Author's Note

I'll look over it later and fix the grammar and spellings mistakes.

what the actual fuck?

Depression.
It's not unheard of for a person to get depressed and not come out of it, most of the time they stay depressed until they reach the final stage of depression which causes them to make rash decisions and maybe even fatal ones.
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'Am I really resorting to this?' I was in the middle of an argument with myself at the moment, while one side of me was demanding me to go through with this while another small voice was trying to convince me otherwise.

'Yes! you'll finally get sweet justice on those students that undermined you.'

'Please reconsider the consequences! this is not the right thing to do!'

I finally acknowledged the room I was in and looked into the mirror of the men's restroom, all that was there was a shell of a berated troubled teen who was victim to all the abuse from fellow classmates.

'Black mop of hair, faded out green eyes and black hoodie? check.'

Coming to terms with myself and shutting off the voices in my head I took a step back from the mirror and raised my hood over my head and than reached into the pockets and pulled out a gray object.

I held it in my hands and pointed it at the mirror '44. magnum?'.

''Check.''

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A boy by the name of 'David' was surrounded by a group of four other boys all chatting away and occasionally laughing as someone pitched in a joke.

''Yo David!'' his attention was grasped by a light skinned boy approaching the group as they all stopped talking and gave their attention to him.

''Yeah Mark?'' he inquired albeit annoyed at him.

''I was thinking about paying a visit to our dear old frie~~'' his statement was interrupted by the crackle of the intercom.

''Attention teachers and students the senior trip to Colorado has been canceled until further not~~ *BANG*

The intercom let out a ear piercing whale as a resonating thump was heard leaving the rooms occupants bug eyed.

''Alright students you know the routine'' the silence in the room was cut out by the teacher getting up and turning the lock on the entrance to the classroom as the students hastily got up and moved to the farthest corner of the room quietly until one female student tripped over a desk and dropped it on its side.

''You idiot!'' David whispered yelled at the student as she shakily got up and moved with the others to the corner.

''Now now students we shoul~~'' the door handle shook in the middle of the teachers statement and spooked on the other girls as she screamed ''No!'' while the other tried to get her outbursts in control.

This led to the handle rapidly moving side to side than stopped for a bit until the suspect resorted to banging on the door as the girl started all out sobbing and screaming.

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The banging stopped and the students all mentally let out a breath until..

The door was kicked opened and banged into the wall, all the while a black hooded figure shakily stumbled in with something in their hand.

They than stopped in the middle of the room as they lifted their hand aimed a gun at the teachers face all the while shaking like a maniac.

''Well'' ''well'' ''well'' a familiar voice rang out from under the hood as he than lifted the hood with one hand and let it fall back as gasps rang out.A boy with a black mop of hair donned a crazed smile as he looked around a bit until his eyes landed on someone specific ''David''.

David's eyes widened when his name was called out and anxiously stood up.

''G-good n-now stand over there''.

As David moved, the boy with the gun aimed at the teacher and fired a round into his head instantly killing him as his body fell to the ground.

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Cries of terror rang out in front of me as I smiled all the more wider and aimed at the group of students cowering in terror as I closed my eyes and looked away as I fired off five random shots into them.

I reopened them and saw that only a few of them survived and were covered in the bloody remains of their friends and spoke to the survivors ''now the rest of you can leave while I deal with David''.

They didn't hesitate as the eighteen surviving students ran out of the room screaming in terror as I turned my attention back to David and smiled once again ''now where were we?''.

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Davids body was now a bloody mess as I dropped the gun in front of me and took out a knife from another pocket and grasped it in both hands.

''Now time to burn eternally!''.

I lined up the blade with my forehead and closed my eyes as I counted to three.

''1...''

''2...''

''3!!!..."

I raised the blade up as fast as I could and immediately fell into darkness, no eternal darkness.

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'Man how long has it been?' I was floating in this endless mass of a void I now call home.

'Damn i'm bored maybe I could imagine a television or something' with all my might I focused on the vision of a sixty eight inch flat screen tv.

Nothing.

'Damn it!' I tried showing my disappointed by flailing my pink stubby hooves aroun~~ waiiitttt 'hoofs?' I tried blinking this away but they stayed 'hoofs!??!' I think i'm gonna pass out.

My breathing quickened as I felt a strong sucking force pulling me into a growing orb of light as I struggled to breath and held my 'soft' chest and felt my heartbeat quickening and than slowing down as dots of white clouded my vision as the light grew.

A could breeze grasped onto my lower region as I felt something grasp onto them and gently pull me out of the darkness as I finally slowly closed and my mind seemed to be in disbelief as the words ''It's a colt!'' flooded my fading consciousness.

I could only think one thing as I woke up in a cold sweat on my bed? in my room?

''What the fuck was that!''

To be continued....