Author's Note
None of the Characters used in this story are mine, all of these are from their respective creators and owners
The Songs used here are also not mine, all of these are from their respective composers and owners
Prologue: Regrets
MLP GT: The Curse of Evil and the Carnosaur
“Once, the land was peaceful, very peaceful, at the same time I kept my sorrow to myself, all of the things I did in my past that I thought would stay, shielded, closed, away from getting out, at least, I thought they could, until, the day when she returned, it was then, when I knew things would change
Sure I may have thought that, with the Mane 6, with Twilight and Her Friends would keep everything in an constant peace, that the great Celestia would stand tall, but, I could have never guessed how wrong I was
Because THEY appeared, their beliefs, their might, their will, it wasn’t just Twilight and her friends, THEY were also there
They always had a presence, fighting to the very end against my own mistakes, my own flaws, my own stupidity, first it was Nightmare Moon, Discord and Sombra, three beings I thought i defeated, but my own stupidity led me to be slapped in the face by the truth, by each return of each of their return, the ponies would always ask what would i do, what i didn't do and i would even do anything at all
I was captured and incapacitaded by Nightmare Moon, relying on Twilight and the others learning their role as the Elements as, Discord practically toyed with me and Luna, and with Sombra I wasn’t brave enough to take the situation by my own hoofs, instead I lead Twilight into taking care of the situation, nearly letting chaos destroy the Cristal Empire, nearly letting Twilight suffer through an ilussion that wasn't dye, and that it didn't represent what i am, what im trying to be oh, how much of an good ruler I am
However, those were nothing, compared to what came after, they were nothung but minor inuscences compared to him
I thought he would be forgotten in history, that he would leave as soon as it came, that he was done for
But no, my own mistakes always returned to destroy me, each time I do something and i believe that it would stay like that, something always goes wrong and many suffer because of it
Even when the Mane 6 became the Elements of Harmony, there was a lot of controversy in other countries regarding these events, they tought that, like all other attempts, that this one would backfire and make everyone suffer, but with the success they had on stopping several treats alongside THEM, it didn’t seem that things would go wrong, in fact, they acted and lasted far more than I expected, it seemed everything was going to be fine after all
But then, it happened, my worst mistake, the thing I regret the most, the thing that completely broke me apart and bitter sweetly made me what I am today, the thing I always tried to forget, came, and it did, with an vengeance
Cosmos, he reappared, wanting total retribution and revenge against me and Luna, against all of Equestria, against all of what I meant and what we were, he’s absolutely the opposite of the ideals of Friendship and second chances Equestria has had since ever, ideals I stand for and the ones I thought Twilight
Unlike us, he’s has no hesitation, to kill, to destroy……..
Shining Armor and Cadence, unfortunately, learned that the hard way
And so did many other ponies, perhaps unfairly, but the truth cannot be ignored
At the end of the day, all of what I did, all of what I once accomplished, ended up being for naught when he showed up, I don’t hate him, I never would, I would never have the guts to hate anything, he was someone who only saw and experienced the dark side of Equestria, someone who had enclosed in his oen darkness, from which neither me or Luna took him from, the side that beholds great suffering and pain, a side of Equestria only few now about and prefer to ugnorr
In the end, I failed, I tried my best to do things better, to keep everyone safe, but I falied, as always, my selfishness, my stupidity, my innocence, it all led to this, in it's entirety, everyone else tells me that its not and that, regardless of the Elements, he would have come back regardless of what happened, but i know better that everyone that it's not the case
The Destruction of Cincinnati could also be attributed to me, even tho I had nothing to do with that fight, why?, because I would have seen the signs, he wouldn’t have fallen in darkness, Luna woundn’t have had the foundations to be Nightmare Moon, heck, she wouldn’t even have jelaous if i had at least listened to her silent cries, and If I would have been more responsible, none of the miseries Equestrians go through would even happen in the first place, he wouldn' had made that call that awakened all of those beings, all of those people that suffered in L.A. wouldn't have gone through all of that misery if i only did something
But even with my sorrow,I sense that great changes not only in Equestria, but in the Multiverse, the things that Cosmos did changed everything, for both good and bad, and unless I and others like me face the threats that may come after The Hunter and his minions, threats awakened by Cosmos, Grogar and Zeikor, chaos is going to engulf everything
No matter how much i suffer, how much i cry or how much i feel bad for myslef, i am Proncess Celestia, Princess of the Sun and the Governor of all of Equestria, now, i hace a roll to take
And i swear I will fight
I will fight for everything I believe and stood for
I swear I will protect it
I swear, for Cosmos, and all the others”
Celestia was looking through the window of her room, watching the stars with pure tranquility, it seemed that all of the issues of the world couldn’t affect her, all of the things that had happened in the past had really affected how things now where
Her mind directly led her to think about the Tunes, that group that had saved everyone countless times, and recently did, however, she still thought she had total responsibility over their acts
After all, it was her sister the one that caused Diamond, the Saiyan that lived with Twilight and Spike with his brother Soun, to create the group in the first place, but never thought they would grow that strong, nor would their effect be that large
She knew that Nightmare Moon wasn’t the only enemy they faced, they also fought against enemies like Raditz, Nappa, Freeza, Cell, Majin Buu, Karma, The Altered Humans like Nezor, Raixor and others, The Hunter, The Three Supremes (Cosmos, Grogar and Zeikor), Vasara, King Aspen, La Carcagne, The Giant Behemoth, Norserva, Arceus, Garlick Jr, Hildegarn, Broly, Bojack, Cooler, Eggman, Nazo, Corrupt and Evil Protectors, as well as many other foes, but never thought they would surpass so many limits, both physical and emotional, supossedly Goku was going through an tough time with Gohan, due to him becoming evil when Videl left him because of the lack of time to dedicate fully to his relationship, especially with so many Altered Humans attacking, but that he was fine and would eventually get over it
She hoped, that, despite what happened in Cincinnati, things would eventually be okay with them, as well as all of Equestria
“At least, I can have hope that they can pass through this, its still only an wish, an hope, but.....” she said, deciding that it would be better for her to rest, after so many meetings, she did need an well deserved rest, so she did, still clinging on the hope of things getting better in the longrun for everyone and especially
for him, for Cosmos
