In your Heart........

“Is she serious?”I said in my thought when I saw Sunset Shimmer sitting on the bench together with her ‘feeling rich kid friends

I wanted to shake my head to see if I’m seeing right as I saw how big her dangling earrings,charm rings and bracelets that she is wearing in her fingers and in her hands.And she is using a LV bag, what a nice greeting for me.

Hmpphh! If I know, her bag isn’t the original Louis Vuitton instead Lapsed Vag.Sunset Shimmer is really that annoying.If it isn’t Shimmer her last name, maybe she act more like from a de-buena familia.

There are a many annoying people in here like Sunset, trying hard to be rich kid.Yes, Brent School is a exclusive school, so many of the students here are child of average parents and Wealthy parents, but that doesn’t that acting like a highly and rich kid is required here like me, I didn’t came from a nobelity or a wealth family even though I’m studying there.

My brother married a Japanese woman named Cadance that’s why I studied here at Brent School.My father died after my mom gave birth to my youngest sibling.My mother is a famous writer of Daring Do, but even though she’s famous,she can’t afford a lot of money to provide me and my siblings.My brother didn’t finish his college because he already work as a manga designer in Japan.Then lucky for him he caught a business woman.So he felt like a señorito today in Japan.And me with my mother and brother are here to support him.

It’s like Sunset too.As far as I know,her mother married a seaman, so they felt ease in their lives now.Not as ostentatious fate as my brother have now.I heard that she demand to study here even though her parents said she needs to study in private school only, not as high standards as the Brent School.Her mother didn’t plan to let her study in there because her mother last time was only a seller of Pirates DVDs.

Sunset and I were classmate in a public school in Manila.Even then, she was too mean and bitter for the poor people.Well,honestly who in the wide wide world would want to be poor? But she’s to ambitious ever since then.I remember when we were in fifth grade, our teacher asked us what would we want when we became older, and you know what Sunset said? She said “ I want to rich.

Sigh....plain stupid.Her ambition is to be rich but she can’t even use a simple English properly.Shouldn’t be “I want to be rich”?

That is the difficulty of being rich.You need to be good at speaking in English.It’s like it’s the requirement because there is no rich people who doesn’t know how to speak in English.And English is my least Favorite subject.It makes my nose to bleed.

I’m not as stupid as Sunset in speaking in English but I’m not good at it too.I think that’s the reason why I don’t want to be rich or feeling to be rich.I don’t want to speak in English and I don’t want to be anemic in nose bleeding.

I just shook my head while watching Sunset Shimmer, while she covered her mouth when laughing.It’s like trying to prevent herself from laughing so hard and loud.That’s not how she laughs, back then I remember that when she laughs her saliva was spraying the person who she talks to.

I am troubling with her wrongdoings.Why did she want to inflict herself that way? It’s fun to move and act like yourself in the way you want,it feels comfortable.The way that you don’t pretend to be rich kind even though you’re studying in BSL.

That’s my problem when my brother enrolled me here at BLS.I hesitated.I thought that maybe I don’t belong to that school.I don’t want to study in an exclusive school like BSL,filled with people pretending to be rich and people who really is a rich kid, because I might be out of place.But when I met Applejack,Rarity,Pinkie And Fluttershy who became my best friends since first year high school, my nerves drained out of me.Me and my friends are like jologs except for Rarity who likes to make dresses and buys expensive things. Jologs means.....

Gaudy or unelegant,a person with a lower class behaviour.

I also learned later that not all of the students studying here are born with silver spoon on their mouth.Rarity’s father is working in abroad as an engineer, so they live in a nice life.Applejack is lucky when her family built a business that’s why their lives are good.Pinkie is a working student, people hire her for planning parties especially when it comes to wedding proposals and debut.Fluttershy had a pet shop,since she loves pets and want to spread to the city that people needs to live animals as much as we do.She even gave each one of us a pet and thanks to her.Especially when I saw Sunset enrolled also here at BSL.

There are also people here enrolled in BSL because of scholarship programs.There is also a student who’s a child of a janitor here who also studying here.Her name is Note who’s a Varsity player.There is also many jologs here like me.

Yes,I confessed that I’m a jologs too.I’m not a socializer like the common students here at BSL.Who cares? I’m not ashamed.I’m not hiding my true self here at school.Instead of being like Sunset Shimmer who is sure that she’s tired of holding back to speak and for covering her mouth with her palm everytime she laugh.I have no plan to torment myself like that.

People said,be true to yourself ( hey that’s English.Not Equestrian)
It’s nice to live when you’re not hiding and not being affected by everything in the surroundings.That’s why Sunset is so good to smack in the face to wake her up, if she doesn’t take revenge to me.We were not even that close.

But honestly, not trying to boast or tease, but if me and Sunset are going to sit or stand beside each other and we both going to wear a fancy clothes, I’ll look rich more than her.Maybe because I have a fair skin and Sunset,brunette.Rarity told me that,I could be considered a rich kid if I keep my mouth shut.

“Bye,guys! See you later! I am go to class now”

I sighed when I heard what Sunset said to her friends when she said goodbye.I am go to class?.She could be mistaken as a richly rich,but it will be rigid when she resigned a word in English.Maybe her English teacher is having a headache when they heard her speak in English, good for me only in the slightest.

Speaking of English teacher, Professor Cheerilee is going away tomorrow because her maternity leave is going to start.It is her last day today,so there would be a substitute English teacher.I’m too nervous now about the new English teacher.Progessor Cheerilee is so kind,she doesn’t embarrass the students who has a stupidity in Speaking in English.Maybe the one who will replace her is, terror.We’re dead here! I’m doomed

Why I’m not so good at speaking in English? Maybe because, I’m good at math and Science.They said,that if you’re good at English,you’re bad in Math and Science.And if you’re good at Science and Math,then you’re poor at English.Or
maybe it’s possible that I’m shala that’s why I’m not that good in speaking in English.

I felt something slap on my back I don’t know who or what is it.Oh it’s Pinkie Pie,her earphones were inserted in both sides of her ears.I’m sure that the song that she’s playing now is one of heck loud and you didn’t even understand what it says.Since she worked as a party planner,I know that she used to listen in one of the party song which is popular today.She is also addicted in Kpop songs and ultimate fan girl of korean idols (I don’t know them).Sometimes,she assume herself,that she’s Suzzy Bae of Miss A and that is one thing I know that it makes her out of character.

“Come on Twilight,English Class is coming next.We all need to be there before Professor Cheerilee,so that we could surprise her” she invited me.

I stood up from bench and I hide my phone inside my knapsack that I used a while ago before she decided to watch Sunset Shimmer in pretending to be rich kid.”Who’s going to be our substitute English teacher?”

“Yeah,I just hope they are not terror,that is kind of scary .Maybe they are funny then I think I could managed that” Pinkie answered then she start singing her party song that yesterday is still her Last Song Syndrome.

“Oh my gosh? Let’s pray for ourselves and maybe we all fall here in no time in English class.” I’m not as stupid as my friends are in speaking in English, but they are also not that fluent.

“If they just taught us to speak in Korean and not English”
“Crazy!” I pulled out one of her earphone.I don’t know how did she heard me when she had her earphones in her ears.”So that you’re the only one who’s happy”

“Hey that’s a big no ya know.There’s many people in here lover party songs especially kpopers in our section”

When we entered the classroom, the rest of the gang are seating in their chairs.We both sat on our chairs.We looked at Rarity who’s reading a Romance novel in her phone.She’s our hopeless romantic friend who’s nothing to do but to just read a love story that sometimes,it’s lame but she still feel flushed about it.

“Hey what happened to you” I asked Rarity.”Where did you go?”

“Oh just somewhere here.Does your parting gift for Professor Cheerilee are ready?” Rarity asked.

“Yup all things ready” I looked inside my knapsack to see a set of baby bonnet, mittens and booties.She’s going to bear a son, that’s why I bought a blue set of baby clothes. I ask my mom to buy it for me, so that Professor r Cheerilee will love it for her baby son who’s going to come out soon.
“Any details about our new English teacher?” I asked Fluttershy.

“Nothing yet.But I’m pretty sure that our new teacher will come here tomorrow “

Geez, this really getting in to my nerves.I might be embarrassed at the recitation when the new teacher called me.

My eye caught Trixie who is currently moving her face to the compact mirror in her seat. Sure that the witch would scoff at me who did nothing but to criticize the wrong ones and would not like the things around here. I do not want them to be ashamed of me because I'm against her.But it’s too embarrassing if she’s going to spread my weakness in speaking in English in front of the class.

I looked at the tall girl who entered inside the classroom.Her name is Rainbow “Danger” Dash, she came up with that name I don’t know why but it fits her I guess.I don’t know why we became classmates.Maybe because she’s smart.For the record I had many achivements in my old house about math and science than her.I think she’s the smartest in the class here, because of that stupid English language.I hate to say it but I can learn Japanese and French easily but English? Anyways Maybe the teachers are classifying the students for each section. It might be also their manners and conduct.She’s making me pissed and she’s more unruly here in class.Always grinning like she’s planning another thing to teased me or the others.She looked always I dunno normally fresh?, but never in the history I heard she boast about her state of life.

Rainbow had a rich family.Who are those people who don’t know about Dash? They are the only ones who had a business owners in the Philippines.She’s not like Trixie who just want to spread to all in this campus about her being a rich kid.Honestly, his gangs here at school are not rich kid like him.I saw him several times talking ang laughing with the people who also like me jologs.I always heard her using street words like she just ignore the words that she was saying.She doesn’t act like a rich once.She’s not a coño girl like her cousin who are also studying here at BSL.

Dash who’s a rich kid and acted like a jologs?

I’m curious about that.I don’t know what she’s been up to.

I remember when Mr. Now Hothoof called by the guidance councillor here at the school.Because he’s son was in trouble.He’s arrival was a blast start with his clothing, speaking, and also his movements.Like he study that for years.

I thought now that Rainbow did not inherited him. Does her father know that she acted like a jologs here at BSL?

Before she sit on her chair on the back.One of her friends called her name,which is not a rich kid—,fleetfoot.And I saw her comb her hair using her fingers.Infairness, she’s kinda cute, but that doesn’t mean I have a crush on her.My type of crush are in the USA.

My friends doesn’t know that I am more attractive to the person who’s older than me.I want a person who’s more mature than me wether it’s a girl or a boy.A type of person who can care for a woman and who’s serious in relationship.Most of the people who’s in the same age as me, are more childish.

So if I could get a boyfriend, I want a person who’s older than me.I want a college student.

They don’t know anything about me getting into someone older than me.I’m pretty secretive.I do not want my crush to know that I have a crush on him/her and I don’t want anyone else to tease me to my crush.That’s why even to my friends, I don’t tell them about my crush.And first of all, I think I’m not ready to fall in love with someone.Maybe if I graduated after high school.

When Professor Cheerilee came, all of us stand from our seats to give her our last “Good Morning Professor” to her.