paraplexed (beta)

Total blackness consuming my vision wiping my eyes feeling a strong forceful wind on me . Attempting to reclaim my sight as the blackness morphed into grey. Looking into a reinforced contestant sea with the waves charging against the rocks. Looking up at the sky as it's covering with thick grey clouds that were now forming together .releasing droplets of rain. Looking at the ground as the rain left their own mark in the damp clay sand . Scanning around the outskirts of the beach being surrounded by big brown tree trunks and flat green leaved pine trees. The wind obliging them to blow disorderly all over the place. The proximity appearing to be in a shape of a cresent moon, Walking towards one of the cliffs as the sand emerged into strong green grass .

Sitting on the cliff trying to search for the most comfortable part. Sitting there silently and looking into the sea trying to think of things but nothing is really coming into my head or no thoughts appearing .Placing my view on the ground below me and finding out that I was sitting on a cliff overhanging a small strand of wet dark yellow sand. Seeing a small section of rounded and smoothed pebbles and rocks lying on the strand below me, some were small some big placed in random patterns some at different parts of the strand. Looking back at the sea and waves. The waves were relentless the sea was pretty much a pure marble black with white cracks of bubble residue resulting in the waves crashing into the cliffs, shorelines or crashing into each other.

The wind blowing simultaneously against me pushing my mane out my eyes and back in my eyes again. Looking back down at the strand below me again looking at the pebbles and rocks not really paying any particular attention, just trying to think but still nothing. Following the trail of pebbles and stones with my eyes out of curiosity evaluating that there was no exact design or anything distinctive.

The sky getting darker with the grey clouds darkening their shades and a couple of more droplets of rain distributing over the sea and the strand with the sound of rain drops increasing gradualy. The rain shooting down in a singular shots inconsistantly penetrating the sea and hearing miniscule sounds of dropping making the sea ripple leaving momentarily bobbly circles being released from circles in the sea. Glancing over at the sea and the cloudy sky. Trying to get the bottom part of my perception of the sea and at the top the cloudy.

Rain continuing to fall in single droplets at irregular intervals, only now becoming slight bit more noticable . Still glaring at the cloud and sea without any emphasis on anything. Thoroughly attempted to conjour any thought or notion that might be still in my mind or that could be in my mind but still nihilism suceeding

Just thinking about what happened me running away for them, just too painful to stay, too painful to end it all but why me , why did it happen to me why did I diserve this just because I never knew where I cam from and because I was "Different". But why was I picked for this ?

A miniture misty fog hovering over the lonesome horizon like a cerement. The rain drops becoming more numerous with two or three drops falling at a time. Looking at the rippling effect that the precipitation had on the water as it with more and more circular ripples synchronizing with each other on random parts of the sea . More rain drops falling onto the sea with countless ripples interrupting each other's cirlces and the sound of the rain following by the sound of the ripples.this sound vibrated with the empty mind in my head. The rain is growing heavier and heavier and the sound good much or apparant and emphatic resulting in more louder echoes in my mind .

The sound triggering a feint flash black with me being rolled into a pale hallway with me being on a wheel bed and then entering into an operation room and being rolled into an operation room with chatter saying "You really think this is going to work, like it has never been fully tested before something could go wrong." A voice responding with "Look we don't question orders from the most high we just do we should never question their authority. "But , But " "Enough of your complaining" The door slamming behind me and the curtains being pulled over and being hooked up to some machine feeling a marker being drawn on my sides following with one of the surgeons placing a knife into my sides and slicing holes into them blood pouring out engineering memories with young male pegasi taunting "failure" "Loser" and "he is an earth pony what a shame" he's so small . The surgeon reading a solution in an injector and turning to his team questioning "Ready ?" with them all replying with "Ready". A sharp piercing feeling implementing on my right flank as the liquid tranquilizing the memories and feeling nothing as if I was dead. Hearing a loud glass breaking sound alerting and opening my eyes two white dragon wings painfully ripping out of my sides along with feeling so much hatred and omitting a guttral grown. Hovering up of the bed I could see that I was a good few feet taller than anyone else The voices beginning to sound panicked as leading to sounds of screaming and banging. A big bloody splattering sound interluding with voices emitting "oh no this isn't supposed to happen" following with another brutal noise now seeing nothing but crimson.Hearing heavy breathing and a voice saying "Open!!! please open!!!. looking a green figure against a white background and offering "Please no no no " with the color of my vision being covered with sanguine again and hearing an angry growl. Looking out the broken window Identifing dark figures readying their spells and wings. Charging towards the door bashing it into pieces into a narrow hallway bearing a masonic checkered floor and green doors with white wallpaper gaps on each side. Running down the hallway with my wings scraping off the walls where the floor forked to where two clean green signs hung. The one of the left saying exit and the one of the left saying Emergency exit. Taking the path on the right which had more white walls and green doors and being forced to my left with an emergency door with a long steel bar and a horse in a running motion with the door saying "Emergency exit". Testing my right wing and slicing the door in half with the door falling around me which lead to a darkened grey brick stairway with dying light coming through the barred window. Walking down the stairs looking through the bars spotting a squad completely in black Ordering "Okay lets lets take him out H.I.P.S". looking diagonally behind me seeing another set of grey steps with a grey door with bars in it. Rushing towards it and barging through it turning to my right with the platoon annoucing in radio chatter "hey there's the experiment attack at will". . Firing rail blasts at me as the minty green beam fuming in slow motion just to the right of me , examining it's electric. right in front of me was another barred door as another guard projected a shadow ball at me trying to duck and it knocking me into flying myself and forcing the door open into a small compact darkened room...