Why you should never trust anyone who should know everything about your future

Day 700

I think this is more than necessary. A lot happens. It happened so much in such a short time. Even if I didn't get a lot because I was only on the farm. Applejack has not pushed through the house very hard. I'm honestly grateful to her for that.

Trixie came and went. Without me noticing it because I was almost only at home. I bet she would have had problems with me if she saw me again.

I am also the first Cutie Mark crusader member to receive his Cutie Mark. Sometimes I feel like I'm a member of a sect. Thanks for that Apple bloom. By the way, she was really happy to watch me again. Seeing her so happy alone shows me that life is not quite so meaningless.

Trozallem I continued to work on my plans a little over the past few days.

It affects sweetie belle:

It was an afternoon and Apple bloom, Scootaloo and sweetie belle visited me upstairs in the attic. I was hardly allowed to leave because Applejack monitored my every move

When the others came out I finally asked sweetie belle:

“Sweetie Belle can talk to you alone for a moment?”

"Yeah sure," said sweetie belle. She apologized to Apple Bloom and Scootaloo.

"We'll be waiting for you outside," said Apple Bloom.

sweetie belle nodded and walked up to me.

"Is something wrong?" Asked sweetie belle.

" I want to ask you something. You seem to be worried about something? ”

“It is nothing redhorn. I'm fine, ”said sweetie belle.

“I'm not buying it from you. Come on what's going on You know you can tell me everything there are friends for, ”I say
She looked down first. So she had a thought in her head.

"Do I really mean Rarity?" Asked sweetie barking at me.

“Not entirely. You'd rather deal with yourself than anything else, ”I said.

“But she is your friend right? Why did you say something like that? ”Said sweetie belle.

“This mare is not a friend of mine. She is lucky that I haven't finished her yet, ”I said.

“Redhorn is my older sister!”

"And how often in the year does she behave like your older sister?" I answer sweetie belle and look at her closely. She seemed to be thinking. Did I hit a nerve? "Who are you with her, do she spend time with you or are you just in the way all the time?"

"I well"

"Were there times when you tried to be exactly like them?" I asked.

"I was seven," said sweetie belle softly, "I borrowed some of her makeup and wanted to imitate her."

"And you also borrowed a dress that she had and some shoes."

"But she didn't like it, did she?"

She didn't even pay attention to me. She shed a few tears but her face was really angry.

“Even if she would have noticed me, all that interested would have been her dress. She didn't even see how pretty I was! ”

"She never told you how pretty you are one of the things a big sister should do."

"She only cares about her own stupid affairs!" Sweetie belle called: "I am either invisible or in the way!"

"Do you see?" I asked, "She's not a good pony. She is so absorbed in herself that she cannot even tell her own little sister how pretty she is. ”

"What is so hard about spending time with me?" Sweetie belle asked, "Why did she only care about her own stuff."

"I'll always take time for you," I said. sweetie belle looked up at me.

" You will?"

"From now on I'm your brother," I said, giving sweetie belle a tight hug.

"I pretty?" Asked sweetie belle.

“Sweetie belle l you are beautiful”

That was it. Now sweetie belle would do whatever I ask her to do.

Someone desperate for love ...

This is the perfect soldier.