As the Friday proceeded, Flash was a victim of some very mixed feelings. He had just had the best experience in his life… And he also felt a rather good bit stupid. Had he done something wrong? Did… his secret santa feel bad about cumming so fast? And the biggest thing: how the heck was he going to react when his secret santa revealed himself? You know, you give great head! Wanna be friends? Can you even say that?

“Alright class!” Miss Inkwell clapped her hands “Please rise! It is time to reveal who your secret santa was! And we’ll do it like this! I will say a name to start with. I will say… Rarity Belle. Please come down here, miss bell. Now, will miss Belle's secret santa please come here? A, miss Lulamoon! Now, after you have exchanged thanks, miss Lulamoon stays and HER secret santa comes down and… you get the idea.” Giggles. Some four or five students passed before it was Sunset Shimmer's time to stand there. And no one stood up. Sunset looked surprised and a bit upset. Then Miss Inkwell spoke again. “Ah, dammit! I forgot! I am terribly sorry, miss Shimmer… It… I complete forgot… You see, As some of you have noticed… we did take a few precautions this year. So you did not only get the names of this class… we mixed the bag up with the other classes. So you could, as some of you did, end up with a santa from any part of the school. Just so you couldn’t figure it out by default. I am terribly sorry you had to find out this way. But there is indeed a secret santa waiting for you! You may now all go and reveal yourself to the subject of your gifts.”

Flash had without even realising it been scrutinisingly examining every guy in class but with this reveal he suddenly felt both relieved and irritated. All the classes in his year? That was… damnit, well over thirtyfive guys! How could he even… He shook it off. It wasn’t up to him to find his santa. Instead he went and revealed himself to Fluttershy, who gave him a hug and thanked him for all the good gifts. How could he know it was exactly what she wanted? Flash shrugged his shoulders and said something about “Just being awesome that way”, taking a page out of Rainbows book. Then he started to wait. And wait he had to do. As the last minutes of the school day passed, nothing happened. Noone came to him and said “I’m your secret santa”. Flash began to feel angry. Sure, he wasn’t sure how to feel… But damnit, he still wanted to KNOW! He turned around angrily and opened his locker. And then, another note fell out. Eagerly he picked it up and read it.

Hi Flash. Happy Hearth’s warming. I’m… I’m your secret santa. And you don’t know who I am and...

And I would prefer it to stay this way.

Please don’t be mad… I guess I messed up, right? Who in their right mind would do all this and… give away those pictures and… meet up in an disused booth to suck cock…

I would. Because… I love you, Flash. I have been in love with you since we started High School. I loved you when you dated Sunset and even if that would have thrown of anyone else... I still couldn’t stop. And then you broke up… and then you came out.

I was so happy I could throw up… Sorry, t.m.i.

I love you so much but I haven’t dared to say anything. And then… Imagine how it felt to get you as my secret Santa-subject!

I hadn’t planned the final in the old locker rooms… I was going to just go there and confess but then… I found that stall and...I guess I couldn‘t stop myself.

It was wonderful Flash. I was so glad to be that close to you.. And when you offered… I was blown away… Which you probably noticed. I’m sorry… I’ll do better next time?

Which brings me to the next part… if there WILL be a next time...

I do realise that we can’t build a relationship on one letter, some guitar picks, a poster and a blowjob.

That’s why I’m not giving you my name. I want you to get to know the REAL me, I want Flash Sentry to fall in love with ME and not some guy who gives good head. I have six months until graduation. And I know I’m not the only one to want you, tough guy.
If I manage to break through… If you would see me, really see me… and like me so much that you want to be my boyfriend for real… Then I will tell you. If you don’t… Well, then at least I know I tried my best and that we weren't meant to be.

I hope you enjoyed most of the gifts anyway. Once again, Happy Heart’s warming.

XOXO - Secret Santa.

Flash read the note a few times. Then he folded it and put it in his pocket. He smiled all the way home.

END

Author's Note

No regrets. Flash needs some love and I want to give it to him. Merry christmas, y'all!