Anon was wondering how to talk to Coco without sounding like a fool who needs therapy. Aw, fuck it. I'm surprised that she is still talking to me without looking so fucking terrified of me. Anon thought as she frowned at her own reflection. Anon sighed sadly. She couldn't do it. She would look too much like a fool that needed help and she didn't need help. Well, she needs help, but not the kind that would let her get seen as insane. She didn't want Coco to think of her as someone that couldn't talk to other ponies. Anon knew that she was anti-social, but she still had friends. Did those friends how to make her feel better? Yes, they did. Especially Coco Pommel. Anon remembered the first time she had seen Coco, but she had learned about Coco from Rarity and Applejack.
She was told about Suri Polomare and what she had done to Coco and it pissed off Anon, but since that Rarity was taking care of Coco now, Anon knew that she could trust Rarity to help Coco with her trauma. Anon would help out in that aspect, but she knew that she didn't understand trauma. She would have to be told what to do and how to stop the tears from becoming a mental breakdown. Anon wanted to be the one to help out Coco and her other friends, but she didn't how they would take to her getting into their personal business even if they would tell her what was wrong. Anon was respectful like that and the other ponies knew that was how she did things, but they still saw her an unapproachable. It wasn't like that Anon wasn't unapproachable but she was secretive. Only Pinkie Pie and probably Rarity knew about her love for Coco Pommel. Anon didn't want to be seen as silly as she was a human and a human shouldn't fall in love with a pony, but she did exactly that and she couldn't believe herself.
Fucking heart of mine. Anon always cursed her own heart, but she could never sic the blame on the pony that caused the feelings to appear in the first fucking place. Anon also couldn't believe how beautiful Coco was as she watched the young mare grin with the happiness making Anon a bit more happier. Anon glanced at Rarity and Rarity smiled warmly at Anon and she knew that Rarity had known about her feelings. I know Pinkie didn't tell her, so how does she know about my damn feelings for Coco? Anon wondered as she knew that Pinkie didn't rat out her feelings as Pinkie was acting mature as she was getting ready for her wedding.
"Anon, darling." Anon looked up at Rarity to show her that she was listening. "How much do you love Coco?" Rarity asked all of the sudden, making Anon almost choke on her spoon and she quickly pulled it out.
"What the flying fuck, Rarity? Are you trying to kill me?" Anon demanded of the mare and Rarity looked at her in guilt.
"No, but I didn't know that my question would have shocked you that much." Rarity weakly explained to Anon. Anon sighed as she apologized with a grumpy tone of voice. She knew that it wasn't Rarity's fault that she had almost died by choking on a spoon.
"Next time, give me a warning before you startle me." Anon tells Rarity, who giggled at how easy Anon forgave her.
"Of course, darling. I wouldn't do that on purpose." Rarity tells Anon, who gave her a wary gaze.
"That's the same thing you've said the time before this and the time before that." Anon told Rarity as Rarity gave her an embarrassed grin.
"Oops. I have a bad memory?" Rarity offered weakly. Anon sighed softly. She gave up as she couldn't get mad at any of her friends for long. Rarity was helpful despite her rants on Anon's lack of fashion. Anon just goes with everything that Rarity tells her about fashion as she knew that Rarity was a fashion designer, which means Rarity knows more about clothes matching more than Anon did. Sometimes, Anon like to get a little crazy with her clothes, which was why that Rarity creates clothes that would cater to Anon's craziness.
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Coco wanted to see Anon again as she wanted to confirm her feelings for the human. Coco thought that it was wrong for her to develop feelings for another species, but she had never seen a law on it and now, she was having feelings for a human. Are my feelings even legal by the law? Coco thought as she didn't want to get in trouble for enjoying being around Anon. "I love Anon." Coco spoke without thinking. Twilight heard her and she squealed in happiness. "Twilight?" She was shocked as she had forgotten that she had to meet with Twilight to help her with something relation to books.
"Oh my gosh! Rarity told me that you've had feelings for Anon, but now that I have seen it for myself, I can truly believe her." Twilight was so excited, Coco was reminded of Pinkie Pie in that moment. Coco sighed as she was embarrassed for showing her love for Anon out loud.
"Is it okay for me to love her?" Coco asked Twilight. Twilight nodded her head.
"Of course! There is nothing wrong with two females of opposite species to love each other. Two females and two males of the same species can love each other, so there is nothing wrong with loving a different species." Twilight tells Coco and Coco was thankful for Twilight being the one who reads a lot. Thank you, Twilight Sparkle. Coco was very grateful to Twilight.
"Thanks." Coco spoke to Twilight. Twilight grinned at Coco.
"Think nothing of it. Just trying to help out a friend." Twilight tells Coco and the mare wondered if there was somepony that the pony loved.
"Do you love somepony?" Coco asked innocently and Twilight blushed at the question.
"He's a guard, but I do love him." Twilight admitted to Coco and Coco smiled at who Twilight was talking about. Flash Sentry is a royal guard, but from Twilight's stories about him, he is a sweet stallion. Coco was looking out for Twilight, even if Twilight was older than her.
"Well, if he loves you back, make sure that he won't hurt you." Coco warns Twilight and she appreciated the kind gesture.
"Thank you, Coco." Twilight tells her.
Prologue - Can I Call You Mine?
Anon wanted Coco to be hers. She wanted to show Coco the best of her personality. She wanted Coco to see how awesome she was or in Rainbow Dash's words, 20% cooler. She wanted to be the one that Coco can trust, but she knew that in order to do that, she had to fix herself.
Anon had to made herself presentable to other ponies in order to get Coco's attention. She knew that her old, dirty clothes wouldn't get Coco's attention. Anon started to work with Pinkie as she knew how to bake, but her goods wasn't as good as Pinkie claimed they were. Well, she thought that they were horrible, but everyone thought that they were awesome, even Coco enjoyed her sweet treats.
Anon didn't know why they enjoyed her baking so much. She thought that they were horrible, but she knew that her own worst critic was herself and she barely ate her own cooking in the first place because she preferred other ponies' cooking. She enjoyed Pinkie's cooking as the pink pony knew how to make mean meals. Then again, Pinkie was a mare that had a future husband living with her so Pinkie had to take up cooking in order to keep Cheese Sandwich from eating cheese sandwiches every day. She loved the silly stallion, but sometimes she couldn't believe him. I still can't believe that he was willing to eat cheese sandwiches every day. I can do some days, but not every day. Pinkie thought as she smiled, thinking about the brown haired stallion. Pinkie knew what vegetables were, a fact that was unknown to her other friends, but she made sure that she cooked them carefully as she didn't want to burn anything.
Anon grinned as she watched Pinkie use her kitchen. Anon's apartment was big enough for two people, but she only used one half of the apartment as some times her friends stayed with her, like at the moment, Pinkie was staying with her for the night. Cheese Sandwich had to work and so, Pinkie decided to room with Anon for the night. Crazy ass stallion and hyperactive mare. Anon thought as she grinned at her friends.
Those fuckers had to come up with a plan for this, but Anon ignored the fact that they probably did what they did on purpose. She knew that Pinkie wanted to give her advice about what to do with her feelings for Coco and Anon was grateful for the help. She was willing to take any advice, but Pinkie gives out great advice in her own opinion.
