Alchemist's diaries.

by SweetBlast2500

Rating: mature
Tags: Other, Starlight Glimmer, Fluttershy, Suicide / Self Harm, Tragedy, Sunset Shimmer, Profanity, Violence, Death, Alternate Universe, Sad, Gore, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Second Person, Dark, Rainbow Dash
Length: 12265

After Starlight's mother getting killed the unicorn is greedy to get revenge... Especially on the Princess

The legends of Equestria says there exist near end of Canterlot town small woods. And in this woods in small house lives usually shy and not disturbing anypony's lives-Starlight Glimmer. But when she got information about her mother's death young alchemist seeks revenge. Especially on Princess Fluttershy and her guards. But. Was killing them necessary? Who will find out the truth about alchemist's suicide and one dead mare?
Note: The whole story is introduction to Coronaverse but on the darker side. If you're not into gore,torture,suggestive talk,mares drinking alcohol and suicide. Stay tuned for SFW and slice of life introduction to this universe coming very soon

Published 2020-02-29 23:20:01 UTC
Last updated 2020-03-28 08:27:24 UTC

Prologue

Probably when you stopped in Canterlot you had heard stories about small woods near end of the town and the onliest house in that place,haven't you?

And also you had obviously heard about young alchemist who makes many important things to society? Well. These stories are actually true.

My name is Starlight Glimmer and this is my story about how small information about death of the most important person in my life changed my behaviour into worse. But everything needs to be in order. First I need to explain who I am and why I live that far.

Well. Since I ended 14 years old I decided to finally start creating something what might cause changing ponies lives into better.

My mother gave me full lab in the middle of the town. But. The problem is. That I hate noisy places. Like. I really hate. Especially when Fluttershy become princess. I am not sure how had this passed. She isn't alicorn. Plus no one from Canterlot Kingdom had adopted nor born her. Perhaps I could talk to Princess Celestia. I heard once that the real Fluttershy's parents died in accident. So. Who had adopted her if she's now the princess?!

Back to what I said before. Since Fluttershy become princess the town become noisier and now there's so many animals. I nuzzled my raccoon friend. She's just like me. She loves silence,is kinda shy and we both love nature.
I silently yawned and I layed on my bed looking at the stars. Tonight sure was beautiful night. It's like Princess Luna done hella good job again.

"Are you thinking what I am thinking,Bella?"
Small whimper got relased from Bella. I softly giggled while I keeped staring at the sky.

"We will go tomorrow to the Princess Celestia's castle. That means we gonna visit after those years Canterlot. I am really curious how much had this town changed. But right now. Goodnight. Have nice dreams."
I slowly closed my eyes and I fell asleep. Actually I am too tired to write descriptions about my dreams so we gonna skip to the moment what happened next after night. And this moment will play big role in this story.

Fluttershy's Blues

The next morning truly was very warm and sunny. Bella stepped out from her bed and she pushed the button on the wall. The warm coffee filled the cup and mechanic hand took it giving to me. I took a sip of drink sighing.

"Okay. Quick breakfast. And we are going to the Canterlot. Also. Thanks for the coffee,Bella."
I petted raccoon's head while she nuzzled my face. I silently giggled glowing my horn to make breakfast.

"My,my. So. You want to see the Princess?"-asked bacon haired mare. Well. This is Sunset Shimmer. The most annoying mare in whole kingdom in my thought. Even if she is my idol I still think she can sometimes be oddball in some days. Yet who isn't?

"Sunset. Let me in. I promise you that after meeting I will give you my new machine to make you look fabulous for the stallion what you have crush on."

"Really? Okay. Deal is the deal. Come inside."

"Thanks Sunset. You will not regret this!"

"Of course I will not. I mean. Had I ever told you a story where I defeated King Sombra? It was stormy night. On the left side his guards,on the right himself. I was alone but then..."

"Sunset. You told me this story already. I know what happened later. You kicked his ass. I know. And he died."

"Exactly! No one later came on his funeral"

"Well. Nopony in Equestria ever liked him so I am not suprised."

"Well. Of course nopony liked him. Because he murdered... Oh look! Fluttershy is over here!"
I stared at the beautiful yellow pegasus with pink hair. I mean. She always knew how to pamper herself. But right now she just made herself really great. The white flowers in her mane,that white dress. She looked like fashion God.

"Happy Raccoon Day!'-she annouced happily before she gave happy squeal-"Starlight! Oh my godness! It's been so long since I saw you last time! Tell me how is your life going?!'

"I am trying to solve the problem of hunger and thirst in Equestria. And my machine is almost done."

"That's lovely! You gotta show me one day."

"Well. I will make an exposition soon. Maybe you will come?"

"I would love to. But my royal duties everyday can make my mind really explode. Cadence adopted me along with Princess Celestia knowing that I will grow this town up pretty good."

"That sounds... Hold on. You said that your...?"

"Well yeah. I did. Trust me. If you ever wondered how it's like to be a princess and you ever wanted to become one. I slightly refuse. Because I am not handling this job. And you would go nuts after first day of ruling."

"Right. Is Princess Celestia in castle?"

"Oh godness,no. She and Princess Cadence had left the kingdom for few days. They decided to go to vacations to Las Pegasus. Nothing to worry about."

"Speaking about worrying. How is Rainbow Dash after her wing surgery?"

"Oh soon she will be able to fly. One more week of therapy and she will feel better than ever."

"Right. Fluttershy?"

"Yes,Starlight?"

"If you or Angel will need help. I am always in the woods. Nothing has changed."

"Living in nature,I see."

"Yeah. I do. Anyway. See you next week! I am planning the best gift ever to your birthday."

"Oh Starlight. You didn't forgot that my birthday is next week? That's. Very thoughtful to you."

"I know right? Now. I gotta go. I promised Sunset to give her gift."
Sunset gave me the smirk. My horn glowed as I gave her make-up and dress maker machine.

"Here it is."

"Gee. I thought that this is gonna to be some kind of potion."

"Be glad that you got something from me. Have nice day,Sunny!"-I said as I stepped into the exit of the castle. Meanwhile Sunset pressed the button as the machine gave her black dress.

"Hmm. Not bad. Looks pretty cool."

Staying for a while in Canterlot...

"Good afternoon,Starlight!"-greeted me Rarity giving me kisses on my check-"You need something?"

"Yeah. You see. Fluttershy is turning 20 next week."

"Oh my godness! Already?! Does Rainbow Dash knows about it?"

"I am afraid she doesn't know Fluttershy is planning big party. That's why I will come for few minutes to Canterlot's Hospital to tell her. After all. She's her mane guard. So about all these events she needs to know.'

"Darling. Why to rush these things so quickly? She will come out from the hospital next week."

"And next week is damn party. Rarity. Rainbow needs to know. I know that you are Fluttershy's tailor,but please. I need really to organize that whole next week."

"I got darling an idea. Maybe stay for a while in my house? Sweetie and I would not mind."

"No,no,Rarity. I will stay in hotel. Thank you for being generous but... I will refuse."

"That's fine,dear. I wish you then luck in big town. Tell me. Aren't you the mare what lives in the woods and also is scientist?"

"Alchemist. Please. Call me alchemist,Rarity.

" Oh. Oh right. Sorry."

" It's fine. Many ponies are calling me like that. But. Scientist makes just machines. Alchemist tests chemicals and then makes machine if they are working. You get the difference?"

" Yes,darling. So. What are you planning to do now?"

"Go to the Canterlot's Hospital and talk with Rainbow Dash. I am sure she will be happy to see me."

"Well. I dunno she will. After this surgery she became very grumpy and tired. I wish you luck with visiting her,dear. I really wish you that."

"Thanks,Rares. But I am sure she will be happy when I will arrive."

"We will see. Have nice day,anyway!"

"Same to you!-I responded and I ran from Rarity's house heading to the hospital to see Rainbow Dash."

"Starlight,hi! I thought it was again doctors to again give me injection. But luckily it's you. It's good to have you back in town,dude. How is your life going?"

"Pretty great. How about yours?"

"Better let's not talk about me. Since last month I almost lost my wing when I dashed to the thief!"

"Who it was?"

"Oh nopony. Probably another Sunset's friend. Clarissa Bayer. You know her? She's big bitch. She always had appetite for me. I was always her victim. And guess what. Execution of her will become tomorrow so she will never try to kill anypony else anymore."
I gulped nervously.

" And since you are my friend you will take VIP place. Sunset will take another VIP. But for her VIP means-Very Important Pig."

"Harsh too much?"

"Oh I had never been harsh. She started it and that's because I am Fluttershy's mane guard. Trying to kill or killing me will end in execution. I am sure you would never do something like that. I mean. You are awesome pony!"

"That's the spirit"-I spoke sweating nervously. Damn. She's so fucking hot when she motivates me! I felt like I was dripping wet. Fuck. Not again. Rainbow sniffed the candy smell what had just filled the room.

"Are you in heat?"

"No. I mean. Yeah. But not because of your talk!"

"Somepony has a crush on me~"

"RAINBOW DASH! It's not like that!"
Doctor Stable peeked out from the door saying:

"Miss Dash. Your afternoon injection is coming right now. So you can't have guest right now and"-He sniffed the heat smell-"What had you two been doing?"

"I guess I will just go. Thanks Rainbow! I will come to your enemy execution tomorrow!"
Rainbow hapilly waved to me. I slightly embarrased gone out from the hospital. Well that's just great! I confessed to whole therapy room that I am in heat! I knew nopony were except Rainbow Dash and Doctor Stable. But the doors were open! So everypony would hear me saying that! I decided to go somewhere to eat. And Alchemic's Bakery is probably my favourite restaurant in the town. I heard they had found new employer and her name is Pinkie Pie. Well. I would love to visit this place after those years. Because that visit in Canterlot will sure be long.

Dinner with new friend

So like I had been saying. The Alchemic Bakery is my favourite restaurant ever made in Canterlot. Wanna know why? They serve my favourite dish. In normal restaurant it might name ,,Mac and Cheese". But not here. Here it names ,,Cheese Paradise". And honestly when I come here Ms Cake already knows what I want. Plus whiskey with peach juice! Speaking about alcohol. I am not sure I would drink it today. I don't want to have hangover on tomorrow's execution. Probably I would order just beer with honey. When I came inside the restaurant I saw pink mare with pink,wavy hair bouncing everywhere.

"Welcome to the Alchemic Bakery! What can I help you?"

"You are that Pinkie Pie what had been everypony talking about since last week?"

"Yeah! And you are obviously that young alchemist? I love your machines! How are they this cool?!"

"It's easy. You are testing chemicals. And if you will find out wich one is the best you are using some fantasy. I would like to order..."

"I have everyponies favourite food!"-she took out the piece of paper and she read it aloud-"Name: Starlight Glimmer,Favourite food and drink here: Cheese Paradise plus whiskey with peach juice."

"Not today whiskey. My friend's enemy has tomorrow execution and I don't want to have hangover. You know. Headache. Everything feels like you would fucking kill somepony. Also you are vomiting very hard."

"I know,silly! I am actually today on hangover. But I came to the job. I always drink after job. But I don't have anypony with I can drink. Actually I am almost closing this restaurant so we can stay together. Just me. You. And this beer with honey."

"Damn. You know how to avoid awful hangover,don't you?"

"Well of course I do,Glimmy! That's why Ms Cake employed me. I am heading out right now to the kitchen and I will make Mac and Cheese and prepare some alcohol. Take your time!"

"Well of course I will. Thanks!"

"You're welcome!"

"Never. Drink. Beer while eating Mac and Cheese again."
I felt terrible. Like I would in any moment vomit. I felt also already drunk.

"Mmm. First time trying this mix?"

"I swear to Princess I will tell Sunset that she had been fucking joking about mixing Mac and Cheese with beer. It tastes disgusting! Like. Who would drink something like that?"

"Apparently. I do. It's yummy!"

"Pinkie. You told me this will not give me hangover! And what this got me?! I will probably be sick. My friend's enemy have execution at tomorrow's morning."

"I hate executions. Like. Who the fuck made these things? I rather would want instead of death to have few guys rape me. And that would been much more interesting punishment than cutting head or other stuffs."

"Tell that to princess. I mean. Not Fluttershy. But Rainbow Dash and Sunset."

"That was their idea?! You are not fucking serious!"
I was more sober than her. But I was speaking like I would had drink big buckets of whiskey. That was fucking sick! And I meant it. Yet Pinkie enjoyed it.

"You know. I will go. I feel really sick. But one more thing. Who is making buffet for Fluttershy's birthday?"

"Applejack of course!"

"Thanks Pinkie. Ms Cake will not yell at you for drinking at your job?"

"Nah. She got already used to this. Goodnight,Starlight!"

"Goodnight."
That night was sure one of the worst. I felt really sick so I felt asleep at kinda 2 AM. As for execution. Oh. I can expect this will be huge blood fest. Like. Really huge.

Splatter Party

The next morning was sure an ass to me. My head was hurting and I felt like my head might explode in any second. I silently moaned as I looked around the room.

"Wait. How had I ended in hotel room?"

"Knock,knock,darling!"-spoke Rarity in maid outfit coming to my room-"I heard Pinkie made you sure drunk. Uh. Ignore my outfit. I am maid at this hotel on Wednesdays and Saturdays. The other five days I am Fluttershy's tailor."

"Okay. Wait. You are coming to that execution too?"

"Well yes,yes,yes. Just I need to clean this room. Derpy didn't expected you to come in the middle of the night. Something happened?"

"I told Rainbow Dash yesterday that I am in heat. The whole hospital heard it."

"That's terrible! If you were horny I would give you free room and some interesting things in my box."

"No thanks. I am not anymore horny. I am right now on very terrible hangover. How after one beer. I can have this damn hangover?"

"Oh you don't know? Pinkie adds more alcohol to beer. She probably added to your drink something what made you drunk. Now enough sadness,dear. I am sure seeing somepony who done terrible criminal act getting deserved punishment will cheer you up."

"Thanks Rares."

"Oh no problem,darling! Now let's go!"

"I thought you were going to clean the room."

"I will do this later,dear. It's been so long since anypony got public execution! This is so exciting."

"Truly it does. I can't lie."

The white pegasus with black hair were tied up to the table squirming with fear in her eyes. Rainbow Dash come to her with evil grin.

"Clarissa Bayer. Age 26. Do you know what had you done?"

"Well. Duh! I had shooted you at the wing! So what?"

"The list of your acts are much longer. I am gonna read it right now"-she cleared her throat-"Stabbing me,poisoning me,throw the chemical at me. Do you know how hard is to have still burned wing from that? Good that the doctors cured it so I have just a scar. Right now I will take revenge. Enjoying every single moment of your suffering."

"Rainbow Dash,please! I am sorry! Please don't kill me!"

"Your screaming making me happier."
I didn't knew honestly that Rainbow was hidden psychopath. And honestly this side kinda was scaring me. Rainbow took a knife to her wing yelling to the crowd:

"What should I do now?!"

"I am proposing to stab her just like she done that to you!"

"Good idea!"
The pegasus let out a scream as the knife dived in her skin cutting her very hardly. The hole on her stomach got appeared as she moaned in pain. Meanwhile Pinkie ran to me smiling.

"So. What kind of execution is that?"-she stared at the crying mare with guts outside with disgust-"Ohhh. Yeah. Disgusting. Like I was saying. I rather would want guys to rape me instead of killing me."

"Still it's fun."-spoke Rarity with happiness in her eyes. Meanwhile Fluttershy flied to Rainbow.

"Oh no. Really? What this time happend that this mare need to suffer?"

"She nearly killed me,Fluttershy! So I will kill her now."

"Okay. Rules are rules. Maybe I will give you instructions what to do next?"

"Nah. I will do this alone. See this blood? Guts? I am doing already hella good job!"

"I was afraid to say it but..."-the last part of her sentence was louder-"Out with her head!"
Everypony stared at Rainbow Dash as she took the dying mare to the guillotine. The mare coughed and stare at her with anger in her eyes.

"You will kill Sunset's best friend,you know?"

"Since when you were her friend?"-teased her Rainbow Dash as she cutted the rope.

"Since that last..."
The mare didn't finished her sentence because the sharp object fell to her neck as her head fell to the floor squirting with blood. Like. Very big blood. The most squirted on me,Pinkie,Fluttershy and Rarity. Pinkie coughed as her face become green. Meanwhile I felt kinda. Sad. Sunset walked to me patting my back.

"It's okay. She's dead. Execution is over."

"Yeah. I know. But. She mentioned something that she was your friend."

"That's correct. She was. But later during that fight with King Sombra our patches had changed. She decided to be that evil one. Meanwhile I wanted to fight with the evil. And today. We defeated my ex friend."

"It's alright everypony. After her crime she deserved proper punishment. But. Death is natural."-spoke Fluttershy tooking mare's dead body to the fire. And burning it. Meanwhile Pinkie stared at me trying to take my mind off of seeing that view of blood and guts.

"Sooo. You saw Applejack around?"

"No. I didn't. But I will see her today."

"Good option. She will be today in the castle so there will be very big chance you will see her."

"Thanks Pinkie. So. We will see later?"

"You want again to drink?"

"Not today. Maybe next week."

"Okie dokie lokie!"-she gave me cute grin as she walked away. I let out the sigh and I ran to the castle to Applejack.

An apple with bad news

"Sorry but Ah don' accept guest today."

"Applejack,please. That will be quick."
The two mares were working at making damn good food. One was dark-blue pegasi with neon mane. And the other was. Well. Applejack.

"Applejack said. We don't accept any guests today."

"Pie Hater,chill out. Is that pissing you off the fact you need to make a pie?"-I teased this mare. Obviously I shouldn't. She is also guard so I would need to watch my mouth next time. The demon pony hissed at me.

"Ha,ha. Very funny,Miss Alchemist. Should I inform Fluttershy that you are pissing me off? I am reminding you about Clarissa Bayer. Speaking about that. How was this execution anywho?"

"It was okay,I guess. She died. Rainbow cutted her all guts,her head got thrown away and in the end. She got burned."

"Ouch. Well. We are working our asses off making the food to Fluttershy's birthday. I would destroy pies. But I don't want to get suspended for few days again. If you know what I am talking about."

I remembered very well this hilarious moment. Fluttershy's 19 Birthday last year. Pie Hater Dash was soooo pissed off because no one told her how long this pie needed to be baked. She destroyed the whole cake with her lasers. This got ended in one week suspension by Fluttershy from her castle. Pie Hater felt sad. But you know what? That gal needs really to go to some yoga. Or meditate. Either way Applejack gave me caramel apple with smile on her face.

"Here. Help yarself. Ah know this is for the guests. But. That one is taste test. And because ya are here we would like ya to test it."
I took a bite of the snack. Then I felt a paper on my mouth. Both mares bursted into laugh. I spitted piece of paper joining the mares in laughing.

"Paper in the food? Good,old joke. Is that like the cookies with information about future?"
Applejack sweated nervously. Then she chuckled.

"Eeeeyup."

"That is great! I will take this paper home and read it and later hold it to have better future. My mother will visit my lab tomorrow and obviously she will be proud of me."

"Well. The problem is..."-Pie Hater started but Applejack covered her mouth.

"Well Pie Hater meant that the problem is... That yar mother... Is completely fine and she will come back very soon from her journey. That problem is that her road to home is taking so long. But she still love ya."

"Well I am hoping so. She's gone for like. 3 years already. I can't wait to see her again."

"Ah am sure,ya will."

"One more thing. Tell Rainbow Dash that I will arrive in hospital on evening. I have so much to do."

"You don't need to worry,Starlight! Everything will be okay!"
I waved to both mares as I came out from the kitchen. Meanwhile Applejack smacked Pie Hater's hoof in anger.

"Ouch! The hell was that for?!"

"Are ya nuts?! Be glad Starlight didn' had ta read this paper here and now. Seriously? Ya were already too close ta say that!"

"Say what?"

"That Starlight's mother got brutally murdered! Where the hell are yar thoughts?!"

"Being honest in Dark Ponyville alleys and destroying pies. Good old times before I became guard"

"Ugh.... Ya are seriously an asshole to me. Ah can bet nopony ever... Whoa. Ah take it back! Don' shoot at me!"
Pie Hater stared at Applejack in anger preparing her eyes to beam on her with laser. Meanwhile Applejack stared at the mare with fear in her eyes.

"Okaaaay. So. What did you got exactly in this piece of paper?"-asked Rarity sitting on the bed.

"Applejack told me this is from Fluttershy letter! I wonder what is that! Maybe I need something to prepare?"

"Or. Fluttershy wants to have second princess and she wants you."

"That's ridiculous"-I laughed-"I didn't and I will not want to be the princess. It is very big problems to worry about. And no free time for doing things what you love the most. That is just nuts."

"Can I read this letter?"-asked me Rarity. I chuckled:

"Uh. Sure! Go for it!"
Rarity took piece of paper and she read it. On maid's face appeared grimace and she whispered:

"Oh dear."

"What happened?"
Rarity gave me a fake smile.

"Uhhhh. Just like I thought. Fluttershy needs second princess"

"Really? Give it to me."

"Oh no,no,darling. It's big suprise. Coronation is tomorrow and uh..."

"That's ridiculous!"-I spoke staring at Rarity-"Everypony are busy with preparing to Fluttershy's birthday next week and right now finishing burning Clarissa Bayer's corpses. Rarity. You are lying. Give it to me."
The mare had been holding the letter too tight that I had used my telekinesis to take the piece of paper to myself. I gasped in shock and I read it aloud:

"Today happened tragic situation near Fillydelphia. M.Glimmer got brutally murdered by..."
I gritted my teeth to not cry. After all that three years. Three fucking years of her absence. And today I got information that she got brutally murdered by uknown pony.

"Look,Starlight. I told you that would not been the best moment to show you this"

"Leave me alone"-I sniffed as I begun to sob quietly.

"Starlight..."

"I said. Leave me alone. I need right now to be alone. Somepony murdered my mom! The closest person in my family! The only alive member what I had knew! Right now. I am fucking orphan!"
I begun now to cry very hard. Rarity stared at me with sadness in her eyes.

"Starlight look. It's gonna be okay."
I sniffed and I took some bits from my pocket. Rarity stopped me in the middle of standing up from the bed.

"Starlight. Drinking isn't the best option. You need to accept the fate. Find out the murderer,talk with Rainbow Dash to give that pony execution."
The tears stopped to drop from my eyes as I stare at the mare. That was the smartest thing she would ever say! Maybe I would find out who it was and then... No. This can't be. Am I beggining to talk like the most insane person? Speaking about insanity. Oh yeah. I gone probably nuts right now after I got this letter. And you know what? I am beggining to like this feeling.

Investigation first...

"What?! Your mom got murdered?!"-asked Pinkie giving me second shot of whiskey-"That's terrible! Who did that?!"
I took a sip of alcohol and I murmured:

"I dunno being honest. I wanted to see my mother. She's been gone since. Three years. And now? She's dead. I need a revenge on that pony who done this"

"Starlight. I know this letter. Rarity told me about this today and I got worried. Go to Zecora. She knows everything what you will need to find that pony who done such awful thing to your mother"

"I don't think I need anypony's help right now. It's too much for me to take."

"Hey. Look on the brighter side..."

"You call somepony's death nothing?!"

"N-no! Look. I lost my mom few years ago. She died because of cancer"

"Cancer and murderer are different kinds of death. I need answers who slaughtered my mom. I-I need everything! But please! Help me to find it!"
Pinkie gave me the smirk.

Hello! I am Twilight Sparkle! What do you need?-the purple unicorn stared at us smiling like the total idiot.

"You can read letters by the sign. Right?"-asked Pinkie. Twilight nodded and she got my letter.

"Let's see. The first letters doesn't make sense. But if you will get Fillydelphia and situation. It becomes much clearer who is that. It can be everypony in the castle. Even princess. So have eyes wide open. Have nice night!"

"Thank you!-spoke Pinkie. My eyes go wide as I stare in anger.

"And? That's all?! No more clues?!"

"Starlight. You are alchemist. You can find out who is lying"
That was right. I would had find out who is lying. But. How am I suppose to make it?

"Feeling better?"-asked Pie Hater Dash coming to my room. I opened my eyes and I sit on the bed yanking.

"Never better."

"Look. I feel sorry for what happend. But chill out. You can join me and AJ! At baking. Or. Just me,Sunset,Bon Bon,Trixie,Tempest Shadow and Lyra in being just guard"

"No thanks. Thanks by some sleep I finally accepted what happened."
I was lying. But it wasn't in bad intentions. Demon pony gave me the smile as she gave me guard helmet from the bag.

"If you will change your mind. I will be today in the castle with few other ponies"

"Thanks Pie Hater. Speaking about ponies.."

"Yeah?"

"Do you know anypony who murdered my mom?"

"Honestly no. But try to visit Twilight. She reads letters in special way."

"I already done that. She said that could be everypony in this castle. Even Fluttershy."

"Well. That's good. Tell me. You have this lie test machine. Why you can't use it?"

"Because it isn't working like it should. I planned to make very well working machine what will see who is lying and who isn't. Instead it gaves you anesthesia and that's awful."

"Ouch"

"Yeah. I know. I will fix this machine probably today."

"I don't want to disturb you. I know you have now hard times..."
I didn't had being honest. Just for you to know. I am one of the ponies what believes that karma will come back. Just I knew Pie Hater spends half of her week in the castle. Not outside. The other half she works with Applejack. Tempest opened the doors staring at Pie Hater.

"Akhem. Fluttershy told me to come and see Miss S.Glimmer how she's feeling. Ah. And keep an eye to my step daughter-Rainbow Dash. That's Chrysalis's order. I heard she begun to feel worse. Obviously she couldn't get stressed by this whole execution!"

"Should I send Trixie? Or Lyra and Bon Bon?"

"Pie Hater. I swear to the princess. It can be everypony! Just go and make sure she'll feel better"
Pie Hater gave Tempest a smirk.

"Fluttershy told me that I need to take care of Starlight."

"Well. Okay. Order is order. I will go and find M.Glimmer's body. If she got lost near Fillydelphia. Then I can make sure she'll be very near than I expect"
The purple unicorn with red hair came out from the room and closed the door.

"I gotta go."

"Where? To destroy pies?"

"Awwww man!"

"I thought you had stopped doing that!"

"Well. I did! But. It's too strong for me! It is sooo relaxing!"

"Pie Hater. Please."

"Well... I am serious! It's not like I am addicted to destructions. Especially where pies are involved!"

"Ugh. Just go. And guess I need to come back to the woods for few days."

"No! Don't leave yet! Look,Starlight. I know I did wrong choosing over watching prisoners,destroying pies. But hey! I will tell Fluttershy about that problem and she will send me..."

"Fluttershy will not send you to a therapy. You need by yourself to stop doing that. In meantime. Maybe my machine will got real murderer of my mom. Twilight told me that this can be anypony in this castle! I wonder who?!"
I laughed insanely. Okay. Maybe that behaviour was useless. But I knew what I had been doing. Like Rainbow Dash said. Everypony deserves from the crime punishment. And so now. I can make by myself execution. But. On who?

I stared at the machine what was printing answers and the picture of the pony who did the crime. Hour by hour. I was becoming more and more insane. Bella hidded from fear under the table whimpering.

"It's okay,Bella. As soon as this pony will get printed. I will kill this guy. And hang his dead body here!"
The raccoon stared at me with anger.

"What? This pony deserves proper punishment. You know what they did?! They killed my mom! The closest person in my family,damnit! I'll tell you something. If my mom could had been still alive. I would right now spend with her time instead of analysing! I mean. This is the worst week ever! I told the whole hospital that I am in heat,my mother died. And... They will pay for that."
Meanwhile machine stopped printing the results. I stared at the piece of paper and I yelled happily:

"Finally! Let's see the results!"
I stared at the picture. It was presenting yellow mare with pink hair. I letted out a gasp in shock and then I letted out the most insane laughter in my life.

"I knew it! This whole happy face was all lie! She killed my mother! And she is a princess?! Ha! Let's see. Her birthday is next week. On Wednesday! Oh. She will get the best gift ever. Indeed..."

Fake smile....

"Happy Moon and Sun Day!"-annouced Fluttershy by the megaphone. I fell out of the chair screaming. The whole night I spended analysing this picture and letter very closely. I letted out a sigh.

"This sucks. I don't trust anypony anymore. And no. It's not my fault. It's her fault. Let's see. Today is Monday. So her birthday is in two days! Perfect!"

"I know,right?!"-giggled Fluttershy flying to me. I screamed.

"How did you... Found me?!"

"Rarity told me you left the hotel room on yesterday's afternoon. Something wrong?"

"It's just. You know. My mother..."

"There,there,Starlight. It's gonna be okay. Like I said. Death is natural. We can't help it. Everypony everyday are getting born. And everypony everyday are dying. That's the natural cycle"

"Yeah. As well as murdering"-I murmured. Fluttershy gave me suprised look.

"Pardon?"

"I said that many innocent ponies are getting murdered also everyday. And nopony knows who killed even the closest person in the family."
Fluttershy gasped.

"Starlight! Why to be angry at everypony?! You don't know who made it!"
She begun to sweat. She was lying. I raised up the eyebrow.

"Starlight. I am making a promise. That obviously mane therapy will bring your mother alive."

"So you know where my mother is? Interesting."

"The whole kingdom knows. It's not a suprise anymore."
Very well... Being innocent. But I know the truth. Okay. Time to change the subject.

"Fluttershy. You saw the beautiful flowers near my house?"
Perfect. Actually I had in thought Chally. The very rare flowers. Well. They aren't exactly flowers. They are more like a stones. Also very sharp so they can kill everypony.

"You planted some? I didn't noticed that!"

"I did. Chally. Small modification between the most beautiful flowers in this world. Becoming the one and only perfection."

"I can't wait to see how big they will get!"

"They will grow on Wednesday. So. On your birthday."

"Awww. That's adorable"

"It is. Oh! I almost forgot. How is Sunset? Is she still..."

"She wants to join into higher place than Tempest."

"But she must ask Pie Hater for that. You know. She's Vice-Leader after all."

"Speaking of that. She took a day off."

"What?! She did?! No way! Pie Hater Dash? And day off?"

"Well. Uhm. When she was leaving the castle she was angry. She was mentioning something that she will sure enjoy destroying pies because she doesn't have anything better to do. Tell me. Who reminded her of her past?"

"Meh. Obviously Lyra."
I stared at my hooves shamelessly lying. Strangely enough. Fluttershy had believed every word I said.

"Oh no. Tempest will get angry. Listen. Find Pie Hater and tell her that Lyra didn't meant to say it. And she need to be back right now."

"Don't you see that I am busy? Ask your girlfriend-Sunset."-I blurted. Fluttershy stared at me worried.

"Is something wrong?"

"Well. Except that thing with my mother? No! Why you are asking?!"

"Trixie with Bon Bon are searching for your mother to take her to autopsy to see what was the murder reason. So. When we will got information about it. I will tell you"
I stared at her with anger.

"I'm sorry,Princess. But the tests says opposite."

"So you know already the murder reason? Great! Bye!"
She slammed the door leaving my house. One of the chemicals almost shattered against the floor. Almost. Wich means I took it with magic before it shattered.

"Time for another visit in Canterlot,Bella. This time. We are staying untill the main killer's punishment ending"
The raccoon let out a whimper.

"Sunset. Can I ask you something?"
The mare was too busy staring at the mirror and polishing her shield. So I doubt she was listening.

"Uh. Go on. I guess."

"It's about your girlfriend. She behaves kinda. Oddly these days."

"Tell me about it! She closed once me with Rainbow Dash in prison! Just because we needed to work together."

"I know who killed my mother. It's your girlfriend"

"Starlight. You are so insane right now! How would she kill her. If she was sleeping. Listen. Pie Hater is preparing some fondue and it tastes pretty good."

"You don't understand!"-I blurted. Sunset stopped polishing her shield and she gasped.

"Sunset Rider Shimmer"

"Don't you dare to say my last name before my father died! I. Am Sunset Shimmer. I named Sunset Rider before my father died."

"Interesting. So. You aren't Rider anymore?"

"I am not. I am just making it to get fame. Now get the fuck out! You are becoming insane. Wich it pisses me off"
I gulped. Sunset gave me a glass of water and I drinked it.

"There. Feeling better?"
I swallowed the water nodding.

"Good. From now on. Chill out. What happened will never turn back. Oh. And also I got hungry. Wanna go and visit Taco Palace? I heard they are making pretty good tacos!"

"Uh... Sure! Let's go then."

Sunset is fucking genius! These tacos are really damn good! I almost finished eating my taco while Sunset was waiting to her order.

"So. As for chilling questions what I was planning to ask you. What else you like except racoons and this alchemy shit?"

"Dohoho. There's so much more to me,Shimmy. I like cocoa,apples,caramels. Apples with cocoa or with caramel. Playing piano..."

"No way! You are playing piano?!"

"Uh... Yeah."

"You see this hoe? Ask her to give you free space near piano."

"No,no,no. I am not Horsepin. I am not expositing my compositions"

"I do. My mane is the most beautiful thing in Equestria. And everypony needs to see this everyday"

"Focus Sunset! Do you know who is that? Maud Pie! The most grumpiest pony in Canterlot! Asking her about something is risking our lives!"

"I will go anyway"

"Sunset,no!"-I hissed. It was too late. Sunset just walked into Maud and begun a small talk with her.

"Excuse me. Can my friend play one song on this piano?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"The piano is not avilable for anypony. Neither is here. Clarissa Bayer before her death stole our piano. We don't know where it is. This one what is standing is a duplicate. But nopony can play it. Nopony. Except Moondancer. But she got sick."

"My friend is higher fame alchemist."

"Then she can make a cure to cancer. Not play Haythoven."
Actually I made already the cure to cancer. Just it's not out yet. Because I need to test it.

"You two. Get out. And..."-Maud's eyes went wide-"I am recognizing you and... Hold on. Are you Sunset Raider?! The most famous thief?!"

"Uh... Yeah! It is I!"

"Then sorry for my behaviour. Your friend can play. But just one song"
She smirked to me. I sighed and I sitted near the piano beggining to play one song. The first part was calm and probably relaxing. But then. All the memories about my mother,Fluttershy and everything. It hitted me so hard that the playing begun to get intensivier.

"Whoa! This mare sure can play the hardest song ever!"-yelled Maud Pie to Sunset. The mare just giggled.

"It's her own song! Pretty great,right?!"

"It does!"
Then the playing got again calm. And. This was the end.

"I call this creation ,,Insanity of the young alchemist". If anypony want to ask what is meaning. It's just my emotions what I am feeling right now. I am glad that you all enjoyed this."
I winked to Sunset. She answered me with the smile.

"You don't want to spend a night with me?"-I asked Sunset standing near the hotel room.

"I would love to. But. Aloe and Lotus are coming today to the castle to give me a muscle massage. And hooficure. Maybe next time. Goodnight,Glimmer. It sure was wonderful day"

"Yeah. Same to you. Goodnight."
I closed the door and I layed on the bed. The raccoon stared at me tilting her head.

"No. I am not feeling better. Fluttershy knows what she's doing. She lies to me to not think anything bad to her. Because she's the princess. So I can't hurt her. Unless. I can. But without anypony seeing it. Anyway. Goodnight."
I was again too tired to say about what I was dreaming about... Or you know what? I will. Because this dream was creepy as fuck.

Insane Nightmare

Author's Note

This is bloody chapter so finally something more interesting is happening,yay! If you're not into gore you need to skip this chapter. Unless you want to feel sick.

Insane Nightmare

When I opened my eyes I was in white room. I wiped my eyes thinking what is going on. Sunset walked to me saying:

"Hi Starlight! I just came to see you last time before you will kill Fluttershy. You must do this! It was her fault that she killed your mother! Go ahead. Kill her"

"I thought you loved her."

"And maybe that's all just your fantasy and I am not existing? Hmmm? You are dissapointing me. Your own idol don't exist. Ha! Just wait untill Rainbow Dash will hear this."
From her eyes begun to leak blood. I screamed. Meanwhile Sunset begun to be angrier.

"The whole day what I had been wasted with you. Pathetic. Yet you wanted it. You should had been happy that I know what best you can do to whole kingdom. You are pathetic and also coward. Can't do a proper murder without just shaking in fear. Fucking chicken!"
Her whole skin crushed. And it had been beggining to form into something. Weird. I almost felt like I would puke at any moment. The monster walked to me hissing.

"Do it."
I was shaking in fear. Her mechanical hoof hitted my face causing me cough with blood. I fell on my knees crying while the monster hissed at me giving me the knife. Then the white walls had begun to be covered in blood. Some squirted at me. Then I saw Clarissa's corpses crawling to me saying:

"Hi Starlight. Missing me yet? Don't listen to Sunset. She's trying to make you feel bad. Don't listen to her. She makes terrible decisions. Let's get out from here. I will protect you."
Her eyes got also covered in blood. I decided to scream and run. But the other monster what used to be Sunset took my hooves and pushed me to Fluttershy laying at the table smiling at me.

"You got me. Hehe. Guess I'm not the best princess. Now kill me."
From her hoof the tentacle escaped causing me scream once again. And then... I woke up panting heavilly. Then on the table I saw the knife and I stared at Fluttershy's pic.

"Oh. Right. Tomorrow is your birthday. Luckily I have great present for you"

"Starlight,dear. Are you okay? I swear to the Princess that I heard the screams coming from this room."
That was Rarity's voice. She came here to again cheer me up. I begun to hate that. Same old scheme what she's working with Fluttershy. She thinks that all I am still doing. Is crying. But I am not crying anymore! I feel...
CRACK
The sound of shattering glass filled the room. Applejack ran to my room with blood on her hooves. She was bleeding. Very.

"Who in tarnation made that mirror what shatters when ya are staring at it?!"
I shrugged. I didn't knew who was that. But obviously that would kill somepony. My horn glowed bringing more mirrors.

"Ya can't do this. What about Pie Hater Dash? Everypony!"

"Pie Hater isn't that one what gave me this news. You were. So now say ,,Goodnight",AJ"
I took a glass fragment and I slided it against Applejack's neck. The mare choked and cried as the blood ran from her neck. It was wonderful feeling. I. Never killed anypony before! Applejack felt to the ground taking few last breaths. And she died. I hummed happily the song as I left the room to take a bath after that.

"Finally,Starlight. You're here and.... Ewww! What's this smell?! It's smells like a rotten fish! I suggest you to take some bath and then come to the breakfast." Then Rarity stared at my hooves in horror.

"Is that-?"

"Yep. I spilled cherry juice. I will clean that later. Now I need to take a bath. See you later!"

"Yeah.... See you later too."

Relaxing bath and decision

The water on Everfree Forests lake was extremally warm. I letted out an relaxed sigh diving in the water and sitting on the rocks. On the other side was sitting Trixie staring at me.

"Oh. Isn't that the young alchemist what promised me to make a machine what makes my tricks better?"
I opened my eyes sighing.

"Trixie. I will make it after Fluttershy's Birthday. Tomorrow is very Important event..."

"Why yes,yes. Of course. Fluttershy is very Important. Unlike me. The Great and Powerful Trixie. We had been searching for your mother whole week. And I deserve something in reward."

"Trixie. As I said. I will make it. Just give me few days."

"The Great-"

"Trixie Strongbow!"-the familiar voice called the mare. The unicorn stared at Sunset in the innocence in eyes.

"Yes,Sunny?"

"Could you not remind Starlight about that machine? She is coming through very hard period. Comparing to her mother death your machine is not important!"

"Sunset has right. I promise that after Fluttershy's dea- I mean. Birthday. The machine will be complete. I promise."

"Oh. Okay. Guess I will spend tommorow's day again! Alone!"

"Trixie. Stop."

"Starlight has right. You need to stop being egocentric bitch."

"Said somepony who can't handle not getting haircut every 15 days."

"My mane is long. I need to cut my ends to make them stronger. Don't you say you don't making this too!"
I chuckled. That was all I needed to do. Relax. And let this blood to wash over from my hooves. Thanks to breezies in Everfree Forests. Meanwhile I felt something tingly near my private parts. I squeaked.

"Gah! Hey! Are the perverted breezies taking today a part of cleaning job?!"

"I got already used to that feeling. That's why I come here every time I..."

"Could you not,Sunset?! I came here to relax! Not... Gah!"

"Too ticklish?"-laughed Sunset. The truth was. That these breezies were around my flower. And you need to know that I never got that type of massage ever in my life. I bitted my lip as I huffed.

"Is Starlight okay?"-stared at me Trixie. Sunset laughed looking at me.

"Oh she's completly fine. She is just getting special massage. I talked to one of the breezies that she told Rainbow Dash she feels tingly. And now the breezies are making the favor."

"Interesting"

"Yep"
It was embarrassing. Then I letted out quiet gasp as I closed my eyes.

"And... She came"

"Damn."

"Okay. Better. That was really enjoyable bath. Thank you,breezies."
The breezie smiled at me and flied away.

"So. Will you make a machine for me?"

"No,Trixie. At least not now. I have some plans. See ya later!"
I standed up from the rocks as I ran back to the hotel room. Obviously Rarity cleaned up Applejack's corpses so I wasn't worried.

Insane Glimmer. Day 1.

Okay. Since I need to make my notes in every single order. Wich means I need to arrange every murder scene,every false talk etc. I will write it by naming days. Here. Much better. Okay. Where I was? Okay I remember now. When I came back to the hotel room Rarity was staring disgusted at the corpses.

"Starlight,darling. Somepony throw her dead body to your room. I understand you tried to bring her back to life. But damn. When somepony is bleeding you can't touch. Viruses reasons. You can get for example Crownvirus."

"Sorry,Rarity. I will remember next time. Well. Maybe there is bringing back to life potion? Uh. Let me find this! I swear to the Princess I had this somewhere."
It was a lie to fill her time. I facehoofed laughing.

"Oh! Hehe! I guess I forgot about it! Sorry but Applejack will stay dead."

"It's okay,darling. We can't keep make false cycle of life. We need to let everypony die."

"You have right."

"Also how was this bath in Everfree Forests,anywho?"

"Mmmm. Very relaxing. But now prioritetes. Fluttershy's Birthday is tomorrow. And I need to prepare for her suprise"

"What suprise?"

"Oh. I don't know yet. I promised her to fix her mane. You know. It's too long."

"Fluttershy has naturally long hair."

"No,Rarity. She has them thanks to the rocks what are... Magical!"

"You're not serious! I had been reading this legend when I was filly! I thought it doesn't existing!"
Meanwhile Pie Hater opened the doors waving.

"Rarity. Uh. Since Applejack died,Fluttershy told me that you will be not only tailor. But too cook."
Rarity's eye twitched. Then she smiled.

"Well. That's wonderful! I can bake very nice dishes. Especially elegant ones."

"Great! See you later!"
The mare waved and left the room. Meanwhile I smiled as I stared at the knife.

,,I will need today this knife."

,,For what?"

,,Oh! To cut some fishes. Nothing evil here. Nope! Just cutting fishes."

,,Fine."

,,Great! Thanks!"
I smiled and I left the hotel room. Lyra was just as always checking Fluttershy's room to see is everything okay. Perfect. Nopony was. Except me.

,,Hey! This is private inspection! Get out from this room!"
I smiled innocently to the mare hiding my knife deep in the pocket.

,,Oh. I am just for one thing. Do you mind if I might show you something. Special?"

,,Uh. Go ahead. I don't mind suprises."
I pinned her out to the wall hissing angrily.

,,Good. I'm gonna ask you few questions and you gonna answer them. Every wrong answer. I will stab you. Probably you will die if you will answer wrongly the questions. Heh. But that's not mine problem. Okay. First question: Where you were last week? Don't worry. You can think as long as you want. I will not rush you."
Scared unicorn sighed looking at me.

,,I-i was with Tempest in military room! Then we got information your mother got murdered!"

,,Question two: How did you got this information about my mother's death?"

,,From Rarity of course!"
I gave the mare a smile and I whispered:

,,Wrong. You know what punishment you will got?"
The mare's breath grew quicker as the knife come closer and closer to her chest. I gave her the first stab. The shrieking and crying from the pain filled the room. I glowed my horn as I made soundmute spell. Nopony anymore heard the screams so I would enjoy my fun longer without anypony noticing.

,,Okay! Somepony threw this letter to our room! And then we begun to investigate! Just please! Please! Stop!"
I smiled at the mare patting her head.

,,See? Isn't the power of alchemy nice? Remember. You asked for this. Question three: Who murdered my mother?"

,,We searched everywhere! But we found nothing!"
The blood was dripping from her coat. I gave her another deep stab on her chest. Again the crying and screaming filled the room.

,,All what I am about to show. Is my new machine. Lie test. I can smell you are lying. You said alchemy is useless. And now we can get together very well. Now answer the question."
Silence.

,,I said. Answer the question!"
Again I stabbed her. I felt something hard. Was that her stomach? Meh. I didn't cared.

,,Okay! BLARGH! It was Fluttershy! You fucking stabbed my stomach! I can feel that I am bleeding! Fuck!"

,,That's how science works,dear."

,,Then fuck it!"
She begun to vomit blood to the floor. I stared at her in amusement. It was time to ask her final question.

,,Final question: Where is Fluttershy right now? Don't lie. For lie you will gain four stabs. Maybe more. Remember. This is final question so you can think as long as you can."

"She's... She's... In Ponyville today to visit some of her fans."
I hissed angrily. Then I gave a smile.

,,Good. Probably doctors will still fix you."

,,Really?"-she whimpered smiling. I gave her evil laugh stabbing her few times. She rolled her eyes and... Her breathing stopped.

,,Awww come on! Already? We just had begun to have fun! Jeez. Everypony is so sensitive these days."
I gave the corpses smile and I left the room. That was the only thing what I should make.

,,What the fuck?! Two deaths today?! But. Who died?!"-asked me Sunset while I was polishing my machine.

,,Applejack and Lyra. Trust me. I tried to stop that psychopath. But. It was too late! He. Maybe she. I dunno. It was covered. So I couldn't see it's body. Anyway. I finally gave up. About this mother's death shit. I am finally calm. Probably I will sign this week for some yoga."

,,That's my girl! Tell me. Anything else you want?"

,,Not now. Thank you."

,,What is now your plans for today? I mean now. This afternoon."

,,Prepare myself to Fluttershy's Birthday,of course."

,,This is really kind from your side! So. What's that present you are giving her tomorrow?"

,,Chally. Ya know. These flowers."

,,That's awesome! She gonna love them! You know. Fluttershy loves flowers! She has them everywhere in her room!"

,,That's why I am getting her some."

,,I wish you luck,buddy."

,,You too."

Meanwhile in the royal kitchen Pie Hater was working really stressed at making a pie for Fluttershy. She was dashing from left to right. I entered to the room and I stared at her with a suprise.

,,What are you doing?"

,,Since Rarity hadn't appeared today on her job! I am doing the whole pie alone! Do you know how hard is that when you got information about more and more ponies dying with no reason?! I will tell Tempest that Sunset will join then into Lyra's place. She was standing near jail anyway."

,,Who? Lyra?"

,,Of course I mean Lyra! Bon Bon found about an hour ago Lyra's corpses. She got sended by Tempest to go home. Because she passed out two times seeing her corpses. And I am working my ass off. I would love to have some help at this time. Oh. And also. Would you like to try this lemon pie? I made it about few minutes ago."
She cutted a slice of the fresh baked pie with lemon jelly on the top. Also some chocolate and vanilla. I took the slice to the mouth and I ate it. It was so delicious!

,, Mmmm. Thanks! It's really delicious! I don't understand what's the problem. You are making pretty good pies."

,,Meh. There was better when I was working with Applejack."

,,I can cheer you up. I found this murderer. Now I need to analise it's gender and all other things."

,,Thanks,Starlight"

,,No problem. I will get some rest. Before Fluttershy's birthday...."

,,Oh no,no,no,no! Since Rarity hadn't arrived. You need to bake with me today."
She gave me ingredients smiling. I stared at her and I letted out a groan.

Happy Birthday... Or not.

I never felt that tired in my entire life. I fell asleep somewhere around 2 AM. I don't remember exactly. This night also I got insane nightmare. But. It was different. Now I was forced to kill Fluttershy. And this felt good. She stared at me. And she didn't screamed. Nope. She didn't made any noise. She was just laughing. Like a kid who enjoys its toy. Then I woke up and I heard crowd yelling ,,Happy Birthday, Fluttershy!". I grunted as I woke up. I noticed Rainbow Dash standing near my room with a smirk.

,,Are you ready for Princess's Birthday?"

,,Sure I am."

,,Then let's go!"-she yelled happily as we both left the room.

Beautiful morning. Animals all around and of course Fluttershy with her friends. I had Chally in my pocket and of course anesthesia flower. To get revenge from what she had done.

,,There she is! A helper what helped me with a pie for our birthday person!"-annouced Pie Hater waving to me. Rarity took a bite of it smiling.

,,It's sure delicious. It's just sad that Applejack and Lyra got brutally murdered."

,,I am sure Applejack knows about this pie up there. After her behaviour during her life. Short but still. I think she really deserves going to heaven. Her motto was ,,Keepin' busy is keepin' good. Keep on goin' just like you should. Call me crazy, misunderstood. But you won't hear me complain. 'Cause I got time to spare. Fun to share. My friends along. A job well done by the break of dawn." I believe she sung once her motto while we both were making our job."

,,Darling. Song or not. Those are really wise words."
Meanwhile Sunset patted my back saying:

,,So. When you will give Fluttershy Chally?"

,,For everything will come time,Sunset."

,,You are so optimistic today! You already gave up with searching who killed your mom?"-asked Fluttershy giggling. I smiled to herself giving her a slice of her cake and adding anesthesia to it.

,,I stopped caring about it. You had right. Death is a natural cycle of life and I shouldn't be worried. I am glad for every day of my life. Because. They are precious."

,,Wise words,Starlight."-spoke Fluttershy eating her birthday cake. I smiled evilly to myself. Soon my final work will finally begin. Just a moment.

,,Mmmmm. This strawberry frosting is delicious. And I feel so full. And sleepy."

,,This cake is made for a fullness reasons. To not eat too much. Because we know how Princess cares about her figure."

,,That's very thoughtful to you. But. I am. Feeling tired and..."
And she fell asleep making everypony gasp in shock. Pie Hater stared at me with anger.

,,What did you do?"

,,Obviously that cake made her that full that she got tired. I'm gonna get her upstairs to her room. Let her have nice sleep."
I took by magic Fluttershy and I grabbed her to the basement of the castle. It was a lie that I planned to let her sleep. I got much better things on my mind.

Fluttershy opened her eyes winking groggily. It was already evening when anesthesia stopped working. She was helpless. Already bounded to a table. And nopony will hear her screams. Reason? I casted again soundmute spell. So nopony will come and help her.

,,Good evening,Fluttershy. My birthday person."

,,Where am I?"

,,That's suprise. If I would tell you this would not be anymore."

,,Why am I bounded to the table?"

,,In case you might freak out seeing Chally."

,,That's ridiculous! You told me this is beautiful flower!"

,,Beautiful. But creepy. Now hold still. While I will make my suprise."
All was prepared. I took few days before Fluttershy's birthday thing few torture machines. And now. I would use them as well to get my revenge. The first thing what had in store was wing massager and... Cutter! Hah! Classic one! Will make you feel nice at first but then this will rip your wings apart! I switched on the machine and the gloves appeared beggining to massage Fluttershy's tensed wings. Fluttershy letted out soft moan while I was smirking.

,,Enjoying your suprise?"

,,Mmmmmhmmmmm"-she moaned. I waited few minutes. Ten minutes. Fifteen minutes. Twenty minutes. Yes! Now it's the time! I switched to the painful part. The gloves took Fluttershy's both wings and they ripped them apart from her back. She was screaming and crying. It was music to my ears. Like a beautiful harmony. Both of her wings snapped and fell to the floor leaving the pool of blood.

,,S-s-Starlight! Please! Stop! I. I don't want this!"
I stared at the mare with anger and I spoke sarcastically:

,,Oh! So now you care about what I want? All it took was destroying the things you love the most. Lyra,Applejack. Your wings. And now I will got to the most interesting Part! We will play a game. Liar and Honest Person. I will ask you ten questions. All of them are teasing and if you will lie. All of them leads to very painful punishment. Poor Lyra. She lost after fourth question. I hope you deserve being a princess. And not Queen Of Lies. Let's get started. Question one: When you were during execution of Clarissa Bayer day?"

,,I had to make my royal duties,of course."

,,Question two: What were these duties actually?"

,,I needed to visit Fillydelphia and help poor animals."
In my eyes burned fire. I took second machine and I gave her evil smirk.

,,Wrong. Say hello to The Slapper. It will slap your face exactly 20 times. Happy Birthday,Fluttershy. Enjoy your suprise."
The machine begun to slap Fluttershy's face causing her to cry. That was wonderful spectacle. I stared at her as she spitted blood to the floor.

,,Awwww. You look cute in bruises and without wings. You know. Being an alchemist isn't that easy job. You need to have very strong mind. And strenght. To carry even the strongest things in all of Equestria. Okay. Break is over. Now let's get to the question three: How did you knew where my mother was?"

,,I saw her on the street. And then... Somepony killed her."

,,Somepony,huh? Say hello to Hoofcut."
Another machine came to Fluttershy. This time this machine begun to cut one of her hind hooves. I believe it hurted her like hell. When machine was doing its job. One of hooves fallen to the ground splattering the room with blood. Fluttershy was crying. She probably realised that all she need to do. Is answer this questions without lying.

,,It was me. It was me who murdered your mother."

,,I knew it. Question four: Why you did this?"

,,I wanted to show everypony that death is natural thing. I wanted to make a mystery for somepony. And I wanted to test you."

,,Test? Me? Goddamnit,Fluttershy! Don't make me change my mind!"

,,Well. Doctors can still fix me. But it must be the very good ones. I promise that I will never do such thing again."
I stared at her in sadness. Then my face become angrier.

,,Sorry Princess. But I know in first place how you keep promises. Question five: Why you decided to lie?"

,,Because I don't want to make Celestia and Cadence mad!"
I smiled to herself. She does pretty good job!

,,Question six: Was this that hard?"

,,No."

,,Good girl. Will I let you out? Hmmm. Maybe. But after you will meet with Chally. Wich means after eight question. Depends on you. Question seven: Does Sunset knows about your crimes?"

,,No. She don't."

,,Final question because I ran out from ideas already: Have you got more secrets?"

,,No."
I laughed evily and I glowed my horn smirking.

,,Say hello to Chally."
Fluttershy stared at me with suprise in her eyes. Chally appeared under the table poking it. And finally making a hole to stab Fluttershy. It got sharper and it begun to poke into Fluttershy. She cried in pain. As it begun to poke deeper and deeper. She letted out quick breaths and she shrieked:

,,Everypony will be afraid where I did gone! Everypony will start searching for me! They...!"
Finally Chally made a hole in her body causing all her insides to fly at the floor squirting with blood everywhere. As for Fluttershy. She died. I begun to pant. Finally. She got my revenge! Very sweet one. And now she's dead! Nopony will kill my closest persons anymore! I laughed evily and I teleported myself back into my home in the forests and have some sleep after this thing. Besides. What time it was? 4 AM?! Damn. It was sure long job. And stuff. I closed my eyes and I fell asleep. Kinda. Because thoughts of dead Fluttershy was still attacking my mind. I sighed once again closing my eyes and trying to fall asleep. After an hour I was sleeping innocently.

Epilogue

Finally. My machine was done. I had nothing left to lose. I mean really. I hanged it on the celling and I stared one last time at Bella,at my laboratory. I begun to think about meeting Fluttershy in the heaven. And of course Applejack and Lyra. I begun to be worried how Pie Hater might react. But you know what? I don't care anymore. I entered to the chair and I took the rope to my face. Almost... Yeah. Finally it entered. I kicked the chair in anger and I choked. Well. I deserved this. Anyway they would close me in jail. Haven't they? I letted out few weak breaths,blood begun to appear from my neck. Finally my breathing stopped. I felt like everything was spinning... Goodbye.

,,Starlight. Are you okay? You haven't come out from days!"-spoke Rainbow Dash knocking to Starlight's house. Nopony answered. Rainbow groaned in anger.

,,Okay! I am kicking the door in 3...2...1...0!"-yelled Rainbow Dash destroying the door to the mare's house.

,,Starlight? Where are you? OH MY FUCKING GOD! "-Rainbow Dash screamed in horror as she noticed the mare's corpses hanging on the rope. Pegasus felt like she would puke at any moment. She stared at Starlight once again crying.

,,Who done this to you?"-spoke Rainbow Dash coming closer to corpses. Then she noticed a book covered with blood. Lots of blood.

,,Huh? What's that? ,,Alchemist's Diaries"? That's her diary? I will give it to Sunset soon. Come on,Starlight. I am taking you to the necropsy."
Rainbow took Starlight's corpses and she rushed to the hospital where all guards was waiting for Rainbow Dash already.

,,Here I am! Sorry you all had to wait that long. I brought Starlight. She commited suicide few days ago. Pie Hater? Would you make a hole in her head?"

,,Sure thing,captain!"-the demon mare saluted making a hole inside Starlight's head. Meanwhile Rainbow gave Tempest diary.

,,Tempest. Check this diary. There might be some clues why she commited suicide."
The unicorn nodded and she begun to read the whole diary.

,,So. Girls. Apparently she killed Applejack,Lyra and Fluttershy. She was afraid that we might close her in jail so she killed herself. The text is also very chaotic for that pony what Starlight was. My thoughts is that she was insane even before Clarissa's execution."

,,I found something weird in her brain. Look. White liquid. I am not a doctor but this isn't natural."

,,Pie Hater. You have right. This is brain infection what makes infected insane. It's infection what very small group of ponies are getting. I mean. You are born with it. Or you can get it by spending time near dangerous chemicals. You can infect anywho others."-spoke Tempest laying this book to the table. Rarity opened the doors smiling evily.

,,Hello Sunset. Want a new,fabulous haircut?"
She took a knife coming closer to Sunset.

,,RUUUUUN!"-yelled Sunset and she left the hospital. Rarity giggled taking off her mask covered with fake blood. Others was staring at her with a suprise in their eyes.

,,What? That was just a prank on Sunset. Because she didn't appeared in my room after 15 days. So I decided to maybe freak her out. She needs a new haircut. And I. Rarity. Will make her mane fabulous! Who wants to be next?"-she smiled. Pie Hater raised her hoof up.

,,Uhhh. I do."

,,Wise choice,dear! Everypony listen. I am opening my hair salon next week!"-she chirped happily. Sunset came back breathing hardly with fear.

,,She's still here?!"
All the ponies bursted into laughter. Sunset stared at all the ponies and she got the joke.

,,Oh right! I forgot my every 15 days haircut. Sorry!"
And she also bursted into laughter. And what's about Starlight? Oh. Faust forgave her sins and she came to the heaven. And now she lives peacfully without anypony killing her closest persons. And she finally saw her mother in the heaven. She finally found in her afterlife happiness. So. At this note we can slightly say this is...
THE END

Depressed vibes

Around morning I came back to my real self. I wiped my aching head.

,,Ugh. My head hurts. I guess I might been sick for few days."
Bella stared at me with anger. I didn't remembered anything. Like. I had a big hole in my mind!

,,What happened? I know,I am sorry that I hadn't brought you to Fluttershy's Birthday. Wait. I wasn't there either!"
Bella stared at me with anger and started reminding me of what I done. Then somepony knocked to the door. Bella hidded to her room and I opened the door. It was Pie Hater.

,,Good morning,Starlight. We found this night Fluttershy's corpses. I wanted to ask you the question. Who it was?"

,,Pie Hater. I don't understand. I. Took Fluttershy to her bed. And then maybe same psychopath killed her."

,,Do you know who is this?"

,,No. Again this pony was covered. I... Don't understand. Really. Who might kill Fluttershy? She... Was so kind..."
I started to tear up.

,,Okay. I will leave. I will come back tomorrow in case you will find out who it was."
The mare closed the door. I started to sob quietly.

,,It was me. I am the monster. They will find out that I killed Fluttershy,Applejack and Lyra. I... Don't wanna live anymore! I did horrible things."
Raccoon hugged me. I sniffed and I wiped my eyes.

,,You're right. I will visit one last time my friends."

,,Darling. But it's not your fault that Fluttershy died. You tried so hard to find who that murderer was. We will be here for you. Just don't kill yourself."-spoke Rarity staring at me. Again I bursted into tears. Pinkie stared at me with worry.

,,Starlight. We are really worried about you. Yesterday you were so happy..."

,,BUT NOW I'M NOT! Fluttershy.... The only princess... She's dead. I... Tried so hard to find that monster."
I took a sip of whiskey crying. Rarity and Pinkie were staring at herselves worried. Rarity spoke to me in calm tone:

,,Hey. Suicide isn't the best option. We love you as who you are. Alchemist or no. We will be here for you."

,,It's over. I lost my closest friend in the hooves of slaughter."-I sniffed standing up from the chair. Pinkie stared at me tilting her head.

,,Glimmie. We're in this together. We are all sad after these events. Applejack's dead. Lyra's dead. Fluttershy's dead. Listen. You can't right now give up. We all know you are making great machines."
I stared at both mares with tears in my eyes and I left the restaurant.

,,So this is what brings you to the hospital while I have my gym hour?"-asked Rainbow Dash coming out from one of her training machines. I sniffed with tears in my eyes and I nodded.

,,You are too sad that three ponies died,huh? I can cheer you up. Next week they will choose new Princess. Had you heard that Celestia and Cadence hadn't even heard about these things? They will obviously come back in next month."

,,Yeah. Great. All my friends died. And you say this is nothing. This day can't be better."

,,Starlight. Chill out. It's not the end of the world. You have me,Sunset,Trixie,Pie Hater..."

,,FLUTTERSHY WAS MY CLOSEST FRIEND!"-I shrieked glowing my horn and blasting Rainbow Dash to the ground. Rainbow groaned in pain.

,,Oh God! I'm so so so so sorry! Are you okay?"

,,Ugh. Yeah. I am fine. Just don't do this anymore."

,,I'll try to not overreact."-I giggled nervously leaving the gym.

,,No way. Nuh uh! I know I am your idol but organising expo? Isn't it bad time for that? Three ponies are dead."

,,There will be four soon."-I murmured.

,,WHAT?!"-yelled Sunset staring at me.

,,I said I am planning suicide!"

,,What the fuck,Glimmer?"

,,Well fuck yourself! I didn't found that monster. Fluttershy's dead. All what I need to do is probably commit suicide and some other shit."
The truth was all I was thinking was finishing myself forever. I wanted to die. I wanted to leave this world. I was going again insane being honest...

,,Starlight. I slightly refuse. You still have your friends. And look at me. I was a thief once. But after good training by Tempest. I joined to the guard team. And I'll tell you something. Many friends of mine died. Probably you are my closest friend I ever had."

,,Hey!"-yelled from the wagon Trixie angrilly-,,What about me?!"

,,Yes Trixie. You too. Go back to sleep."
I stared at Sunset with tears in my eyes.

,,Goodnight Sunset. See you soon."-I sighed and I ran to my home.

,,So this pony was a mare. Anything else?"-asked Pie Hater tilting her head. The next day was even worse. I had bangs under my eyes. And I felt terrible. I sniffed with tears in my eyes and I spoke:

,,No. I mean. Not yet... I... Can't..."

,,Starlight. It's okay. We can move this investigates to the moment when you will feel better. Investigation from now in on over. I will visit you tomorrow,Starlight to chat on afternoon's tea. Okay?"
I nodded. All my days was now prison. I decided to make my final machine. Yeah. Rope creator and hangator. That was all I had to do probably.