Feeling Vulnerable

by SockPuppet

Rating: mature
Tags: Porn, Starlight Glimmer, Sunburst, Sex, Slice of Life, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Romance
Length: 2995

Starlight, still scared of her own past, has trouble opening up about her sexual fantasies to Sunburst.

Starlight Glimmer and Sunburst are preparing to spend another night together, but because of her villainous past, Starlight is afraid to let Sunburst into her deepest sexual fantasies. She fears he will misunderstand, and Starlight can't abide the thought of losing him, of scaring him away.

It turns out, he's just fine with her kink, and willing to throw in some of his own.

Contains consensual, loving, long term relationship; using sex as a way to comfort and become closer to your beloved. Which are pretty darn unusual around here...

Cover art is Derpibooru 1936309.

Not related to any of my other stories

Published 2019-04-16 09:30:01 UTC
Last updated 2019-04-16 09:30:01 UTC

Chapter

Starlight and Sunburst sat on Starlight's bed in the Castle of Friendship, and the walls of her room shimmered with a light-yellow silence spell.

Starlight smiled and blushed, looking into Sunburst's eyes. He smiled back at her, then levitated his glasses off his face and set them by the lamp on the bedside stand.

"Do you want to... to turn the lights down?" asked Starlight. "Mood lighting?"

He blushed a little, too, and looked down at her, sitting on a thick beach towel, her tail wrapped around her hooves. He said, "Well... if you want to turn the lights down... but I kinda like being able to see you."

She grinned more, unwrapped her tail, and spread her forehooves wider on the towel, exposing her marehood to his eyes. "Like that?" she said.

"Exactly!" He leaned in and they shared a short kiss, then he nipped at her neck.

Starlight looked down, and saw his stallionhood engorging and throbbing, scrotum tightening.

"I'm... you know I love you..." Starlight said, looking away from his cock, towards one of her kites leaning against the wall. "But I'm feeling, well, kind of vulnerable."

"Do you want the lights off?"

She looked back and him. "Heh. No, that's not what I meant."

He nodded, and raised a hoof to brush her cheek, then brushed her left cutie mark.

"We don't have to do anything..." Sunburst said.

She raised an eyebrow, and gently rubbed the tip of his throbbing shaft with her magic. "At this point, I think we do! I mean, I'm about to soak through this towel, and make us change the sheets anyway."

He closed his eyes and stretched his neck as her magic rubbed him. She touched her forehoof between her labia, got a load of her fluids on it, and then lightly brushed the fluids onto his balls.

"Wow.... that's... uhhh?" he said.

Starlight said, "I'm sorta... I mean... you know... scared."

He opened his eyes and blinked at her. "'Fantasy night?' We can save it... stick to our regular routine."

"I'm ready to go past routine. This is our... tenth night? Fifteenth?"

"If you want an exact answer," Sunburst said, "I imagine that Tw—"

"Hey, hey! Remember? You're not allowed to say her name while you have an erection, not ever again."

"I remember. Yeah, tenth or fifteenth."

She looked at the two sealed envelopes sitting at the edge of the bed. "But I'm worried...." she whispered. "Nervous. I'm... I'm shaking."

He laid a hoof against her flank. He felt her trembles. "We can save them for next time. Or if you don't want to at all..."

She grabbed his hoof with her magic, and guided it to her wetness, and rubbed her clit and lips with it for a few seconds. "Maybe if I get more hot.... let myself go... my inhibitions lower... we should have gotten a bottle from the Castle's bar, at least one hundred proof..."

Starlight closed her eyes while she rubbed, and then released his hoof. He pulled it back, and then raised it to his mouth and tasted it with his tongue. "You taste good, love."

She smiled, leaned over, and licked his hoof, too. "Hmmmmm.... Yeah, good.... I'm worried that... when you read my fantasy... you'll... I mean, I've got such a history. What will you think of me? But... it's the truth. My real fantasy."

"I'll love you! The same as I do right now."

"But you know my... past. My sins... my megalomania. I'm afraid you'll think I'm still... sick. That I never got better."

He scooted close to her, and wrapped his forelegs around her neck. She sobbed once, and he felt a different moistness—tears—against his shoulder.

She leaned back, laying down, and pulled him down on top of her. His weight was a comforting blanket. She reached with her magic and her hips, and slipped him inside herself.

"Goodness!" he said. "You're sopping. I feel you dripping down my balls."

She clenched with her internal muscles, massaging him. He shifted his hips, stroking out once and back in.

"No, don't," she said. "Later. Be still for now. Let's just hold each other for a minute."

He kissed her nose. He looked into her eyes, but her face was blurry without his glasses. "This feels good," he said. "You're scalding hot. I'll have to go to Ponyville hospital for the burns when we're done. The nurses will make fun of me behind my back."

A small shudder ran down her, from horn to tail. "Goosebumps! You're a sweet-talker." After another few seconds, she said, "I'm scared of doing something wrong, and losing you."

"You'll never be rid of me," Sunburst promised, pushing his hips forward a fraction of an inch, getting his last bit of insertion, rubbing his pubic bone against her clit. "I've loved you since we were tiny. Since before I knew what love was." He nibbled the edge of her jaw.

"You're a good stallion, Sunburst. How many stallions could love a pardoned felon? And that's why I'm scared. You know my past. Okay. Pull out. Let's talk."

He grinned, almost pulled out, and then shot his hips forward once, driving deep, making her arch and gasp, before he rolled away and sat up.

She smiled as she sat up, too. "That felt really nice. Okay... my fantasy..." she levitated the envelope up, and held it in front of herself. "It's... weird."

"Sex games are supposed to be weird," Sunburst replied. "And wet. And sloppy. And dirty. And fun."

She frowned at the envelope. "When I'm by myself, here in the castle, or when I was a fugitive, living under bridges, or back at Our Town alone in my house... or when I was a teenager back home... or even a pre-teen... my alone-time fantasy has always been the same. It's evolved, but never fundamentally changed."

He nodded. "I want to give you what you want, love. Starlight. My dear. Let me... let me turn you on."

"Ha!" she nodded toward her nethers, which dripped and glistened. "We've done that! Look at you. I left you soaked."

They looked down at him. His shaft and balls glistened were her fluids. "Starlight, I won't judge. Open the envelope."

She tore it open, but left the sheet of paper in.

"Want me to go first?" Sunburst said.

"No! No. I... look, let me just show you, instead of reading the paper..."

She dropped the half-open envelope onto the floor and hopped off the bed. She walked—hobbled, really—her rear hooves splayed wide, her tail held vertically, showing her engorged labia and throbbing anus to Sunburst. She disappeared into her walk-in closet and pulled the door closed behind her, leaving it open less than an inch.

He raised his eyebrows, allured but confused. He didn't know how long she would be in the closet, and he didn't want to lose his motivation, so he used a hint of magic to smear Starlight's juices around the tip of his shaft.

She raised her voice from the closet "So, Sunburst... the first time I ever... uh..."

"Ever...?"

"Well, masturbated. I was a filly. My puberty was kind of early. Nightmare Night, when I was ten, or maybe eleven, I asked dad to buy me this most amazing costume. After I got home that night, I was so full of candy and punch that I couldn't sleep..."

He heard clothes rustling and a drawer opening.

"After I heard dad snoring down the hall in his room, I snuck out of bed, and put my costume on, and... well, I discovered I liked pleasing myself. A lot. It's a damn good thing I already knew a silence spell!"

Sunburst heard the sound of a combination lock spinning, right-left-right-left-right.

"I had the same costume for years, until I outgrew it. Then I had to settle for fantasizing, or improvised junk. Well... fast forward and now I've got a job at the school and some bits, so I've been mail-ordering pieces of my new outfit... building it step by step... I even bought the most expensive part custom from a shop in Canterlot, when I went on that Friendship Map mission..."

He heard what sounded like metal horseshoes clicking on crystal.

"You think I'd be worried about a costume? Honey, Starlight, you know I love you. How could a costume—"

"It's the identity of costume I'm worried about with you. If it was 'sexy school teacher' or something else, well... innocent... I'd be yelling at you not to bruise my cervix by now."

"I've not done that lately," Sunburst complained.

"Anyway, recently, once or twice a week, late at night, I put up a silence spell, I put on my things, I angle my mirror where I can see it from the bed, I get my two dildos..."

(Sunburst's ears shot up at the word 'two,' and he was no longer worried about keeping his motivation.)

"And... well... okay, I'm dressed and I haven't heard you sneak out the door yet."

Sunburst chuckled. "Let me see this two-dildo-worthy costume."

Her magic opened the door, but she was still hidden within the large closet. A single foreleg poked around the door, wearing a thigh-high charcoal-striped black stocking, and a shiny copper hoof-boot like princesses wore, but without the pointy final at the top of the boot.

Then the other foreleg appeared, identically clad.

Starlight's head came into view around the door. She wore a simple tiara, of the same shiny copper, and a copper peytral around her neck. She smiled, but Sunburst could tell she was shaking, too.

"Copper," she said. "None of the real princesses wear copper regalia, so I picked that color."

"It complements your coat!" Sunburst said. "And I compliment you for the choice."

"I'm... I can feel myself blushing," she said. "I must be as red as Big Mac. And I've got a swimming pool between my legs!"

Sunburst shook his head and laughed. "You were worried about a princess costume? Come here, you!"

Starlight walked the rest of the way out of the closet. Elaborate—and very realistic—fake wings, exactly matching her coat, flared erect from her flanks. Her rear legs also bore charcoal-striped black stockings and copper hoof-boots, and a black garter wrapped around her waist, black suspender straps holding up the rear stockings.

Sunburst whistled. "There's no blood left to go to my brain. None."

She looked between his legs. "I can tell."

Starlight approached Sunburst and the bed, her legs quaking as she walked. She gasped for breath. Her eyes darted around the room and her horn glowed.

"Starlight! No teleports!" Sunburst said. "You'd get arrested for traumatizing children if you landed anywhere in Ponyville wearing a Sexy Princess outfit and with your nethers all engorged and throbbing."

She smiled, and discharged her horn. "What if I teleported somewhere else in the Castle?"

"Explain this to Spike and see what Tw— what Spike's big sister does to you."

Starlight burst out laughing, then hopped up on the bed and hugged Sunburst with one foreleg, and used the other to reach down and start rubbing up and down his shaft with the silk stocking, carefully staying away from the sensitive tip.

"Please don't ever stop thaaaaat..." Sunburst said, his eyes crossing.

She pressed the cold metal of the hoof boot between his balls and he gasped.

She kissed him and bit his upper lip for a second. "I was afraid, well, I tried to destroy the world. Seeing me, pretending to be a princess... I was afraid you'd think I'm still insane, and just acting normal the rest of the time, acting normal in public, planning some sort of slutty coup d'état against Twilight and the rest." Her shaking intensified.

He raised an eyebrow. Starlight replied, "I'm allowed to say Twilight's name. No erection."

Sunburst rubbed his hoof lightly against her clit.

"Ooohhhh...kay maybe arguably..." she gasped.

"I would never read anything nefarious into a princess costume! At Celestia's school, a lot of the fillies—"

"Please don't finish that sentence."

He kissed her on the horn, and rubbed her clit again. She shuddered.

"You're really okay with this, love?" she asked.

"You bet! You look great. I like... I like the stockings in particular."

"You would say that about any stockings."

He nodded. "Oh yeah."

"The wings aren't... weird?"

"They're cute-sexy."

"You didn't say 'They're not weird.'"

"They're not weird."

"Good! Matching my coat color was expensive, and I enchanted them to stay in place better." Starlight grinned. "In that case, you may refer to me 'highness' or 'princess,' Prime Minister Sunburst."

"Of course, my liege!" he said, bowing slightly.

She kissed his nose, on his white blaze, and turned herself around on the bed, lowering her chest and chin to the bedspread, and raising her rump to present to him.

Starlight looked over her shoulder, past the wings, into his eyes, smiled, and slooooooowly lifted her tail up and right, exposing herself.

"Your princess commands your immediate service, my vassal," she said.

He hopped up on her, his chest on her rump, and rubbed his forelegs up and down her ribs, then over her cutie marks, and then around the base of the wings.

"Ohhhh yeah... That's...." she said, and pushed her nethers backward, trying to capture his throbbing shaft.

He lifted his own hips up, avoiding her pussy, and leaned over and nipped her neck, and then the base of her left ear, by the copper tiara.

Her body shook in surprise at the nips, and he rubbed around the base of the wings again.

"Royal command! Do me right now! Foreplay's finished."

"Of course, my princess," he said, and slid himself in.

She arched her neck and exhaled through gritted teeth as he entered to his full depth.

He closed his eyes and held his breath, savoring how wet she felt around him.

She pushed backwards and shifted her hips left-right, so his balls rubbed against her clit.

He straightened up his back, so he could look down at her and take in the outfit. The stockings, the hoof boots, the tiara, the thin strip of the black garter around her waist. The wings! "You feel so good," he said. "You look so good. I can't tell you how turned on I am."

"I can feel how turned on you are."

He looked down, squinting slightly and wishing for his glasses. Her pussy throbbed and he felt her muscles gripping him rhythmically. He pulled out until his tip was barely between her labia, and savored the sight of her lips gripping him, and her juices glistening on cock. Her anus pulsed in time with her vaginal contractions, winking up at him.

He slid in, slowly for the first inch, and then slammed in hard for the remainder, his hips slapping against her butt.

"Oooof! Oh, do that again!" she said.

Sunburst's eyes crossed as she clamped down on him. "Y'know? You're right, princess," he said, pulling out as far as he could.

"Whazza?"

He slammed himself back in and her legs shook. "You do have a swimming pool between your legs. I feel it dripping down toward my back hooves."

"Swim in my depths, your princess commands it!"

For a little while (who could judge time?), they kept up the rhythm of a slow withdrawal followed by a fast return. He looked down, watching himself slide in and out, watching her anus clench with every contraction of her muscles.

Starlight said, "I can't tell you how happy I am that... this. That you didn't gallop away screaming. I love you, Sunburst."

"I love you, Starlight."

An orgasm gripped her, and he changed his rhythm to a steady in-out, timing it to match her shuddering, as she writhed on the bed and more wetness rolled down his balls and legs. "We're definitely changing these sheets, your highness," he said, "The towel drowned in your royal service."

"I... you... oh... Celestia... keep... damn... wow..."

Her orgasm faded and he paused, buried as deep as he could go, and rubbed her ribs and down her spine again. "I love you," Sunburst said. "And you look very royal, your highness."

She raised her head an inch from the bed, and looked to the bedside stand where one of the envelopes remained. "Hey! Your fantasy. My magic's all wonky, I can't levitate it. Just tell me what it said?"

Sunburst pulled almost out and slammed in again, looking down and watching himself entering her. "Earlier, you said something."

"Whazza?"

"You said 'two dildos' with your alone time." He paused for a second, and lit his horn. Instead of levitating up the envelope, however, he gently—very gently—rubbed around the rim of her asshole.

She gasped, and then craned around and looked over her shoulder, past the wings, and grinned at him. "Would thou desire to plumb all of her highness's royal depths?"

"I would indeed, princess!"

"Did you bring any lube? I'm sorta... fresh out. I got really impatient for this visit over the last few days."

He jerked his head towards his saddle bags. "Zecora's Special Reserve Lubricant and Magical Pleasure Enhancer. I picked it up after I got off the train, before I came to the castle."

She pulled her hips forward a few inches, then shot them back, slamming her butt against his hips, and making his balls bounce against her clit. "Zecora's stuff is expensive," she said.

"Nothing but the best for my princess."

"Well, then, in that case, I think we're both getting our fantasies fulfilled tonight!"

The next morning, Starlight wore a chef's toque and apron while she fried pancakes in the Castle's kitchen. Sunburst levitated a santoku and sliced berries, bananas, and melons.

Spike wandered in, rubbed his eyes sleepily, and said, "Whichever one of you two cast last night's silence spell needs more practice."

Author's Note

Inspired by the (SFW) video "A Time for Two:"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=264SusoTXAg