lust for screams

by minimoose

Rating: mature
Tags: Sad, Adventure, Tragedy, Slice of Life, Dark, Human
Length: 805

for as long as I could remember I've been through so much loss, so much pain, and so much death. my family is dead, my friends gone, and my sanity.. it's no longer with me. the people around me taunt and mock me to no end, they tortured me for there satisfaction. I long for revenge, I lust for the end of those who caused me so much of this pain.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2012-08-01 20:09:20 UTC

the loss

When I was a child I was happy and innocent, no worries  no sadness and no death. my family gave me all the love any child could ask for, my siblings were there to care for me if the time of my parents passing came. I remember those good days, the days were I was safe and happy.I had friends of many, they were always there for me and I thought they would never leave me.

But one night changed it all, I was in my bed sleeping in my toy filled room with only an orange monkey nightlight to fight away the darkness I was so vary afraid of. I was in blissful sleep when a familiar scream caught my ear causing me to wake up in confusion. The sound of my mother screaming and yelling caused me to hide under my blue blanket and clutching on a teddy bear in hopes of keeping safe. Only moments later screams of my siblings could be heard as well as my fathers. Hearing cries of pain and what seemed to be someone spilling liquid was easily heard by the young girl which was now hiding under the bed. the screams she heard became silent as she listened to the last cries for help from her older sister. Hiding under the small bed was vary uncomfortable. This almost made her crawl out of the hiding place she was now in, But she was stopped by the sound of footsteps coming toward her room. With the sound of of the door opening she slightly could see a man walking to her now empty bed, he was holding a bloody knife but to her she thought it was ketchup.she saw the man walking around her room looking at the pictures of childish drawings of the happy family on the walls.As he passed the last poorly made drawing, he saw a black and white picture of the family he murdered.After looking at all the pictures he sat on the bed that the little girl was now hiding under.Taking a deep sigh he looked down at the lighted orange floor, having a small tear drip from his eye he sobbed. the little girl was frightened to see the man come into the room with blood stained cloths, but now she felt sad for him as she had no idea what was going on that caused him to cry so much. The man sobbed as he pointed the knife at his chest with shivering hands, with one last tear the unknown man stabbed himself and pierced his heart causing him to fall off the bed. With a thud he landed on the floor facing the traumatized girl, the man looked at the girl and smiled as his eyes closed still having the smirk on his face. The girl screamed and looked at the motionless man not knowing if he was okay, all she knew was the red liquid was definitely not ketchup. she crawled out of her hiding place still holding the teddy bear and walked passed the body, leaving the room she saw something that no child would ever want to see. Blood covered the walls and all three of her siblings lay motionless on the floor.She dropped her teddy and watched in horror as the blood seeped into the teddy.As tears fell from her face she saw gashes ran across there bodies which made their blood gush out to the floor making a giant puddle of blood.Her sister was missing an eye and had several pieces of glass poking out from her face, her second oldest brother had a dislocated leg and shoulder and his jaw was missing only having the tongue hanging out he also had gashes across his body.The last and oldest sibling had the worst death out of the two he had no legs as if somebody ripped them off and his head was tilted at an odd angel,he also had gashes but the worst about them was that they were so deep you could see the intestines willing out of them. This sight caused the girl to drop onto her knees and cry as her only sister and brothers were taken away from her forever. Across the room lay her parents her mother was only stabbed and her father was beaten to death having bruises and cuts.On her knees she cried hugging the dead bodies of the once alive family, crying as all the love was drained out from her life.Memories of her family flashed before her eyes ,the holidays and birth days, even the crappy relative get to together's. she lost her only sister and brothers, she lost her mother and father, she lost the happiness even the scolding they gave her for breaking something.....

] she lost her family, she was alone.