Dear Diary,
I finally found the one. He is my soulmate. I can just feel it. He has felt my pain of being alone and forgotten. His name is Spike Draco. Even his name is dreamy. He is a dragon with the kindest heart. He's even employed as an assistant of royalty's squire, Twilight Sparkle. But that's all I really know about him so far. I best be off! Can't have him if he leaves my sight.
Dear Diary,
Today I went on another stealing spree. I put everything in that strange infinite space again. Its always behind my back to take or to put stuff in so maybe it's some sort of backpack. Anywho, it's odd that the mailmare can see me. If someone has prey bloodlines in them they can't hear or see me. If they are carnivores it's like I'm an average Joe and I just blend into the crowd. If they are omnivores it's a little bit of both. Maybe Derpy's an omnivore or it could just be her lazy eye that lets her see me. Shes rather nice but slow in the head. But she keeps me in contact with friends I made while traveling, so that's good. It feels nice to keep in touch with my fellow freaks. Here she comes. Better go greet her.
Dear Diary,
I just can't do it. What if I mess up and he despises me? The thought is just awful. I'll have to face him eventually, but that is for another day.
Dear Diary,
I got another one of those phone things. They are just buttons and it feels unnatural. One of my employers gave it to me. They are rather nice to me because of what I can do. It's nice to have friends who can pull strings. But I mainly run the black market, the crime bosses, and assassinations. So basically I run the underworld. But this phone thing is from a Griffin mob boss that took a shine to me instantly. Well I have a job to finish. Later!
Dear Diary,
I went to the library where he lives. I went in and read up on a few things. I may have stolen his toothbrush, but that's not the point right now. Apparently Spike is the princesses adopted child. But right now he is learning from one of her prized students. Surprisingly, this student didn't go insane like the rest. Now she is a part of the "elements of harmony" whatever that is. But the thing I noticed is that Spike was barely mentioned at all. Oh Spike! I will free you from your golden chains! We will have the happily ever after I've always dreamed of. Got more snooping to do before they get back. Have to hurry.
Dear Diary,
It would seem I have a challenger over Spike. There is a fashionista named Rarity that has ensnared him. She is just using him for her own gain. This will not stand, but if she disappeared then Spike might be sad. Hell, if I told him I did it he'd be resistant to love me. I can't do anything right now. My resolve has to be strong to talk to him. I can hide my emotions well so I can be smooth but I must not stumble. At least not in front of him.
Dear Diary,
I wonder if he will like me? I don't know much about my bloodline. I just know I'm a tomboy that can barley be seen. We are both ageless, so we won't out live each other. I can be patient. He will be mine eventually. It's only a matter of time. I've been told I'm a little crazy but what's wrong with being a little crazy? I am unaware of what spike is like though. I've been busy and I need to make a good first impression. I can't just rush in. I need to be at my finest when I talk to him. Damn! There they go on another one of those adventures. Better catch up.
Dear Diary,
It took me awhile but I found the perfect suit. No tie or any type of hat because I need to stay loose in case things go wrong. He is the son of royalty and they might try to separate us. I'm not that worried about representations or fighting because, like I said, I have ties. He might try to resist our love at first but I am patient girl. I can wait.
Dear Diary,
I've lived a long life but I never had any purpose. My entire life I have been exploring the world of Equus. I've learned many tricks of all types so I always have an ace up my sleeve. No matter the situation, I probably have some experience in it. I've been alive for a long time now, so that's to be expected. Spike may be a teen, but to me everyone are children. That's not the right words.... they are more like cockroaches. Hard to kill and everywhere you look. Here comes some now. Got to deal with them.
Dear Diary,
I can't stop wanting him by my side. I could protect him better then they ever could. I love him more then all of them. We would hold each other and never let go. There have been other competitors in the Crystal Empire. The ones that try too hard or the ones that disappear. Normally I would have killed them all, but Spike needed the confidence boost. Still don't approve of any of them though.
Dear Diary,
The world is starting to get more chaotic. Everything is going to change soon. I can see it. I must act quickly before the world changes too much. Recently there was an attack on the castle where Spike was attending a wedding. This will be my last entry in my diary. Now is not the time for words or the time to doddle. I must act quickly and swiftly before I loose him. He will be mine no matter what it takes, whether he likes it or not.
Wish me luck!
Love,
Sadie Grindmon
