Rising From The Ashesby Midnight_Song95ChaptersChapter 1Chapter 2Chapter 3Chapter 5Chapter 6Chapter 4Chapter 1Sunset sighed as she glanced over at the three guitars that were hanging on her wall, one being a gift from Luna and another she had bought in a pawn shop ages ago when she was with Flash. Her friends had seen her room so why didn't they ask her to be in their band? She tried not to let it get to her, knowing that if she had been in the band that no one would listen to them anyway. Especially since everyone seemed to still hate her at Canterlot High. Sighing she glanced down at the group photo that Rainbow Dash had posted earlier about their makeshift practice session. Well looks like I'll have to find something to do for the next few weeks until the showcase. She thought with a sigh as she got up and headed downstairs. Only to have something huge fly into her face, blocking her vision with red and gold feathers. “Philomena! Who the heck let you out of your cage so you could annoy people!” She snapped, waving the bird out of her face, however that only got Sunset a large bird on her head. “Ugh of all the annoying pets that Mom could have in this world, she had to have a rainbow colored chicken like you!” The bird squawked in response, not even offering to move. “Mom! Do something with your dumb bird!” Sunset yelled as she walked into the kitchen, finding a rather amused Chrysalis at the table as Celestia stood by the stove stirring something. “Nice hat, Red.” Chrysalis stated, earning a glare from the teen though Celestia only laughed aloud at the sight. “Philomena, leave Sunset alone. Go bug Chrysalis or Luna.” the aurora haired woman asked, although as the bird turned its eyes upon the dark-skinned woman, she narrowed her eyes. “Don't even think about it you overgrown shit machine. You land on me, you're dead.” That proved enough ammunition for the bird to take off out of the room. “I have got to learn how to do that. Why are you here anyway Chrisy?” Sunset stated, earning a chuckle from Chrysalis. “Because I wanted to...Plus Celestia roped me and Luna into helping paint the laundry room for her since she is afraid that after your little incident while painting your room you'll get hurt if you tried to help.” she answered, smirking at the blush on Sunset's face. “Hey it was one time and I wasn't used to painting anything from a ladder!” the teen pointed out, earning a snicker from both women. “You're lucky you didn't get hurt.” Celestia retorted before adding “and unlike your room, there isn't anything soft to land on in the laundry room.” “Okay then, How can I help then?” Sunset asked, mentally adding it's not like I have anything to do. “How about you help Celestia figure out what she want's to do with the kitchen?” Luna suggested from the doorway, a towel wrapped around her head as she added “and before you even ask, my hot water heater gave up the ghost.” “Okay...Please tell me your pet isn't here. I swear he ends up trying to crawl up my leg every single time he sees me!” Sunset answered, earning a laugh from Chrysalis. “He does that because he wants you to play with him. He isn't out to get you Sunset.” Luna assured, rolling her eyes before she added “and no, he's home...On his bed, asleep. He is nocturnal you know.” “All I know is he's an overgrown rat that likes to steal my things with his tail! Seriously, I was eating a doughnut and he literally crawled up on the counter and took it like some kind of mutated, fluffy monkey!” Sunset stated, glaring at Luna with a childish expression. “Oh man...What I would do to have my camera right now. You look like a little kid, Red.” Chrysalis stated, only for the teen to throw a potholder at her. “stop it before you three end up destroying the place. I don't feel like having to remodel my kitchen too!” Celestia ordered, trying to hide her amusement at the trio. “They're the ones who need to stop!” Sunset snapped, though there wasn't too much heat in her tone. “Okay there Fire-cracker, calm down.” Chrysalis teased “I think you're about to blow.” “Shut up.” Celestia sighed as she turned her full attention to the other people in her kitchen. “Enough! I swear having you three in the house at the same time is like having three toddlers!” the Principal stated, although she was glad that Sunset had fit in with their family as well as she did. Not even an hour later Sunset found her mood deteriorating as she glanced at her phone, seeing a video that Rainbow Dash had posted online. Who cares about a dumb high school rock band? It's not like anyone would want to hear you perform. She told herself mentally as she lay across her bed with her eyes closed. It's not like I asked to be in the band...I don't care what they do. She felt her body become heavy as she lay there, trying to control her emotions which spiraled out of control. You do care, dumb-ass. Why can't you just stay out of my head? I know you literally are the embodiment of my emotions but...Shut the hell up. Oh yeah, tell the demon to go to hell...Really classy Sunshit Shimmer. I said Shut the hell up not go to hell, what the buck is wrong with you? And again talking with Equestrian slang. Do you ever think you'll go there again? You have a family here. Go away already! Sunset, Sunset, Sunset, Always clueless. Sunset hadn't even noticed she had fallen asleep as she was jolted awake at the sudden sound of her name being called only to find that it was Celestia standing in the doorway. “You okay? You were whimpering in your sleep. The nightmares aren't coming back are they?” her adoptive mother questioned as she entered the room, earning a sigh from the teen. “No, it's just my stupid subconscious won't shut up for five seconds for some reason.” Sunset complained, sitting up and making room for the woman to take a seat beside of her. “Oh really? What is it saying?” Celestia prompted, brow furrowing as her mouth pressed into a thin line. “It's just...the showcase coming up and the girls kinda pretends I don't exist when it comes to the band. I mean they know I play guitar, I mean Luna got me that really cool one for Christmas which they saw. I mean I understand why they don't want me in the band but they don't have to pretend I don't exist you know? “ Sunset stated and she could swear that she heard the demon laugh somewhere in her mind. “I think if I was you I would talk to them about it, tell them how I felt. I mean if they really are your friends they should at least reach a compromise with you.” Celestia stated carefully, putting an arm around the teen who responded by turning toward her, giving her a full-on hug. “It's not that simple.” Sunset responded, feeling the woman sigh “I know Sunset, but at least try okay? At least so you can stop worrying about it.” “Yeah,” The word came out almost a whisper “I guess I could try but I don't see what good that would do. I mean, who would see a band if a demon was in it.” the teen stated, earning a sigh as Celestia pulled away. “That may be the case but you aren't a demon.” Celestia chided lightly, earning a sigh. “I know I'm not a literal anything but I was pretty horrible to everyone and everyone thinks of me as a monster so I might as wells be one. I mean I can walk into the bathroom and everyone just clears out like I'm going to try to murder them or something!” She stated then sighed “Sorry for being so negative it's just....Difficult sometimes.” “Things will get better but don't you ever apologize for telling me how you feel. I want you to be able to express yourself around me.” Celestia reminded her before adding “Now come on, there is no need to stay in here all day sulking.” “Where are we going?” Sunset asked, taking note of her mother's tone, which wasn't a suggestion. “Out. I know my idea of fun may not be the same as yours but I am not letting you sulk around all day. Even if I have to have Luna bring Tiberius here to get you out of this room.” Celestia answered, earning a half-hearted glare. “I love you but if you have her bring that thing over here I will personally find the most disgusting of creatures and put it in your bed when you're sleeping.” Chapter 2Sunset didn't know what Celestia was planning but whatever it was, she doubted it could take her mind off of her friends. Did I do something wrong? Are they mad at me for some reason? Just thinking about the other girl's made her mind whirling with questions. I mean, they could have at least invited me to hang out with them...Not that I really need to but still...They could have offered. Sighing she tried to shake the thoughts from her mind as she instead turned her attention toward Celestia, arching a brow at the older woman as she asked: “So...Where are we going anyway?” “Well, where do you want to go? I just wanted to get you out of the house, to be honest.” Celestia answered causing Sunset to roll her eyes. “Of course you did. I swear sometimes you and the princess are too much alike!” Sunset retorted, smirking as the woman narrowed her eyes at the comparison. “You're lucky I am driving or you would regret saying that.” Celestia responded, trying to sound threatening although the slight twitch of her lips alerted Sunset of the woman's true intentions, even if Sunset knew that the threat was empty, to begin with. “Sure I would Mom. Sure I would.” Sunset retorted, unable to hide her amusement at her mother's attempt at banter. “you forget one thing...I'm not exactly afraid of you.” “No, but you are afraid of Luna.” Sunset just stuck her tongue out at Celestia at that. “More than you, yes. Because she actually has went through with threats...Although I know she wouldn't hurt me either. She's evil but not that evil.” Sunset retorted as she watched Celestia's faux anger melt into laughter. “I'll tell her you said that.” Sunset just snickered at the thought of that, rolling her eyes just as the light turned green. “Knowing her, she'd just have it printed on a t-shirt.” Luna sighed as she paused and wiped her hands on the stained overalls that she had chosen to work in. “Was it just me or was Sunset acting odd earlier today? I mean, when she wasn't trying to be a brat.” she asked as she refilled the paint tray she was using. “You noticed it too huh? Do you think that everything is alright at school? I mean, I know you guys said that they were still giving her a hard time but usually she doesn't seem so...I don't know, out of it.” Chrysalis asked earning a sigh. “Yeah, I did. Why do you think I started egging her on? She doesn't need to get lost in emotions like that.” Luna commented, “I already had to witness that once I don't wish to do so again.” Chrysalis nodded before wincing at the sound that the roller made in the paint “How did we get suckered into this again?” Luna laughed, shrugging “Because my sister is a con artist or because we're idiots. Take your pick.” “How about we agree the Celly is an idiot and finish this up so we can literally do anything else besides getting high on paint fumes. Seriously, if I knew that the windows in here didn't open I would have brought a gas mask.” Chrysalis retorted earning a snort of amusement from the other woman. "I probably should have warned you...That was a fault on my part." Author's Note I know this chapter is kinda short, the next one will be longer. Chapter 3“So what was wrong with Shimmer today? Although I do have to admit that you seem to have cheered her up somewhat.” Chrysalis asked, nodding toward the living room where Luna was currently yelling obscenities at Sunset, who was laughing at the woman's expense. “You remember Luna talking about the talent show that our school is holding?” Celestia answered causing the cerulean haired woman to sigh, rubbing a hand over her face. “Let me guess...Everybody is excluding her?” The look on Celestia's face was all the answer she needed. “Don't they realize how damaging that could be to that girl?” she practically sneered, earning a sigh “I don't think that they do, I mean they have worked hard to make her feel welcomed before this.” she answered, earning a groan. “Still yet, talk about a dick move.” Both of the women jolted from their thoughts when they heard a crash followed by a curse by Sunset. “What happened?” Celestia called, rolling her eyes as she heard both Luna and Sunset stammer to get their story straight “By the sound of it, the motion sensor went flying.” Chrysalis snickered earning a nod from Celestia who slowly got up, leaning against the door frame as she tried to hide her amusement at the pair. “Clean that up...Both of you and make sure that all the glass is vacuumed up, I don't want someone getting cut later.” she stated, watching as both of them seemed to deflate with relief. “Wow. Remind me again why people find you intimidating? I honestly think only Discord and I don't.” Chrysalis questioned, smirking as Celestia shrugged. “Luna knows I can blackmail her if I really wanted to and despite how she acts most of the time, Sunset doesn't exactly do well with confrontation from anyone of authority.” Chrysalis managed to keep a bark of laughter back at the thought of that “The girl speeds around with Pharynx's friends yet she crumbles like a house of cards when she is lectured? Seriously?” Celestia just shrugged at that before asking “Speaking of Pharynx, They haven't vandalized Thorax's car again have they?” Chrysalis couldn't help but chuckle when she heard that. “I wouldn't call it vandalize since it didn't damage anything...although it was pretty funny seeing Thorax's face when he walked out to find that his piece of shit car was covered in glittery flowers and butterflies....although I am pretty sure that Tempest put that on the internet.” “well...That's better than what you and Luna did to my new car back in high school. Seriously could not get my parents to believe that either of you was involved in that.” Sunset sighed as she glanced at the clock, in two more days she would have to put up with her friends constantly talking about the band. She knew that the battle was supposed to be a reward for the students after the testing before winter break, but still, she couldn't shake a bad feeling about this. Stop overthinking things, it's just a stupid talent show...what could go wrong? She scolded herself mentally as she got out of bed and headed down the hall toward Celestia's room. She knocked on the door without hesitation, unlike when she was a filly. “Mom? Can I come in?” she called, hearing a muffled “come in.” in response. Sunset chuckled as she walked in, finding her adoptive parent reading a romance novel with a large bowl of popcorn on the bed beside of her. “You're worse than Rarity.” Sunset snickered as she walked in and took a seat beside the woman on the bed. “Oh hush, everyone has a guilty pleasure and mine is less destructive as yours.” Celestia retorted, lightly swatting the girl on the shoulder with the book before adding “Did you have fun today?” “Yeah, I did. Thanks for trying to cheer me up today, it meant a lot. Most people would just tell me to get over it.” Sunset answered before adding “but I can't help it that my mind seems to just want to imagine every way possible that this showcase could go wrong. Be it my friends dumping me or anything else.” Celestia wasn't sure if there was anything that she could say to the girl to make any difference so instead, she just wrapped an arm around her. “I don't think they would go as far as doing that. I know that this whole mess with the talent show must be difficult but I don't think they would truly try to hurt you...I think that they're just unsure about you just like you are having doubts about them.” “unsure about me? Haven't I proved enough?” Sunset questioned, resting her head against the woman who just sighed. “Think of it this way, you warmed up to Luna faster than you did with me...However, you are still a bit leery about Chrysalis because you said she is intimidating. Perhaps it isn't so much that they don't trust you but the fact that they aren't sure if you would want to be in the band. I mean, you did have a panic attack before because of stress. Maybe they didn't want to stress you out.” Sunset grew quiet as she thought about what her mother said. Maybe that is true...Maybe I'm not ready for that kind of thing yet. She thought although it didn't stop the fact that she felt invisible now that it seemed that everyone, including her friends seemed to have better things to do than include her. “Yeah...That's possible. I mean, they did see me at my lowest.” Said the former unicorn “Trixie did offer me to help her in her....whatever it is she is planning on doing...but with her track-record with explosives and...well...To be honest....I don't think that her friends would want me around.” Celestia let out a small chuckle at the thought of that. “That girl does remind me of Zecora when we were young. Try having someone sneak a Black Cohosh Tea into your thermos because you were a bit moody. I don't think I have ever been that sick because of how bitter something tasted before.” Celestia responded, earning a snicker. “Remind me to get some of that off of Zecora next week because I am pretty sure that Aunt Luna needs it.” sunset stated, earning a chuckle. “I am not going to be responsible when she kills you....Or dumps the whole thing over your head.” Celestia retorted then added “feeling better now?” “Yeah, thanks Mom. You're the best.” Chapter 5Sunset knew that agreeing to help with the decorations for the big showcase was a bad idea, yet she had let her friends talk her into it, after all, they really hadn't hung out a lot during winter break and she didn't want to give them any reason to ignore her even farther. But she couldn't help but feel as though she was walking into a lion's den as she entered the crowded gymnasium. Calm down Sunset, you've got this. It's not like everyone still thinks you're anon-a-miss. She told herself as she scanned the area for any sight of her friends. Maybe I should try to do something nice...Prove to everyone that I have changed...But who do I know well enough to try to be nice to? Most people here would rather pour a gallon of paint over my head than let me even within a five-meter radius. She thought as she glanced around, going over to where the Crusaders were sitting. “Need any help?” she questioned, hoping that she didn't sound demanding or anything although all three of the girl's looked like deer in the headlights at the sudden question. “Uh...No thanks. We're good.” Applebloom answered, sharing a look with Scootaloo as she spoke. Sunset merely nodded as she walked off, the words stinging but not as badly as the fact that it seemed like everyone in the room had begun to whisper, all eyes gluing to her. “What do you think she's up to? Do you think that she is trying to ruin this for us too?” “Probably, let's just hope that she doesn't turn into a fire-breathing monster again!” “She thinks she's fooling everyone but everybody knows that she hasn't changed!” “Why doesn't she just stop pretending and go die in a ditch or something?” Each word cut like a knife, although the former pony tried her hardest not to show that it hurt her after all even she had enough dignity not to cry in front of anyone. They'll never forgive me, will they? She thought, however suddenly a loud, cheerful tone called out “We're over here Sunset!” Sunset nearly tripped over a stray bucket of paint that she hadn't been lost in thought that she didn't notice it until she almost fell face first onto the floor, only to be caught by Spitfire who had been longing by the bleachers. “Thanks, that would have been embarrassing,” Sunset muttered, averting her eyes though Spitfire just smirked. “Yeah, I can understand that, Sunshit.” “Spitz, lay off...You don't have to call her that.” Soarin stated, earning a sigh. “She knows I don't mean anything by it.” Spitfire retorted, turning her attention toward the other girls who had come over. “She's been calling me that ever since that stupid rumor got started...and She call's Rainbow Crash...pretty sure she doesn't hate Rainbow's guts.” Sunset retorted then sighed as she turned to the others. “So what have you guys been up to? We haven't really talked much over break.” She asked, earning what could only be called a cocky look from Rainbow Dash. “You have got to hear the new song that we wrote!” Rainbow stated “Oh yes, I think that we will do well in the show.” Fluttershy stated before adding “I even wrote a few songs.” “Can I read them later?” Sunset asked, earning a nod, just as the sound of the door opened to the gym once again, drawing everyone's attention to the doors. “Good afternoon everyone! I just wanted to thank you all for all the help that you are lending for this talent show to even be possible. I honestly think that this will become just as successful as the fall formal.” And just like that, all eyes were on Sunset, causing heat to crawl into her face. “I am never going to live that down am I?” she said, slumping down against the wall. “The fact that your mom of all people just said that....either she's being dense or you really pissed her off someway.” Rainbow Dash commented, earning a confused look from Spitfire. “Wait, did you just imply that Principal Celestia is Sunset's mom? How and When the hell did that happen?” Everyone exchanged looks at that, except Sunset who didn't bother to look up. “Long story short...It happened like after the dance.” Applejack answered for them, earning an arched brow from the older athlete. “Ah-huh....I'll just ask Sunset later.” Spitfire stated before walking off. Chapter 6“How was class?” Applejack asked, earning a sigh from Sunset who took a seat on the piano. “Boring. How can you like history class? I mean it's easy but that doesn't mean it isn't boring! I mean seriously, all your history is about is torture, war, and men who feel the need to have six wives!” Sunset grumbled, much to the amusement of the other girls that were in the room. “Wow. The Egghead admits that she isn't perfect!” Rainbow said, earning a glare from the redhead. “ I never said I was...at least not since my ego blew up in my face.” Sunset retorted, crossing her arms although Rainbow just elbowed her lightly to get her attention. “I'm just teasing. The thing that most people know about you is that you're always on the honor roll It's just kinda funny that you're good at academics but yet admit to struggling not to fall asleep in class like the rest of us.” Sunset deflated at Rainbow's statement. Great, you just made yourself look like an ass just because of Rainbow being...well Rainbow. She practically yelled at herself mentally. “Sorry, it's just that everyone has been...Well saying things today about what happened at the dance. I mean even Celestia brought it up. I mean I know I was awful but it's been what? Three whole months and the only people that will so much as speak to me is you guys, some of the seniors and Trixie.” Sunset stated, covering her face with her hands. “Well, you did kind of turn into a monster and tried to turn everyone into mindless zombies.” Pinkie Pie pointed out bluntly, earning a groan. “Thanks for the reminder Pinkie,” Sunset muttered, feeling someone touch her shoulder and to her surprise it was Fluttershy. “You may have done all of that but at least you're trying to be better.” “That's right Darling, We all have forgiven you haven't we? It's only a matter of time before others start to see the real you.” Sunset sighed as she listened to her friends trying to be encouraging although she couldn't help but doubt their words. “by graduation maybe.” Sunset stated, “not that I can blame them, the old me was a total bitch to everyone.” “that may be but I think we all came out better because of it.” Applejack stated before glancing at the clock “we have about fifteen minutes until lunch, why don't we let Sunset hear the song we wrote over break?” Sunset's mind was dead set on something other than music as she tried not to think about everything that had been said to or about her that day. However, as the girls started to play she couldn't help but listen. They are really good, they might just have a chance. She thought with a sigh. However, her eyes widened slightly when she saw the wings and ears that formed on the others. “When did that started to happen?” She asked, earning a shrug “No idea but I know that it makes my band awesome! Besides that, flying is faster than walking!” “Rainbow Dash, you tried to fly once and you flew into a pole!” “Hey, you try using limbs that you never had before!” Sunset rolled her eyes at the light hearted bickering between AJ and Rainbow Dash. Try learning to walk on two legs besides four, I think I fell on my face four thousand times that year in gym. She thought, however before she could say anything the PA system crackled to life, causing the whole room to go silent. “Sunset Shimmer, Please report to the front office.” Sunset groaned as she headed toward the door. “I better go see what she wants. Hopefully, nothing happened that I am getting the blame for.” Sunset wished that she could avoid Celestia or even Luna for that matter, however, she also knew that it wouldn't take long for her to get from the band room to the front office so she didn't even bother trying, lest she gets lectured about authority. “What is it now? Someone claims to see a winged demon?” she asked upon entering the office, earning a sigh from her mother. “You have every right to be upset with me but lose the attitude.” Celestia sighed As she got up and came across the to where Sunset had sat down. “I know what I said earlier probably caused you to have to deal with a lot.... I probably shouldn't have mentioned the dance at all.” Celestial began as she pulled a chair over in front of the girl “You think? Whatever gave you that idea?” Sunset couldn't help it, the whole day had sucked and to think that her mother of all people had been so thoughtless. “Sunset, please let me explain.” Sunset sighed reluctantly as she slumped down into the chair, arms crossing over her chest. “Fine.” Celestia sighed as she closed her eyes, trying to figure out how she should approach this. “The fall formal and this talent contest has one thing in common and that is that the students have done most of the planning and work. I probably shouldn't have brought up the fall formal so soon but I…” Sunset cut her off at that, deflating somewhat even though her expression was still irritated. “I understand okay? It's just today has been anything but easy for me. Sometimes I wish I could just start over in a place no one knew me!” Celestia sighed as she put an arm around the teen who almost instantly put her arms around her in a tight hug. “I'm sorry.” she muttered, earning a sigh. “so am I. I should have thought before I spoke. Do you forgive me?” Celestia responded, earning a chuckle from the former unicorn. “Of course.” Chapter 4The next two days passed all too fast for Sunset who was not looking forward to returning to school, however, there was no way she could get out of it short from lying to Celestia, who she knew from experience wouldn't fall for it. Sighing she headed toward the kitchen, pausing only to steal Celestia's coffee on her way through. “Good morning to you too.” her mother manage to grumble after getting over the shock of the girl's comfort level, only to earn a smirk in response. “You're worse than Luna.” Celestia grumbled, although as she walked past Sunset she paused to put an arm around her, letting the girl lean back into the touch. “Sorry mom but it's early, what do you expect?” Sunset replied cheekily, earning a light flick to the back of the head. “obviously not you being a little brat.” “Hey!” Celestia just chuckled “go eat breakfast...We'll have to leave soon.” “Don't remind me...I am not looking forward to it.” Sunset responded before handing her the coffee back “although I guess it won't be too bad since I can always just hide out in your office at break if things get too rough.” the last part was said uncertainly as if she was afraid to know the answer “you know that you can come to either Luna or me for anything,” Celestia responded. Walking into the school was no easy task for Sunset, even if the whole mess of Anon-A-Miss had been settled and her name cleared people still wasn't willing to forgive her, but she couldn't blame them. Not really. After all, she had been pretty terrible, but still...having everyone leer or step away from her as if she had the plague wasn't the easiest to deal with. “Hey, Sunset! Over here!” To the redhead's relief, she heard Applejack's voice through the crowd and so she made her way toward Rarity's locker. “Morning guys. How were your holidays?” Sunset asked as she walked over to them, careful not to bump into anyone accidentally as she walked over. “well...Besides the fact that most of my holidays were spent listening to Sweetie belle whine about being grounded it went well. How was yours?” Rarity replied “Yeah! I mean we had that thing at your place on Christmas Eve before AJ had to fly out to visit her family so we haven't really talked much since.” Rainbow Dash stated, earning a shrug. “I guess it was a normal Christmas. I mean, Chrysalis, her three sons, and Discord came over for dinner on Christmas day and nothing happened except that Pharynx dumped a glass of wine on discord's white suit.” Sunset stated just as the bell rang “Come on, I don't want to deal with getting yelled at on my first day back because I am late.” Author's Note will post a longer chapter either tomorrow or the day after, Dealing with some slight health issues currently.
Chapter 1Sunset sighed as she glanced over at the three guitars that were hanging on her wall, one being a gift from Luna and another she had bought in a pawn shop ages ago when she was with Flash. Her friends had seen her room so why didn't they ask her to be in their band? She tried not to let it get to her, knowing that if she had been in the band that no one would listen to them anyway. Especially since everyone seemed to still hate her at Canterlot High. Sighing she glanced down at the group photo that Rainbow Dash had posted earlier about their makeshift practice session. Well looks like I'll have to find something to do for the next few weeks until the showcase. She thought with a sigh as she got up and headed downstairs. Only to have something huge fly into her face, blocking her vision with red and gold feathers. “Philomena! Who the heck let you out of your cage so you could annoy people!” She snapped, waving the bird out of her face, however that only got Sunset a large bird on her head. “Ugh of all the annoying pets that Mom could have in this world, she had to have a rainbow colored chicken like you!” The bird squawked in response, not even offering to move. “Mom! Do something with your dumb bird!” Sunset yelled as she walked into the kitchen, finding a rather amused Chrysalis at the table as Celestia stood by the stove stirring something. “Nice hat, Red.” Chrysalis stated, earning a glare from the teen though Celestia only laughed aloud at the sight. “Philomena, leave Sunset alone. Go bug Chrysalis or Luna.” the aurora haired woman asked, although as the bird turned its eyes upon the dark-skinned woman, she narrowed her eyes. “Don't even think about it you overgrown shit machine. You land on me, you're dead.” That proved enough ammunition for the bird to take off out of the room. “I have got to learn how to do that. Why are you here anyway Chrisy?” Sunset stated, earning a chuckle from Chrysalis. “Because I wanted to...Plus Celestia roped me and Luna into helping paint the laundry room for her since she is afraid that after your little incident while painting your room you'll get hurt if you tried to help.” she answered, smirking at the blush on Sunset's face. “Hey it was one time and I wasn't used to painting anything from a ladder!” the teen pointed out, earning a snicker from both women. “You're lucky you didn't get hurt.” Celestia retorted before adding “and unlike your room, there isn't anything soft to land on in the laundry room.” “Okay then, How can I help then?” Sunset asked, mentally adding it's not like I have anything to do. “How about you help Celestia figure out what she want's to do with the kitchen?” Luna suggested from the doorway, a towel wrapped around her head as she added “and before you even ask, my hot water heater gave up the ghost.” “Okay...Please tell me your pet isn't here. I swear he ends up trying to crawl up my leg every single time he sees me!” Sunset answered, earning a laugh from Chrysalis. “He does that because he wants you to play with him. He isn't out to get you Sunset.” Luna assured, rolling her eyes before she added “and no, he's home...On his bed, asleep. He is nocturnal you know.” “All I know is he's an overgrown rat that likes to steal my things with his tail! Seriously, I was eating a doughnut and he literally crawled up on the counter and took it like some kind of mutated, fluffy monkey!” Sunset stated, glaring at Luna with a childish expression. “Oh man...What I would do to have my camera right now. You look like a little kid, Red.” Chrysalis stated, only for the teen to throw a potholder at her. “stop it before you three end up destroying the place. I don't feel like having to remodel my kitchen too!” Celestia ordered, trying to hide her amusement at the trio. “They're the ones who need to stop!” Sunset snapped, though there wasn't too much heat in her tone. “Okay there Fire-cracker, calm down.” Chrysalis teased “I think you're about to blow.” “Shut up.” Celestia sighed as she turned her full attention to the other people in her kitchen. “Enough! I swear having you three in the house at the same time is like having three toddlers!” the Principal stated, although she was glad that Sunset had fit in with their family as well as she did. Not even an hour later Sunset found her mood deteriorating as she glanced at her phone, seeing a video that Rainbow Dash had posted online. Who cares about a dumb high school rock band? It's not like anyone would want to hear you perform. She told herself mentally as she lay across her bed with her eyes closed. It's not like I asked to be in the band...I don't care what they do. She felt her body become heavy as she lay there, trying to control her emotions which spiraled out of control. You do care, dumb-ass. Why can't you just stay out of my head? I know you literally are the embodiment of my emotions but...Shut the hell up. Oh yeah, tell the demon to go to hell...Really classy Sunshit Shimmer. I said Shut the hell up not go to hell, what the buck is wrong with you? And again talking with Equestrian slang. Do you ever think you'll go there again? You have a family here. Go away already! Sunset, Sunset, Sunset, Always clueless. Sunset hadn't even noticed she had fallen asleep as she was jolted awake at the sudden sound of her name being called only to find that it was Celestia standing in the doorway. “You okay? You were whimpering in your sleep. The nightmares aren't coming back are they?” her adoptive mother questioned as she entered the room, earning a sigh from the teen. “No, it's just my stupid subconscious won't shut up for five seconds for some reason.” Sunset complained, sitting up and making room for the woman to take a seat beside of her. “Oh really? What is it saying?” Celestia prompted, brow furrowing as her mouth pressed into a thin line. “It's just...the showcase coming up and the girls kinda pretends I don't exist when it comes to the band. I mean they know I play guitar, I mean Luna got me that really cool one for Christmas which they saw. I mean I understand why they don't want me in the band but they don't have to pretend I don't exist you know? “ Sunset stated and she could swear that she heard the demon laugh somewhere in her mind. “I think if I was you I would talk to them about it, tell them how I felt. I mean if they really are your friends they should at least reach a compromise with you.” Celestia stated carefully, putting an arm around the teen who responded by turning toward her, giving her a full-on hug. “It's not that simple.” Sunset responded, feeling the woman sigh “I know Sunset, but at least try okay? At least so you can stop worrying about it.” “Yeah,” The word came out almost a whisper “I guess I could try but I don't see what good that would do. I mean, who would see a band if a demon was in it.” the teen stated, earning a sigh as Celestia pulled away. “That may be the case but you aren't a demon.” Celestia chided lightly, earning a sigh. “I know I'm not a literal anything but I was pretty horrible to everyone and everyone thinks of me as a monster so I might as wells be one. I mean I can walk into the bathroom and everyone just clears out like I'm going to try to murder them or something!” She stated then sighed “Sorry for being so negative it's just....Difficult sometimes.” “Things will get better but don't you ever apologize for telling me how you feel. I want you to be able to express yourself around me.” Celestia reminded her before adding “Now come on, there is no need to stay in here all day sulking.” “Where are we going?” Sunset asked, taking note of her mother's tone, which wasn't a suggestion. “Out. I know my idea of fun may not be the same as yours but I am not letting you sulk around all day. Even if I have to have Luna bring Tiberius here to get you out of this room.” Celestia answered, earning a half-hearted glare. “I love you but if you have her bring that thing over here I will personally find the most disgusting of creatures and put it in your bed when you're sleeping.”
Chapter 2Sunset didn't know what Celestia was planning but whatever it was, she doubted it could take her mind off of her friends. Did I do something wrong? Are they mad at me for some reason? Just thinking about the other girl's made her mind whirling with questions. I mean, they could have at least invited me to hang out with them...Not that I really need to but still...They could have offered. Sighing she tried to shake the thoughts from her mind as she instead turned her attention toward Celestia, arching a brow at the older woman as she asked: “So...Where are we going anyway?” “Well, where do you want to go? I just wanted to get you out of the house, to be honest.” Celestia answered causing Sunset to roll her eyes. “Of course you did. I swear sometimes you and the princess are too much alike!” Sunset retorted, smirking as the woman narrowed her eyes at the comparison. “You're lucky I am driving or you would regret saying that.” Celestia responded, trying to sound threatening although the slight twitch of her lips alerted Sunset of the woman's true intentions, even if Sunset knew that the threat was empty, to begin with. “Sure I would Mom. Sure I would.” Sunset retorted, unable to hide her amusement at her mother's attempt at banter. “you forget one thing...I'm not exactly afraid of you.” “No, but you are afraid of Luna.” Sunset just stuck her tongue out at Celestia at that. “More than you, yes. Because she actually has went through with threats...Although I know she wouldn't hurt me either. She's evil but not that evil.” Sunset retorted as she watched Celestia's faux anger melt into laughter. “I'll tell her you said that.” Sunset just snickered at the thought of that, rolling her eyes just as the light turned green. “Knowing her, she'd just have it printed on a t-shirt.” Luna sighed as she paused and wiped her hands on the stained overalls that she had chosen to work in. “Was it just me or was Sunset acting odd earlier today? I mean, when she wasn't trying to be a brat.” she asked as she refilled the paint tray she was using. “You noticed it too huh? Do you think that everything is alright at school? I mean, I know you guys said that they were still giving her a hard time but usually she doesn't seem so...I don't know, out of it.” Chrysalis asked earning a sigh. “Yeah, I did. Why do you think I started egging her on? She doesn't need to get lost in emotions like that.” Luna commented, “I already had to witness that once I don't wish to do so again.” Chrysalis nodded before wincing at the sound that the roller made in the paint “How did we get suckered into this again?” Luna laughed, shrugging “Because my sister is a con artist or because we're idiots. Take your pick.” “How about we agree the Celly is an idiot and finish this up so we can literally do anything else besides getting high on paint fumes. Seriously, if I knew that the windows in here didn't open I would have brought a gas mask.” Chrysalis retorted earning a snort of amusement from the other woman. "I probably should have warned you...That was a fault on my part." Author's Note I know this chapter is kinda short, the next one will be longer.
Chapter 3“So what was wrong with Shimmer today? Although I do have to admit that you seem to have cheered her up somewhat.” Chrysalis asked, nodding toward the living room where Luna was currently yelling obscenities at Sunset, who was laughing at the woman's expense. “You remember Luna talking about the talent show that our school is holding?” Celestia answered causing the cerulean haired woman to sigh, rubbing a hand over her face. “Let me guess...Everybody is excluding her?” The look on Celestia's face was all the answer she needed. “Don't they realize how damaging that could be to that girl?” she practically sneered, earning a sigh “I don't think that they do, I mean they have worked hard to make her feel welcomed before this.” she answered, earning a groan. “Still yet, talk about a dick move.” Both of the women jolted from their thoughts when they heard a crash followed by a curse by Sunset. “What happened?” Celestia called, rolling her eyes as she heard both Luna and Sunset stammer to get their story straight “By the sound of it, the motion sensor went flying.” Chrysalis snickered earning a nod from Celestia who slowly got up, leaning against the door frame as she tried to hide her amusement at the pair. “Clean that up...Both of you and make sure that all the glass is vacuumed up, I don't want someone getting cut later.” she stated, watching as both of them seemed to deflate with relief. “Wow. Remind me again why people find you intimidating? I honestly think only Discord and I don't.” Chrysalis questioned, smirking as Celestia shrugged. “Luna knows I can blackmail her if I really wanted to and despite how she acts most of the time, Sunset doesn't exactly do well with confrontation from anyone of authority.” Chrysalis managed to keep a bark of laughter back at the thought of that “The girl speeds around with Pharynx's friends yet she crumbles like a house of cards when she is lectured? Seriously?” Celestia just shrugged at that before asking “Speaking of Pharynx, They haven't vandalized Thorax's car again have they?” Chrysalis couldn't help but chuckle when she heard that. “I wouldn't call it vandalize since it didn't damage anything...although it was pretty funny seeing Thorax's face when he walked out to find that his piece of shit car was covered in glittery flowers and butterflies....although I am pretty sure that Tempest put that on the internet.” “well...That's better than what you and Luna did to my new car back in high school. Seriously could not get my parents to believe that either of you was involved in that.” Sunset sighed as she glanced at the clock, in two more days she would have to put up with her friends constantly talking about the band. She knew that the battle was supposed to be a reward for the students after the testing before winter break, but still, she couldn't shake a bad feeling about this. Stop overthinking things, it's just a stupid talent show...what could go wrong? She scolded herself mentally as she got out of bed and headed down the hall toward Celestia's room. She knocked on the door without hesitation, unlike when she was a filly. “Mom? Can I come in?” she called, hearing a muffled “come in.” in response. Sunset chuckled as she walked in, finding her adoptive parent reading a romance novel with a large bowl of popcorn on the bed beside of her. “You're worse than Rarity.” Sunset snickered as she walked in and took a seat beside the woman on the bed. “Oh hush, everyone has a guilty pleasure and mine is less destructive as yours.” Celestia retorted, lightly swatting the girl on the shoulder with the book before adding “Did you have fun today?” “Yeah, I did. Thanks for trying to cheer me up today, it meant a lot. Most people would just tell me to get over it.” Sunset answered before adding “but I can't help it that my mind seems to just want to imagine every way possible that this showcase could go wrong. Be it my friends dumping me or anything else.” Celestia wasn't sure if there was anything that she could say to the girl to make any difference so instead, she just wrapped an arm around her. “I don't think they would go as far as doing that. I know that this whole mess with the talent show must be difficult but I don't think they would truly try to hurt you...I think that they're just unsure about you just like you are having doubts about them.” “unsure about me? Haven't I proved enough?” Sunset questioned, resting her head against the woman who just sighed. “Think of it this way, you warmed up to Luna faster than you did with me...However, you are still a bit leery about Chrysalis because you said she is intimidating. Perhaps it isn't so much that they don't trust you but the fact that they aren't sure if you would want to be in the band. I mean, you did have a panic attack before because of stress. Maybe they didn't want to stress you out.” Sunset grew quiet as she thought about what her mother said. Maybe that is true...Maybe I'm not ready for that kind of thing yet. She thought although it didn't stop the fact that she felt invisible now that it seemed that everyone, including her friends seemed to have better things to do than include her. “Yeah...That's possible. I mean, they did see me at my lowest.” Said the former unicorn “Trixie did offer me to help her in her....whatever it is she is planning on doing...but with her track-record with explosives and...well...To be honest....I don't think that her friends would want me around.” Celestia let out a small chuckle at the thought of that. “That girl does remind me of Zecora when we were young. Try having someone sneak a Black Cohosh Tea into your thermos because you were a bit moody. I don't think I have ever been that sick because of how bitter something tasted before.” Celestia responded, earning a snicker. “Remind me to get some of that off of Zecora next week because I am pretty sure that Aunt Luna needs it.” sunset stated, earning a chuckle. “I am not going to be responsible when she kills you....Or dumps the whole thing over your head.” Celestia retorted then added “feeling better now?” “Yeah, thanks Mom. You're the best.”
Chapter 5Sunset knew that agreeing to help with the decorations for the big showcase was a bad idea, yet she had let her friends talk her into it, after all, they really hadn't hung out a lot during winter break and she didn't want to give them any reason to ignore her even farther. But she couldn't help but feel as though she was walking into a lion's den as she entered the crowded gymnasium. Calm down Sunset, you've got this. It's not like everyone still thinks you're anon-a-miss. She told herself as she scanned the area for any sight of her friends. Maybe I should try to do something nice...Prove to everyone that I have changed...But who do I know well enough to try to be nice to? Most people here would rather pour a gallon of paint over my head than let me even within a five-meter radius. She thought as she glanced around, going over to where the Crusaders were sitting. “Need any help?” she questioned, hoping that she didn't sound demanding or anything although all three of the girl's looked like deer in the headlights at the sudden question. “Uh...No thanks. We're good.” Applebloom answered, sharing a look with Scootaloo as she spoke. Sunset merely nodded as she walked off, the words stinging but not as badly as the fact that it seemed like everyone in the room had begun to whisper, all eyes gluing to her. “What do you think she's up to? Do you think that she is trying to ruin this for us too?” “Probably, let's just hope that she doesn't turn into a fire-breathing monster again!” “She thinks she's fooling everyone but everybody knows that she hasn't changed!” “Why doesn't she just stop pretending and go die in a ditch or something?” Each word cut like a knife, although the former pony tried her hardest not to show that it hurt her after all even she had enough dignity not to cry in front of anyone. They'll never forgive me, will they? She thought, however suddenly a loud, cheerful tone called out “We're over here Sunset!” Sunset nearly tripped over a stray bucket of paint that she hadn't been lost in thought that she didn't notice it until she almost fell face first onto the floor, only to be caught by Spitfire who had been longing by the bleachers. “Thanks, that would have been embarrassing,” Sunset muttered, averting her eyes though Spitfire just smirked. “Yeah, I can understand that, Sunshit.” “Spitz, lay off...You don't have to call her that.” Soarin stated, earning a sigh. “She knows I don't mean anything by it.” Spitfire retorted, turning her attention toward the other girls who had come over. “She's been calling me that ever since that stupid rumor got started...and She call's Rainbow Crash...pretty sure she doesn't hate Rainbow's guts.” Sunset retorted then sighed as she turned to the others. “So what have you guys been up to? We haven't really talked much over break.” She asked, earning what could only be called a cocky look from Rainbow Dash. “You have got to hear the new song that we wrote!” Rainbow stated “Oh yes, I think that we will do well in the show.” Fluttershy stated before adding “I even wrote a few songs.” “Can I read them later?” Sunset asked, earning a nod, just as the sound of the door opened to the gym once again, drawing everyone's attention to the doors. “Good afternoon everyone! I just wanted to thank you all for all the help that you are lending for this talent show to even be possible. I honestly think that this will become just as successful as the fall formal.” And just like that, all eyes were on Sunset, causing heat to crawl into her face. “I am never going to live that down am I?” she said, slumping down against the wall. “The fact that your mom of all people just said that....either she's being dense or you really pissed her off someway.” Rainbow Dash commented, earning a confused look from Spitfire. “Wait, did you just imply that Principal Celestia is Sunset's mom? How and When the hell did that happen?” Everyone exchanged looks at that, except Sunset who didn't bother to look up. “Long story short...It happened like after the dance.” Applejack answered for them, earning an arched brow from the older athlete. “Ah-huh....I'll just ask Sunset later.” Spitfire stated before walking off.
Chapter 6“How was class?” Applejack asked, earning a sigh from Sunset who took a seat on the piano. “Boring. How can you like history class? I mean it's easy but that doesn't mean it isn't boring! I mean seriously, all your history is about is torture, war, and men who feel the need to have six wives!” Sunset grumbled, much to the amusement of the other girls that were in the room. “Wow. The Egghead admits that she isn't perfect!” Rainbow said, earning a glare from the redhead. “ I never said I was...at least not since my ego blew up in my face.” Sunset retorted, crossing her arms although Rainbow just elbowed her lightly to get her attention. “I'm just teasing. The thing that most people know about you is that you're always on the honor roll It's just kinda funny that you're good at academics but yet admit to struggling not to fall asleep in class like the rest of us.” Sunset deflated at Rainbow's statement. Great, you just made yourself look like an ass just because of Rainbow being...well Rainbow. She practically yelled at herself mentally. “Sorry, it's just that everyone has been...Well saying things today about what happened at the dance. I mean even Celestia brought it up. I mean I know I was awful but it's been what? Three whole months and the only people that will so much as speak to me is you guys, some of the seniors and Trixie.” Sunset stated, covering her face with her hands. “Well, you did kind of turn into a monster and tried to turn everyone into mindless zombies.” Pinkie Pie pointed out bluntly, earning a groan. “Thanks for the reminder Pinkie,” Sunset muttered, feeling someone touch her shoulder and to her surprise it was Fluttershy. “You may have done all of that but at least you're trying to be better.” “That's right Darling, We all have forgiven you haven't we? It's only a matter of time before others start to see the real you.” Sunset sighed as she listened to her friends trying to be encouraging although she couldn't help but doubt their words. “by graduation maybe.” Sunset stated, “not that I can blame them, the old me was a total bitch to everyone.” “that may be but I think we all came out better because of it.” Applejack stated before glancing at the clock “we have about fifteen minutes until lunch, why don't we let Sunset hear the song we wrote over break?” Sunset's mind was dead set on something other than music as she tried not to think about everything that had been said to or about her that day. However, as the girls started to play she couldn't help but listen. They are really good, they might just have a chance. She thought with a sigh. However, her eyes widened slightly when she saw the wings and ears that formed on the others. “When did that started to happen?” She asked, earning a shrug “No idea but I know that it makes my band awesome! Besides that, flying is faster than walking!” “Rainbow Dash, you tried to fly once and you flew into a pole!” “Hey, you try using limbs that you never had before!” Sunset rolled her eyes at the light hearted bickering between AJ and Rainbow Dash. Try learning to walk on two legs besides four, I think I fell on my face four thousand times that year in gym. She thought, however before she could say anything the PA system crackled to life, causing the whole room to go silent. “Sunset Shimmer, Please report to the front office.” Sunset groaned as she headed toward the door. “I better go see what she wants. Hopefully, nothing happened that I am getting the blame for.” Sunset wished that she could avoid Celestia or even Luna for that matter, however, she also knew that it wouldn't take long for her to get from the band room to the front office so she didn't even bother trying, lest she gets lectured about authority. “What is it now? Someone claims to see a winged demon?” she asked upon entering the office, earning a sigh from her mother. “You have every right to be upset with me but lose the attitude.” Celestia sighed As she got up and came across the to where Sunset had sat down. “I know what I said earlier probably caused you to have to deal with a lot.... I probably shouldn't have mentioned the dance at all.” Celestial began as she pulled a chair over in front of the girl “You think? Whatever gave you that idea?” Sunset couldn't help it, the whole day had sucked and to think that her mother of all people had been so thoughtless. “Sunset, please let me explain.” Sunset sighed reluctantly as she slumped down into the chair, arms crossing over her chest. “Fine.” Celestia sighed as she closed her eyes, trying to figure out how she should approach this. “The fall formal and this talent contest has one thing in common and that is that the students have done most of the planning and work. I probably shouldn't have brought up the fall formal so soon but I…” Sunset cut her off at that, deflating somewhat even though her expression was still irritated. “I understand okay? It's just today has been anything but easy for me. Sometimes I wish I could just start over in a place no one knew me!” Celestia sighed as she put an arm around the teen who almost instantly put her arms around her in a tight hug. “I'm sorry.” she muttered, earning a sigh. “so am I. I should have thought before I spoke. Do you forgive me?” Celestia responded, earning a chuckle from the former unicorn. “Of course.”
Chapter 4The next two days passed all too fast for Sunset who was not looking forward to returning to school, however, there was no way she could get out of it short from lying to Celestia, who she knew from experience wouldn't fall for it. Sighing she headed toward the kitchen, pausing only to steal Celestia's coffee on her way through. “Good morning to you too.” her mother manage to grumble after getting over the shock of the girl's comfort level, only to earn a smirk in response. “You're worse than Luna.” Celestia grumbled, although as she walked past Sunset she paused to put an arm around her, letting the girl lean back into the touch. “Sorry mom but it's early, what do you expect?” Sunset replied cheekily, earning a light flick to the back of the head. “obviously not you being a little brat.” “Hey!” Celestia just chuckled “go eat breakfast...We'll have to leave soon.” “Don't remind me...I am not looking forward to it.” Sunset responded before handing her the coffee back “although I guess it won't be too bad since I can always just hide out in your office at break if things get too rough.” the last part was said uncertainly as if she was afraid to know the answer “you know that you can come to either Luna or me for anything,” Celestia responded. Walking into the school was no easy task for Sunset, even if the whole mess of Anon-A-Miss had been settled and her name cleared people still wasn't willing to forgive her, but she couldn't blame them. Not really. After all, she had been pretty terrible, but still...having everyone leer or step away from her as if she had the plague wasn't the easiest to deal with. “Hey, Sunset! Over here!” To the redhead's relief, she heard Applejack's voice through the crowd and so she made her way toward Rarity's locker. “Morning guys. How were your holidays?” Sunset asked as she walked over to them, careful not to bump into anyone accidentally as she walked over. “well...Besides the fact that most of my holidays were spent listening to Sweetie belle whine about being grounded it went well. How was yours?” Rarity replied “Yeah! I mean we had that thing at your place on Christmas Eve before AJ had to fly out to visit her family so we haven't really talked much since.” Rainbow Dash stated, earning a shrug. “I guess it was a normal Christmas. I mean, Chrysalis, her three sons, and Discord came over for dinner on Christmas day and nothing happened except that Pharynx dumped a glass of wine on discord's white suit.” Sunset stated just as the bell rang “Come on, I don't want to deal with getting yelled at on my first day back because I am late.” Author's Note will post a longer chapter either tomorrow or the day after, Dealing with some slight health issues currently.
