Dear Diary~

Monday, September 9th (Continued)

Dear Diary,

While scurrying down the hallway with Sunset, she couldn’t stop holding onto my hand, like I was some little kid in the street. It didn’t bother me or anything, just the fact that she kept holding on to it for a very long time left me concerned. I didn’t want to acknowledge it that much, but she seemed pretty okay with my hand against hers, but I asked her anyway.

“Hey uh, S-sunset?” I asked timidly as she grabbed onto my hand much firmly than before. Her bright face lit up as her crimson and buttery locks bounced once her vision was shot right into me.

“Yeah?”

“Um, your hand is on mine, so I just thought that-”

“Oh, um, s-sorry about that!” She blurted out, while immediately letting go of my hand instantly. Her face was no longer an amber shade but a light cherry as her forehead beamed with droplets of sweat.

My hand felt pretty lonely now that Sunset’s warm, comforting fingers weren’t wrapped around mine. I wanted that sweet embrace over my fingers once more but I decided to not say anything before Sunset’s face started to explode. We didn’t say anything after that, and it eventually grew quiet. I saw Sunset place both of her hands behind her back, yet still, her crimson face remained.

“Well, this is, um the science lab,” She coughed as she turned my attention towards a room where students were focusing ever so hard on their test tubes. She started walking down the hall as I stared into the classroom even more, observing each and every student.

“Yo Dash, come on! We’ve got lots of other things to see besides boring science classes!” She demanded while pulling my arm which made me smile a lot because her same warm fingers were wrapped around my arm ever so gently. I never wanted her to let go of my arm, but apparently she did.

“So, Dash, do you have a boyfriend?”

“Oh no!” I shouted, not in a rude way but in a way as for her to understand that I’m not interested in a relationship at the moment. “I would never date any guy, especially one from this school!”

“Oh, but if Kurtis went to this school, you would’ve had second thoughts, huh?” She questioned as she forwarded a slight smirk which eventually cornered the side of her left cheek.

My heart sent into a butterfly rollercoaster which didn’t stop rolling down the hard wooden tracks! I felt my body just lighten up once the words Kurtis escaped from Sunset’s lips. If you’re all wondering, Kurtis was my childhood crush from third grade. I was deeply in love with this guy! Just ask Sunset!

He was from Nashville, Tennessee, always wore those farming plaid shirts, he always used to wear some ripped long jeans that would have the green moss stains, he would always smell like the fresh pine from the woods, his sweet apricot skin, smothered with brown freckles all over his nose and cheeks, wore a dark brown cowboy hat, spoke in a very thick Southern accent, dark blue eyes that shimmered like the ocean, and his silky warm bronze hair that would flow in the way with the wind.

Gosh, just thinking about him of how he would look like now, sent shivers down my spine. I wasn’t even paying attention to the fact that Sunset was WAY ahead of me, but I did see her give an even more devious smirk from before which made me snap into reality.

“Hah, you thinking about him?”

The heat on my face couldn’t stop burning up, but this time my face felt as if someone smothered jalapeno sauce all over my nose and cheeks. To hide the burning sensation, I casually covered my face so that she wasn’t able to see, but of course, she started bursting into laughter, which echoed throughout the hallway. I immediately ran up to her to try to cover her mouth, but instead, we both collapsed against the wall, almost knocking both of us down at the same time. She couldn’t stop laughing, so I had to stand right in front of her, and try to cover her mouth. Eventually, she stopped.

“Sunset, you have to get a hold of yourself,” I protested before she wiped a tear from her eye while clutching onto her stomach.

Without saying anything else to her, the burning sensation came back towards my cheeks. But this time, it wasn’t the daydreams about Kurtis, but of something else. I felt someone touch me, or rather grope me, ever so firmly. At first, I thought it was Sunset, but when I looked at her, her arms were still clutching against her laughable stomach.

While looking at Sunset, laughing even more, I began to feel a sensation arousing my breasts, as someone’s fingers were gently caressing my nipples as my cheeks felt like they were going to explode! As I looked down to see who in the world was touching my breasts, in such a loving manner, there I saw my gray shirt, but there were carnation pink hands, rubbing in a circular motion. I didn’t know if this was the chance to scream, stab my elbow in the person’s head, or just stand there and let this continue on much longer. The feeling felt incredibly awkward but before I could’ve reacted, I felt someone’s head against my back while humming a sweet tune.

“Mmmmmm, perky!~”

And that’s when I decided to let out a massive shriek, which I’m sure, erupted throughout all the classrooms. I tried to cover my whole body from become touched by that person’s pink hands. Hearing me scream made Sunset holler into the series of laughter, as the girl with the pink hands started giggling herself.

“Tehehe, sorry about that! Your titties just looked extra squeezable so I decided to touch them to see if my hunch was right, turns out it was!” The girl with the light pink hands shouted with glee.

Her high pitched voice was equivalent to the sound of one of the chipmunks from Alvin and the Chipmunks. Her large fluffy fuchsia curls bounced with her every movement, her smooth light pink skin clashed with her hair, her vibrant sky blue eyes dazzled with the light made her so adorable, and her short, yet chubby figure made her even more adorable. The girl waved at me while Sunset was trying to catch herself once more.

“She seems new,” The girl whispered, but not really into Sunset’s ear. It was more of a pretend whisper but I still heard it eventually.

“Yes she is, Pinkie I’d like you to meet my best friend since the womb, Rainbow Dash!”

After calming myself down from all the actions that occurred before, I forwarded my body towards her, while smiling sheepishly.

“H-hi there, P-Pinkie…”

“Hehehe, it’s Pinkie Pie! Nice meeting you Skittles!” She chirped but before I could’ve corrected her about my name, she ran to me and hugged me so tightly, I thought I was going to die on the spot!

“It’s...kaack kkdf...Rainbow….I can’t breathe…...D-dash….” I tried to say without her arms squeezing the blood from my neck like a python gripping its prey.

“Tehehe, nice to meet you ‘Rainbow I can’t breathe Dash’, you’re such a cutie!” She beamed. I didn’t know if I should be upset or take that as a sudden compliment, but I gently tried to push Pinkie off me, which I eventually succeeded.

“The name’s just Rainbow Dash,” I corrected her as she simply couldn’t stop staring at my bosom. Her eyes started dazzling in the light, and her pupils eventually turned into heart eyes.

“Your boobs are just, so firm,” She cooed as she looked down at her own pairs. “Mine are REALLY big and they look like you could squeeze milk outta them, but that’s only when I use a bra, but yours are such a rare beauty!”

My eyes immediately widened at Pinkie’s statement as Sunset started snickering to herself. Pinkie started swaying her body making her boobs sway along with the rhythm of her movement. I shook my head in disgust as I began to pull Sunset away from me.

“Well, it was wonderful meeting you Pinkie,” I waved at her, trying to escape from her before she started ripping my shirt off by the way she was deeply ogling me. Sunset was hugging Pinkie indicating that she would see her later, then walked up to me, laughing.

“Wooh, boy isn’t she a trip?” Sunset asked me while wrapping her arms around my shoulders. I couldn’t help but shiver, just thinking of Pinkie Pie over and over again. The fact that she was so focused over my breasts just made me hope that she didn’t get TOO attached. Sunset looked down on a piece of white paper then stood in front a large wooden door.

“Welp, this is your sixth period class,” She shoved me towards the door before heading off in her own direction. I for one was completely flummoxed.

“Wait, the tour is over???”

“Uh yeah, we went all over the school,” Sunset folded her arms together before giving me a reassuring look. “Besides, I’ll see you again next period since all the juniors have lunch seventh period. Wouldn’t that be fun?”

“Yeah…..fun…” I sighed to myself. My nose started to hurt from earlier this morning, so I decided to brush it off a little. My school experience hasn’t been all that great and I know that Sunset could feed off my energy right this moment. Her little smile transformed into a shallow frown as she handed me my school schedule for the rest of the week.

“Here, I better head to my sixth period class, I can’t miss Pre-Calculus,” She dashed down the hallway with speed. “Mr. Sombra would make me fail! Later Dash!”

As I saw her figure fade away from me even more, I stood right in front of the door. My knees wobbled together, my palms were shaking like leaves on a windy way and the sweat forming from hands didn’t make it any better. I carefully placed my hands over the knob as my heart started to pound like a timpani playing in a orchestra.

I quietly took a deep breath as my soft hands gently turned the knob, making the door make a creepy creaking sound. As the door revealed more of the class to my vision, my throat felt like a huge bowling ball was stuck in there. The lady who was speaking to the class, stopped her lecture then forwarded her eyes towards me. The students in the class did the same exact thing, which triggered my anxiety level.

Her comforting light pink skin complexion deeply clashed with her dark fuschia blending with violet hair. Her mulberry eyes filled with delight as a warm smile crept upon her face. She fixed her blue dress properly before clearing her throat.

“Oh hello there,” She said with a bright smile. “You must be Rainbow Dash! I’m Ms. Novo, a pleasure to have you in my class this year! Don’t be afraid to take a seat!”

As I looked all over the class for a seat, I was able to find one near the window, but once I was going to sit there, a student blocked the seat with his bag. I really wanted to take that seat because of the perfect vision to see the board, so I decided to reason with him.

“Psst, um excuse me, is it okay if you could remove your bags so I could sit there-”

“Nah ho, this seat is taken.”

I of course was taken back of the language that he used towards me, so I decided to find some other seat. Turns out, every seat that I wanted was taken, even though no one was sitting in it. There happened to be some beaten up chair in the back but before I sat down, something alerted me.

“Listen Fire Streak, I am sure she's not interested in what you have to say,” The voice spoke up which everyone in the class looked over to see who said that to him.

There, sitting by the window, was a girl who had lavender skin, bright violet pupils, medium purple hair with green highlights, wearing a bright pink beanie with white stars, a minty green t shirt, a leather overthrown jacket, with black ripped jeans. She was leaning her chair against the wall while popping a gum in her mouth.

“Oh look who decided to speak up in class, little miss bi,” He replied while his little group of friends started laughing away with him. The girl rolled her eyes and plopped her bags from the other chair to the ground.

“Whatever, hey new girl, you can sit right next to me, no pressure!” She smiled while pulling out the chair for me to sit.

I felt pretty embarrassed for all this commotion going on while Ms. Novo was still teaching her class. Fire Streak shrugged his shoulders and whispered something to his friend, but I didn't want to be bothered with them anymore, so I decided to take my seat next to the girl who defended me.

“T-thanks for saving my butt back there,” I shyly remarked before the girl started to chuckle.

“Yeah no problem! The boys here are true riots and you don't want to be associated with them, especially Fire Streak.”

Ms. Novo was still continuing her lecture, but the same girl tapped my shoulder lightly so I wouldn't freak out or anything.

“So, what's your name?”

“Oh, my name's Rainbow Dash,”

“Huh, by staring at your hair I could see why your parents called you ‘rainbow’,” The girl laughed as she was digging in her bag for some chips to munch on.

“My name is Starlight Glimmer, some people get my last name mixed up with-”

“Shimmer right?” I interrupted her statement but I honestly didn't mean to. Starlight nodded her head as if she knew exactly what was at stake.

“I guess you met Sunset Shimmer huh?”

“Uh, no actually, we've been friends for years,” I corrected her as she nodded her head without saying anything. Her eyes dotted towards the board, her fingers firmly pressing down hard on her notebook, and her same loyal smile spread across her face.

“Sunset is my home girl,” Starlight continued. “We've been close since freshman year.”

“Yeah, Sunset's really amazing!”

I wasn't lying about that! Sunset was indeed a true friend to heart. She would always be there for you, make sure your priorities were taken care of first, made you laugh, made you feel special in all types of ways. I was so lucky to have her as my best friend! Ms. Novo passed out homework sheets to the class but stopped in front of me and whispered something in my ear.

“Since today is your first day, I won't give you the homework sheet, but we will go over more of today's topic in class tomorrow so you will be right on task,” She beamed while handing more copies of the homework.

As the class was starting to pack their bags before the seventh period bell rang, Starlight punched my arm slightly while placing her bag over her right shoulder.

“So, I'm guessing you're heading to the cafeteria huh?”

“Yeah I am, Sunset did say that all the juniors have lunch together, I was hoping that we could-”

“Walk there together? Sure! I mean, this is your first day after all, you could get lost here,” She reassured me while grabbing my hand and headed towards the door.

The bell was going to ring any minute now, and things were looking good for me. Once the bell rang, everyone piled out Ms. Novo's classroom and started trampling one another in the hallways. Starlight quickly grabbed my left arm and started maneuvering her way through the crowds of people. If she wasn't here with me, I would've gotten trampled by all these kids. The hallways were buzzing with students as each and every one of them tried to get to their classes immediately.

“It's amazing how you can just slide through everyone!” I gasped as Starlight couldn't help but chuckle.

“Rainbow Dash, I was just like you my freshman year,” Starlight spoke up as she opened two movable doors which led to the cafeteria.

There held almost about a hundred kids, goofing around in their own little cliques. Some kids were being loud, others making out, others were listening to music. You could see where the football players hung out, the popular girls hanged out, and the drama kids, the athletes, the quiet ones, and of course the lovers.

The creamish floor was suffering from the environment by all the trash splattered all over the place. The lunch line was crowded with students grabbing plates and a pint of milk. The buttercupped walls were screaming for help, since it was peeling off, dying of the students behaviours. Starlight led me to the lunch line where our conversation continued.

“I used to get pushed around, slammed into lockers, and even bullied a couple of times, as you can see that Fire Streak mentioned that I was bisexual,” She exhaled deeply as she leaned against the wall waiting for the line to move.

“I'm sorry for him bullying you like that,”

“Pfft, there was nothing that you could've done, besides I'm used to it, and honestly I don't even give a shit anymore!” Starlight shrugged her shoulders then laughed a little bit. “As long as no one picks a fight with me, then we're good!”

I nodded my head agreeing to her statement then shoved my hands into my jacket packet. For some reason, the cafeteria was blistering cold. My hands felt like little icicles and my feet couldn't stop knocking against one another. Starlight saw me shivering as if a bullet went flying in the cafeteria. She couldn't help but coo a little then she decided to wrap her body weight on my back. To be honest, she felt super warm as the heat from her body was pressing against me ever so softly. She couldn't help give me a slight smirk which extended to her cheek.

“Heh, feeling a bit cozy ey Dash?” She asked while rocking the both of us back and forth as I began to giggle.

The lunch line started going faster and faster each time, as students from tables decided to join the line. Out of the blue, we both saw Sunset near the line waiting to receiver her tray. Starlight waved at her rapidly until she was able to see us. Sunset grabbed her tray and headed towards out direction.

“Oh, hey you two!” She smiled before giving me a slight smirk like she always does. “I see you met Starlight, huh?”

I nodded my head in reply before grabbing a tray myself. To be honest, the food wasn't as bad as I thought it was! There was barbecued chicken, white rice, cauliflower, and a side of fruit cups with peaches in them. As Sunset and Starlight led me to their lunch table, there I saw Pinkie Pie eating her deli sandwich, while waving at all of us to take a seat.

“Hey you guys!” She perked up in her seat, munching more of her sandwich.

“Sup Pinkie, how was vocal class today?” Sunset asked as she opened her salad dressing packet and placed the dressing into her tiny salad bowl.

“Eh, it could've been better,” She stated before letting out a huge sigh. She drove her fingers through her bouncy curls as she continued.

“Those girls act like they can sing, when in reality they can't. Sometimes it makes me wonder how'd they get into this school ya know?”

“Yeah I agree with you one hundred percent, Pinkie,” Starlight spoke up while chewing on her rice. “Some students believe that they are the best when you don't even know basic steps of being a drama major, which is ensemble building! Like, why did you sign up for that major if you're going to act like some stuck up bitch?”

Pinkie and Sunset both nodded their heads in agreement to Starlight's statement. I for one didn't know what to say because after all it was my first day of class. I could talk about how Thunderlane was selling crack today but I didn't want him to get into even more trouble, so I as quietly gripping the pieces of my chicken. Pinkie was focusing her vision onto me, and this time it wasn't my chest area, it was my face.

“Hey Skittles?”

“Um, it's Rainbow Dash actually,” I corrected Pinkie, again for not calling me by my name once more. She apologized instantly for her careless mistake, then asked what was going on with my nose.

“Oh, this bandaid? Well, it's a long story,”

“Heck, we have all period Dash! Tell us,” Sunset was eagerly interested in the story, so she decided to pull her chair closer to me.

“Well I was heading to the bathroom and my grandfather opened the door with full force causing my nose to bleed,”

All three girls cringed making sounds with their teeth and some “oof” sounds as well. Sunset casually bit her lip just imagining the pain I must've been in. Starlight just stared at me in completely shock, and Pinkie touched her nose hoping that would never happen to her.

“Yikes, talk about a wacky first day of school,” Pinkie blurted out before eating more of her sandwich.

“Haha, I'll say,” Starlight agreed while Sunset popped a bubble in her mouth as she cocked her head to the side. “That's pretty fucked up!”

“Since your name is a little hard for me to remember, I'm going to call you Dashie, if that's okay with you!” Pinkie perked up as she sat up in her seat.

When she said Dashie, I tried my hardest not to shed any sign of tears only because my mother was the only one who called me Dashie. My dad tries to call me Dashie to make me feel better, but it's better when my mother used to call me that. I might've lost my train of thought because Pinkie kept snapping her fingers and waving her hands for me to snap out of my vision.

“Um, Dashie? I can call you that right?”

“Huh, oh uh, yeah sure, t-that's fine with me,” I shrugged my shoulders before Pinkie's smile shines brighter than the sun shining outside.

“Hey Rainbow, you mind getting me another tray of food?” Starlight spoke up as she handed me her ID card but placed two fingers over her photo.

“Just DON'T look at the photo, I look so terrible!” She whined before Sunset slammed her hands onto the lunch table.

“Stop lying, you were adorable in your freshman year,” Sunset protested while giving Starlight a glare.

She rolled her eyes before lightly smacking Sunset over her nose. Both girls started giggling then Starlight shoved the card in my hands. I walked over to the lunch line, hoping to actually get a tray for Starlight. I didn't know how things work at this school but I didn't need to use her card at all. All I needed to do was just grab a tray, wasn't that hard right?

As I made my way over to their table, Starlight looked over in my direction and smiled ever so brightly. I figured seeing the tray of food made her smile but as I walked over even faster to the table, I didn't even notice that a teenage girl was right in front of me, making me slam my tray onto her clothes.

The loud impact coming from the tray's fall felt like a thousand of glass plates shattering onto the ground all at the same time. My face erupted into a blast of heat as I felt utterly embarrassed for ruining the girl's clothes.

I looked up only to see a girl with a marshmallow complexion, dark purple curly hair, navy dazzling eyes, fake eyelashes, and a beauty mark across her left cheek. She wore a bright fuschia feather boa, a black and silver tube top, a short leopard skirt, added with a pink fuzz, short black leggings underneath, and golden high heeled boots. But all the fantastic attire was completely ruined by the barbecue sauce from the chicken, the rice and the juice from the fruit cups.

We both shared the same shocked facial expression, but hers was more of a face that says “You gotta be kidding right?” while mine was more of a “Oh my gosh!” Suddenly, the whole cafeteria became extremely quiet, you barely even heard a pindrop. Everyone's pupils focused on us, which made me catch a short anxiety attack right there on the spot!

“I-I am so so sorry, I honestly didn't see you there!” I shouted but again I didn't mean to be so loud, it was just my anxiety kicking in. “If I could quickly grab a pair of napkins, I am sure that everything will be-”

And the craziest thing happened in that space of time. She didn’t slap me nor did anything to do with her hands but she let out a HUGE scream that would be heard if she was in a horror film. Eventually everyone, including the cafeteria staff was surrounding the horrifying scene.

“Have you lost your mind?!” The girl shouted as she was shaking her hands and feet by the disgusted splash on her clothes. “Do you know how long I have designed this outfit to wear today?!?!”

A wave of heat splashed all over my face as the sweat from my palms and forehead increased dramatically. I honestly couldn’t stop shaking and feeling absolutely humiliated by ruining this girl’s clothes.

To be fairly honest, I think she over exaggerating this a little bit too much. Without having any word to say into this, the girl started, how do you say it? “Throwing shade”? Uhhh, yeah! She was basically throwing shade on me which made me feel utterly bad about myself as a person.

“Your clothes should’ve been ruined instead of mine,” She continued blabbering on about her precious clothing.

“I mean, who dressed you this morning? Must be some inexperienced individual who doesn’t have class. Oh wait, that was you! Oh good heavens, is that horrible smell coming from your perfume or your pussy just stinks?! Ugh, it smells like someone’s menstrual cycle exploded over your body! Honestly hon, if you want to try and fit in this school, at least try to look and smell decent enough for the high school environment. Ugh, what is on your nose? Did you stitch it up to hide the ugly mess under there? Oh please don’t tell me that’s your ensemble you decided to wear to school! You are a disgrace to this high school! UAA GHH!”

The whole cafeteria erupted into the chorus of laughter as Sunset’s table sat their in disbelief. The girl walked away and headed out the cafeteria, leaving me standing in the middle of the room, tearing up. This was the worst day ever!

My breathing was short, my body tensed up, my fist were clenched up together, and my eyes were streaming a hurricane of apologetic tears. At the corner of my eye, I happen to see Sunset, Starlight, and Pinkie running over to my direction as the school bell rang for eighth period class.

“Oh my gosh Dash are you okay?!” Sunset caressed her hands over my face cheeks, wiping away the tears from my eyes. I eventually moved away, crying even more from keeping the pain that was gripping into me.

“I-I can’t take this anymore…..” I sobbed while cleaning up the leftover lunch splatter on the floors. Pinkie helped me clean up the munchy food while grabbing me some napkins so I could wipe my face before class.

“Can’t take what?” Starlight asked while throwing the lunch tray in the nearest garbage.

“All of this!” I exclaimed as more tears started flowing down my cheeks. “I hate this school! I don’t want to be here! I didn’t want to come here! If my dad didn’t have this stupid job application thing, then I wouldn’t be in this mess!”

I immediately pushed myself through Sunset and Starlight, leaving all three girls in the cafeteria by themselves. Sunset called out for me, but I didn’t want to be bothered with anyone at the moment. I just wanted to go someplace quiet, even though I don’t know my way around the school as of yet.

I decided to walk to my eighth period class on my own. The pain in my heart and eyes were still stinging me from that girl’s remarks, and I honestly didn’t want to see this girl ever again! As soon as class started and the teacher began her lesson, I didn’t remember anything else after that. I pretty much zoned out for the rest of the day, only thinking about how embarrassing that moment was for me.

Both eighth and ninth period seemed like a rush for me and I honestly blamed it on lunch time. Maybe if I wasn’t so clueless and would’ve been better with stabilizing my surroundings, none of this would’ve happened. The bell rang for school to end and many students were piling out the front doors of Canterlot, but I headed straight for the bus stop so I wouldn’t feel even more humiliated.

As the bus pulled up to the stop, I climbed onto it as fast as possible, almost tripping myself. I eventually took a seat closest to the door while placing my head over the glass window and as I was staring at how New York City was, I happen to spot my reflection, envisioning all of what the girl said to me at lunch. Did I really smell bad at that moment? Was my clothes not high school material? Was I not high school material??

I couldn’t take this pressure anymore! I just wanted to go home, sulk, and just don’t be bothered by anyone. The bus pulled up to my stop, and I could already feel the pain and hurt rising in my chest once I walked onto the front porch. I hesitated at first to plunge my key into the door, but I had to walk in the house to at least reach to my bed on time.

“If they ask you how school went you say fine, ok Dash?” I told myself as the key shifted into the hole making the front door creak open. I stepped inside, ever so slowly so no one could hear my footsteps, but of course, I was wrong.

“Hey honey!” My dad shouted while walking over to my direction with a bright smile. “How was your first day of-”

“It was fine,” I replied in an extreme monotone voice. Like I said before, I honestly couldn’t be bothered about anything at this point of time.

I dashed up the stairs, slammed my room door, and became at peace with myself. I plopped my bookbag onto the floor in anger, then plunged myself onto my bed without even changing into my home clothes. After being lazy for five minutes, I decided to change into my pajamas and take a quick shower in the morning. I carried the covers over my bed, as I sulked in the dark all night.
My eyes were tightly shut, trying to overcome this bad dream which was a reality.

I did get my nose slammed by my grandfather this morning. I was groped by Pinkie Pie. I did meet Sunset Shimmer again. I did slam my tray into that girl. I did make it home alive. I am still feeling extra crappy about this whole moving thing. I am sure mom wouldn’t like this idea either……..that’s when I stopped crying…..mom….mom….if my mother was here, she would’ve been able to comfort me through thick and thin. I knew after my long periods of sulking, it was late and I had to go back to hell in the morning. My life went from bad to worse…….

Oh mom, I need you more than anything right now……...

-Rainbow Dash