The Special, First Night

“Twilight?” came Spike’s voice as Twilight entered her own castle. It was later in the day, the sun high on this cloudless day. Yet, if somepony where to look at Twilight now, they would think that she hadn’t been out in the sun for weeks. Her fur had lost much of its color and her eyes seemed unable to close. Her mouth was open and had been this way since she left the castle.

“Twilight?” asked Spike again as he approached her, forcing her mouth closed before taking a few steps back. “Is everything ok? I was worried when I didn’t see you for breakfast. And nopony has seen you around Ponyville all day. So I was beginning to-”

“I’m going to my room,” interrupted Twilight, walking past Spike without even looking at him. “I don’t want to be disturbed. Especially from the princesses.”

“I, ah, ok?” replied a confused Spike, tapping his clawed fingers together as he watched Twilight ascend the stairs going up to her room. He probably looked worried and, if Twilight wasn’t in a state of utter shock, she would console her number one assistant. But not a single thought like that entered Twilight head as she walked into her room, shut the door behind her, and sat on the floor with her mouth hanging open again.

Twilight still couldn’t believe what she had heard back in Canterlot several hours ago. That Luna, her secret love for so very long, was in reality her mother? That…That didn’t make any sense! For one thing, Luna should have known if she gave birth to anypony. Second, Twilight herself knew she was only 22. The time tables just didn’t add up. Not to mention the fact that her parents would have told her if she were adopted or not. So how could this be? Sure Princess Celestia had explained it all to her but it all seemed so unreal.

“Luna, Twilight,” Princess Celestia had said after the shock the two had experienced had lessened somewhat. “You are mother and daughter. A little over twenty years ago, I sensed the seal on the moon weaken followed by a shooting star heading towards the valley outside of Canterlot. When I arrived, there was a newborn foal crying with hooves raised to the moon. The only thing that made sense was that Luna was pregnant during the time that she was sealed within the moon. During her time within, Twilight’s maturation was dramatically slowed down. And since the elements can only be used to fight disharmony, they released the innocent foal and brought her back to where I could find her.

“After that, I thought it would be best that the foal not remain with me. I had little time to give Twilight the attention that she would need growing up. So I decided to give her away to Twilight Velvet, a good friend of mine from way back. She and her husband agreed to raise the foal as if she were their own. Then, when she entered into my school, I believed that she had what it took to command the elements. Perhaps, I thought, that this was the elements plan. To have Luan’s daughter cleanse her mother of her wickedness.”

“Yes, yes, that’s all well and nice,” Luna had snapped, slamming a hoof on the ground. “But, what I want to know is why didn’t you tell us sooner?! I think we had a right to know.”

“Ah,” Celestia had begun, looking away a little while placing a hoof on her cheek. “I, ah, had thought about that when Twilight was younger. It might have better prepared her or filled her with determination to save her mother. But seeing how happy Twilight was with her family, I just couldn’t bring myself to destroy that. Then when the two of you first met, neither recognized the other so I figured there was no point in telling you. Besides, Twilight was a grown mare and if her mother didn’t want to tell her that she was adopted then who was I to do so? The only thing I have ever tried to do was to, er, keep the two of you apart romantically. I thought I saw sparks flying a few times so I thought I would stomp it in the bud before anything happened. Then I wouldn’t be having this really awkward conversation now.” She then managed to look at them, smiling weakly. “I guess it didn’t work out the way I hoped.”

Naturally, there was still plenty of denial from both of them. However, after blood tests administered by several different doctors as well as Twilight herself followed by confronting her parents Twilight and Luna were forced to admit that it was true. Luna had dominated and fucked her own daughter. Twilight had become a drooling, begging mess as her mother fucked her.

Shaking her head in an effort to clear it, Twilight began to pace her room while ignoring the ticking of the clock. Luna was her mother and they had had sex. That was something both of them would have to accept in time. But did it matter? The obvious answer was yes. They were biologically related and even if they couldn’t have foals it would be seen as sickening if it even got out. Both of their names would be cast into the mud or seen as corrupted mares. Nopony would ever trust them again!

“But so far nopony knows,” Twilight said out loud, almost surprising herself. “Only me, Princess Celestia, and Luna know the truth. Well, also my parents.” Her parents. Even after she knew the truth, she didn’t think of them as anything other than the ponies who had raised her; nor did she really think of the word ‘mom’ when thinking about Luna. She still thought of her as the mare of her dreams. So, from that point of view, nothing had really changed.

Only this new piece of information changed things. At least it was supposed to. Thinking about this caused Twilight to pause in mid step. She still loved Luna, there was no question about it. This new information had done nothing to shatter all of the things that made her a wonderful mare. All it did was present the only reason they shouldn’t be together.

“But nopony knows,” repeated Twilight as she turned around and looked out the window. Hours seemed to have passed in the span of what felt like minutes. She blinked, realizing how hungry she was but ignored it. Instead she focused on the issue still before her. She still wanted Luna. Twilight longed to taste her again, to be dominated and humiliated by her. To turn over all control willingly to her. To have many, many more nights like that one they had. Just the idea that it would be their only one after waiting so long was heartbreaking. Twilight wanted more. Not to mention calling her mommy as Luna smacked her flack with the crop might make it sexier. Already she was getting wet just by thinking about it.

“And Celestia can’t stop us,” stated Twilight standing firm in the middle of her room, wings standing erect as she did. “The only way she can is if she goes public and throws us both under the bus. And do you know what? I don’t care. After everything I’ve done for Equestria I deserve to be happy! And so does Luna. We’ll be outcasts together if that’s what she wants.” Twilight nodded to herself as she turned to look out the window again. Yes, nothing else mattered right now other than being with the mare she loved. It didn’t matter if she was her mother or anything else. All that mattered was that they loved each other and made each other happy.

Now, all she had to do was see if Luna felt the same way.

Scrunching her face, Twilight concentrated all of her magic around her. Purple energy zoomed around her, knocking over things in her room and cracking the floor. Tears were rolling down her eyes while her horn began to turn a bright white color. But she didn’t care for she knew that it would soon be over and hopefully worth it. A moment later, Twilight popped out of existence and reappeared in Luna’s room. As her magic began to fade so did the strength in her legs, sweat heavily rolling down her face as she fell to the ground. Or at least she would have had she not been evolved by a light blue magical aura.

“Twilight!” cried Luna as she raced to Twilight. Concern was the only thing on her face. However, Twilight could notice through her own tried expression that her eyes looked a little bloodshot. Like she had been crying or sometime. “Are you crazy? Teleporting from Ponyville in one go?! You’re lucky you made it here in one piece!”

“I know,” said Twilight as she slowly began to right herself. She could already feel some of her strength returning, albeit slowly. There was no way in Tartarus that she could do that spell again anytime soon. Still she looked up at Luna. “I had to see you again.”

“I,” began Luna but stopped to gulp. She looked conflicted, opening and closing her mouth several times but never finding the right words. So Twilight decided to help her. With what little magic she could manage, she found the collar she had been wearing and levitated it between them. It wasn’t up to her normal standards, bobbing and dipping the entire trip, but it got the message clear. She watched as Luna’s eyes widened, looking taken aback slightly. “Are…Are you sure? After what we just learned?”

“I don’t care,” replied Twilight as she placed the collar on herself. “All that remains to be seen is if you want to keep this naughty filly…mommy.”

Luna’s eyes widened again as a shudder went through her body. Then, in less than a heartbeat, that look of dominance returned. Twilight watched happily as Luna twisted the shadows to create the riding crop and placed the end under Twilight’s chin. “It seems that Velvet failed to properly teach you manners young filly. But don’t worry, your mother is here now to teach you your place.”