Chapters Spike memories where being alter as the old ones were being replaced with new distorted ones. He has sworn he heard voices,
"What the fuck is this room due do you know what this room is and where did it come from?" asked ???
"Hellow is anypony there?"
asked Spike, he herds there muffled voices and then he saw a huge and heavy door open to see 2 figures that looked like Loki. As light shined in. He saw an albino dragon and King Sombra. Spike just starts screaming, and this though Sombra and the dragon off and they were confusion
" Why ARE YOU SCREAMING? WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE?" Aske Sombra. spike suddenly starts to have flashbacks and the memories of how he was friends with Sombra and Adrian. He slowly stops his screaming, Adrian just looked dumbfounded. Then he asked Spike
"Where did you go? your mind traveled some were but we couldn't find you for like almost a year.
Spike replied, "To tell you the truth it was hell."
Sombra and Adrian looked at each other then back at Spike, Adrian had to ask
" what do you mean by hell?"
"I was a slave there. I was a toy for them. there where times that I wasn't allowed to eat food and I had.... to.... beg Twilight to let me eat her shit so I won't starve or someone to shit in a bowl or on a plate just to eat for the night." answered Spike.
They both looked at Spike with the mouths wide open in utter shock and disbelief, that Twilight could be so cruel or even capable of something that horrific.
"What fucked up world did you go to man, that...t-t...Twilight is a fucking monster! Because the one we know is loving a kind pony and she would never do something that horrific to you. exclaimed Sombra.
" What about Celestia She would beat the ever-living shit out of Twilight." proposed Adrian hoping that Spike his own mother would come to his rescue.
"Celestia was she the worst! she would beat me for no reason and she always called me her (little plaything or toy)." Answer Spike with hate in his voice. They couldn't believe their ears what they just heard. Tears ran down his cheeks as he thought of his old life and how awful it was.
"9...9 years of hell I had to pay!" said Spike they gave Spike a look like if he was crazy or something
(A)"9 years what the fuck are talking about you're, been in a coma for 9 months" with concern in his tone of voice.
(S)"What do mean I've been a coma for 9 months. So you' are telling me that have been a coma for 9 months here but I was in hell for 9 years." he asked for reassurance.
"Spike do you know where you are?" questioning Spike and trying to see how bad was amnesia and the damage, it has done to him. Adrian and Sombra were bewildered.
then Spike realized that he had no idea where he was when he asked them "What is this place where are we and I'm still in a coma? " then Spike starts to move around to find himself in a new weird world.
"To your coma question yes you are still in a coma. And this place is your pocket dimension inside your head, that we do happen to live in. said Sombra answering spikes questions.
Adrian gave a hand jester to follow him, Sombra walking behind Spike so he wouldn't get lost in his own mind. Sombra knew that Spike's mind wasn't a place for fun really, this place contains unimaginable horrors that dwell within. He remembers going thought Spike's memories and discover that spike trie to work himself to death, all because he had a severe case of crippling depression. and not just that even he had consistent nightmares and on top of that he was the only dragon in a pony society and being in Canterlot didn't help. The ponies there were unkind and did not treat him as an equal but as Second-class citizen and they hated Spike, and the hated him even more for being the adopted son Celestia.
Celestia could have easily dealt with it but Spike would always ask her not to get involved with trivial matters and from what she told him " IT hurts to know that my son Spike is being bullied in my own kingdom. And he wants me to stay out of it that he can handle it himself, all I do is just...just sit there and watch them hurt Spike!" with tears in her eyes he knew she could only endure so much.
So she came up with an idea that Spike could not find out she would go and stock the one that bullied him the most and find all that she needs to from them an would send them blackmail and threats as in increase or decrease the tax income. She could not stan oddly by and watch Spike get hurt over and over again.
They arrived at a long hall with lost of doors he had no idea that this place could exist in his own mind. Adrian found 2 lagers corrupted doors and he could fell hostile presence coming from in the halls behind the doors, Sombra and Spike made their way to Adrian and saw the corrupted door Spike knew this filling all too well, as fare starts to slowly consume Spike the fare build up more and more untell the other to turn around to see how Spike was doing. To only see An look of death on his face that's when they knew the find the other world. However, before they could open the gate the coma world
the ground shock about knocking every-pony over "What what the hell is going on?!" asked Spike with panic in his voice
"HAO fuck! Okay look you are starting to wack up and that means your going to the real world!" answered Adrian
Sombra said" Look Celestia is your mom and Twilight is your sister and they love you dearly. Ho yahe one more thing I forgot Fleur de Lis is your mare-friend and you' are dating and rarity is" Sombra voice slowly became mute as Spike drifted off into his own emerald green eye except it was huge that if it was a mouth could swallow him hole. As opened his eyes he opens he was in a room. When he tried to move his arms one of them was handcuffed to the reeling of the bed.
Celestia moved the curtains back to see Spike laying on the bed with his hand in the sinter of Fleur's chest teres running down her face, and she made it worse for Spike soon as he saw her he tried to move away from her. But his body was still waking up and haven't moved for 9 months, his body just went limp he really couldn't move. Then his entire body got a Charly horse, His mouth opens up as if he was trying to scream out of pain, as he rolled off the bed in a horizontal and his feet were still on the bed and his head hit the floor first with a hollow thud.
Fleur and Celestia rushed over to see if Spike was okay and when they got to the other side of the bed, they were Spike crying and trying to movie. But to them, he looks like he was having a seizure, and their mouths just dropped with shock. Celestial immediately trying to pick him up off the floor using her magic to lift up Spike and the Fleur also using her magic to help git Spike back in the bed.
Spike looked at his so-called mother she was crying why was she crying, with a shaky and timid voice "W-why are you crying y-you never cry. You are cold and dead inside tors I and you hate. I don't understand why are you crying." asked Spike
Celestia answered with tears and a soft voice " B-B-Because I'm your mother and I love you and I Don't want to see you get hurt," then wiping tears from her face she continued"And to know that your where in some their world were you were abused and no one came to your rescue. You wear all alone, and I was unable to do anything for you. And to be told that I abused you... I would never do that to you, Spike. You're my son I love you! So, please don't be afraid of me I just want you to be happy, that other Celestia is not me she wasn't me nor Twilight she loves you too. Give us a chance to show you that we love you and that we are not them." She said with confined and sadness, just hoping he would give them a fair chance to show him that they are not those fake ones.
Spike looked at her with a shocked expression he was some twinkle in her eyes, so he nods his head slowly but he was still in pain but he will give them a chance.
As Spike lied there on the bed, being conferred by Fleur, how was telling him that he was going to be alright and that they loved him. Twilight peaks her head in to see Spike ling there on the bed and Fleur de Lis and Celestia talking to Spike, she wants to give him a big hug but from what Sombra and Adrian told them. Celestia and Twilight about his coma world and that this other Twilight and Celestia. They were abusive to him, but she wonders if he will accept her he accepted his mother, she thinks. When she heard that, they hurt him and trendy him like dirt and if he was nothing but a tool.
Biting her lip so hard that blood trickle down her chin she had tres in her eyes that hearing what Adrian said that she was cruel to Spike. {If I find that other Twilight I'm going to rip her apart and put her back to gather and do it all over again and again untold she is begging for me to stop. I'll make her his slave and she'll know what hell she put Spike through!!!!!!} Twilight thought to herself.
Then Fleur tren around when she heard an odd moaning sound, only to see Twilight in the doorway she left Spike and Celestia to go get Twilight. Fleur grabs her wrist and pulled her along to meet her bother Spike.
Author's Note
if you could give me support that would be great and will help me make better stories
Meating big sis
As Twilight was pulled in to the room by her wrist to see Spike, Fleur wants him to see his loving sister, She wasn't too happy to be pulled like that. She finally got to Spike who just looked at her fare stars to consume Spike he tried to run again but this time his mom and marefrined grabbed him and stop him form to move away. Twilight could see that he was scared of her and she doesn't want that, she wants him to give her a chance for him to accept her, to have her little brother fearing her was just awful.
Then she put on her best sisterly love smile on, trying to ease the tension on Spike. He slowly comes down but refuses to look at her, but to Twilight was understandable he was still scared of her.
Hi T...Twilight,h-how are you.
he asked nervously.
Good. Do you remember anything about me, not the other one that was awful to you? But for me as your s...sister?
she asked hoping for a yes that there was something there, that she can use to help him remember who he ones were. As he is starting to think about his so-called sister a memory moved into his mind [ Spike Spike come on get up your mother is going to be here soon,*kiss on the cheek*. ]
As another memory moved in Spike saw his mother and he was sitting on her knee bouncing up and down, smalling and laughing. Celestia looked so happy, but then it changes to him sitting on Twilight's lap holding his and helping him learn how to write his name. Then Spike snaps back to reality and stars to cry. Celestia, Fleur de Lis or Twilight had a no clue as in why was he crying for. So Celestia asked," What is wrong? Spike is it a bad memory?" with concern in her voice he shocks his head
I was with you, and you look so happy to play with me when I was a hatchling mom.
Be for any-pony could say anything, Sumbra fade into existence as a dark shadowy figure and then he turns into solid, and into a black mass. Until his mouth and eyes fade in he looks around and saw Spike and the girls surrounding him, he walked to him with hast Twilight moved out of the way. Sumber said to Spike
"I'm gonna guess that you got that memory that I sent you. Adrian is in ponyville talking to the others, at the moment... ho hay Twi grab his hand and kiss his cheek that should trigger an event." Twilight nods and grabs Spike's hand and kiss him on the cheek she felt nothing but for Spike more he cried even more then he was before.
Celestia asked Spike " W-What did you see can... you tell?" whit concern in her vice
I feel down the stare a-and big sis came to see if I was o...okay.
He answered with a shacky vice. What shocked them the most was what he said { Big sis} Celestia soon realize that the Old Spike was still there they just need to bring him out.
So I'm still working on fixing the damage memories but Spike you do need your rest. It will be best for you to go to sleep in a few minutes, and Adrian will send you the responses he got from the other girls, and it will keep you having a relapse and I'll have an easier time getting those memories to fixing the good and the bad
explain Sombra. Hoping that they would listen to him, then he just remembers that Spike has not eaten in 9 months
"you'll need to a lot before you go to bed otherwise when you wake up you'll a lot weaker than before. Aaand you will be in a ton of pain got it, Spike..." explained Sombar.
Fleur de Lis nods her head and runs out of his room in the hospital to, go gets food for Spike be for he goes to back to sleep while she ran out of the room Celestia stade with Spike and tried to make him more comfortable around Twilight and herself.
Author's Note
sorry it tacks me so long to make a chapter, but some ideas would be great
As Spike lade there with his so-called mother and sister Twilight they, stade with him to make sure that he was doing okay, Spike was super nervous to left alone with these two. He was scared to ask them questions the, he wasn't sure if they'll get angry at him for talking. Spike was not comfortable with them and he was super nervous in the room alone with his mother and sister, and he is on the verge of having an anxiety attack. Celestia noticed that Spike's eyes were moving around to fast she placed her hand on Spike's cheek and told him"Shhhh. Don't whey we are here for you, and no one is here to hurt you and I won't let any-pony hurt you either".
Then she kisses his cheek lovingly. Spike was still unease (Way did Fleur de Lis leave me with these two? I'm s...so tired maybe I should go back to sleep) he thought to himself.
Twilight and Celestia started to talking to either about there duties as a princess. Spike realizes that Twilight has wings, he wonders how she got her wings. But the moment he opens his mouth both alicorns looked directly at him, at the same time he froze up in fear. ( ho.. fuck I just interrupted them they're going to kill me, but I just got to this word what the fuck Spike! You just sing your death wish.) Tears ran down his face as the thought of being beaten by his mother and sister all over again nothing has changed, different song Same dance.
Twilight immediately cot on she placed a hand on his arm and told him "It's ok its ok calm down and take your time its ok. You did nothing wrong, Spike." commonly hoping that he commoned down his chest was moving way to fast for her comfort. Celestia gives him a warm smile she doesn't want to be fared by her son Spike for the rest of her life. The thought of Spike never trusting her again was awful.
Spike finally cames down after being so afraid to speak for two mins, he looks at them and sees that there sadness and fusion on their faces. he cleared his thought and asked Twilight" how did you get wings?" But he still had a scared look on his face, Celestia only wishes that spike was just in a coma.
At this point she would be willing to break his lag then this, he forgot so many memories. Celestia's eyes teared up she walked out up and left the room then she walked down the hall into another room. She leans up agents the wall and just bork into tears, Celestia slowly slides down the wall as she cried. Fleur de Lis herd some-pony crying and went to see why where they crying, she was shocked to see Celestia crying on the floor and she rushed over and places Spike's food down and hug Spike's mother tightly, she was rubbing her back slowly and light past too.
"I know this is tough but don't worry we'll get through this. Celestia" said Fleur de Lis trying to comfort her
Celestia said "I'm so scared I don't know what to do my son Spike is horrified of me. He doesn't look at me the same way, as he used to receiving an abusive woman but only there to hurt him but I don't want to hurt him, I just want to love him I just wish things were back to normal. I rather have Spik's legs broken invest would be so much easier" while she was still crying she could not stop crying about this it was so painful to watch. Fleur looked so unsure as she kneeled to placed a hand on princess Celestia shoulder and kissed her on the cheek, she turned to Fleur and hug her tightly and just cried into her shoulder heavily.
It a good few mins to get Celestia back on her hooves she went back to Spike's room and look at him and she sadly looks down. Its to mush for her to look at Spike, Fleur looks and leans into her ere and said "Don't where we'll get through this together. I know it is hard right now but I, promise you it will get better!"
Spike saw Celestia And Fleur de Lis talking to them selfs, then he looked back Twilight how was still holding his hand gently. He opened his mouth and asked her "Are they mad at me? Di.. did I do something wrong?" nervously "NO! NO no! you din/t do anything wrong, Spike. I'll go see what the preamble is ok?" answered Twilight.
Spike looked up at her with fear written all over his face he twilight asked " P...Please don't let her hurt me anymore." HE said with a shaky voice. Twilight looked at him and she told him "I won't let anyone hurt you. I promise won't let any-pony do anything to you, that you don't want them to." while holding his hand.
Then she lets go and walks over to see what Celestia And Fleur de Lis talking about. Where she got to them she could hear them talking about where Spike was going to live, "hey" interrupted them they look at at the purple girl then Twilight asked"What are you guys talking about? UUHHMM...your staring to scar Spike, I'm guessing that he is thinking that you are going to hurt him or do something worse to him." The look on their faces they had no idea that they just talking to either quietly would make him so scared, the 2 Alcorn's and the unicorn looked at Spike and slim and waved at him trying.
Spike slowly looked behind him'self, as he looked up at her, he asked: "Why did you leave me here with them?" She looks down at him while she pulled the ner by the table and placing his food on it. "I went to go get you your so that, can something before, you go back to sleep. And form what Sombra said( He should eat something before he goes back to sleep. If he doesn't eat the next time he wakes up he will be a lot weaker and in immense pain got it. So make sure he fucking eats something!) So yeah you should consider eating Spike," answered Fleur "But they scare me." replied Spike "But they will never hurt you ever." she replied.
Celestia and twilight went over to Spike and Fleur de Lis to see what food did she get for him. Twilight looked into the bag and saw a large clear carton, and inside was chicken noodle soup and soft bread then Spike looked at the bag on the table and back up at his mother, sister, and girlfriend, He asked "I... Is that for me... is that...that my fo...ffoood?" with fare in his voice hoping that he didn't piss them off but, then he thought about things Fleur de Lis sied( they will never hurt you ever and they love you very very much. The Celesta that I know would kill any-pony whoever dare do those things to you. Twilight would never hurt you and she loves you so much.)
Spike looked up at his so-called family "mmmm... Princess Mom why do you love me?" he asked. Them moment he said that everyone froze in shock that he called her that, and they looked directly at him "Y...Yes." answered Celestia as she shook herself out of it.
She answered "Because when I first met you, you were this little ball of joy, that I wanted to protect, to love, to raze. I wanted to watch you grow up and be someone wonderful and amazing. And I'll be damned if let something awful happen to you, Spike. with all of my heart, I love you and I want to love you, forever and always. and you are my world and I just want the best for you." with a determined look on her face that she, meant every word that came out of her mouth.
With that Spike built up the courage to slowly reach out his hand, to his so-called mother. Twilight Sparkle and Fleur ds Lis just stood there and watching and hoping that she would be accepting of him, then Celestia gently clasp his hand she kneeled bring Spike's hand to closer to her mouth and placing a gentle kiss on it initiating that the one hand is not the cheat with it telling him that "I love you very much" Spike gave his so-called mother a week smile he was going to try to be more accepting of his mother.
Author's Note
If I can get some help. I like to have an editor cuz that would be great.
Spike was caring books for twilight one of them fell and hit her on the head before he could say anything he was shot with a bolt of magic into a wall
"Get the fuck out of my site, you dumb dragon!" yelled Twilight. He ran out the front door of the gold Oke library with tears in his eyes he wishes he was never been born here into this hell. he made a choice to run away far away. He wasn't aware he was going when he came to a holt he realized he was in the everfree forest.
he ran to the tree of Harmony passing trees and thorny vines and nightshade bush, he looked at it and asked
"Why? Why do you let them treat me like this aren't you the tree of Harmony do even care what happens!?" he cried out
Suddenly the tree started to move it since the elements of harmony on Spike and trying to comfort him. Them a strange creature appears. it said
"Helow. We finally meet after all this time. But first, let me apologize for being so late to your rescue. You suffered so much but u did not break into hated until now, but that is our fault."
"Wate there's more of you? and what do mean my rescue?" asked Spike out of confusion.
"What we are is an organization that finds new life or to replace your life. For you my boy you can take the place of a dying Spike." said the creature who came from the tree.
"But what about the other Spike and his life? W..will he gets a replaced life to?" asked Spike out of concern for the other spike
"yes, you still have a kind heart yet you hate these ponies do you not? he asked. Spike looks down the back up at him, he asked him
"What is your name and what is the price I have to pay to get my new life and, is there a catch?"
"You can just call me Loki. And yes there is a price, the catch is you are going to have amnesia that is the catch," answered Loki. Then he gave a small black pouch and place it in Spike's hand, he told him "these seeds are a rare type of tree that a lot of creature depends on these the thing is they take a long damn time to grow."
"Spike when you go through the portal you'll be in the shade realm. The thing is you'll be in pain and lots of it all you have to do is stay up and plant the seeds and when you are done just fall asleep and your new life begins, or you can make a new life it's up to you. And we'll try to find the one that comes close to that one you want to make." explained Loki
Spike opened up the pouch and was about 25 seeds he said
"Okay I'll do it I'll take the other Spike' place" with confidence. As a portal ripped itself into existence and walked into the shade realm.
Now he was leaving his old cruel world behind him on to a new one hoping for the best
As Spike enter the Shade realm he felt a bone crushing pain that shot through him. But he had to plant the seeds before he passed out, he eventually came across a huge plane filled he looked around and this place is weird to him. The wind was blowing torsed the west the grass looked like faded copies of itself a solid to color to lose its color more and more unilt is was gone.
He had to renumber the tasks at hand he had to plant thought seeds or he wasn't going to the new world so, he got on his knees and dug a hole and place one and covered it back up. he did this a few more times before he moved to a new area to plant more seeds down and making sure that they had plenty of space to grow and sped more seeds for the future. Spike walked away from the filled and Wonder off into an almost dead forest the trees where space out too far apart and it was perfect for the seeds to grow.
he plants more seeds down, he dug back into the pouch and fond a back and gold card. it had a name on it then Spike thought that this might be the organization. It was an insurance company the name was Euclid Industries, at the bottom, it said it was Universal and dimensional insurance. Then he renumbers that he was done and now he can fall asleep.
As Spike opened eyes he was in a room. When he tried to move his arms one of them was handcuffed to the reeling of the bed. He frantically yanked on the railing trying to break free but it made a lot of noise and it attracts Fleur de Lis. She pulls back the curtains to see that Spike is awake and she had a smile ere to ere, with tears of joy in her eyes leading on to Spike giving him a tight hug then a long kiss on his lips. Spike was in complete and utter shock, suddenly memory starting to flow into spikes mind.
The memories of Fleur de Lis and how he loved her and that they were dating and she would do almost anything to be with him. Then a vague memory of Celestia giving him a kiss on the cheek. Flowing around in his head he couldn't understand this why was Celestia there? Then he remembered that Sombra said Celestia is his mother and she loved you very much, but to Spike that couldn't be true she was abusive and she hated him. The thought of her being his mom that had to be a lie she was a monster.
then he snapped back to reality as fleur brock the kiss teres fo joy ran down her cheek.
"It's good to have you back Spike!" said Fleur. Spike had to tell her everything but how and when will he tell her, but he wanted to know why is there a pair of handcuffs on him.
" hey. Fleur why am I handcuffed to the bed? And we need to talk." he asked
"It's so you don't wander off somewhere while we're not here. And what do we need to about Spike?" said Fleur with concern in her voice
Spike only looked at her with a worried face, she could tell that this is about getting real she sat down on the side of the bed just barely touching Spike's leg. He knew if he did not explain this right it looks like if he was crazy. So he decided to tell her everything that he knows. As he did this Fleur face slowly change form a warm to a face of horror and shock that this so-called world Spike was I for 9 years could even exist a world that was so cruel, she knew for a fate that was not Celestia nor Twilight. They loved him to death they wouldn't let anything bad happen to him like that, (but why-why would they so awful to him the Celestia I knew the would have a fit if someone did those things to Spike.)
Then she uncuffed his hand and taking it and putting it above her breast in the sinter of her chest she told him"Spike that is... that not your family they don't care. The Celestia and Twilight I know would kill any-pony that dared to do to you, Spike. So trust me when I tell you that your Are safe here." She just stared at him until Celestia pulled back the curtains that separate him from the rest of the room