Author's Note

Before reading this chapter a warning.

There are sensitive subjects described in the text below the authors note.

Remember that if the depression is severe enough,
varying triggers can cause breakdowns.

Those with depression are to be warned that things get pretty heavy.

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The Diary, First Contact, The Shattered Mare, And Lust.

Please Read Author's Note! Please!

I arrive at the doorway of the castle, one of the doors has fallen in, stepping inside I look at the dilapidated interior of the castle. Tattered banners, cracked masonry and crumbling pillars and even a part of the vaulted ceiling that seems to have caved in, but there is no visible evidence on the floor. Two stone thrones sit side by side on a dias, the white throne is heavily damaged and scarred by some kind of corrosive, while the blue grey throne was near untouched by time.

As I continue to explore I see many obvious traps and nearly fall for some cleverly hidden ones as I comb through the castle, I come across a library full of old and dusty books, some have interesting or strange titles, 'Foal Liquor's Hair Raising Mane and Coat Care Mixtures', 'Fuddy Duddy' Guide To Less Dud Potions', 'Bees Knee's How To Guide: Running A Successful Apiary Farm', 'Heart Burn's Guide To Romance', 'Wood Chuck's Primer On Beginners Carpentry', 'Great Oak's Study On Common Physical Traits In Pokemon' and many more.

As I'm exploring I notice on the mini map that there is a hidden room behind a bookshelf, tilting the books I find one that resists, pulling this one until a faint click is heard, I back away and watch mildly impressed as the shelf separates into three sections. The left and right moving back and retreating into the walls on either side and the middle piece sliding into the floor. The room beyond is circular, there is a large book on a plinth, the title reads, 'The Shared Diary Of The Royal Sisters'. I begin reading the diary, I hear the bookshelf close, skimming over confessions of crushes on guards and complaints of boring days, looking for any thing dramatic or lewd,(which there probably is none of since this is a shared diary) until I come across a couple entries detailing a diplomatic visit.

'June 20 500 years after the Fall of Eris

Dear Diary,

Today we had a most interesting audience with the changeling queen, Queen Morpho. Her Majesty all but pleaded for our kingdoms help, her people are starving and the various races shun them because of their insectile appearance, vilifying them as monsters or even demons, Equestria is her peoples last hope. The queen gave an impassioned speech on the possible benefits of an alliance with her (or even, if I read the undertones correctly, a political marriage) could bring our kingdom, a multi role workforce that does not need to eat vegetarian fare, scouts with near instant information sharing over vast distances thanks to the Hive Mind, the best users of transformative magic to help along our own studies into that branch, concubines if we wish (apparently the entire people are hermaphrodites!).

I told her we would have to consider and to come back in three days, what do you think Luna dear?

Celestia Sol'

'June 21 500 years after the Fall of Eris,

Dear diary,

In answer to my sister's question I say this, 'I think it is a great idea sister, all they require is acceptance, positive emotions, shelter, and water, four things the ponies of Equestria are easily able to give, and the changeling at least equine in shape, that should help keep the villagers calm until they get used to them. In return we get a low cost workforce, the best scouts we could ask for, experts in a to often forgotten branch of magic and even some bedmates to play with. We just need to present the idea in the right frame, if we're successful we gain a powerful ally.

Luna Selene'

It seems the sisters might have allied with these changelings, hermaphrodite, insectile equine, shapeshifting emotivores? Could be sexy. I look for more entries referencing the changelings or Queen Morpho, finding two more.

'July 5 500 year after the Fall of Eris

Dear diary,

The alliance is a success! Negotiations ended an hour ago, I can't wait to make the announcement tomorrow!

Celestia Sol'

This next entry is near the back of the very thick diary.

'April 1 750 years after the Fall of Eris

Dear diary,

Queen Morpho has laid a royal egg! By best estimates she will hatch on May 8. All the changelings are on high alert, if someone so as sneezes without a warning they get dog piled, it's actually really funny to watch. Queen Morpho already picked out a name for the little princess, Chrysalis.

Luna Selene'

I flip to the last entry, the page is stained by tears and the writing is shaky.

'June 20 760 after the Fall of Eris/0 years after the Fall of Nightmare

~~Dear diary,~~

Luna, my Luna, sealed in the moon for a thousand years, why was I so foolishly blind? It hurts so much. Morpho is dead, rubble crushed her lower half, little Chrysalis doesn't know what death means yet, I can't bring myself to tell her when she stares at me with those big eyes. I'll teach her to rule as best I can Morpho, I swear it. I've called an assembly of all citizens in Castle Town, to inform them of their part in Lunas fall. I haven't slept in a week, everywhere I go I see shades of Luna walking around or playing with Chrysalis, or Morpho, my best friend and for the last few years, my lover as well, we were hoping for a foal soon. I just can't take living here with the grief, I'm having a city built on Mt. Canter, I'm going to let Chrysalis choose the name.

Luna, I love you.

Morpho, my Queen, I'll miss you.

Celestia Sol'

Damn, a big fight, sister gets sealed away, lover gets caught in the crossfire, have to raise an orphan and run a kingdom, I don't envy this Celestia at all.

Leaving the room, I continue exploring the castle avoiding more traps along the way. I end up before a beautiful door, engraved ebony inlaid with small diamonds and a large mother of pearl depicting a scene of a sleeping village under a full moon. Stepping into the room the first thing I notice is that like the hut, no time seems to have passed, then I take note of the beautiful color scheme, navy blue bedding and curtains, fluffy white carpet, and royal blue walls and a deep purple ceiling, there are doors on opposite sides of the room, a double door to a closet, and another that probably leads to the bathroom.

I close the door and continue exploring the castle, I don't really find anything of note and getting tired, make my way to the night themed room I'd found earlier. Once I arrive I take off the Ever-Pack by the door, change the armor into a cyan blue baby doll nightie and climb into the bed, it feels as if I'm lying on a cloud. I'm asleep within minutes.

I'm having a wonderful dream, I'm in a field surrounded by children of all races, as well as Pokekits, all clamoring for my attention with cries of, "Mama!", "Play with us! Please!", "Hold me Mama!" My children herd me toward a small mansion on a hill, we're about to head inside when I'm ripped from the dream.

"WAKE UP!!" A voice booms at me, I bolt off the bed away from the voice, stance coiled, hyper aware of any movements.

On the other side of the bed stands a 7 ft. tall black coated mare with both wings and a horn, as well as a soft muscle tone. She is unguligrade. She has draconic teal eyes and a mid length muzzle compared to my short one, and a mane and tail that defy logic, they're made of swirling nebulae and billow in an invisible wind. She has a similar sized bust as me but her hips are slimmer than mine. Her thighs are thinner than mine as well, though our waists are the same size.

She wears blue metal armor that covers the essential areas and little else, allowing ease of movement. Her Mane phases through her helmet unimpeded. She holds a spear of the same material as her armor, currently planted on the floor.

She looks me over as well, a faint look of surprise crosses her face. "Impressive reflexes. Who are you? Why are you in MY room?" She demands, leaning her spear in my direction.

I quickly think my options over. "...Thanks. My name is Krystal, I was looking for shelter and found this room." I decide to answer truthfully. My eye widens. "Wait, if this is your room then you must be-"

"Princess Luna, Yes." She cuts me off, twisting something on her spear that makes it collapse and places it on her lower back. "Tell me Krystal, why were you seeking shelter here? Why not any of the many other rooms available?" She asks me.

"Yours is the only room in good condition, did you not see the state of the castle on your way here?" I ask in reply, relaxing but ready to spring to action.

"No, I've just been released from... from Banishment and appeared here." She says the word with horror clear in her voice and shudders from what is likely a memory. After a moment, she asks. "Why, what is the state of the castle? And how long have I been... away?" she asks with fear.

"The castle is in ruins, and are you sure you want to know?" I ask her as a warning. She stares at me wide eyed for a few seconds, fear warring with need in her expressive eyes. She closes her eyes gives a shuddering breathe, and nods. "One thousand years..." I say with sadness.

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She recoils with a whimper, as if struck. "Oh, goddesses..." She stumbles to her bed, falling against it and turning around, huddling her knees to herself she starts to shake, and sobbing, starts to mumble. "N-never again, never, never, never, never, ever a-again. S-so alone... Thousand years... So Alone... N-never a-again..." She breaks down, heart wrenching sobs and wails of grief tearing at my heart. Not able to stand by and watch her suffer, I knelt beside her and placed a hand on her shoulder.

She pulled me into a desperate hold, face in the crook of my neck, shuddering against me as she cries. After the shock fades I softly hold her and whisper calming words to her. Tears rolling down my face at the reminder that I've been alone for years as well, I may roll with the punches and have a strong will and kind personality but these can only hold back so much despair and grief.

We sit there for hours, holding each other to not feel so alone. I don't know when I fell asleep.

I wake up to something tickling my nose, I look down and see Luna using my breasts as a pillow, her mane and tail now normal rich purple hair, she's taken off her armor and is now in just a white bra and panties. Her ear flicks my nose and I sneeze, startling her awake, her eyes red from crying and tear tracks down her fur. Her eyes wide in hysterical fear and panic, she sees me and stares at me with such desperate pleading, such overwhelming heartache, begging me with all that she is for the torture to finally be over, that I release a heaving sob at the heartbreaking sight.

I do the only thing I can think of, I hold her tight and wrap my tails around her as she starts to shake and repeat, over and over, "Shh, it's over, I'm here. You're not alone any more." She lets out shuddering sobs, as I comb my claws through her mane, her cries change until it almost sounds like she's laughing, but you can hear the utter anguish in her voice. She clings to me with a desperate need, trying to get as close as possible to me,

"KRYSTAAAL! KRYSTA-HAL!" She wails into my neck.

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After an hour of venting, Luna cries herself to sleep.

I lay here thinking about this addition, I decide on a plan that could immensely help Luna or utterly break her. Find Celestia.

I'm daydreaming about what the different races hybrid children might look like, when Luna wakes up. "Morning, Luna." I greet her.

She stares at me. "It wasn't a dream? I'm really free?" She says with such awe and disbelief my heart breaks a little just hearing it. "You... Krystal thank you from the bottom of my heart, I... I don't think I would have survived the shock by myself. Thank you so much, you saved me..." She tears up and hugs me tightly, kissing my cheek.

I hug her back. We stay like this for a few minutes "Your welcome Luna, now could you get up? I need to pee." She lets go and stands up with a light blush. What? "How are you blushing? That shouldn't work through fur!"

She tilts her head "What do you mean how? Magic of course! Isn't that common knowledge?" She answer as if it's the most simple thing, and to her it probably is.

"...Um..." Screw it, tell the truth. "I... I'm not from this world." I say, Luna blinks at me. "I died on my old world and was picked for a sort of... interview? An interview by the Arceus and the Four Goddesses and given tasks to complete. As well as some very powerful armor and other things. Oh, and this." I show her the Tri-Force on my hand. She gasps and covers her mouth, a look of surprise then awe on her face. "Today is my third day on this world." I finish. Luna looks stunned.

After she recovers Luna points a trembling finger at me. "You have a piece of the Tri-Force!" I nod. "You're an alien!" I think about it for a bit, then nod again. "You met Arceus!" I nod, my lips curling. "You MET the GODDESSES!" I nod with a grin. Luna stares at me, mouth agape.

While she recovers I head to the bathroom, and lift the mid thigh length nightie and lower my panties, my penis flopping out of my sheath and quickly filling with blood. "...Big." I hear from the doorway, spinning to face her in shock I momentarily forget my cock is out. "Really big." Luna almost drools at the sight, shamelessly ogling my junk.

"L-luna! What are you doing in here!? I'm using the bathroom!" I'm blushing like crazy, I go to cover up but remember my size makes that impossible. I turn around instead.

"I came to take a bath... Why are you- wait is this not done in your old world? There's no need for shame or embarrassment, all creatures are sexual in nature, it's only right to be proud of ones body no matter your shape! I don't know if things are different now but sexuality is something to be expressed
and was often talked about openly, sharing baths was common and even heavy petting and hand play were social." She comes up from behind me and hugs me. "You are gorgeous Krystal, stunningly so! When I first saw you asleep I almost dropped my spear, I was captivated for minutes before I gathered my self."

My breathe catches in my throat in surprise at the hug and I shiver at her warm breathe on my neck. I can hear the sincerity in her voice, the idea that she finds me so beautiful sends me blushing. I can feel her nipples, large and hard pressing against my back. "Y-you mean that?" I ask quietly.

"Of course I do! Look at you! You have the body of a goddess! This gem Is mesmerizing..." Luna exclaims, hands trailing my body and rubbing my stone as she does so, I'm surprised to find that I can feel through it, it feels very nice when it's rubbed, almost like a massage. I start to breath heavier, her sudden closeness, her soft caresses, the fact I'm exposed while this is all happening, it's making me excited. I feel my dick get harder, my nipples stiffen up, I feel my senses heightening, I can smell that Luna is aroused as well.

"I haven't seen myself yet." I admit, quietly wondering if i'm as beautiful as she says I am.

"What? Hold on, let me try something. Take off your clothes." She closes her eyes, focusing on something. I'm stunned at the request before deciding to listen, my nightie turns into a collar and I take off my under wear. Standing there naked only gets me hotter, I feel the fur of my balls lightly brushing my clit. "Got it!" Luna exclaims, her horn glowing a bright blue and shooting a beam at the wall, the wall turns into a floor to ceiling mirror! I gasp at what I see.

A proud Vulpine amazon stands there, almost regal in her beauty, moving with an almost unnatural sensual grace. Royal blue glistening fur with a light sky blue front. A beautiful face framed by luscious hair, I open my mouth and extend my tongue eight inches out. broad shoulders and slender, muscled arms with white markings on my upper arms, a slender, yet corded neck with a beautiful rainbow stone that draws the eye.

A gravity defying pair of melon sized breasts with prominent nipples. A trim waist with defined washboard abs, wide, child bearing hips with hints of softness. A long, girthy, throbbing cock with a thick breeding knot, and a plush fuzzy sack with two apple sized nuts. Strong, luscious thighs marked with the sigil of the Amazons, feral but beautiful lower legs with small paws promising speed.

I turn and see that my rear is wide and firmly muscled, layered with enough plush to bounce when I walk. My tails are long and fluffy, promising lush silky softness. I bend over and spread my legs, my puckered tail hole and lightly spread pussy visible. Plump lips promising a firm grip and a huge clit begging to be sucked and played with, I flex and my pussy opens wider before closing with a quiet 'schlick'.

I am gorgeous... "Mmn!" I hear Luna moan, looking over at her I see she's trembling, breathing hard, a blush covering her entire face and down her neck. Did she just cum from watching me, without even touching herself?

We stare at each other one thing on both our minds. "Bathroom first." I say with a light growl in my voice. She nods, rushing to her bed. After a minute and a half (I literally piss like a racehorse.) I exit the bathroom and see Luna naked on the bed, lightly fondling herself.

As I prowl towards her, she shivers under my gaze. once I make it to the bed I crawl on all fours making my way sensually toward her, her eyes glued to my body.

I started with her hooves, kissing my way up her long legs, swirling my tongue leaving wet whorls in her fur, nibbling here and gently biting there, watching as her anticipation builds, lust clouding her eyes.

"Please! It's been soo long..." She pleads me.

I look at her pussy, thick, soft black lips and a winking bulbous clit. She smells so good! I wrap my arms around her thighs, I start to kiss, nibble, and suck on her lips and clit, she tastes like raspberry candy. "Ah! Aha!" She grips my head firmly between her thighs, her hand rests on top of my head an- ~ohhh~ She's scratching my ears and it feels goood! I start licking her folds. "KRYSTAL! AAAAH! AAAHAH! HA-AAA!" I'm blasted by mare cum, I drink down at least a quart of her amazing pussy juice. When the deluge is over I come up for air, all I can smell is her musk, my fur drenched in her juices, I lick my muzzle getting as much of her flavor as possible.

Looking at her face she's in a daze, lightly moaning my name. When she recovers she stares at me with lust. "Your turn." She pushes me onto my back places her hands on my thighs, squeezing and rubbing, basking in the plush yet firm feel of them. She moves higher, burying her face in my sack, I can feel her taking in deep breathes between moans, getting as much musk as she can. Suddenly, with a whimper, she cums again. She comes up with a glazed look in her wide eyes and a rapidly increasing blush, trembling with intense lust. "K-K-Krystal! Are y-you an Alpha!?" She asks me with nervousness in her voice.

"Yes, why?" I ask with caution. Her trembling increases at my answer. Sweat dampening her fur. She starts humping my thigh, and I can smell her musk much more heavily.

"B-because the m-m-MUSK of an Alpha makes any female or herm go into AH- heat with direct Mn- exposure, and I just had a LOT of it!" She says as she starts to grind faster whimpering with need. I can see where this is going.

"Luna! Do you know any strong contraceptive spells for males?" I ask quickly.

"Y-yes, HA-how strong?!" She asks.

"I'm three times as virile as others!" I answer.

Her eyes go wide in surprise, then she cums again soaking my leg. "OOOooh! Three times as potent! Oh GODDESSES! MMN! MMM! AHAAA!" She climaxes with a whinny while still in her earlier one, arching her back in ecstasy. The sheets are absolutely drenched now, there are puddles by her knees. When she comes down from her high, eyes still glazed over, she focuses her attention on me and bites her lip so hard she bleeds, I see her eyes clear up somewhat as well. "O-ok I d-don't know if it'll be strong enough but here goes!" Her horn glows bright blue and she hits me with a beam that makes me feel all tingly in my crotch.

Almost as soon as the spell hits Luna tackles me into the bed, she kneels triumphant above me, breasts heaving, sweat glistening on her fur, she aligns my cock and impales herself half way in one plunge. "YES! SO BIG!" She screams, bucking her hips and huffing in pleasure.

"Luna! Oh shit! So tight!" My eye rolls up in my head at the sudden intense pressure. I grab her hips and pull her down to my knot, ripping a whinnying scream of ecstasy from her throat, I can see a large bulge in her trim stomach, and I feel my head hit her cervix, I can feel her rippling around me trying to milk my cum. She places her hands on my breasts kneading and pulling at them as we thrust at each other. My clit is electrified with sensation, my nuts hitting it with every thrust, I feel a tightening in my core. "Luna! LunaAAH! AAAAH!" I squirt hard, for at least a minute I scream, moan and howl, squirming as the pleasure from Luna riding me gets more intense which only increases the length of my orgasm, I almost blackout from the intense pleasure. It ends after two intense minutes, Luna, seeming to have calmed down is slowly grinding in my lap, her ass massaging my balls, looking down at me in awe.

"Three minutes!? I-I'm kind of jealous, I'm pretty sure you came as much as all of mine put together! Maybe more!" She tells me. I look at her in surprise, then looking past her I see the puddles from before are now a single puddle.

"Krystal, how much do you cum? AH!" She asks me, grinding harder.

"At least four gallons, probably more." I reply, lightly thrusting.

"Four!? By the goddesses! So much! I need to cast another spell." She says with a shiver. She focuses and casts a spell on herself. "There. Now I definitely won't get pregnant."

I sit up, holding Luna's hips, I trace the bulge in her stomach, Luna clenches down on me, we both shiver at the feeling. Luna starts to bounce, the smacking of wet fur fills the air, also splashing from my balls as they hit the cum pool, the swirling liquid caresses my clit along with my balls hitting it. I might go mad if this continues! I push Luna onto her back and start thrusting as hard as I can. Luna screams in pleasure, cumming from the sudden intensity. After a few minutes I cum again, I squeal and thrust faster. I can feel it building this is going to be a big one. "Luna! It's coming! I... I- AAAAH!" With one last hard thrust my knot pops inside Luna, and I feel intense pressure around the head of my cock.

"AAAH! So stretched, so deep... m-my womb! You're in my womb! Krystal! So much! HAAAA!" Luna rambles in bliss. The next few minutes are a blur of moans, screams and ecstasy.

When I come to Luna is unconscious and her belly looks to term with twins! I slump to the side and join her in sleep.