She glares sarcastically at me. “This is the part where I tell you all about my life right? How mommy never loved me, and why I am the way I am. Sorry AJ, but real life doesn’t work like that.”

I take another step towards her and try again, I’ll be damned if I’m giving up that easily. “Ya know, maybe talking about it with somepony, and gettin’ it off ya chest would help, and make ya feel better in the long run.”

She snorts, and I sigh inwardly. Well. That didn't work, I get the distinct feeling that this is a 'only get what you give' type of conversation. I guess that means it’s time for plan B…

“Ya wanna know why Ah’m still a virgin?” I blush furiously as I blurt out the question. Dash is shocked by the seemingly randomness of my question. The wide-eyed look of surprise across her face when she snaps her attention towards me is evidence enough.

“It ain’t cause Ah’m celibate." I grin to lighten the mood, but my face falls as I continue, “Truthfully? Ah’ve never really had time for it, Ah’ve always been too busy working the farm for anything else. And Ah never returned the feelings of the few ponies who did take an interest in me… not until Ah met you. You’re the one pony who Ah really want to be with, get to know better, and the only pony who Ah really want to… ‘do it’ with.” As I speak, I circle around to Dash's right side and stand next to her. She seems legitimately taken aback with my confession.

After a few tense seconds of silence, I decide to test the waters. "If ya wanna talk about it, then Ah’m here for ya.”

She groans. “You’re not going to let this go, are you?” There’s only a slight amount of frustration in her voice, so I guess that counts as progress.

I exaggeratedly shake my head. "Nope, cause Ah’m stubborn like that.” I smirk.

She chuckles briefly, then sighs, and collapses onto her haunches; I follow suit. She shoots me a suspicious look. “You know, you’re the first mare who’s actually wanted to know me, beyond anything physical that is. I think that’s partly why I find myself so drawn to you. You should also know I don’t usually indulge in this ‘touchy feelly’ crap, but why the hell not? I’ll give it a try.” She takes a deep breath and steels herself before she continues.

“When I was still in the orphanage, the other foals… used to taunt me because of my mane. They would make… kissing noises and call me names, you know, usual stupid foal crap. I suppose I was an easy target though.” She reaches around with her left hoof and pulls a few strands of her hair into sight. She stares wistfully at it for a minute before she continues, “I guess they just assumed I was gay, because of my hair. I inherited it from my birth mother, it's the only good thing she ever gave me...”

I frown as I wait for her to continue. It all makes sense now, why she's so distant and reserved. It turns out that this confident, beautiful mare is just as vulnerable as the rest of us. I guess we all have a side that we keep hidden away. But, seeing Rainbow like this causes tears to well in my eyes. I blink them back. We sit in a content silence for what feels like half an hour. Dash is the first to break the silence.

“I guess I never really liked the idea that, in the end, I proved them right.” There’s something in her eyes that I never noticed before, hidden behind her cold and calculating bravado is a sadness that breaks my heart. “How fucked up is that?” she asks, catching me off guard.

I shake my head and fix her with a serious look. "No, sugarcube, it ain’t. Ya can’t change who you are, and you shouldn’t hide it. Your individuality is what makes you unique.”

Her eyes soften as the corners of her lips quirk up into a small smile. “I take it back. That’s why I find myself drawn to you, there’s an honest kindness about you that I haven't found in any other mare before.”

I grin goofily as a fresh blush crosses my cheeks. “Thank you kindly, Miss Dash. And for the record, Ah completely understand the reasons behind your secrecy.”

“Oh?”

I stare down at my hooves. “When ponies find out that I haven’t… you know, ‘had sex,’ they tend to treat me differently. Like Ah’m weird or there’s something wrong with me. Rare is the only pony Ah’ve met who doesn’t judge me for it, but even she holds it over mah head occasionally.”

“Applejack… I didn’t realize that you were a hypocrite. Didn’t you just tell me that you shouldn’t be ashamed of who you are, and that you individuality makes you unique?” she mocks me playfully.

I chuckle. “Touché, Miss Dash. Well played.”

We fall into another content silence. However, this time, I’m the first to break it.

“Ah’m sorry that you were mad at me.”

She frowns and shakes her head. “I wasn’t mad at you, I was mad at myself. And I still am, after what I showed you, I just assumed…” She hangs her head as she sighs. “You don’t have to stay. The carriage is on standby, ready to take you wherever you want. I wouldn’t hold it against you if you did leave.” Her voice is quiet and gentle.

“Do you want me to go?”

She snaps her gaze back to mine almost immediately. “Of course not. I enjoy your company, it’s just-"

“You think Ah’m gonna run for the hills just ‘cause your closet holds whips and chains instead of skeletons?”

She quirks an eyebrow at my analogy. “I have plenty of skeletons… but essentially, yes.”

I smile. “Ah guess you don’t know me at all. Ah don’t care about your ‘red room of pain,’ Ah just want to be with ya.”

She frowns. “You mean like hearts and flowers?”

I nod.

She shakes her head. “I told you, our arrangement is all I’m interested in. I don’t know anything about romance.”

I smirk. “Trust me, neither do Ah, but Ah’d imagine it’s kinda like our arrangement. Except where this is all about… sex, a regular relationship would have more… ya know, talking and stuff.”

She blinks at me, like she hasn’t quite comprehended my explanation. I take advantage of her stunned silence.

“Ah’m not saying it’ll be easy, darling. What Ah am saying is: Ah’ll partake in ya bondage games if you indulge in mah ‘hearts and flowers.’”

She blinks again. “I would like that very much, Applejack. I’ve never had a ‘romantic’ relationship before, however, for you, I will try. But, are you seriously agreeing to what I want to do, when you have no experience?”

I grin sheepishly. “Ah guess Ah’ll have to start somewhere, right?”

She furrows her brow in deep concentration, then fixes me with a look of determination. “No, if you are completely certain that you want to do this, than you’ll need some idea of what you’re getting yourself into.” Her bravado falters for a split-second and she looks hesitant. “Applejack, would you let me make love to you?”

I blink and raise an eyebrow at her. “Ah thought that Rainbow Dash didn’t make love, Ah though she, err… fucked, hard.”

She smiles coyly at me. “I think I can make an exception. That is, if you want to, I mean. I don’t want to push my luck.”

I smile and lunge forward, pressing my lips against hers. Her surprise is apparent but doesn’t last long, and soon, she meets my kiss with eagerness. We remain locked in a heated embrace for a few seconds until I break the kiss and place my forehead against hers. I gaze into her crimson pools with half-lidded eyes. “Does that answer your question?” I breathe.

She smiles, and leans away from me. Draping her left wing over my back, she leads me into the corridor just off the main room. She stops outside the door to the ‘playroom.’

“There’s something I need, I’ll just be a second,” she coos as she retracts her wing and zips up the stairs to my left. I breath out a happy sigh, I can’t believe I’m finally going to do it, and with Rainbow Dash of all ponies! My train of though is broken when Dash returns with a small, black box tucked under her left wing.

“What’s that?” I ask, eying the box curiously.

“In good time,” she responds cryptically as she drapes her right wing over my back and leads me into the impossibly huge room. I lean into her neck and take comfort in the heat emanating from her body as she leads me through the doorway between the grand piano and the kitchen. We climb a few stairs, and then turn right at the top of the small staircase and enter through a door into Dash’s bedroom.

Her bedroom is vast. A ceiling high window makes up the far wall, with her bed taking up most of the center of it. All of her furniture is pale blue, with a chest of drawers and a walk in wardrobe on the left hoof side of the room.

As we approach the bed, Rainbow rears up on her hind legs, taking me with her and allowing me to hold her for support. Walking on two legs isn’t an uncommon occurrence, Rare tells me that it’s practiced regularly in the high society of Canterlot; however, I’m not a high society pony, and I find it to be awkward and uncomfortable.

We reach the bed and Dash sets down the black box on the left hoof corner closest to us. She then steps behind me and traces her left hoof down my exposed back, while wrapping her right hoof around my stomach. She stops just above my flank and slowly unzips my dress, she hugs me tightly against her body and I can feel heat building between my legs.

“Do you have any idea how badly I’ve wanted you?” she breathes against my ear as she trails small kisses along my shoulder.

“Almost as badly as Ah want you?” I reply breathlessly.

She trails her hoof up my spine and unbuttons the collar of my dress, allowing it to fall to the ground around my hoofs. My breathing hitches as her other hoof slowly caressed my bare stomach. She turns me around to face her and forces her lips on mine. Unlike before, her kiss is aggressive against my mouth. I moan, and she takes advantage of the opening, biting my lower lip, she slowly grinds it between her teeth. I moan again, the almost painful sensation of her teeth on my lip feels amazing.

Suddenly, without warning, she pushes me back onto the bed and gazes down at me with hungry eyes. I prop myself up on my elbows and drink in the sight of her, she is ridiculously beautiful. While still holding my gaze, she slowly unbuttons her shirt and lets it fall to the ground behind her.

She leans down towards me and plants a second, quick kiss on my lips, following through with several small kisses down my jaw and neck. Her kisses turn into sharp nips as she trails down my chest. I let myself fall back onto the bed as I try to steady my too-loud breathing. I suppress a moan as Dash grins up at me. Without taking her eyes off mine, she slides down my body towards my belly.

I groan as her nips become more aggressive the lower she goes, she stops just before reaching my moist haunches and trails her nips towards my hipbone. She grips it between her teeth and caresses it with her tongue in slow, up and down motions. She lazily drapes her tongue across my belly towards my other hipbone.

I moan aloud at the hot, wet sensation. I bite my lip as I throw my head back, I’m panting and I can feel a burning fire in my cheeks. With her tongue still caressing me, she inches lower towards my haunches. She comes to a sudden stop just above my…

“Show me how you please yourself.”

What?! My eyes fly open, I raise myself up on my elbows again and shoot her a confused look.

She grins. “Don’t be coy,” she glances down at my crotch, then back up to me. “Show me,” she whispers.

I shake my head. “A-ah don’t know what you’re talkin’ about.” My voice is hoarse.

“Show me how you make yourself come, I want to see.”

“Ah don’t,” I reply simply.

She stands on her hind legs and gazes down at me with high-browed disbelief. “Are you saying that you’ve never clopped before?”

I slowly shake my head.

Her brow creases as she considers my answer, her eyes darken as she refocuses her gaze on me. “Well, we’ll have to see about that.” Her voice is soft and challenging.

She carefully climbs on the bed, and lies beside me. She places her right forearm around the back of my shoulders, allowing my head to rest on it. While her left hoof slowly caresses my stomach in small circular motions, she leans down and kisses me again. Her kiss is demanding and my tongue eagerly meets hers. Our tongues dance back and forth between our mouths as her hoof slides downwards towards my burning haunches. I break the kiss and gasp as she makes contact with me, Dash moans softly.

“You’re so wet. I like that, AJ, I like that a lot,” she coos.

My muscles tighten as she once again caresses me with slow, small circular motions.

“Oh… Dash…” I moan as I feel some of my wetness trickle down my hind legs, I’m sweating and panting as she increases her intensity, rubbing my crotch in rapid circular motions. My entire body is burning against the sheets, and I’m squirming uncontrollably.

Suddenly, Dash stops and presses the tip of her hoof into me; I cry out as she traces it up and down the length of my lips. She removes her hoof and eagerly licks it.

“Mmm,” she coos and turns to me, “See how good you taste.”

Without waiting for my reaction, she thrust her wet hoof into my mouth; I cringed from the unexpected contact, but then, having no other choice, I tentatively lick her hoof with my tongue. It tastes surprisingly sweet, like apple juice, with a faint metallic tang of… blood?! My eyes fly open and I stare at Dash with wide-eyed horror, she grins darkly as she removes her hoof. I swallow what’s left of the juice, and I can’t hide my horror as I gape at her.

“That was disgusting!”

She chuckles, “You liked it.”

I can somehow feel myself blush, through my blush. “Well… A-ah… but-”

She chuckles again, and leans down to kiss me. “Now that you’re all warmed up…” she breathes, then slides of the bed to fetch the small black box from earlier.

I lie back onto the bed and close my eyes. I smile to myself as my breathing slowly returns to normal. “…we can take things up a notch.”

I sit up and open my eyes, my smile immediately falls at the sight in front of me. Dash is standing on her hind legs, she’s wearing what looks like a pair of black panties, but there’s a long, solid, black cylindrical shape protruding from the center of it. I glance up at Dash with stunned silence.

“It’s called a dildo, in case you were wondering,” Dash states coolly.

“It looks like a dick,” I reply bluntly.

She smiles. “I though you hadn’t had sex before?” she asks in a mocking tone.

“Ah know about the birds and the bees!” I shoot back defensively. I glance nervously at the ‘dildo’ then back to Dash. “So… what, ya gonna make love to me like a stallion?”

She nods. “If you’re going to do what I want you to do… trust me, it’s better if we do this now, rather than later.”

I nod slowly, and then I slide myself back across the bed, and rest my head on one of the pillows while I await her with spread legs. Dash dives onto the bed, her body lands just below mine, so her head hovers several inches above my crotch. With a wicked grin and a hungry look in her eye, she slowly crawls towards me, like some predator closing in on her prey. My heart rate quickens and my breathing hitches as her chest rubs against mine. She comes to a stop when our faces are only inches from each other. I can feel the underside of her extension pressing against the bottom of my stomach, it feels soft and squishy like rubber or silicon.

I glance down at the artificial appendage. “If that’s for me, what about you?”

Dash grins. “There’s a vibrator on the inside,” she replies breathlessly, and I only just began to notice her wings twitching uncontrollably.

She raises her flank into the air and I can see the dildo spring down towards my crotch. As she lowers her behind ever-so-slightly, I feel the tip make contact with me, I gasp.

“Are you ready?” she asks, her eyes alight with lust.

I nod eagerly. She eases the tip in first, and then slams the rest of her length inside me.

“Aargh!” I cry at the unnatural full feeling, and as our hips collide her wings shoot out to their full length with a resounding ‘POMF’ noise. She grins down at me with half-lidded eyes, her mouth is open slightly and her breathing is harsh. She groans as I squirm beneath her. She moves slowly at first, easing herself in and out of me. As I get used to the feeling my hips move to meet hers. I moan as she picks up speed, I didn’t know it would feel this good! She thrusts on and on, filling me with her entire length each time. I can't suppress my groans of pleasure as she pounds on.

"Harder!" I cry.

She leans down and kisses me aggressively, holding my head between her hoofs as she does. She breathes harshly against my mouth as she thrusts, hard. I cry out and wrap my arms around her neck, holding her close to me as she fills me again, and again.

She breaks away from my grip and slams into me over and over again as my body quivers, I feel a pressure building deep inside me. Dash continues to thrust relentlessly, in and out, in and out. I can’t take it anymore. I reach up and throw myself against her lips. She’s momentarily distracted by my assault, and I use this brief lull to roll her onto her back. When I’m on top of her, I grind against her length, she moans and gazes up at me. I bite my lip as I continue to slowly grind against her, she begins thrusting to my rhythm and I can feel the pressure building again.

I’m so close now… Dash knows it, and reaches up to kiss me, hard, her teeth pull at my lower lip again. She holds herself up by wrapping her fore hooves around the back of my neck.

I can feel it coming… I don’t know how much longer…

“Come with me, AJ,” Dash whispers breathlessly against my neck, and I’m unmade by her words. I toss my head back as I explode and shatter into a million pieces. As she comes, she calls my name, and thrusts two more times.

We collapse back onto the bed, and I bury my head in her shoulder. I’m panting, trying to slow my breathing. My heart is thumping so loud I can’t hear my thoughts. Wow… that was… wow… I open my eyes and glance down at Dash, her eyes are closed and she has a satisfied smile on her face. Her eyes flicker open and she gazes up at me with soft eyes. She leans up to kiss me before gently shifting me onto the bed next to her, she pulls out of me in the process.

“Ooh.” I wince at the unfamiliar feeling.

“Are you okay?” Rainbow asks.

I smile back at her as my breathing steadies. “You’re asking me if Ah’m okay?”

“The irony is not entirely lost on me.” She smiles. “But seriously, I didn’t hurt you?” Her eyes are intense, and probing.

I stretch out my limbs, I’m so loose and relaxed, I can’t remember the last time I felt this good. I grin up at her.

“You’re biting your lip, and you haven’t answered me.” She frowns, which causes me to grin wider. She looks amazingly sexy with her tousled hair, burning crimson eyes, and serious expression.

“Ah wouldn’t mind doing that again,” I reply. Her expression softens as a fleeting look of relief washes over her.

“Would you now?” she murmurs dryly. She leans over and plants a brief, gentle kiss on my mouth. “Demanding, aren’t you?” She slides down to the foot of the bed. Returning to the small case that she retrieved the dildo from, she pulls out a small bottle, holding the bottle with her wing, she squirts some liquid onto her hoofs, which she lathers thoroughly between them, and then strokes along the length of her 'penis', for lack of a better word. I smile at the though as I fall back onto the bed, Rainbow Dash has a penis...

I yelp with surprise as she unexpectedly grabs my legs, and pulls me towards her.

“What are you doing?”

“I’m going to take you from behind,” she answers bluntly. She gauges my wide-eyed reaction, then adds, “I’ll be gentle.”

Hesitantly, I nod and lift myself on my elbows as I plant my hind legs firmly on the ground. I shudder slightly as I feel both of Dash’s hoofs trail up and down my spine, and then rest on my flanks. I inhale sharply as the tip of her wet dildo prods against my rear.

“Just let me know when ya gonna - WOAH NELLY!” I scream as she slowly eases the entire length inside me. I pant heavily as the painful filling sensation causes a slew of thoughts to flood through me. Argh! Why is it so cold!? How can the entire thing fit in there? Ugh, how is that possible!? I cry out again as she eases her length out of me, and then in again, she continues to thrust, again and again, with the same slow speed. Argh! I clench my eyes shut as tears sting them, it hurts so much, but feels so good at the same time. She entangles my mane around her right hoof and yanks it, pulling my head back as she thrusts, hard. I scream, as pain and pleasure flows through my body.

“Sing for me,” she groans as she thrusts on, and I cry out, loudly.

As she slowly increases her rhythm, my hips once again move instinctively to meet hers. Soon, the filling pain subsides, and as I get used to it, all I can feel is the pleasure. I moan as I start pushing myself against her to meet her thrusts. She groans as she thrusts harder and faster. I match her speed, so she increases, again and again. I cry out as her burning assault penetrates me deeply, again and again. I bite my lip as I can feel that same delicious pressure building deep inside me, and as my whole body quivers, Dash pulls out and waits.

“Oh no, not yet,” she murmurs. I whine as the quivering sensation begins to subsides, she inserts herself once again, and begins her deliberately slow assault, this time circling her hips as she moves back and forth.

I groan, I don’t know how much more I can take, “Rainbow…” I moan.

“What do you want, Applejack?"

"Please..."

"Tell me,” Her words are like sweet nectar to me.

“You!” I cry out.

She increases her rhythm almost instantly, and her breathing becomes erratic. The dull, scorching pain in my rear is overshadowed completely by the waves of ecstasy that pulse through my entire body with every thrust. She tugs on my mane again, she keeps pulling, forcing me to stand upright. Once my back is against her chest, she slides her left hoof form my flank, down towards my dripping crotch in rapid circular motions over my clit.

“You. Are. So. Sweet,” she breathes between each rapid thrust, I can feel her breath on the back of my ear. “I. Want. You. So. Much.”

I cry out again, I’m so close now…

“You. Are. Mine. Come for me,” she growls. For the second time tonight, her words unmake me. I scream as my entire body shutters and I feel warm liquid explode down my legs. She thrusts once more, before I feel her body shudder under mine. I fall forward onto the bed in an exhausted, panting heap. Dash follows immediately after, and collapses on top of me, burying her head in my mane.

“Fuck, AJ,” she breathes as she nibbles my ear. I giggle at the ticklish feeling. She pulls out of me and rolls onto her side of the bed, I pull myself onto my side and gaze at her with tired eyes.

“How are you feeling?” she asks as she slides off her dildo and kicks it over the edge of the bed.

“Ah’m good,” I reply with a lazy smile.

“You should get some sleep,” her voice is soft, yet authoritative.

I scoot myself closer to her and reach up to rest my hoof on her chest, she quickly meets me halfway and directs to her stomach. She glares at me with a stern expression, but her face softens as she sees the confused look I hold. She wraps her other hoof around the back of my neck and pulls me into her neck.

“Sleep, AJ,” she whispers into my ear. As I take comfort in the wet warmth emanating from her body, my heavy eyelids finally fall as I drift into an exhausted sleep.