You are Anonymous

, and man were you tired. After your rude awakening by an angry moon goddess and then being used like a straw by your new sun goddess lover. You were feeling pretty drain. It didn't help the fact that what you had agreed to during breakfast wasn't really your cup of tea. In your haste to get the spotlight off of you. You agreed to go shopping in Canterlot with Starlight for supplies for Rarity and Pinkie Pie.

You both were walking along the sidewalk heading for the shopping district of the city. Starlight knew the way so you were just following her. It was a nice day out, clear weather and the temperature was wonderful. The problem was the other ponies around you. They were giving you both a wide berth. You could feel their glares at you. Hushed whispers were heard as you walked by. You let out a deep sigh. This happened in ponyville too, it even worse here. Starlight saw the discomfort in your body. She smiled at you.

"Thank you for coming with me. I would have been going alone without you. That would be pretty depressing shopping by myself." By explaining it to you she was hoping to cheer you up. But, you could also tell she was being honest with you.

Which in turn kind of made you feel bad. The only reason you went with her was that you agreed to anything to get the spotlight off of you. Granted you would have said yes anyway given the situation but, you still felt a little dirty.

"No worries but, let's get this over with before snobs start falling over from raising their noses too high in the air." You commented with a smirk.

A giggle left her mouth as you both walked finally coming into the shopping area. It was packed with ponies of all shapes and sizes. Both of you groan heavily at the sight.

"It's this way. Luckily the shops we need are close by." She stated as she kept walking. You got a little behind her now. You were doing anything to distract yourself from the noise of the busy streets. You found yourself looking through shop windows. There was everything here. It was like a shopping mall. You happened to glance over to your right, spotting a small clothing store.

In the window, they had black frilly lingerie on pony sized manikin. Your mind didn't skip a beat when you saw it. You saw an image of Celestia posing on her bed giving you lustful stare as she slightly moans out your name. You stopped dead in track the image playing in your head for a few seconds before you shook it off. Your eyes widen, why was that the first thing that hit you? What was wrong with you? You were never like this on earth or at least your brain didn't seem this perverted.

Maybe it was because you had not had a serious physical partner in long well. The thoughts were broken by the voice of Starlight calling out to you.

"Anon. We made it." She explained looking back at you with a smile then tilting her head as she saw the look on your face.

“Are you alright?” She asked.

"Y-ya just got lost in my thoughts." You started looking away from the window.

You got caught looking at the window. She raised an eyebrow at you, her expression going deadpan. You cleared your throat before quickly shuffling into the shop before she could question anything.

What you walked into was large fabric shop. Starlight entered behind you. You never thought to ask what you were supposed to be getting on this little outing of yours.

"Umm, what are we looking for?" You questioned quietly to the mare beside you.

She pulled out a small list from her bags, she then tilted her head trying to read what was on the list.

“I…I have no idea. What is Midnight Blue/Black and Sunrise Pink?” She stated.

“….Your guess is as good as mine.” You replied.

"This stuff should be labeled let's just start looking. The fewer interactions we have to have with snobby ponies the better." You stated firmly.

She nodded as you both started to take small isles of fabric beginning to look over everything that was in the small shop. There was silence for a moment other than the weird music playing in the background of the shop from the speaker above.

“So….what were you and Celestia talking about?” She asked softly.

The words cut through the air like a hot knife piercing into your brain. You froze solid in place. Dry mouth took over, as a cold sweat broke out over your palms. You had to answer or it was going to look weird.

"Um…..I don't know what you mean…" You gonna try denial first hoping she just say ok. Of course, that is not what she did.

"Are you sure? I thought heard you calling her name in the hall earlier. It sounded like you were out of breath or hurting." She explained beginning to think back to this morning. You had to quickly get her off of that thought.

“Oo ya ya. I know what you’re talking about. I was just wanting to talk to her about what it was like to be princess and… I had to catch up to her. So I was calling her name out all breathy, ya know." You explained you lie carefully hoping to the sweet gods above that she would believe you.

"Ooh. Well you know you could've just asked Twilight about that." She said with a smile.

“I know I just thought get someone who been doing it for a bit longer. Plus I never really met royalty before.” You said with half-hearted chuckled as you sweated bullets.

She shrugged it off going back to looking back at the rolls of fabric. You let a deep sigh of relief as she brought it. You weren't that good at lying but, technically your life depended on it. All you could think of at the moment was Starlight figuring it out and Luna suddenly appearing out of thin air. Ready to remove your genitals from your body.

“I know how this going to sound but, just answer me truthfully. Do you….like any pony?” Starlight asked another question that quickly smashed into your skull.

Your eye widens staring down at the pony beside you. She tilted her head some at you. Did she know? Had she been fucking with you this whole time? WAS LUNA ALREADY IN THE SHADOWS AIMING A SCYTHE YOUR DICK. You swallowed roughly, feeling the sweat roll down your cheek.

"I…I mean I am not against it but, I don't know. W-why do you ask?" You pushed the questions back to her playing off the clueless angle that you did so well.

"Well…." She said with a smile as your panic turned to dread as she spoke. "Let's just say I know some mares who….may or may not be interested." She said with a wink.

You had no idea what she was going on about but, you were gonna go with it because it meant she didn't know you currently sticking your dick in the princess. You let another sigh of relief as she chuckled at you.

“Don’t worry big guy your secret is safe with me. I will help you out. That what friends for after all.” She exclaimed happily.

“T….thanks?” You cautiously said.

"No problem….Ooo look we found them." She started looking over at the two rolls of fabric you required.

You were gonna have a heart attack at some point. Either that was gonna end you or Luna was. You didn't know what you were gonna do. What was worse…you didn't know what you wanted to do. What was gonna happen when Twilight and Starlight figure out how to send you home? Was your relationship with Celesta just…sex? Was there anything else to it? Did you want anything else from it? These questions came into your mind as you found yourself standing in the front corner with Starlight as she paid for the fabrics.

You walked out with her. She levitated the fabric rolls above her as she walked. You stopped yourself in front of the shop. You knew you shouldn’t ask this question but, you needed to know. You needed some advice even if meant causing a little trouble.

“Starlight.” You said your voice shaking as you spoke. “Let’s say I do like some pony…W-what does that mean?” You asked looking for some kind of answer in her eyes.

She just smiled up at you. She places a hoof on your side patting it softly.

"Well I don't know about you humans but, it could mean a lot of things. I think it just something you have to think about. Don't worry so much. It doesn't help much…trust me." She said with a sigh. "Just take it step by step." She replied.

Your mind was still vortex of unanswered questions but, the advice calms you down some. You smiled back at her feeling some weight come off your shoulders.

"Thanks, Starlight." You said.

"No problem. You look a little out of it. Why don't you head back to the castle. I am just picking up a delivery of sweets for Pinkie. Your secret safe with me. Don't stress. Small steps forward are still steps forward Anon." She said.

You didn't know what to say you simply nodded and gave her wave as you headed back to the castle. It wasn't a long trip but, felt longer because of what was on your mind. You tried to shake it but, it didn't help. You always had a bad habit of overthinking things and only thinking of negative outcomes.

You found yourself back at the castle walking the same long hallways as before somehow find your room pretty easily maybe you were finally getting used it or maybe luck was on your side for once. You entered the room and sat down on the bed. You remembered what Starlight said. Take it, step by step. You then thought about Celestia. You wanted to try, you wanted to take a step. It wasn't just physical for you. There was something there you could feel it in your heart. Then again that couldn't just been the loneliness talking.

You peeked over to the side of your room. You saw a small light peeking through cracks of your closet. You arched an eyebrow slowly walking over to it. You opened it even slower. It was some kind of portal. A portal that lead somewhere you knew quite well.

It was Celestia's room. This must have been what she meant by making it up to you tonight. You steeled yourself. You were gonna take that step forward tonight. For now, you closed the door to the closest. A quick nap before sundown would help you make through another night with her….you were oddly excited even if it did scare you some.