Wake up, Derpy.

by TheMultiBrony21

Rating: mature
Tags: Sex, Suicide / Self Harm, Tragedy, Derpy Hooves, Death, Alternate Universe, Human, Narcotics, Sad, Anthro, Drama, Original Character, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic
Length: 3036

Derpy kills herself, leaving her human boyfriend in despair.

Derpy, suffering from depression from years of bullying, has decided to end her life.

Despite having Mal, a kind and very caring human, as a boyfriend, Derpy still feels depressed, believing that Mal deserves somepony better than her and that she causes him more harm than good.

What she doesn't know is just how much Mal loves her and just how much her suicide will effect him.

Warning: Contains suicide, Necrophilia, depressing elements, and sex.

Image Source: https://www.deviantart.com/mojmojsanna/art/Derpy-anthro-second-redraw-796366000

Published 2019-06-21 05:50:01 UTC
Last updated 2019-07-03 00:53:42 UTC

The Sleepover.

Derpy Hooves sits in the living room of her house as she waits for Mal to come and spend the night with her.

Mal has lived in Ponyvile for a few years, arriving about four or five years ago.

He's a human that often gets bigoted remarks thrown at him by ponies due to how much crime is caused by small groups of humans in Equestria.

Mal and Derpy have been dating for several months now, but their relationship goes further back.

Mal and Derpy first met when Mal arrived in Ponyvile, his reason behind moving from Manehatten to Ponyvile was to get away from the hustle of the city. That and there was a lot of crime going on.

For Mal, the day on which he arrived in Ponyvile was a beautiful day filled with new opportunity.

For Derpy, however, it was another dark and grim day of being beaten by local bullies.

Flashback.

"Weird eyed freak! You're worse than a blank flank!" A mare yells as she kicks Derpy in the stomach.

"Pl-please... I-I j-just want to go home..." Derpy begs through her tears.

"Shut up!" Another bully yells as he punches Derpy in the face.

The bullies continue beating Derpy up and insulting her, starting to rip her clothes until a young human teenager wearing blue jeans and a black leather jacket shows up.

"HEY!!! Leave her alone!" The human says as he charges at the biggest of the bullies, knocking them to the ground.

The other bullies, scared that someone actually took down their muscle, run away in fear.

"You alright?" The human asks as he looks at Derpy, her face slightly bloody and bruised.

"Ye-yeah... Th-thanks f-for getting them off of me." Derpy says weakly, hiding her eyes from her hero.

"You're welcome. Why were they hurting you anyway?" The human asks calmly.

"M-my eyes.... They were hurting me b-because my eyes aren't... Right..." Derpy says as she starts to sob, showing the colt her eyes.

"Well, for one thing, that's a horrible reason to even think about harming someone. Second, I think your eyes are beautiful." The human says happily.

"Re-really? Y-you're not just saying that, are you?" Derpy asks through tears.

"I'm saying it because it's true. By the way, I'm Mal. I just moved here from Manehatten, figured I'd take in the sights. Glad I decided to stop by the alley." Mal says happily as he helps Derpy stand up.

"Th-thank you! I'm Derpy Hooves." Derpy responds happily.

"You're welcome! I can tell we are going to be the best of friends!" Mal exclaims happily. "Now come on, let's get you to the doctor."

Mal and Derpy made it to the hospital, and from that day forward, they were close friends, then they became more.

The Present.

Derpy smiles through tears as she remembers that day, the simple fact a human who just moved in to Ponyvile went out of his way to help her still amazes her.

There is reason why she has invited Mal over tonight. She wants him to spend time with her one final time before she does something she has been thinking about for a long time, she is going to kill herself by overdosing on her sleeping medication.

Suddenly, the doorbell rings, signalling that someone has arrived at Derpy's home.

"Coming!" Derpy yells as she quickly gets up from her seat and rushes to the door, opening it to be greeted by Mal's smiling face.

"Hey Derpy! I'm very excited for this sleepover!" Mal exclaims happily, giving a smile befitting of Pinkie Pie herself.

"Me too! I've got everything we need! Plenty of food, some soda, the Apple Family's best cider, oh and a new movie!" Derpy exclaims happily.

"Ooo!!! Sounds like fun!!!" Mal responds happily, giving Derpy a kiss on the cheek lovingly.

Derpy blushes and smiles happily at him as she grabs his hand and leads him in, closing and locking the door behind them.

They sit down on Derpy's couch and Derpy puts the movie in.

"So, what's the movie?" Mal asks curiously.

"You'll love it. "Saving Private Ryan"!" Derpy exclaims happily.

"Oooo~!!!! MY FAVORITE!!!!" Mal yells happily.

"Hehe! I knew you'd love it!" Derpy giggles happily.

"Not as much as I love you, though." Mal says with a smile as he pulls Derpy into a loving embrace.

"I love you too. You're such a great guy! You deserve better than me..." Derpy says as she hugs Mal back.

"Better than you? There's no pony like you! I don't want anything more than to spend time with you!" Mal proclaims happily as he looks Derpy in the eyes.

Derpy smiles and cries happily as she pulls Mal into a kiss, pressing her muzzle against Mal's soft human lips.

Mal returns the kiss lovingly, petting Derpy's mane as they kiss.

As they kiss, Derpy remembers that this is the last time she'll ever get to kiss his sweet lips again, so she decides to make it last.

After a few minutes of kissing, Mal breaks the kiss and looks into Derpy's eyes lovingly.

"That was... Amazing. Normally, our kissing lasts only a minute or two." Mal points out in amazement, not disappointed in the slightest.

"Well, I want to make this night special for the both of us." Derpy replies happily.

"I know. I'm not complaining." Mal says as he hugs Derpy tightly before letting her go.

They smile happily at each other before they finally turn the movie on. Derpy holds Mal close and nuzzles his neck lovingly as they watch the movie.

Despite being a very gory and violent war movie, Saving Private Ryan has always been one of Derpy's favorite human movies. It's also one of the many movies her and Mal both enjoy watching, especially together.

As they watch the film, the movie causes her to remember a similar, but for less gory, incident that happened back when she and Mal first started dating.

Flashback.

Derpy is running across a beach in a attempt to get away from some human thugs, Mal having left earlier to get something he left at his place.

"Come here, you wall-eyed freak!" The lead thug exclaims as he grabs Derpy by the tail and causes her to fall on the ground.

"Pl-please d-don't hurt-" Derpy attempts to beg before being kicked in the face.

"No use begging, slut! You're going to get yours! A shame we have to gut you, but you're just too ugly to look at!" The lead thug exclaims as he and his goons start ripping Derpy's clothes off, holding various sharp weapons in their hands.

"N-no!! Pl-please l-let m-me go!!" Derpy cries loudly.

One of the thugs stabs her in the side, causing her to scream in pain.

"No can do! You're a dead mare!" The lead thug exclaims as he rips Derpy's bikini off.

"I'm going to tell you once. Let. Her. Go." Mal says sternly, having returned to get Derpy.

"Really?! Ha ha! What're you gonna do about it, little man?" The lead thug asks, grabbing one of Derpy's breasts for no other reason than to show that he wasn't intimidated.

Mal runs over and punches the lead thug. The other thugs turn their attention away from Derpy and towards Mal.

"You... Just made a big mistake, kid!" The lead thug exclaims. "Leave her here for now, let's teach this punk a lesson!"

"Come get me, you bastards!" Mal exclaims as he runs across the beach, the thugs following him.

Derpy lies on the sand, naked with her torn clothes and swimsuit lying around her. She waits for Mal to come back, hoping no one else shows up.

Mal eventually returns, badly scarred and bruised, covered in blood and sand.

"Come on. Let's get out of here." Mal says as he wraps Derpy in a towel and grabs her torn apparel before picking her up in his arms and carrying her to his car.

Mal drives Derpy from the beach back to the nearest hospital, constantly checking to see if she's still breathing, and nearly crashing everytime she stops breathing.

They arrive at a hospital and Mal parks the car in the parking lot.

Mal gets out of the car and walks over to the passenger door, opening it and carefully lifting Derpy out of the car.

Mal shuts the door and makes sure the car is locked as he heads inside.

As they enter the hospital, the ponies and humans inside gasp as they look at the injuries on them.

Mal reaches the front desk and waits for the mare to notice him.

"Hello- Oh my Celestia! Wh-what happened?!" The receptionist mare asks loudly.

"We... We were at the beach... S-some thugs attacked her while I-I was gone... P-please.. G-get her s-some medical a-attent-ion..." Mal says through pants.

"Don't worry! We'll get you both fixed up!" The receptionist exclaims.

As the receptionist said, the doctors gave them great medical care, they were able to live after two days in the hospital.

Present.

Derpy cries a little, still blaming herself for her and Mal getting injured. She also still believes that Mal was only able to survive because someone came along and helped him.

"Derpy? You alright?" Mal asks as he notices Derpy crying sadly.

"Oh... I-it's nothing... I-I was just... Thinking.." Derpy says nervously, giving a vague but honest answer.

"Me too... You know, this isn't exactly the best movie to watch before bed." Mal says jokingly in a attempt to lighten the mood.

"Yeah. Wow... We're already at the final battle of the film? I must have really zoned out." Derpy says in amazement.

"I'll say. Don't worry, we can watch it again tomorrow if you want." Mal says happily, unaware of Derpy's intentions.

"Y-yeah... I guess so." Derpy says quietly, knowing that she won't be watching it ever again.

Once the movie is over, Mal and Derpy both yawn.

"Looks like we're both ready for bed. I'm just glad we get to spend time with each other!" Mal exclaims happily.

"Yeah! Me too!" Derpy responds happily.

They head for Derpy's bedroom and Mal lets Derpy get in bed first before cozying up to her lovingly.

"I have to take my medication real quick." Derpy says casually as she reaches for her sleeping pills.

"Alrighty, I can wait to cuddle you." Mal says happily.

Derpy grabs the pill bottle and takes out a large number of pills, not enough to instantly kill her but just enough to make it where she never wakes again, and puts them in her mouth, pouring water in and swallowing.

"Okay. I'm good." Derpy says happily as she places the pills back on the bedside table and cuddles with Mal, crying quietly.

Author's Note

This is my first attempt at a drama/tragedy fanfic.

I was primarily inspired by several different fanart and stories, and decided to give my own take.

Anyway, I have more chapters planned so, hopefully, I'll be able to finish this one sooner than my other fanfics.

As always, I hope you enjoy. ^^

Corpse In The Bed.

Celestia's sun shines brightly into Derpy's bedroom, illuminating Mal and Derpy.

Mal is awoken as the light shines in his eyes, causing him to squint as he opens his blue eyes.

"Celestia never fails to create incredible wake-up calls, eh Derpy?" Mal asks jokingly as he wraps his arms around Derpy's corpse, unaware that she is dead.

Derpy doesn't react, but Mal doesn't really notice due to still waking up.

"Huh? Oh, you're still asleep. Oh well, I'll just get a shower real quick." Mal says as he yawns and stretches, getting out of the bed and heading for the bathroom.

Mal enters the bathroom and takes off his clothes as he prepares to get in the shower. Once completely naked, Mal gets in the shower and turns the water on.

Mal sighs as the water touches his flesh, going from his beautiful blonde hair all the way to his feet. The water is warm, just the way he likes it.

Mal washes his body, using shampoo and conditioner in his hair to keep it in good condition.

As Mal washes, he notices that, outside of the water, there isn't a sound in the entire house.

Mal shrugs it off, believing Derpy to still be asleep, and continues washing his body carefully.

Once he believes he is clean enough, Mal turns off the water and gets out of the shower, drying his body with the towel before putting his morning clothes on.

Mal leaves the bathroom and heads back to the bedroom, seeing Derpy still lying in the same position that she was in when he got out of bed.

Deciding she has slept enough, Mal decides to wake Derpy up.

"Okay, Derpy. You've slept enough. Time to wake up." Mal says as he walks over to the bed and shakes Derpy in a attempt to wake her up.

Derpy doesn't wake up, her body just shifts to the side from Mal shaking it.

"Derpy, you can't oversleep. We have a whole day planned." Mal says as he wraps his arms around Derpy and shakes her, she still does not wake up.

"Derpy? Come on, wake up!" Mal exclaims as he begins to panic, shaking Derpy rapidly.

Derpy's head turns to the side as he continues shaking her body, signifying the horrific truth.

"Derpy?! Please do not be dead! Derpy, please wake up!" Mal pleads in denial.

"No no no no no no no NOOOO!" Mal screams in a panic as he realizes that Derpy is dead.

Mal breaks down into tears as he cradles Derpy's lifeless body lovingly, not willing to accept that the most beautiful mare he has ever met is now dead in his arms.

As Mal cries, he remembers that the last thing Derpy did before falling asleep was...

"Her sleeping medication! S-she m-must have... Oh, Celestia!" Mal exclaims at the realization of what Derpy had done last night.

"Why Derpy?! Why?! I love you, why did you do this?!" Mal cries as he holds Derpy's body close, nuzzling her face with his lovingly.

Mal kisses Derpy's lifeless lips, the gesture a act as a last attempt to get her to wake up.

"Please, Celestia! Bring Derpy back to me!! I love her, I-I can't live without her! She means the world to me!" Mal cries loudly as he holds Derpy's body, not wanting to let her go.

Mal cries and hugs Derpy's corpse lovingly.

"Derpy, I love you so much. You've been the best girlfriend I've ever had! In fact, you're the only girlfriend I have ever had! Today, I am going to show you just how much I love you!" Mal proclaims lovingly through tears, falling into denial and believing Derpy to be alive.

Mal takes Derpy into the living room and sits her on the couch. He then sits next to her and places a arm around her.

"I'm glad you let me stay over. Now we can be cuddle buddies!" Mal exclaims happily.

Derpy remains silent.

"Eeyup! I love you too!" Mal exclaims happily as he nuzzles Derpy lovingly.

"Wait.. You want to do THAT kind of cuddling? You sure? I know that we've been dating for months, but I'm a little nervous about this." Mal says nervously.

"Okay, I will do it. As long as I'm with you, I'm happy!" Mal exclaims happily as he rubs Derpy lovingly.

Mal lifts up Derpy's shirt and takes it off of her, then he undoes her bra, allowing for her large breasts to flop out.

Mal then pulls Derpy into another kiss as he begins to grope her breasts lovingly, feeling the soft fur covering them.

Mal breaks the kiss and smiles happily at Derpy.

"I have always wanted to touch your breasts, Derpy. Thank you for allowing me to do so." Mal says happily.

Mal then begins to take Derpy's pants and panties off, allowing him access to her marehood.

Mal removes his own pants and underwear and lines his already erect cock up with Derpy's vagina, thrusting in and moaning loudly.

Mal begins moving his hips back and forth, thrusting deeper into Derpy's pussy, her entrance tight on Mal's cock.

"Sooo tight! Mmmm~!!" Mal moans loudly as he thrusts harder and faster into Derpy, his hips smacking against hers with each thrust.

Mal pulls Derpy into yet another kiss as he fucks her, his cock going deeper into her pussy.

Eventually, Mal's cock begins to pound against the entrance of Derpy's womb. Mal moans loudly and thrusts as hard as possible, penetrating Derpy's womb.

"I-I'm about to cum, Derpy!" Mal moans loudly as he continues to thrust into Derpy, his cock beginning to twitch inside of Derpy.

"I'm cumming, Derpy~!" Mal moans loudly as he cums inside of Derpy's womb, a act that would likely impregnate her if she were alive.

Mal releases several waves of cum into Derpy's pussy, causing her belly to inflate slightly.

Mal stops cumming and pulls out of Derpy, panting heavily.

"That... Was amazing~! Thanks, Derpy!" Mal exclaims happily through his panting.

"Wait, you want to do it again? Let's go to the bedroom first." Mal says lovingly as he picks Derpy up and carries her to her bedroom.

Once in the bedroom, Mal lies Derpy carefully down onto the bed, cum leaking out of her pussy.

"You're sooo beautiful, Derpy. I'm so glad we're together." Mal says happily before thrusting back into Derpy's pussy.

"Sooo good~!!! Mmmm~!!! I love you soo much, Derpy~!" Mal moans loudly as he continues thrusting, his cock already inside her womb again.

Mal continues thrusting until his cock begins to twitch again, followed by him cumming inside of Derpy again.

Mal stops cumming and pulls out, falling onto the bed next to Derpy.

"I love you so much Derpy." Mal says happily, pulling Derpy into a kiss.

Author's Note

Finally managed to finish this chapter.

Anyway, this is likely the chapter a lot of you have been waiting on, sex with a corpse.

Hope you enjoyed it. Note that this isn't the last chapter, I'll work on that later.