A Letter for You~The Girl

I sit here
Looking at you
Looking at him
in love
When I wanna be
In love with a girl
In love with you
In love with me.

Applejack couldn’t believe it Rainbow had been cheating on her with the most popular wonderbolt. The stallion she was told not to worry about even when she didn’t question the loyalty. The stallion who she’d seen Rainbow look at lovingly and she mistaken it for invy. The mistake she’d made one two many times was with Soarin even if it was once. She’d been heartbroken, shattered, used, dispirited, discouraged, dejected, crushed, dishonored, ruined, She’d been damaged. She was broken.

Applejack saw rainbow come to look for her. Coming down the road she looked unfazed by the breakup, She looked undaunted, composed, and tranquil. She started to look happy, to look relieved, to be glad for the way things had turned out.

“ I don’t wanna talk to you ever again and I don’t wanna even wanna hear your fucking name, I don’t wanna think about you ever.” Applejack said hot tears fall down her face feeling that every thread of her begging wasn’t enough or even needed. “Just go, and don’t come back.”

Forget me not

If I wasn’t
Enough
Tell me
If I wasn’t
Right for you
Tell me
If it wasn’t me
Tell me.

Rainbow didn’t try to comeback. She didn’t try to protest she didn’t try to say the things she needed to hear the most. She did exactly what applejack told her to do, just leave and not come back. Would it really be for the best?

Think of me

I don’t see me
Like that
She sees me
Like that
I know what happened and I don’t
Like that
I love you
Like that
You love me
Like that
I missed you
Like that
Everytime you're not in my arms I miss you
Like that
I know you
Like that
I spent my life
Like that
When words fail
I hope you know
How I feel
Like that.

Trust or Love

Which one would you pick if you
Could only have one?
If I
Can’t have
Both
I want neither
Because
With one
Comes the other.

When I Caught her She was Sweating like a Sinner in Church

Adleast I say what I mean
Even if I bite my tongue when I’m speaking to you
I’d say it in a letter.

I’ll get over you because your already over me

I’m missing you I shouldn’t
Did you pretend you were in love?
I didn’t.
Even the illiterate can read the signs your giving me.
I don’t have the best personality
Its rocky like a old road.

If there’s one thing I’d say to you

I’d rather drop my heart on the most disgusting,
Revolting,
Repulsive,
Sickening,
And discustful
Surface known to mankind then in your hands.
I risked everything for you,
Surprised you didn’t love me back.
This is my life
And you can’t use it for your own personal use.
Your line was “ You’ve got nothing to fear,
I’m here.”

I didn’t see how I ever loved you, how I ever saw something in you. How I ever convinced myself that someone who was loyal could be to a undeserving person her words not mine. I can see they had consequences to loving her. I can’t see myself getting over her, not loving her, not being her friend.

I see myself crying because she did more than break me. She did more than lie to me. She did more than break my love. She damaged me. She made me lose trust in everything she’d ever said. She made me doubt others. She made me doubt my body. Made me feel insecure. Made me feel suicidal. But she also made me become more self aware. To think twice before trusting a bitch. She made me feel like a slut and a whore because she considered herself one. I wanted a life with her but I saw her true colors rather than seeing fake ones.

To Need You

I need to feel needed
She broke up my lonely
Told me she wanted me
Said I shouldn’t be miserable
And I got attached.

Rainbow

You can’t tell me your fine after reading all of this
This isn’t my diary.
All of these are your doing
I don’t care if you cry or act hurt because karma is a bitch.

Applejack was going on a date today 10 months after breaking up with rainbow dash. She felt good about It it felt good that she was moving on. She had a date with Twilight. At a fancy restaurant in which she needed to dress for the occasion. It was the first time she’d even thought about loving somepony else. About having something else that had been real.

To: Applejack

When your eyes hit the light
And sparkle
I love it.
The way you look at me
When you want something
The smile you give me
I love it.
I love it all.
I love you.
Would go on a date with me?

I though the letter Twilight sent me had been urgent until I opened it. I never thought it would’ve been twilight. Fluttershy would’ve been before Twilight on my list. But I guess destiny wanted it that way. I guess destiny also wanted to remind me that I should never take things for granted. I hope I don’t get taken for granted.

“Hello Applejack” Twilight said looking at pulling out my chair.

“Howdy, Twi” I said hugging Twilight and sitting down in the chair she had pulled out for me. Twilight went sit down after that looking at her menu.

“I’m glad you could make it! So, how was your day?” Twilight said looking fascinated. Like she’d just read a brand new book.

“Ma day was great what about yours?

“Well---” Twilight was cut off by the waitress.

“What would you lovely ladies like to drink today?” The waitress asked with such jolly.

“All take a water” Twilight said slightly pissed from the interruption by the waitress.

“Ah’ll take the same.” I said noticing that the waitress was gone, quick as a flash and that Twilight was staring at me with a gleam in her eyes.

“You look pulchritudinous tonight.” Twilight said grabbing my hoof and kissing it.

I Will Survive~ To: Rainbow Dash

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And I learned how to get along
And so you're back
From outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock, I should have made you leave your key
If I'd known for just one second you'd be back to bother me
Go on now, go, walk out the door
Just turn around now
'Cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Do you think I'd crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh no, not I, I will survive
as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
And I've got all my love to give and
I will survive

It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh-so many nights just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
and you see me
Somebody new
I'm not that chained-up little person and still in love with you
And so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
Well, now I'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's loving me
Go on now, go, walk out the door
Just turn around now
'Cause you're not welcome anymore.
I’m finally over you.

Broken records

You sound like a
broken record
with how many
times
you apologized
or said
I LOVE YOU
but he broke your
Pure, innocent, loyal, unusing
little heart
your not for me
I’m not for you
I’m already over you.

SENT!