Just Watch Me.....

Have you ever wanted something so bad that you would risk your life to get it?................I have.

When I go to sleep I always have the same dream. Well nightmare more like. Its my third birthday and I am running, running with my mother. I trip and fall to the ground. I see my mother turn to protect me from the pursuers and I hear a single shot......

Warm, dark liquid splashes onto my face. My hands. I watch my mother fall to the ground and then I am running again. Running as far away as I can. I find myself on the steps of the orphanage and then, as I collaspe, the world submerges into a sea of black.

Life sucks. Well it does for me. I am HammerTime. And immediately what comes to you is the M.C Hammer song isnt it? Like I haven't heard that before. I am a pegusus and I'm an evergreen colour. Some rich, haughty ponies call it bogey green but I just ignore them. As if seeing their faces everyday wasn't tiring enough I have to listen to their snide remarks as well. My mane is bright, bright red so that is picked up on by them as well. Basically I'm a loser. I have no friends but I have never seemed to want any. I prefer to be alone. The only thing I can seem to pick up any interest in is making. Not crafts or sappy little dresses. No I mean tools, gadgets, inventions that can help ponykind. I work at Time Turners labatory and help him create and invent. Its the only time when I peel back the layers that surround me and show a little of my true self. I dont like being the way I am now. I want to become a normal, nice pony but whenever someone starts talking to me, I see the faces of the ponies who bully me and I see the face of my mother as she died. So I just tell them to bog off and then rumours start about me and then theres nothing I can do to redeem myself. I am an orphan. Well my mother is dead but my father is alive although I dont actually know who he is. I hate him anyway. If I saw him again I would say:"Where were you when my mother was hunted down and murdered?" He doesnt care about me anyway. If he did he would have found me by now. Humph like I care I'm happy as I am now. Alone. It works better that way. Less people to annoy me. I wish I knew what happened onthe day my mother died though. It would be nice to know why she had to die and leave me without anypony................