Unloved

“Wake up, Ryan!” Fluttershy yelled with panic in her voice.

"Ugh...Fluttershy, what is it?" I said while turning my head to her direction.

My eyes were grogey from such an early wake up call. Before I begin my dark tale, let me introduce myself so it doesnt sound like I'm trying to play the superhero card to everyone. I’ve been living in Equestria for quite some time now. Ever since that jaw dropping moment, since that portal opened up indiscretely in my closet, I just knew I had to move out of this world so I could find some inner peace for within myself.

I was a bit of an angry soul myself back on earth, as thoughout my life I looked for something I could never have. That something was called love. However, dont think as me being anti-social and such. I talked and enjoyed being around new faces, family and friends, but I just couldnt find any personal connections with anyone here on earth. I was personally screwed over in the end for being the honest and nice guy to everyone. I continued on to be honest and outgoing even if it killed me. I knew deep down inside it was the right thing to do. So, yeah, I was a bit of a loner from time to time. Even though I was fit and tall, where girls would normally go out of their way to get my attention(while I completely ignored them since I though it was a stupid fucking head game in the end)....I had a soft spot for nature. I was closer to animals than most humans were, going out of my way to help an animal in need. I had a deep appreciation for nature, since it was true that birds built nests before they laid their eggs, while most human women mindlessly had kids without thinking about their future. I knew however all human women wern't like that, but for after so long I just stopped caring and lived the single's life. It wasn't so bad looking back, since I had more freedoms than most couple's did. I just...wanted to move away from it all and start all over again. That's the only thing I've ever asked for in life.

So, I moved into Equestria hoping to find peace. It had so many improvements over the place humans called Earth, where humans are the only species to live by a paper dollar bill. You can't eat or drink a dollar bill, so why would you revolve your life around such a useless commodity? I knew that this wasnt the reason why as a human race, why we were placed here by a divine unknown power. I knew deep down inside that humans were supposted to be peaceful at heart, and to live by good morals. No one listened to my outcry as everyone around me wanted to chose the path of self destruction in some way or form. I knew I had to get out of here somehow, where some humans agreed with my views. That's when my prayers were answered as a portal opened up in my closet.

I told my father about this unusal occurance, as he looked at me like I had two heads. I showed him the portal as he looked with his jaw dropped. He couldn’t agree with me more, and wanted to tag along from the improvement of stress of his everyday struggle of survival. Financial dept, house foreclosures, starvation, and green dollar bills were non factors in this new realm. Not to metion that anyone living here could pursue their dreams in life without worrying about any negativity to try to bring you down.

I've always wanted to be a personal trainer, and to own my very own gym...but instead, I worked in a shithole job. I hated my job here and so did my father, so Equestria is what we both needed. I’ll get into more details how I’ve adapted to live here in some other writing.

However, I found a personal connection within the residence of ponyville with someone completely non-human. I'm the kind of guy who wants a girl who was down to Earth, close to nature, humble, kind hearted, and completely honest who wouldnt fuck me over for child support with superficial love. You already probably know who I'm talking about. Yep, it was Fluttershy. At first, Fluttershy didn't know what to think of me being one of the first humans to enter Equestria.

After I introduced myself to everyone around town, Fluttershy was really quiet and shy to herself. I went out of my way to talk to her and such, telling her stories how I rescued a pair of baby rabbits(which is a true story, as I was a pretty honest guy back on earth). I told her how my Pembroke Welsh Corgi, Monte, as the both of us we're like human brothers together. She was moved as I almost broke down in tears in front of her, as I explained how I lost that close friend due to thyroid cancer back in 2011. I told her that dog will ever remain alive in my memories to me in the end. Fluttershy and I became close as we got to know each other better. We shared many common interests while still retaining our personalities. I was...more of a dominant and a leader type to her. She was...more submissive and generally taged along with most of the things I did.

Since i had nowhere to live in Equestria, I decided to move into her cottage with permission from Celestia. Things were really working out well so far. I’d help her tend to most of her animals. I found an abandoned pack wolf pups that we both raised together. From time to time, I would leave a piece of red meat out for them, as the wolf pack would fight among themselves for my attention. Fluttershy would do most of the things an ordinary housewife would do. Cook, clean, you name it.

I made myself into something when I've moved into Equestria, I worked at a gym as my full time job. She would tag along with me at the gym,as I worked my dream job as a personal trainer for most of the ponies and humans that moved into here.

I became quick friends with Rainbow Dash, as she was an Athlete at heart. Rainbow dash and I would always workout together for almost every day of the year. She’d help me spot for benching, and I would show her new techniques for endurance and strength training. I would always kid around with her as she would show off to me.

I've always enjoyed being around being Pinkie Pie, as she was a complete goof ball. Pinkie Pie worked at the juice bar at the local gym, and made fantastic after workout shakes for all of us. I told her not to load up my protein shakes with sugar, as I hated processed sugar to begin with. Im a health nut, so anything with high sugar or fat content was way out of my league. She would bounce around behind the counter as she gathered Whey protein, creatine, and other stuff the body craves after an intense workout.

Applejack was always friendly toward me when I've first moved into Equestria. Since I worked at Apple Acre farm as a part time job for some extra side spending bits, I taugh her new techniques on leg oriented workouts. She could buck trees harder than she could ever image in her lifetime. As a result, I was always invited to their farm for supper as they gained my trust overtime.

Twilight and Rarity weren’t really focused on working out, so I couldn't really help them out much when it came to exercising. They would constantly ramble and babble to each other on the treadmills. Twilight would read to herself on the bike machines and would hog the magazine rack. Rarity would sit in the sauna or try to capture some guy’s attention in the middle of his workout(which was sometimes me, as I thought to myself how funny her insecurity of being single was).I went along with it and would flirt with her time to time, as Fluttershy would have a look of impatience toward Rarity, as she would suck up all the attention from me. I'd later explain to Fluttershy to not take it so serious, as she giggled to herself. She got the message that Rarity wanted her own personal strong man. I would help Rarity find that lucky soul one day....

Spike constantly asked me for strength training advice to impress Rarity. He was muscularly underdeveloped. I told him to wait a few years. I couldn't see any personal relation going on between those two, so I didnt bother with the little purple dragon when it came to relationship advice. But...I couldn't see him suffer the same fate I did, when it came from rejection from another female. I've always told him Sweet Belle was always up for grabs, since it made sence they were closer in age.

So life was generally going pretty well here. Only selected humans could pass though the portal into Equestria. An average everyday idiot that could enter this realm would ruin the bond between man and pony, as only the pure hearted could pass though.

.... All of that was going to change today, however, since my recollection of memories of our journey together are going to twist into a series of beyond unfortinate events. I promise you that I will recount all of the vivid memories as best as possible from that unfaithful day. The following events changed everything in our lives, and ultimately bonded us closer together as a whole. This is my story. This is...Unloved.