The Return
Regressive Regret (Twilight's POV)
Previous ChapterNext ChapterI'm having a bad day... Worse than when I got drunk and passed out with Pinkie and Rainbow Dash.... That's a story for another time though... Today was... bad... I went back to casting spells on Ryder to see how he'd perform with the effects upon him... The knowledge spell... That was immediate failure. But with the way I was? I was tired, hungry and just kinda grumpy since Spike was sleep eating a jewel from a necklace Cadence gave me. Grounded him and limited his game time for a while... and TV time since he was watching some more... adult humorous shows. But... Lets not dwell on that. This was early in the morning for me. Ryder was sleeping over (which one of the spells required him to sleep for it to take effects) and yes I told AJ I'd need to keep him over here for said reason just in case it put him into a fit of rage or something if woken up or something. Didnt know what the spell did. Wasnt even named. Yet it was in a spell book I had under 'unknown spells'. And why am I getting up early in the morning? I passed out reading Spike a bed time story and forgot to change my alarm settings... so guess who's up at four in the morning to check on her friend? I was wearing sweat pants and a long sleeve shirt as well as slippers and a beanie because it was just so cold in this castle. Yes the heating works somewhat but lately we've been having some issues... Gotta get Ryder to fix it when he can. But as for now time to check on him. I was walking down the hall to his room- now combined with Applejack's room since they're getting married... Still unsure who's officiating that wedding... Feel like Cadence should do it. But I was walking up to the door and saw Dash come out of her room, hand in her pants scratching her ass... as usual... She was wearing some tight looking running shorts, and a tee shirt... unsure how she can withstand the cold but she does anyways. She looked to me moving her mane from her face. "Mornin' Twi.... Checking on Ryder making sure he didnt wet the bed again?" She asked snickering.
I huffed. "Getting out of your room because Pinkie kept suffocating you with her tits?" I asked. She stayed silent. "That's what I thought. Just be quiet... I gotta check on him... Not sure what the spell did so... need to check on him... Might go back to bed after...." Dash sighed.
"...You think he'd mind if I climbed into bed with him? Pinkie's a bit too uh... snuggle crazy..." I shrugged.
"Dunno... could ask him or jump right in... if he does ask just say you walked into the wrong room during the night and got all turned around after you left the bathroom." She nodded. I opened up the door to Ryder's room slowly. It was dark in there... only light was from the door and it was barely hitting the corner of the bed. I walked in and used an illumination spell to illuminate the room slightly. I just saw a big lump under his covers. Must've curled up a bit. I pulled back the covers and... my heart dropped. Ryder's clothes were there but no Ryder... A black metallicolt tee, sweat pants and a used diaper... as gross as it was just to think he was running around naked... It was even scarier to know that no guards have seen him and reported him. I grabbed Dash and brought her to the door. "D-Dash! Go check the garage for Ryder's car! He's not in here!" She gasped a bit.
"Y-you're kidding! Sh-should I tell guards?" I gave a nod before shoving her out and slamming the door. But... as she was running away crying erupted from the bed. I hurried back over to the bed to see Ryder's shirt squirming a bit. I used my magic to turn on the lights and when I picked up his shirt a bit from the brim I peaked under and saw a foal... scared little colt... though.. this colt WAS Ryder... Had his cutie mark, wings but... he was buck naked.... I picked him up carefully swaddling him in his shirt and held him.... His shirt was soaked in pee as well as the pillow that was under him... I hurried out to the hall and looked around for a guard. None in sight. I shushed him as I hurried steadily over to Dash's room. And I know I didnt clarify earlier but Dash and Pinkie were over for a sleep over.
Just as I got to the door it opened and I got a face full of a very tired Pinkie, her milk makers hanging half way out of her bra which was slipping off her shoulder and she didnt even have any panties on... I nudged her back in and closed the door. "Twi...?" She asked me tiredly. "...Wh-when did you have a foal?"
I sighed handing her the foal. "I didnt! It's the after math of a spell!" I snapped. I used my magic on her breasts. "Here. Lactation spell. Use it! Feed him until I get back with some diapers!" I didnt even give her time to answer before teleporting away back to my room. I grabbed the package from under my bed for when Scootaloo was staying here. Poor filly wet her bed the night of her birthday and scared the hell out of Sweetie Belle and me... and my brother and Sparkplug... I still cant believe Celestia got Gems to play at my castle for her... but when I grabbed the diapers I ran out and swung by my bathroom taking a thing of baby powder and some toilet wipes for sensitive behinds before hurrying back to where the rooms were only to see Dash pacing panicked in front of the rooms. "Dash! Back in your room NOW!"
The rainbow maned mare grabbed a hold of me as I came close. "No! I need to find Ryder!" She said. "I-I know all of his hiding spots, all of his sleep over spots, h-he could be in the kitchen for all we know!" I shrugged her off and shoved the stuff into her arms before dragging her to her bedroom door and opening it heading inside only to close the door behind us and pin her against it pointing to Pinkie as she was breast feeding Ryder.... surprisingly mother like. Ryder was calmed just being lulled back to sleep by her embrace. And I guess her milk too.
"You see that foal there? That's Ryder..." I grabbed the items with my magic and walked over to Pinkie taking Ryder from her... cute little thing nodded off drinking his milk. I started to unravel his shirt and shrank a diaper to fit him. Dash came over as I wiped him down and powdered his little butt.
"...b-but... how... How is this my cousin?" I looked to her tabbing his padding up and drying his shirt to swaddle him up yet again.
"...A spell I cast.... it... required him to fall asleep... and.... he turned back into a foal...." My eyes started to well up with tears. "...I... I swear i didnt know that spell would do that.... It.... I cant face AJ like this... I turned her fucking fiance into a foal.... Who cant even keep himself dry!"
"...I... Well... Ryder almost never kept his pants dry anyways.... but..." She came over to me and hugged me. "...C'mere... it's not your fault.... If you didnt know you didnt know...." She looked to me. "You got anything you can put Ryder in to sleep? Looks like you need sleep too..." I pushed her off.
"I cant leave him like that! I need to turn him back!" She shushed me.
"C'mon... lets not wake him... Calm down and take a deeeeep breath...." I didnt wanna... but... I did anyways. "Good... just keep going... but listen to me.... You will fix this... you can do it later... right now you need sleep... But right now we have to find a place to put Ryder for him to be comfy and not wake up hurt.... Do you have anything he can sleep in?" I thought for a moment. I... I didnt have anything... I had an old crib stashed in the attic of the old Treebrary but that got destroyed by Tirek...
"...N-no... A-are we able to... do something about it...? I... I cant think of anything to put him in...."
"Doesnt Spike have a memory foam bean bag chair? He could sleep on that if we have one of the night guards watch him." I thought for a moment. Spike hasnt used it for a while... It's still in his room if i remember right...
"...Y-yeah.... we can... we can put it in here... or... back in his room or... I dont know somewhere warm where he wont catch a cold..."
Pinkie giggled a bit. "I can feed him with milk again!" She said softly. "He calmed right down after drinking a little bit! Anyone else want some?" Dash and I both blushed.
"...I think I'm good... I like mine from the fridge.... and cold... Didnt really want any from the tap since I was... well... You know..."
Dash huffed. "Maybe later Pinks.... Right now I gotta... I gotta get back to bed but... Kinda need to make sure Twi sleeps as well...." She said. She looked back to me. "Get Ryder, go back to your room, maybe uh... tell guards that we found him... I'll go get that beanbag from Spikes room and I better see you back in your room with him... Otherwise I'm calling out for a rogue princess!" I gave a nod grabbing Ryder and holding him gently. And that is a thing she's talking about. Rogue princess is basically a princess that is hell bent on doing what ever arent her orders and guards can act on it with force and arrest me. Nearly had to do that with Celestia at a time but it was called off by Luna who accidentally forgot to tell the guards she was doing something important... Meeting or something. But I went out and walked all the way back to my room finding a guard along the way and told him to put an all clear call for Ryder... He kinda seemed surprised when he saw Ryder but he was always good with kids so he volunteered to watch Ryder for the night. But... I told him I'd hang onto him until Dash got there. I sighed as I went inside and sat down on my bed.
"...I.... I'm sorry Ryder.... I didnt know this would happen... This... this is all my fault... when I turn you back... you have the right to slap me...."
Ryder shifted a bit yawning. "...mama...." He said. I held him close.
"...Yeah... you... you can see mama... I can get your mother out here to watch you while I try to fix this... She'd want a chance at taking care of her baby boy.... I'm just... I'm sorry.... I hope you'll forgive me..." I held back sobs as I held him... tears were another story. My door opened. I looked up and saw the guard with Dash at his side.
Dash sighed as she sat on the bed next to me. "Alright... Time to give him up and get back to bed...." She said. I kinda didnt want to... Didnt wanna give him up or even sleep. The guard gestured to me.... I was almost acting like someone had me under their control. I just.... gave him up... the guard took him and just walked out the door with his superior in his arms and shut the door behind him leaving me and Dash inside. Just when that lock clicked I just... I broke... I sniffled and sobbed before just covering my face up. Dash hugged me and shushed me. "It's alright Twi.... you can fix it...."
"...A-Applejack... she's... she's gonna kill me...."
"No she isnt Twi... It was all an accident. We can give him to her later and let her deal with him while we fix this..." I shoved her off and grabbed her wrists pulling her close again.
"WE CANT TELL AJ!" She huffed.
"Sorry for this but..." She took her head and rammed it into my chest and shrugged my hands off hers before she came and backhanded me. She hugged me after but... I was kinda shocked. She was smacking some sense into me. "...That... that hurt me more than it did you..." I started to sob harder. Just crying into her shoulder. I dont really remember much after that.... guess we passed out.
When I woke up a few hours later Dash was gone... probably back to her room I thought. I was sweating a bit, my face hurt slightly but... other than that I was fine. My phone was ringing and I just scrambled to the other side of the bed to get it. I looked at the screen and it was AJ... I didnt want to answer it but I had to... I tried my best to resist reaching for it so fast. But... I grabbed it and swiped at answer... Even put it on speaker. "Hello? Twi? Did I wake you?" I heard her southern drawl ask.
I huffed. "...Yeah... kinda...." I said.
"Oh uh.. Sorry... But just... can you help me here? I tried calling Ryder and see if he cant come home a bit early? Big Mac just drove off to Appleoosa and Scoot and Applebloom are with Rarity designing a childrens line of clothing and I'm gonna be stuck at home for a bit... I just need him for company.... Winona's good n all but.. she's uh... she aint good with conversations..." My heart kinda jumped a bit.
"R-Ryder was up late last night! I wouldnt wake him if I were you. You should know what he's like when he's tired." She sighed.
"Yeah.... Maybe I should call up Dash or Pinkie... Could get one of them over to chat.... My sugarcube needs his sleep."
"Oh! Uh... They're over here too... They both wanted to spend the night the other day and nearly forgot about it... I think Pinkie drank a bit too much so dont wake her up... Dash had to hold her down to get her padded up.... I had to oversee that Pinkie didnt do anything stupid during those drinks and I gotta make sure she didnt soak completely through her padding.... Remember the clean up of the last one?"
"Dont remind me... I'd see Shy but she's taking care of her animals today... Mind if I actually come over there with you after I drop Winona off?"
"I uh...."
"If you're worried I'll bug ya with being there I'll stay out of your mane if you wanna keep napping for a bit. Heck you can do what you need, I'll just be with my sugarcube!" She was pretty much backing me into a corner... And I know Applejack HATES to be alone. I mean she hates it. Ever since... well.. you know... that night... she's kinda been afraid to be alone in that house... basically thinks someone is gonna break in, sneak up on her and... yeah... I sighed knowing there was no way to avoid this...
"S-sure... I'll send a transport to you in a bit. Get a bag ready if you wanna stay the night. I... Might have to do some more spell casting on Ryder." Yeah... a lot more to try and fix what I've done.
"Thanks Twi. I'll tell Flutters you say hi. Just... Send the car out in about fifteen minutes. Should be ready by then."
"Alright... See ya soon." And I just... hung up. It... There was nothing I could do to stop her. I got up and just started getting dressed. Jeans, a long sleeve Wonderbolts shirt, and slippers before walking out into the hall. Told a guard to get a transport ready for AJ and a pet. Dont think Winona was ever good with car rides.
I walked just tugging at my mane with a brush I conjured with my magic. My mane was all matted. Would've done a straightening spell but last time I did that my mane kinda went a bit out of control... Got longer and even gained a bit of sentience.... Cadence helped me fix it.... And it turns out the spell I read was for a growth spell.... and I was so tired I combined it with a sentience spell which I didnt know could be done... especially by me. But yeah my hair went crazy... actually reminded me of the time we ended up in the maneiac comics. Wasnt good but it was fun. Walked all the way to the dining hall. When inside I saw Spike sitting at the table in his pajamas. Sweat pants and a tank top. Surprisingly he doesnt get cold. Unless exposed to elements. He's a bit weird and I've yet to figure it out. He yawned as he sipped from a mug of hot chocolate. "Mornin' Twi..." He said. "...Just waking up?"
"Yeah... Kinda...."
"Ah... was wondering what you were doing... I've been up for an hour or so..."
"Guess my alarm didnt go off right.... Either that or I just slept through it..." He looked at me closely. There's a little quirk about me when I lie... especially when its something as nearly spot on as this. When I lie my horn and my ears nearly line up perfectly and I dont realize it until someone points it out.
"Alright... What's wrong? You're hiding something!" I smiled nervously.
"N-No... nothing's wrong!" He sighed.
"Come on Twi. Tell me what's wrong." I sat down next to him and just lied my head down on the table.... didnt even take long for me to start whimpering. He rested a hand on my back and rubbed a bit. "...That bad... huh? Cant say anything without crying?" I nodded sniffling. "Need to take a couple breaths? Get something to drink. Ears are open when you're ready." I didnt answer. Just sniffled. "Need me to make you some hot chocolate? Tea? Just let me know which one you want. We can talk as you drink it." I looked to him. Tears started streaming from my eyes. "...Can we please talk about it? I dont think it's gonna be good to hide it before Princess Celestia gets here." My heart just froze. I just... I stared off blankly for a moment getting panicked.
"P-PRINCESS CELESTIA IS COMING?!" I just let out a blood curdling scream. Spike grabbed a hold of me and held me tight as a few guards rushed in.
"Woah Woah! What the heck Twi?!" I just broke down. He looked to the guards and quickly dismissed them. They just ran out of the room. I pushed Spike off and got up just starting to pace back and forth.
"Sh-she's gonna denoucne me as a princess, she's gonna throw me in the dungeon, let AJ slap me... rip my wings off and saw my horn off!" Spike huffed and got onto the table before pouncing on me when I turned my back. And he held on tight. My wings couldnt knock him off, couldnt really control my magic... plus I hesitated on the magic part because I didnt wanna hurt him. He hugged me from behind and kept a hold on me just shushing me until I dropped to my hands and knees. He hopped off and quickly dug in the fridge grabbing me a can of fruit punch. He sat me up and gave it to me. Cold to the touch.
"Twilight. Breathe. Breathe with me. In and out." Hesitantly I started to breathe... fast at first but it slowed and deepened. It was shaky. Spike huffed. "There.... what was that about?" I whimpered.
"....A-A spell I did... it.... it backfired.... AJ's gonna kill me, Celestia is gonna take away my title as Princess and I'm gonna be cast out of equestria...." He looked to me confused as he opened the can of juice for me to drink out of.
"What kind of spell did you do? Did you strip all the feathers off Ryder's wings? Set him on fire?"
"...Th-those... those spells would've been better than this... I... I did one of those unmarked spells... it.... it turned Ryder into a foal...." He looked at me even more confused.
"This... this sounds like some sort of dream... Are you sure you did it and it wasnt a dream?"
"...It's not a dream.... I did an unmarked spell, Ryder was the target and needed to sleep, and he's a foal... Checked on him earlier with Dash and... it just.... I... I just..." He sighed.
"Twi.... I thought you knew to stay away from those unmarked spells..."
"I do but... i-it wasnt my fault... Ryder was curious.... he talked me into doing it and... I didnt think it would turn out like this...." I sipped my drink hugging my legs. "...You should've heard him... 'Can we please do it Twilight? Arent you curious as to what it does?' ...Just... He's like a child... curious and just... He gave me the puppy dog face he gives AJ... He's got the male equivalent of Fluttershy's stare... Except his makes it impossible to say no..."
"Why dont you go sit down, I'll get breakfast ready.... Maybe get Dash and Pinkie ready for breakfast too?" I nodded. Hesitantly I got up from where I was and went to go sit down. I honestly forgot all about the princess visits. A week ago Celestia called up and asked to visit to get away from the castle. She's just had meeting after meeting with diplomats and got a bit snippy with some of the guards... So she's coming out here to rest, relax and visit with Scootaloo and Ryder... but Ryder? Yeah... Not good. As I sat there Spike sent the guards out to go get Dash and Pinkie... They took a few minutes to get there. Even with Ryder.
When they got there Dash was carrying Ryder who was still wrapped in his shirt. Didnt seem fussy. Dash was wearing a long hoodie with skinny jeans and her canvas sneakers, Pinkie was wearing a purple long sleeve, jeans and white running shoes. Dash yawned a bit. "Mornin' Twi..." She said. "You alright?" I sighed averting my gaze. "I'll take that as a no... But hey look whos up!" She sat down and showed me Ryder who was a little bit tired but smiled seeing me. "Look at him! Barely a care in the world about this!" She looked to Spike as Pinkie grabbed Ryder cuddling with him a bit. Even tickled him... giggles were kinda cute. "Spike, any way you'd be able to make a quick bit of apple sauce for Ry? Should be some ripe apples and some cinnamon around here right?" Spike looked back at us as he dug into the fridge again and grabbed some other drinks. Chocolate milk for Pinkie and an energy drink for Dash.
"Actually Applejack and Big Mac dropped some off the other day. I'll plate it out for him in a bit."
I looked over at Pinkie. "Think he needs a change?" I asked. She lifted Ryder to her nose and gave him a little sniff... gross... She gave a weird face and nodded. "Ooookay then.... Lets change him.... Dont need a rash around here..." I got up from the table and chugged my drink just as Pinkie got up and we walked out together. As we walked I sighed. "Pinkie... Do you... Do you think I messed up?"
Pinkie huffed. "Yeah but you gotta admit he's cute!" She said. "Can we get AJ over here soon? I want her to see him! I bet you he'll just love it! Having her tickle him, change him and even clean him and feed him. Think she would like the milky mamaries spell?"
"...Dunno... I mean... she's supposed to marry him soon... we NEED to change him back... She's gonna think he's cute for the time being but we gotta change him back before Celestia gets here!"
"We can fix him! But we should see if AJ cant take care of him while we try to find a way to fix him." She looked to Ryder. "Is that what you want? Have AJ take cawe of you fow a bit?" I could see Ryder kinda give a worried look. I sighed.
"...Yeah... you know what's going on... Want this to get done quick huh...?" To my surprise and Pinkie's he nodded. "Wow... Same amount of intelligence just in a little baby brain!" He stuck his tongue out and made a little raspberry sound at me. "I know I know I messed up! You were the one who pushed me to do the spell! So we're both at fault!" He grunted rolling his eyes. "Dont give me that now! You know what you did. And I kept telling you I didnt wanna do that unmarked spell! And look at what it did!" Pinkie giggled.
"Who's a little smarty pants? You are Ry! Yes you are!" She tickled him again and he just giggled and giggled.
I thought we were fine as we walked to get him changed. Nope. As we were walking down the hall I just about had a heart attack... That next corner we turned was just at the elevator and there just stepping off was Applejack... I slowed up but Pinkie held Ryder in one arm and waved at her as the guard who I sent out earlier started out of the elevator and down to her room. Applejack smiled and hurried on over. "Hey you two! Thanks for bringin' me over." She said. Her eyes locked onto Ryder. "And who's this little cutie?" She glanced over at me as the foal giggled a bit. I just... I froze up... didnt wanna say... Couldnt really say anything... She knows when someone lies, she knows when someone is just fudging the truth a bit and even when you dont say anything she'll still push to get you to talk. But... I didnt really have to... though I did wanna run...
"It's uh... It's Ryder..." I could see the smile on her face disappear slowly. She looked to Ryder, then to me, then to Pinkie, then to Ryder and then back to me looking very angry...
"What... Did you DO?!" Sweet fucking Celestia you could see the fire in her eyes, the smoke coming from her ears and the steam coming from her nose. Just as I turned to run she ran up and tackled me to the ground. I flashed away making her the one on the ground and me on my feet. I quickly turned and started running fast, even using my wings when I could turn corners... Only turned a few before diving into a room and leaning against the door. I teared up as I slowed my breathing. I listened as I heard boots coming around. I held my breath hearing the boots stop a bit. I hesitantly stepped away as quietly as I could but... it wasnt quiet as I thought... The door swung open, nicking me in my wings causing me to fall down and turn just to see Applejack standing over me. She reached down and grabbed my collar pulling me up and... I.. may have wet myself... Didnt use the toilet after I got up... bad idea... "TWILIGHT WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO MY FIANCE?!"
I whimpered trying to pry her off panicking. "...I... It wasnt my fault!" I said. She growled.
"BULLSHIT! YOU HAD TO HAVE A REASON TO TURN THE STALLION I LOVED INTO A FUCKING FOAL!"
"I DIDNT! HONEST!" She looked me over for a moment. Pissed my pants, crying and my once nice mane now messed up and cowering in the middle of a spare room.... Actually was a storage room for cleaning supplies now that i saw it.
But before she could answer we heard crying. We looked back to the door just to see Pinkie coming in a bit teary eyed with Ryder in her arms crying is eyes out. "Stop it you two! Look what you're doing to him!" She snapped. She turned her attention to Ryder and started shushing him.
Applejack threw me down and I just lied there and watched as she went back to Pinkie and grabbed the screaming foal as she handed him off to her. "Aww poor thing... I'm sorry there sugarcube..." She said. "Dont cry sugarcube I gotcha... mama AJ's gotcha..." She shushed him just gently bouncing him in her arms. I just started crying hiding my face in shame as I just soaked in my own urine.... Pinkie hurried over to me and helped me up hugging me. I just... broke down.... Pinkie shushed me.
"It's okay... Auntie Pinkie is here. You wanna go back to your room and change? I'll clean up here." I couldnt pass up that offer... I gently nudged Pinkie off and just teleported back to my room. When I got there I just.... I did change and gave myself a quick rinse off in my shower but... I changed into a diaper that Celestia had when she was here after the attack. Wore some baggy sweat pants, changed into a hoodie to hide the waistband and shape of the diaper and even grabbed some new shoes. Just ended up walking back to the kitchen, face hidden by my mane, in my hood, and head hung.
Walked past a few guards, none asked how I was, just thought I was cold. When I got back to the dining room Spike was already finished with food. Dash was eating and he had plates set for me and Pinkie with a little bowl of apple sauce for Ryder... Think they would've been done before I was but I guess not... Spike looked to me as I sat down on my end of the table... Pancakes and blueberries... my favorite... Just like mom used to make too with a bit of cinnamon in the batter. "There you are Twi!" He said placing a plate for himself. "Where's Ryder and Pinkie? He need a bath or something?"
I didnt answer. That was when Dash looked over swallowing a bite of her food. Same thing but with strawberries. Pinkie had sprinkles and a lot of whipped cream... a lot... of whipped cream. "Pinkie decide to go off with Ryder and have him drink her milk?" Again I didnt answer. Just picked up a fork and prodded at my food. Spike huffed.
"Oh great... this is the caught in the act mood...."
"What? You mean like... she was messing with herself kinda caught or did something bad caught?" Spike looked at my face and I hid more.
"Yeah... seems to be kinda both... messed up and got caught and...." He hummed. He gasped a moment later snapping his fingers. "AJ's here and made her piss herself." I just hunkered down and just pulled the strings on my hoodie hiding my face.
"Huh... hit the nail on the head... Now where's AJ? How mad was she?"
"From the hoodie, sweat pants and smell of talcum powder.... I'd say extremely... probably to the point of wanting to knock her out..."
"But if she does that Ryder wont get changed back right away and it might take a bit to turn him back..." I teared up a bit and just opened up my hood again.
I sniffled and whimpered holding back my sobs. "...Can... can we please not talk about this...?" I asked. "...I just.... Just...." I broke down again. "I'M SORRYYYYY!" Dash scooted over and hugged me as well as Spike. I felt bad for this whole ordeal... I wanted to practice spells, have fun with friends and have a nice sleep over... but I turned my best guard into a foal... pissed off his fiance too.... a princess of friendship, turned into a messy maned, diaper wearing pony...I just... I didnt like where this was going.
After a few minutes Dash calmed me down enough so I could eat. In that time Applejack came back with Pinkie holding Ryder. I averted my gaze as Applejack tried to meet mine. "Well hey there Dash. Spike." She said. "Whatcha guys been up to?" Dash didnt answer. Just stayed close to me knowing how hurt I was.
Spike huffed. "Just the usual stuff." He said. "Hosting sleep overs, testing magic and a few accidents here and there." He went over to the fridge as I prodded at my food again. "You want some food AJ? Just made a batch of pancakes and I can make a few more for you if you want!" Applejack sighed.
"I guess... Might need to eat after I feed this guy." She got Ryder from Pinkie and tickled him. He giggled. "Now aint he the cutest? Quick change and a little love and he's right as rain!" She was just doing this to spite me... I watched as Spike set a plate down and went back to the stove. I just... I nearly didnt wanna eat... nearly... but I was starving. Had to eat something. I just stayed quiet and collective as I ate... Nobody tried to talk to me or anything... Not even a mention of my name... after I was done I excused myself. Silently almost.
I walked all the way back to my room, locked the door behind me and lied down on my bed, curling up into a ball. I had my phone in my hand looking at texts... AJ mostly. Thanking me for letting her sleep over, me thanking her for care packages of snacks and even some apples for the guards. Even when Ryder had is episode as a mare but... she's kept that secret from him... actually think that's brought them closer. Even looked at Ryder's texts. Some about how excited he was to see Gems weeks back before the attack, some about foalsitting or keeping his car here while he went out drinking. Even tried to get me to perform a memory spell thinking he was blacked out drunk. I told him everything was fine. He even talked with me the other night about some thoughts on his mind... about how scared he was to be marrying Applejack thinking his fun was gonna be over... same with getting into danger or even making her a target if he arrests someone whos got help on the outside. Told him everything would be fine. And that I'd be there for any problem he had like Gilda would be... didnt realize she would talk with him for hours before he moved into AJ's farmhouse. After I was done I shoved my phone into my pocket. Just sitting in the dim light of my room clutching a pillow. Not even moments after i tucked my phone away my phone my door opened and I just didnt hesitate to use my magic to close it and put my pillow on my face. I heard a sigh. "Come on Twilight get up!" I heard Dash say. Wasnt fast enough... shit... "You cant just hide in your shame about turning my big baby of a cousin into an actual baby! You and I both know it was an accident, Pinkie does too and even Ryder knows it was an accident... I hope... but if you at least take the time to explain to Applejack that it was an accident and how it happened. Spike told me after breakfast when Pinkie and AJ took Ryder to the entertainment room that he gave you his puppy dog face wanting you to test that spell on him."
I sighed throwing the pillow onto the floor. "...Yeah... but... She's not gonna believe me..." I said. "...She's... she's gonna be bridezilla about this... 'you did this because you didnt want me married, you did this out of jealousy!' and all that bullshit.."
"No she wont! Element of honesty and she'll know when you're lying!"
"But... you didnt see how she wanted to hurt me when she got here... she... just tackled me... pinned me and chased me through the halls... made me just... piss myself out of fear... I... I never was so afraid of one of our friends... even Fluttershy when she was a bat pony... she didnt scare me that much..." Dash came over to the bed and climbed in straddling me.
"Me and Pinkie are gonna get you two together even if we have to put you into cuffs and take you to a meeting point. We dont wanna have you do it but we will if we need to! Now are you gonna come with me or do I call Rogue Princess?" I used my magic to get my pillow back... Funny thing is I hit her off of me before hiding my head again. She huffed. "Alright... I didnt wanna do this... but you've forced my hand!" I felt her move from my bead and heard her go the door opening it and opening the door. She closed it behind her and... she definitely had the balls... "ROGUE PRINCESS!" And I almost didnt have time to react. Reason being? The moment I took my pillow off my head four guards came in. Two restrained my arms, one restrained my legs and the last one put a magic disabling ring around my horn... They even tied my wings down and carried me out where Dash was leaning against the wall. "Follow me boys. She's got a little matter to attend to." And... they just... followed her like some sort of dictator. Fact about the 'Rogue Princess' rule... she who called it CALLS it... meaning she gets to make me do what is needed... Celestia could even do it to her sister if it came to that... for... what ever... even.... even if it meant forcing her to have... forced relations with a guard if it was a last request if said guard were dying.
But yeah... I didnt fight as we walked. Just acted like a dead weight. Didnt even speak. As we walked I heard the guards mumbling to each other about either why I was wearing a diaper or why Dash called Rogue princess. Couldnt really tell over their clanging armor and their boots against the ground. They followed Dash through the halls until we came into the entertainment room. Different from my den. Den was a relaxation area with a TV and more than enough room for a sleep over. That's IF its warm enough and the girls are feeling good enough to stay out of each others pants... No joke I find Dash fingering Fluttershy almost every time. Never say anything but uh... maybe... one of those times I may have had my own fun... soundproof my sleeping bag too...didnt help. Caught by Applejack and uh...she helped.... Rarity and Pinkie were too long gone. But anyways when we were in the entertainment room we saw Pinkie and Applejack watching cartoons with Ryder. Ryder just seemed to be enjoying them... either that or Applejack's chest... Anyways both mares looked back at us as Dash came to the side of where they were sitting. "Uh... what's.... What's going on...?" Applejack asked. Dash looked to the guards.
"Cuff the one with the foal too. Need them in a secluded room." One of the guards uncuffed my feet just as the two carrying my back legs dropped me and the front ones stood me up. The ones holding my legs walked inside over to Applejack. AJ had a terrified look on her face.
"D-Dash... What in the hay is going on? Why are you having me cuffed?!" I watched as she held Ryder securely. He just... started to cry...
"Give him to Pinkie AJ. Do we need more guards in here for this?" Applejack looked at both guards and then at Dash.
"Y-You're CRAZY! This is some sort of coup isnt it!? I aint letting him go!"
"Applejack... I'm gonna count to three... Give him to Pinkie... And come quietly." AJ hesitated. "...One...." The cow mare curled up a bit shielding the foal as he cried and screamed. "Two...." The guards readied themselves. "Two and a half...." Pinkie ended up springing to her feet and grabbed Ryder. The foal struggled a bit as he screamed louder and louder just as the guards forced Applejack to her feet and cuffed her...
"D-DASH! NO!" She looked back at Pinkie who was trying to console the screaming foal. "PINKIE! HELP! GET HELP! CALL BIG MAC!"
"PINKIE NO! This is for their own good!" Dash turned back to me and walked towards the door. "Now come on! We need somewhere we can put these two." The guards who held me walked me over to the side and... I couldnt see anything... All I could hear was a screaming foal, my screaming friend and another trying to plead to the guards to release her....
"R-Ryder! Dont c-cry honey! I'll be back! D-dont cry! Please... d-dont.." I heard Applejack say, breaking down between words... As Dash passed us we walked out behind her... followed her until we came to a sectioned off room. A room with a nearby soundproofed room with a damaged punching bag, a few chairs and a radio.
"In here. Get them in chairs and leave them there." She opened the door and the guards took us in there. One guard left my side and went into the room. "Sit them across from each other... couple feet apart." The guard did as such. I was sat in the seat closest to the door... AJ was sat in the chair furthest from the door. I glanced at her for a moment... All I could see was a scared and pained expression.... she didnt know what was happening...I just... I didnt wanna talk. Dash huffed as the guards looked to her. "Alright. Two of you can go. Other two I need standing outside the doors in the hall." Nobody questioned who went where. Two just teleported out and the remaining just walked out closing the door behind them. Applejack whimpered a bit.
"Dash... l-let me go... R-Ry.... he needs me!"
"Youll go back to him in time.... Right now Twilight needs to tell you something. And she needs to if you do want to be let go." She looked to me. "Understood Twilight?" I... I gave a hesitant nod. "Good. Then talk. I'll be right here." She walked to the side and Applejack looked at me.
"...C'mon Twi... just... just say it! I need to get back to Ryder! Poor thing's a wreck without me!"
I sniffled a bit as I teared up. I was... I was still in shock by Applejack getting Ryder nearly forced from her arms... I just.. I hope he wasnt hurt when Pinkie took him. "...No... Y-you're gonna hate me.... you didnt listen to me then, you wont listen now!" I said. She sniffled.
"Twi just say it! I'll listen promise!"
"No! You're gonna yell at me!" I watched as she carefully got up from her chair... Dash didnt even stop her. She came over to me and knelt down in front of me... I flinched... bad... forced a bit of pee out....
"Sugarcube... I'll always listen to what you have to say... just say it..." I whimpered.... hesitating.... biting my tongue almost.... I choked up on myself. "...What do I gotta say to you to getcha to talk Twi? Do i gotta kiss ya or somethin....? I will if I need to..." To be honest... I didnt know what came over me... whether it was taking her up on my offer to get myself to talk or just... sexual frustration... I kissed her... We held it together for a few moments... Enough for both of us to calm down...I was a bit jittery as I pulled away... shocked at what I did.
"...S-sorry AJ.... I... I just..." Applejack smiled a bit blushing. Could honestly feel my face just on fire...
"It's fine Twi... I just... I had hoped that you'd've answered instead but... I'll let this go ya cutie..." Sweet Celestia this is just as cheesy as one of those dirty videos... n-not that i've watched one... got me all fired up. "...Now you wanna tell me?" I nodded more sure of myself and sighed.
"....I guess... I wanted to tell you that... it.. it wasnt my fault Ryder was turned into a foal... he just... he begged me to do it... we didnt even know what this spell was and curiosity over took us... him mostly and he gave me his puppy dog eyes... you know you cant say no to him when he does that... especially with everything he does... how can you say no to someone who risked life and limb for us...? His friends, his sister... his fiance...? I... I was honestly scared AJ... when he was at war... when his house burnt down... even... even his episode... even when he went through that burning building to save your cousin... it... scares me so much I just... I cant bare to think about life without him... to see you sad, Scootaloo without someone to give her advice, Dash without someone to bug and I hate to mention it... but to Gilda who had her life saved by him... I wanna say no when I see him do it but... my heart... it feels like it's gonna break if I even utter the word.... I know he takes it but... I just... i owe him a lot...." Applejack's smile slowly disappeared when I said all that. Tears were running down my cheeks.
Dash knocked on the window of the room and the door opened having a guard walk in. "Release em. Rogue Princess is done." She said. The guard nodded and proceeded to uncuff me and take the ring off my horn... even released my wings... You dont know how fast I latched onto Applejack.
The guard released Applejack's cuffs too and she latched right back onto me and shushed me... "It's okay Twi... I gotcha... We all do..." She said. Dash came over and helped us stand up even joining in on the hug. Guess she felt sorry having to do that. "...And Ry...? Yeah... made me the happiest mare in Equestria when he proposed... but... if you need him for anythin... and I mean anything... just ask... Send him right over your way... drinks, spells even a little play time.... you're good... sos long you dont go and do something like this again without my Okay... and if you know how to fix it... You... do know how to fix it dont you?" I... shook my head into her shoulder. She huffed. "...Need to get some guards to start rummaging through the library to find some fixing spells to fix this mess... Can you have em do that...? Maybe have Spike help?"
I nodded sniffling. "...Y-yeah... ... I... I cant focus when Celestia is on her way...." I said. "...C-can we go see Ryder now? Maybe get something to drink...? I hope he's okay..." Applejack put her arm over me as Dash led us out of the room...
As we got out into the hall we all stopped... Scared. The guards just teleported away as we saw Princess Celestia walking towards us, Ryder in her arms and Pinkie following behind her. Celestia was wearing her white and gold gown. I froze pissing myself... again... Applejack got in front of me as Dash got behind me... pussy. "Twilight Sparkle!" Celestia said. "I come to visit, have dinner with my general and his fiance but only come here to find my general getting his dinner from Pinkie's chest and small enough to sleep in a crib... What... happened....?"
I wanted to say something but I was too frozen with fear. But that's when Applejack chimed it. "It werent her fault Princess!" She said. "My idiot of a foal you got there pushed her to do it! She did it because she couldnt say no to him! He worried her so much! Cant you say you were a bit scared hearing about the shit he's been through?" I could see Celestia start thinking... She looked down at Ryder who looked as if he was fighting to stay awake. Then she looked back to me... I just... I looked away hiding my face with my wings. She sighed.
"...I suppose I could say that... the day I heard Ryder's plane went down... I thought we lost him... we had his sister taken out of school early and driven all the way back to Canterlot... we were gonna tell her she was gonna stay with us for a while longer... lie about his whereabouts but... if he hadnt walked through those doors the way he did... we would've thought he was dead... cant lie when I say I had a bit of a heart attack and a good scream in the back of the transport truck... i didnt want to believe it but... the way my sister was... made it all too real..." She handed Ryder over to Applejack who cuddled with him and kissed him lovingly. She moved aside leaving me open... Celestia hugged me and picked me up. "...I apologize Twilight... you're alright... and Ryder will be alright as well... I'll help you change him back to himself but uh... not until we change a certain someone who I really think should drink more water! Not to mention I dont think you should be leaking a bit. My face grew red as I looked down only to see a slight stain between my legs. Dash snickered at me as I clutched Celestia's shoulders. "Dont worry... I gotcha..."
She walked with me in her arms all the way back to my room where she changed me... she was really... thorough with the change. Wiped me down, powdered and uh.... teased me a bit... got me all hot and bothered too... May or may not have had her finish what she started... Gave her one of my toys. It was fast... like... she did it before but... never have I thought she would have sex with anyone.... me especially.... after we were done she rediapered me, helped me change into some different clothes and get back out to see Applejack and fix Ryder. We had to meet them in another room that she had guards take all the furniture out... even had me, Applejack, Pinkie and Dash stand outside of. Applejack and I were pacing back and forth almost like he was in surgery... again... Dash sighed. "Guys dont worry. He's gonna be fine!" She said. She grabbed my arm and Applejacks and pulled us down to the floor. "Just sit here, cuddle do what ever. Just. Calm. Down."
Pinkie came over and sat next to us. "...Guess this means my chest wont give him any more meals..." She said.
Applejack huffed as I cuddled up to her. "He's still gonna drink that milk from ya Pinkie... My milk makers aint too sure about getting milk just yet." She said. "If he's up for it... I'll look the other way if he wants to cuddle up with someone tonight... dunno if he'd remember that I was kinda being a bit of a bitch to him anyways..."
I looked over at her. "...Was... was that why he was here?" I asked. She nodded. "...what happened?" She sighed.
"...Got into an argument... Mac had to take the girls the other night to Rarity's before heading off... Left me and Ry alone and I yelled at him... just asked him if he wanted to eat in or go out to dinner, I wanted a nice restaraunt, he wanted fast food, told him he was getting a belly on him from all the hayburgers and pizza, he said I was getting fat, I went back with his mane looking dumb the way he had it, he got defensive and told me I looked like some two bit stripper with stretch marks and my 'Apple bottom' aint looking like an apple bottom no more..." She looked to Dash. "...I... I look fine dont I? No stretch marks? Do I still got my apple bottom?"
Dash sighed. "You're fine AJ. Dont listen to what he said..." She replied. "He's a bit of an idiot and doesnt know what he's saying... Kinda sounded more of a baby than he did now." Everyone kinda chuckled. "And hey, if you need someone to show you that you still have that perfect apple ass...." She took her hand, made a bit of a 'rock on' hand signal before wiggling her tongue between her knuckles... made us all blush... Applejack harder than me and Pinkie... Pinkie just giggled.
I looked over at AJ... Kinda sighed a bit. "...Applejack... if Ryder is back to his normal self... can I... take him to my room tonight?" I asked. "...I... kinda wanted to apologize to him in a special way..."
Applejack gave a smile. "...I guess so sugarcube. I do kinda owe it to ya after you holdin' in your emotions after so long..." She said. "...Course I might drag Pinkie and Dash into my room after a few drinks to have ourselves some fun... You willing to have some drinks tonight though Twi?" I thought about it for a moment.
"...Well... if someone can go out and get a case of beer and maybe something hard I can look the other way..."
"Case of Appaloosan Cider and a bottle of whiskey. Sound alright?" I nodded. "I'd've brought my own cider if I knew y'all wanted some but last time I had cider someone here drank five bottles, pissed her pants and slept in a tree until my brother found her lookin' like she got knocked outta the sky during a storm."
Dash huffed. "That was one time! I told you I'd never go for your cider again! Even after you humiliated me!"
"That was before the tree. You were drunk both times, first time you were buck naked and I had to get Ryder to give you that hat to stop you from drinkin' cider, and had you make the other batch in a diaper and your sports bra so you didnt have another accident while workin' and getting our machine all covered in your piss."
"Okay. Now I'm serious about that. I wont touch your cider any more!"
"Better not. Otherwise my honesty might get out of control. And you know what I could say."
I sighed. "Alright no dirty laundry is gonna be aired." I said. I looked to them both. "You just stay sober because I think we might have a filly present. If I remember right we're gonna have Scootaloo over to see the princess." Applejack looked to me.
"Aint that tomorrow?"
"Well we still dont want all of us to have a hang over and do something we might regret.... Need I give examples?"
"...Yeah... me walkin' out naked again isnt gonna be fun..." Yeah.... She got hammered a few years ago before all this shit hit the fan with Ryder... Ended up going through the orchard naked, nearly made it out to the road before Dash caught her and flew her back to the house with Fluttershy and Big Mac had to hogtie her... went out like a light, puked and just lied in bed all day nursing her hangover. Fun day considering she offered to tongue fuck me... Almost took her up on that offer.
But we waited after that. Dash came and sat next to me, Pinkie on the other side of Applejack and we just cuddled in the hall outside the door. Applejack had a bit of a grip on my hand. Didnt say it but she was worried about Ryder. Didnt want him hurt. I was worried too but I tried to keep strong. Even for her. It took about fifteen minutes of silence before we hear the sound of Celestia's magic going to work. Guess she had to calm herself, calm Ryder and wait till we were calmed. Guess she heard us through the door.... The sound only lasted about a minute before we just feel a rush of wind come from under the door... Smelt of baby powder... We all got up. Just... staring at the door... Nopony said anything. Not even a sound... My heart was racing.... I just felt Applejack's hand grip tighter on mine... "TWILIIIIIIIIGHT!" I heard a very loud, very angry yet very familiar voice yell. "WHERE IS SHE!?"
I quickly hid behind Applejack just as I heard the door knob jostle a bit before having it open showing Ryder with his mane in his face, fully grown and half naked only wearing his shirt. Princess Celestia was behind him trying to hold him back. "Ryder! I-It was an accident! Dont hurt her please!" She said. He shrugged her off and came out slamming the door behind him before looking back to Applejack as Pinkie and Dash gave me a wall to hide behind.
"Applejack. MOVE!"
Applejack huffed. "I aint movin' an inch until you drop the attitude ya half naked dimwit!" She snapped. "Now either simmer down and put on pants or Dash here's gonna pin ya down when we force some on ya!" He growled a bit.
"Dash aint gonna do shit! Too much a pussy to get near a dick!" ...Yeah Dash wasnt putting up with him. Pushed him back against the door, reeled back and hit him in the balls... Ooh we all cringed.... I hid my eyes, Pinkie and Applejack dug their faces into each others shoulder and just... his voice... his scream... He's not using that for a week or so... When we looked back to him he was on the floor, crying, hands between his legs and Dash standing over him.
Dash huffed putting her foot on his chest. "Would you rather have a pussy than a weak spot?" She asked. "I suggest you... oh I dont know SHUT THE FUCK UP!" She backed off of him and huffed. "I'm hungry... Anyone gonna join me?" Pinkie hesitantly broke off and hurried after Dash. I didnt know if she didnt wanna see Ryder in this state or if she was scared something like this would happen to her but she just went off. Applejack broke off of me and went to her downed stallion. I just flashed away into the room to see Celestia just sitting against the wall. Hands covering face and breathing a bit heavily.
I walked over and knelt down grabbing her arm... kinda startled her a bit but I helped her up and hugged her. "...Th-thank you..." I said. "...He's back to himself after what you did...But dont worry... I'm fine... Might need to get him to the infirmary or at least somewhere we can put him to rest... Dash... Dash wasnt dealing with him...."
Celestia sighed. "...I... I didnt think he'd.... be hostile like that...." She said. "...is Applejack alright...? I heard him yelling at her."
"She's fine. Just making sure he's okay... or at least not damaged.... Lets just get him somewhere... ice him." She nodded and we both teleported out to the hall. We both picked up a pony. I got Applejack while she got Ryder. I told her to go get something with Dash and Pinkie and bring it back here. I just went with Celestia as we went back to his room and put a towel on his crotch with an ice pack on it. He cringed as Celestia set it on him. "You're gonna be okay Ry. Just..." I looked to Celestia. "...Can you... can you leave me here alone with him? Please?"
Celestia nodded and teleported out. I looked back at Ryder who just looked to me with a teary gaze. "...Dammit... Wh-why did you let me do that....?" He asked. "Why did you let Dash do that to me...? I think she ruptured something."
"...I... Kinda...." I huffed and just leaned over stealing a kiss from him. He just let it happen too... I think if its hard for me to say, I do it and it makes it easier. I backed off and sighed just climbing onto the bed, straddling his stomach and just lied down on him being careful of his injury. He hugged me back. "...I'm sorry... I just... I didnt wanna trigger a relapse into you or have you throw a tantrum... I know how you're like and... its hard for me to say no to someone who helps me a lot... even as one as special as you..." I got a bit teary eyed. "...You've just been through so much... I... I feel like saying no to you is just a crime against nature..." He sighed.
"...I... Thank you for feeling this way about me... I know a lot of ponies care about me... AJ, Scoot, mama Spitfire, the princesses... but coming from the princess of friendship? It's... extremely heartwarming... But know you dont have to do anything special for me... if I ask for something stupid like that again... Just... dont... I can take no for an answer. Even if it was from you..." He kissed me on my cheek. "...Thank you for giving me a place in life Princess.... I'm forever grateful... And uh... can I uh... f-feel you?" I looked to him.
"....my body's yours..." I carefully re-positioned and stripped myself a bit... Even tossed my diaper aside now just having my panties a bit down just airing out my pussy for him.... He put his hand on my crotch and slipped a finger in... I squeezed my breasts as he teased me continuously. I swear if his junk didnt hurt I'd be riding him harder than Applejack on a bucking bull. I knocked his hand away and just lost my panties and pants and just shoved it into his face. He just ate me out like it was an ice cream cone. Lucky we were in his room... otherwise I feel like we'd be giving some guards in the infirmary something to imagine if they didnt wanna leave bed with a hard-on. I held his head still as he licked at my clit and when I came.... oooh....Squirted on his face, I collapsed to my side and wiped his face off with my pants before putting my panties on and passing out next to him. Woke up about an hour later to find him asleep. Took his ice pack off and put it to the side before covering him up and teleporting to my room for new clothes... Jeans, maybe a pad for left over moisture... Even fixed my mane and joined my friends to eat my food and cuddle with Applejack watching a movie... but I gotta say it was something I didnt like. But it all worked out.
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