My Sword, My Shield

by Paper_Pen

Rating: everyone
Tags: Princess Celestia, Slice of Life, Drama, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Sad, Original Character
Length: 2318

Captain Zulu is forced to carry out his most difficult task, abandoning a foal.

Captain Zulu is forced to carry out his most difficult task, abandoning a foal. More specifically, the foal Celestia doesn't know is his.

If he couldn't raise his own foal, he hoped to never see it again, a hope destroyed by pure chance.

Published 2020-01-09 07:50:01 UTC
Last updated 2020-01-09 07:50:01 UTC

My Sword, My Shield.

Three ponies stood in Celestia's throne room, the monarch herself, her personal guard, and a battle scarred earth pony stallion.

"Captain Zulu," Celestia addressed the stallion, her voice regal and commanding, "I have a special assignment, one I'd rather keep knowledge of to my court, I trust that you can carry out this task?"

"Certainly." Zulu replied with his left eye, the only one he had left, trained on the Alicorn, "My sword is bound to you, Princess."

Zulu had been captain of the Royal Guard for some years at this point having been put in the position suddenly following his predecessors death in the line of duty, but nevertheless he stood a strong and loyal captain.

"I assume you are aware of Agent Legacy Heart's recent death, correct?" The alicorn questioned, a name on her lips that forced them to quiver.

How could he not be? The mares name brought back memories, bittersweet ones of nights he already missed, sweet nothings in which only he remained.

"Of course, Princess." Zulu's voice remained as strong and stiff as ever.

"Then you are aware of the 'loose end' that must be taken care of, correct?" The alicorn somehow maintained regal tone, one that masked a deep shame.

Zulu's heart dropped. The stallion knew exactly what the monarch meant by that, he knew it far deeper than she ever would.

"You mean her foal?" Zulu asked not out of curiosity but some secret spite, a protest to the monarch's non-specification.

"Yes, Captain," Celestia affirmed, her tone now solemn yet obvious in masking pain, "Her foal."

Zulu knew that whatever Celestia had planned for the foal he would detest, nevertheless he was captain of the royal guard and with that he held a responsibility to not only protect the nobility but serve them as well.

"You will take the foal to a friend of the late agent, Literacy Bookstacks, she lives in a library on the northern side of Manehattan," Celestia commanded, "You are to carry this out tonight, I expect it to be completed before sunrise tomorrow."

"Princess Celestia," Zulu began, his voice losing it's stiffness as a protest crawled from his throat, "Are you sure that is what's best for him?". As loyal as he was Zulu still couldn't help but take issue with the monarch's orders, how couldn't he?

"Do not question me!" Celestia snapped, breaking her calm demeanor with a traditional royal shouting tone, "This castle, it is simply no place for a foal, how could he ever be a normal colt if these walls were all he knew?"

"He could train, under my watch he could train and grow to be a soldier!" Zulu optioned, desperate for some last effort to keep the foal there so he may actually be a part of its life.

Celestia responded with a scoff and a look of shock. Zulu knew his words to be ridiculous, he realized he should not have bothered with that line of reason yet he felt he had no other choice.

"With respect to you and the Royal Guard, Captain, I will see to it that he never sees such a line of duty." Celestia spoke with conviction and promise, a tear welling in each eye, "Legacy is gone and I refuse to let her foal suffer the same fate."

A silence struck the throne room producing several moments of pain for both parties.

"I will do as you ask, Princess." Zulu caved, sealing the foals fate to one where he was not a factor.

"Thank you, Captain," Celestia spoke softly, a single tear falling from her face, "There is a train waiting at the station, you will be the sole passenger and the foal will be found in the second to last carriage."

Zulu dismissed, quickly making his way to the station, past a flurry of guards, and onto the second to last carriage. A wicker basket sat upon a table between two booths, blue blankets covering its contents in a wrapping embrace. Zulu took a seat at one of the table's booths, soon the train roared to life and began down the tracks. Zulu didn't dare look in the basket. He, a slayer of dragons, a legendary figure of destruction to the Changelings, a Captain, he was afraid of this foal in a way he feared nothing else.

An hour passed and Zulu finally mustered up enough courage to look upon the foal, and when he did he found the very thing he and Celestia were afraid of, a reminder.

"Paper white, just like hers…" Zulu commented, observing the foal's coat, "And you're horn, that'll stay small, hers was."

More silence passed as Zulu looked over the foal, the only sound being the rolling train and the young colt's subtle snoring. Zulu couldn't decide which was more deafening. He could see the foals mane was one darker than his mother's yet still holding a resemblance, and in the brief moments the colt looked to him instead of nothing in particular, Zulu saw his own grey eyes staring back at him.

"You'd have liked her, Colt, your mom was beauty, grace… the perfect mare…" Zulu reminisced, finding pain in the same space he found comfort, "Not even one in a million, there was just the one of her."

Several impossibly long hours passed before the train reached its destination, though eventually it did stop and Zulu prepared to exit. Donning a black cloak with the basket strapped to one side of him and a saddlebag on the other Zulu exited the locomotive, meeting rain from the night he interrupted. He was silent as he walked, eventually coming to a two story building with a library on the bottom and Literacy's home on top.

Zulu placed the basket on the library's front steps, careful to position it below the roof's overhang where rain would not fall.

"You'll hate me for this, Colt, I know I hated my father…" Zulu took a final glance at the foal before retrieving a flask from his saddleback and taking a swig of the "Just don't blame mom, alright?"

Zulu knocked on the door three times, trotting into the night and back towards the station before anypony could have greeted him.

Gilded Grief

It was a simple task for Zulu, all he had to do was interrogate a young stallion who had infiltrated a gala at Canterlot Castle the previous night. General consensus was that the colt had simply wandered in looking for cider then made a flank of himself on complete accident, though with a recent uptick in changeling attacks the Royal Guard didn't risk taking such an intrusion lightly.

As for the facts, the colt had showed up a few hours into the event through unknown means, gotten severely inebriated at the open bar, somehow he ended up in possession of a priceless artifact, and fled when confronted by security. Fortunately, the colt was drunk or stupid enough to run directly into the chest of Celestia, this knocked him to the floor where he was swiftly apprehended.

Slowly Zulu descended the staircase leading to a dungeon. Still a site on castle grounds the jail was decidedly ornate, far more decorated than deserved considering its occupants. Zulu assumed the numerous portraits of Celestia and marble walls resembling her coat were a sick form of mocking those imprisoned by the monarch, he wouldn't put it past her.

Zulu stomped to the eighth door on the right, playing up his hoof-steps to intimidate the cretins behind bars. Inside a small area separated the entrance of the room from the entrance of the cell. A young unicorn laid motionless upon the cells bed with his face towards the wall, he was obviously past the age of belonging in a schoolhouse but still too young to be called a proper stallion.

"Good morning, Colt." Zulu sternly spoke.

"Keep it down!" The young stallion loudly requested, "My head hurts…"

"First hangover I take it?" Zulu questioned, intentionally raising his voice.

"Yeah…" The colt moaned in pain.

"That's what you get…" Zulu mumbled with a punctuating chuckle, "Sorry to hear that, regardless, I'm going to have to ask you a few questions."

"No," The colt simply replied, "And go to the Moon while you're at it."

"Cut the profanity, prisoner, you could just as easily be in Tartarus!" Zulu snapped, "Now, comply."

"I'm not getting up." The colt protested, "I'll answer questions but I'm not getting up."

"That's fine, I guess," Zulu returned to his relatively calm tone, "Now, state your name."

"Spitfire." The colt mocked.

"Cut the crap!" Zulu sternly requested.

"Fine… Paper Pen, I'm Paper Pen from Manehattan… I might have told a few ponies last night that I was Prince Harlan of Saddle Arabia, I honestly can't remember." The colt complied.

"Right, Paper Pen of Manehattan…" Zulu recorded the answer in a notebook.

Only now had Zulu actually looked at the unicorn. Pen had a shining white coat and dark hair, things that made him look ever so slightly like the late Legacy Heart. This was no surprise, everything reminded him of her nowadays.

"So, why were you at the gala?" Zulu interrogated.

"Free booze?" Pen answered, confused, "I get you lot are poor detectives but that much isn't hard."

"Due to recent events we're operating under the risk you could be a changeling," Zulu explained, "We wouldn't throw a drunk in here."

"Really, you think I'm a changeling?" Pen laughed, finally showing an emotion other than snark. Something about his laugh seemed oddly familiar to Zulu, though too distant a memory to fully remember.

"You snuck into a party and got your hooves on a powerful artifact, as far as Celestia is concerned that's a major breach of security." Zulu explained, "Which leads me to my next question, why were you in possession of royal property?"

"I swear it was just on the floor, I was gonna return it… somepony else probably tried to take it," Pen defended, "But then you jerks called me a thief and ponies got the wrong idea!"

"Likely story, you really expect me to believe that the only pony there without an invite, who was also drunk, and fled from security, isn't so low as to resort to theft?"

"I mean, yeah ?" Pen shrugged, finally rising to look at his interrogator.

Zulu could see Pen's mane now, it was in a state of mess, of course, though in such a state that he highly doubted it had seen many better days. Long streaks of jet black hair hung from the hunched pony's head, covering his face and hiding his gaze.

Eerily enough this reminded Zulu of the time he'd seen the tyrant Chrysalis within her throne room, a long mane of tattered hair like torn fabric covering the creatures face to hide plotting eyes. It was that night he'd lost his left eye, that night he'd sworn to protect his nation from the insectoid menace. He hated how this colt made him feel that way again, he wasn't supposed to know fear anymore.

"Tell me the truth, Pen, if you are honest, we can work out a deal, and even should you be a changeling… I promise you your life, at least." Zulu grimmly commanded.

"I did!" Pen insisted, finally wiping the hair from his face, "I'm not a thief and I'm not a changeling, all I wanted was a couple drinks!"

What Zulu saw on the unicorns face made the warrior guard captain wish he was talking to a changeling, buck, he would have rather the colt was Chrysalis herself dead set on finishing the job she'd started so long ago.

Two gray eyes stared into the one remaining of Zulu's. They had the exact same eyes, a color too rare to be common coincidence.

A long silence passed of Zulu only being able to stare at the colt in absolute shock. It had been so many years since he'd abandoned his own foal, so many years of regret, all of it only for this to be the first time he'd spoken to his own son. Zulu had dreamed of this moment, fantasized that one day he'd reach out and find the colt, that one day he'd finally be able to properly apologize and make up for the terrible thing that he had done, that he'd be able to be a better father than his own.

"Hey, dude, you good?" Pen asked with concern towards the paralysed guard captain.

"You… I'm…" Zulu struggled to find words to say, words were never his strong suit. Maybe if they were, he thought, he could have convinced the Princess to let Pen stay with him, maybe he could have convinced his Love to never go on such a dangerous mission. "You…"

"I'm what?" Pen inquired, rolling his eyes, "A changeling?"

"Released." Zulu sighed, giving up, "I have all the information I need, you're no longer under suspicion."

Silently, Zulu moved to release the colt. Each step he took towards his son hurt more than any stab wound he'd ever experienced, he'd never even met an arrow or bolt so vile.

Even worse was the sensation of Pen trotting past him. He wanted so badly to say something, anything to properly talk to his own and only son but he just… couldn't, every word froze, died, and decayed to bone before leaving his throat. Zulu attempted desperately not to cry as the rooms door shut, Pen was out of his reach and he had no idea when, if ever, he'd see his son again.

"I- I'm sorry…" Zulu struggled to force his words to even the empty room, "I'm so sorry…"

Author's Note

My main two genres are comedy and darker dramas like this. I hope you liked it, and tell me if you'd like to see more drama fics!