me against myself

by Ranbo1000

Rating: teen
Tags: Alternate Universe, Human, Sad, Romance, Crossover, Tragedy
Length: 9208

Kyle Gets into a argument about him being what he is with effects

Kyle is a fifteen year old boy who is also a brony. His mother finds out about his makings of stories on FIMfiction.net including "The hunt for love" and is not happy about the doings of her son. What will happen to kyle while his mother finds out about his secret life and what will happen after.

Note: This story will be in first person (Like all my stories) and will have the mane six later into the story. Involves hate, love, Fights, and many more. Also, this is a two part story, my friend are combining them together when our characters meet each other.

P.S. If your going to be a hatter about this story don't tell me I am not liking the constant messages of hate mail.

Published 1970-01-01 00:00:00 UTC
Last updated 2012-12-06 21:57:39 UTC

The begining

I have been writing on this website for a while now, having a secret life that I could be happy about in all the bad things in life. I normally use my mother's laptop since I didn't have my own, but tonight I did something that I will regret in the morning. I left my Facebook account on and when I woke up I found my mother reading through my messages. I didn't feel happy with her reading it at all since what was in it. I began to try and ignore it, but somehow life has a way of being a pain. She soon found out about my Story "The hunt for love" and she did not approve. After I was lectured about what I had done with all those words and actions in that story, I had lost most of my trust from her. I felt devastated at what had happened after be reminded that I was a Christian and how Christians don't do this. I felt anger rising in myself along with sadness.

'Life how could this be any worse?'

After that thought had finished out I found myself with my mothers eye's staring at me with anger. "WHAT GAVE YOU THE IDEA OF THIS BEING OK? REALLY I WANT TO KNOW?" I couldn't take anymore yelling so I did what I thought would never happen in my life. I went to my room ignoring my mother's protests of what I've done. I grabbed all the things I could carry that would be useful along with a pocket knife, matches, and a Texans hat and put them in a bag. As I was walking to the front door I looked at the laptop.

'She probably didn't want to see it anymore anyhow.' I grabbed the laptop along with the Charger and put it in the bag and walked out of the house. I planned on just being by myself out in the wild for a couple of days but the next few words stopped me.

"Are you leaving? Ha Good Riddance I was planning on throwing you out anyhow." I felt my heart break from my mothers harsh words. I began to run as fast as I could to the nearest Forest with tears falling from my face.

I got to the forest in twenty minutes only stopping to catch my breath once. I walked to the edge of the forest and looked inside and only saw darkness and felt my heart beginning to heal. I loved the darkness no matter where I was as long as there was darkness I would be calm and walked into the forest, picking up loose branches and twigs along the way to make a fire with. As I got the center of the dense forest I cleared the area, dug a hole in the middle to contain the fire, and went hunting with my knife. After finding a chicken and slitting its throat, I began to walk back to my makeshift camp. I put the sticks in the hole and lit it on fire and watched as it burned. I grabbed the chicken, gutted it, plucked all the feathers off and put it on a stick and soon put it over the fire and watched as it cooked. I felt memories going through my mind, mostly of what happened this morning, but then going back to all the things that had gone wrong around me. I felt like it was my fault for every injury my brother got even though I knew well that it wasn't, along with seeing kids getting beat up in front of me but I did nothing. I felt like I didn't belong in this world, like I should never be here in the first place. All I do is cause harm to others. I looked at the chicken to find that it was fully cooked and began to eat it with carelessness of what could happen next.

After finishing the chicken I grabbed the laptop and began to check for new things on my account to read about.

'How did I begin this part of my life in the first place' But that thought escaped my head as I thought about all the bad things that go on around in this world. I took a look around the camp before I made a bed with grass and laid down on it. My dreams were filled with sadness and pain of all of my memories. I was suddenly woken by a sudden shake. I found myself tied to a tree and saw a person standing in front of me. I looked at the fire. It was still lit but was dimming. I only saw what could only be as shocking, I saw that the person had a strange smile on its face, like it had caught something and was planning on harming it and was about to talk to only find my mouth duck tapped shut. I looked at the stranger only to find it had a knife in its hand and watched as it approached me. I looked at it to find its smile widening.

'So this is how I die. hmmmm always thought it would be by the fire.' I looked at the fire only to find it about to go out. I looked back at the stranger, it was right in front of me and the light went out. I began to feel pain in my left arm. He was cutting through my skin all the way up to my shoulder. After that had been done, he did the same thing to my legs and other arm. I felt my blood spilling out of my body. I knew I was going to die soon from blood lose. I felt the knife go through my stomach and watched as my guts fell out of it. I began to cry, but not from the pain, I was crying for what I had done in the past and how I had dealt with them. I began to feel my vision fade, but yet I felt like nothing was actually happening to me. I took one last look at the stranger before my vision completely faded into darkness.

pain and a hospital visit

I woke up with pain still pulsing through my body. I was still tied to a tree but the rope was loosened just enough for me to get out. I fell to the ground and found that the knife was still in my stomach, but yet all my insides were inside me again. I observed my legs and arms. They all still had the cuts and were still bleeding away. I began to search the area around me, only to find that I was in a different place. Once I finished my search I walked back to the tree. I began to look at the ground for anything that could be useful, only to find a note. I picked up the note and read it out loud.

"You have survived, but do you think you can save the one's you love most?" I looked at the note with confusion. 'What loved one's? I lost them yesterday.' After that thought I started to hear multiple screams from one direction. I looked at began to run in that direction, having big difficulty with the knife still in me. I found a small clearing along with my stuff. 'dang that guy didn't even take anything.' I grabbed my stuff quickly and continued in the direction of the screams.

After another thirty minutes of running, I found another small clearing, only this clearing had things tied to each tree in a circle, all screaming for help. I looked around for an attacker, only to find one in front of a gigantic tree, with that same devilish smile on its face. "So you finally showed up. It's about time, I was about to kill them." It raised its arms and a flame erupted to life in the middle of the clearing. I looked at each per- . . . PONY! I looked at them in horror to find that they had all been tied to a tree like I was before. I looked at the person to find his smile getting bigger.

"Ha ha ha ha, What are you going to do now? Just stand there while I murderer each one of them."

I looked at him with anger as my heart began to fill with rage. He was approaching the first pony with a knife in his hand. I couldn't let them have the same pain as I could. I grabbed the knife still in my stomach and pulled it out with great force and pain. I winced as I began feeling more blood come out of my body.

"You better leave them alone!"

"Oh, and what are you going to do about it?"

"I would rather die for their lives other than just watch you kill all of them."

At that moment I jumped forward with a slashing movement towards him. I watched as he dodged the slash and began to slash back. We fought for around five minutes, between me getting cuts and him getting cuts. I finally got the upper-hand and pushed him into the fire. I watched as he tried to escape, only to be stopped by me kicking him back in. I walked towards the first pony and cut the rope and continued this with the others. I watched as they crowded around me.

"Go . . . *Cough up blood* I'm to far gone to be healed. Go . . . Escape."

I felt my vision blurring again and quickly. I took one final glance at the ponies around me and passed out.

I woke up in a place full of white.

'Am I in a hospital?'

"No you are not in a hospital."

"Whoa, who said that . . . and How did you know what I was thinking?"

"Who else could do it?"

"God?"

"Yes my child, it is me god."

"I guess I died didn't I?"

"No"

"Then why am I here?"

"You are here for me to talk to you about something."

"What?"

"Me and you are going to talk about your past."

"Why do we need to talk about my past when you watched every single step I took."

" . . . Not exactly."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, their are billions of people on earth and its not easy to watch every single one of them at the same time. When you experienced pain of someone else, I wasn't watching or able to help you."

"So you want me to tell you what happened in my past that has me the way I am today."

"Exactly."

"Well you might want to pull up a chair along with some refreshments, because this is going to take a while."

"No need. I can see into your memories and see what happened without you telling me."

At that moment I felt a pain in my head, like someone had lit a fire in it. I saw the expressions on gods face go from sad to anger. As the pain left my head I felt like I had gotten hit in the head with a hammer.

"So thats what you have been through, Fights, Injuries, Being kicked out of your home. I feel sorry that I wasn't there for you my child."

I put my hand on Gods shoulder. "Its o.k. Because of all that I saved six . . . um . . . ponies I think."

God looked at me. "Yes I saw that memory too. I would thank you for saving them, but I cannot. It is not me who should be thanking you."

"Why and who should be thanking me."

"Why you ask. Your answer is this, you are no longer on earth."

That sentence went threw my brain like a bullet. "Wait wait wait, Your telling me that I am not on earth anymore?"

"Correct."

"Then how are we talking to each other?"

"Because the ruler of this land allowed me to visit this place once and I decided to use it to talk to you."

"So the ruler of this land should be the one thanking me."

"Correct again."

"So where am I?"

"I will not tell you that, but you will figure that out soon. Goodbye my child. I hope our paths will meet again at a later time." I saw the white area fade away.

I woke up in a bed. I opened my eyes as I felt pain go through my entire body. I found myself in a hospital room.

'Oh how I hate hospitals'

I rose up to a sitting position, while feeling pain all over. I looked around the room. It was a normal Hospital room included with a couch and a window to my left. I looked out the window to find the sun high in the sky. I smiled thinking of how I get to live another day, but was reminded of how I was going to pay for this. I had no insurance that could help. I did what I would usually do in times of stress. I reached into my pocket and pulled out an old Ipod I had bought with my own money. I looked through all the music I had and chose the one that always made me happier. Five Finger Death Punch - Remember Everything. It always helped with stress from my life. I grabbed my headphones and put one in my ear leaving the other out. I was bobbing my head up and down from the music.

When the music stopped I felt better and put it up. I looked at the door to the room. I could see shadows of the doctors or maybe others. I heard them easily. Someone wanted to see me. The doctor was in a argument of if I was safe or not with me.

"Hey, you know I can hear you easily right? Plus I won't harm anyone."

I watched as the shadows looked at the door. "See I told you he could talk."

'What kind of argument is this?' I watched as the door opened and I was greeted with the presence of six PONIES. I looked at each and every one of them in shock.

"So yer' the one who saved us. Thanks partner."

"That was a very courages thing you did for us in the Everfree Forest."

I was shocked by that name. 'Where have I heard that name of a forest and where it had talking ponies. . . . Oh wait duh I'm in Equestria. . . . WAIT HOW THE HECK DID I GET HERE?' I looked at the six ponies and found them all familiar. 'Oh and I saved the main six didn't I. Why does this feel like I'm in a story?'

"Thats because you are silly."

"What the heck. Did you just read my thoughts?"

"Nope, I just looked at the story the Author is writing right now." I looked at the pink party pony for a couple of minutes.

"Thats pinkie, we never truly figured out how she does that, but its just pinkie being pinkie." Pinkie giggled after Twilight finished her sentence.

"Ok, I have a guestion. How did you know that I am in a story or think I am in a story? Really, is there some mythical power you have that allows you to destroy the laws of phisics to just a simple task? Or is there a portal somewhere around this room that I can't see but only you can? Or is it a strange chemical that spilled on your coat that was made by some scientist and you were a experimental subject of it?"

Everypony looked at me with shock. "What is it something I said? Or is it that my language is not able to be heard through your ears? Is there a problem with ya'lls ear tubs that dosn't allow you to hear me or something?"

"No no no sugarcube. Its just that we only heard that kind of talk from Twilight and we didn't think there was another thing like that. What are ya anyway?"

"Oh so thats why you all looked shocked, anyway I am a human or in scientifical tearms Homo Sapian. I am bipedal and able to grab stuff easily with my hands and fingers. Here I will do a demonstration." I grabbed a book and started to read it.

'Weird how they even put this in the same language as mine.' I continued to read, not even carring for what was going on around me or what I was reading. I finished the book withen a couple of minutes and I closed the book and put it back. I looked at everypony else. They all had shocked looks on their faces. "Huh, What now? I'm not in the mood to go into more scientifical tearms of why you all are looking at me like that."

"Oh nothing, but you just read a two hundred page dictionary in around five minutes. How is that even possible."

"Beats me. I've had people give me confused looks when I get around twenty books a day with around Five hundred pages each and come back within two hours to get more. Seriously I went to around five different library's just to keep reading. So your guess is as good as mine to how I do it so quickly."

"Wow, so you read that much a day?"

"Yup"

"What?"

"Oh sorry how about this. Yes"

"Oh so thats what that meant."

"Yea, Let me guess *Points at rarity* your name has something to do with something rare, like a jewel or something."

"Why, yes it does, My name is Rarity. Nice to meet you" She stuck out her hoof, but as I went out to shake it she pulled back, put a towel on it, and then shaked it.

"Well its nice to meet you to miss Rarity."

"Quite the same . . . um . . . can we get your name by chance?"

"Oh . . . sorry. Ahem, My name is kyle."

"Well its nice to meet you kyle and I hope you have a good stay in ponyville."

After rarity said that sentence I felt my smile go into a frown of both confusion and sadness.

"Whats wrong kyle?"

"Oh, I'm sorry its just that I don't have a place to stay at all."

"Oh but there must be someone who is in your family who can help you."

I looked at the ground and began to feel tears go down my cheeks.

"Whats wrong now?"

"Oh . . . *Sniff* its nothing" I tried to make a fake smile but I could tell Applejack saw strait through it.

"Whats wrong kyle. I know you just lied there. What is the real problem?"

"Its just that . . . *Sniff* I just got kicked out of my house for something that I do best. My mother told me never to come back."

Everypony stopped what they were doing and looked at me. "You mean that your family kicked you out?"

"Yes, I have no where to go. I'm sure I'm not on earth anymore. I was just planning on just staying in the woods, but then that maniac came at me when I was asleep, tied me to a tree, and then cut my arms and legs open, and then, as the supposed final blow, put the knife in my stomach and opened it up and watched as my guts fell out of me."

Everypony's face went to ones of sorrow to ones of disgust.

"You didn't have to go into that much detail."

"Sorry."

"So you only planned on staying in the woods."

"Yes."

"What is earth?"

'Oh great the ultimate question that could be asked especially at this time' "I'll tell you later."

Twilight had a look of hatred at that second, but instantly faded away at remembering that I had no place to stay.

"You can stay at my place."

"What!" Everypony said.

"Well I'm not going to let him stay in the woods."

As they go through their argument I decide to go into more detail of how I look along with what the room looks like. I looked like I was part mummy, half mummified, but was still able to move my arms and legs easily. I looked around the room. It was a tiled white floor, with white walls and a white roof. 'Wait a minute were's my stuff.'

"Um . . . sorry to bother, but where is my stuff?"

"Oh its being analized."

"Um . . . can I get them back."

"I don't think it will be in one peice when you get it back though."

'Oh hell no. They are not taking apart my computer!' "Um . . . where are they observing it at?"

"The room right next to us."

I instantly got up and walked to the other room, only to find that a unicorn was rapped in tin foal, about to touch my computer.

"Um . . . you don't have to take it appart I'll tell you how it works without you taking it apart."

The unicorn only stared at me for around ten minutes. I looked at him, but soon got bored and walked to my stuff, picked them all up, and walked away. He was still staring at me by the time I walked out. I entered my room to find all the ponies staring at me.

"Um . . . what is something wrong with my face or something?"

"How did you get your stuff back?"

"I just walked in and grabbed them."

"But weren't they about to observe the flat object?"

I pulled out the laptop. "You mean this."

"Yea."

"I told them they don't need to take it apart."

"Why?"

"Because I would like to get it back in one peice and not all over the place."

Twilight only smiled shyly while rubbing the back of her head. "Yea, . . ."

I opened the laptop and turned it on. 'I swear if I left it on FIMfiction.net I will have to go through the pain of explaining all of this.'

As soon as the screen opened up and I typed in the password the website came on. 'speak of the devil.'

"Hey kyle whats this? wait a minute why is their a picture of princess celestia on your flat box?"

" Sigh . . . awww great I hate explaining things to people. Anyway, back on my world they actually kind of knew about yall already."

"What? How?"

"I don't actually think that they knew that yall actually existed, but anyway a guy made a show called "My Little Pony" that stared all of yall."

"Oh really. Then what is my name?" A rainbow color maned peguses said.

"Your name is Rainbow Dash, you are the only known pegasi to pull of the Sonic Rainboom, you are the element of loyalty, and you love the wonderbolts."

I watched as rainbow dash's mouth dropped.

"Heh heh heh."

Rainbow dash shook her head. "W-whats so funny?"

"Its just the way you look when your surprised."

"So you do know about us."

"Yes."

"This information definatly has to go to Princess Celestia."

"You might as well read my mind then, because I hate explaining things to people or ponies in this case."

"Alright we can meet in my library so I can find the spell. When are we going to go?"

"Right now."

"But your injured!"

"Nah, I can easily get out of these casts and my body doesn't hurt anymore."

"Ha ha ha ha, good luck with that! They put two casts on you on top of the others."

"Oh, nice a actual challenge I can beat." I flexed my arms and the casts broke apart like they were paper, then I flexed my legs with the same effect as the last one.

"huh, didn't even have to try."

Rainbow stared at me.

" *Sigh* What now rainbow?"

"How did you do that?"

"I just moved thats it."

I walked to the hospital door with the six ponies hot on my trail. I passed by nurse redheart, who only stared at me while I passed her, and found the front door to the hospital and left.

library full of memories

I got to the library before the others could. I looked out the window only to find that they were not there.

'Well looks like they aren't going to be here for a while, might as well read a couple of books.'

'Or you could just trash the place'

"What the . . . I must be imagining things."

I looked around the library to choose a book to read. 'Hmmmm . . . should I read the "history of Equestria" or should I read "Daring do"? Ah to heck with it I'll read both.' I picked up both of the books and began to read beginning with "the history of Equestria"

I was soon lost in the reading that I didn't notice the six mares staring at me blankly. I read all of "the history of Equestria" and had begun on "Daring Do" by the time I noticed them. "Oh. I'm sorry how long have y'all been sitting there?"

"We just got here."

"Wow, anyway to go ahead and get all of this explaining to do in my head. I don't mind if all of y'all go in there, but let me set up some rules before y'all go. 1: Do not read any of the black books unless I tell you that you can 2: If you find a button or switch for any reason in there do not touch it, I don't know what it will do, but I wouldn't be able to stand it if y'all got hurt up there. Alright thats all I have to say, whenever y'all get in there, call my name and I will join you."

I looked around at the mares to find them all nodding. Twilight went to her room only to come out with a dark brown book. "Alright, everypony ready?" They all nodded. I watched as there was a bright flash of light and then a pain in my head.

'Note to self, before letting a pony go into my mind get pain killers' I looked around the room. 'I might as well lay down on the couch in so I don't sleep standing up' I walked over to the couch, laid down on it, and fell to sleep.

IN KYLES BRAIN

Twilight: "Everypony ok?"

Applejack: "I'm fine"

Rarity: "Me too"

Rainbow: "Yea I'm fine"

Fluttershy: "I'm Fine . . . if that ok with you that is."

Pinkie: "Oh I wonder if I'll find any cupcakes in here."

Kyle: "Oh I found you. Anyway 'ahem' Welcome to my brain."

All: "OOOOOOOHhhhhhhhh"

Twilight was jumping up and down with glee, she was in someone else's mind and it looked exactly like a library.

Everypony walked down the halls, each being labeled by a sign.

Twilight: "Hey kyle, do you mind if I look into your memories?"

Kyle: "Go ahead knock yourself out, just remember Don't Read the Black Books."

After that Kyle snapped his fingers and Twilight was in front of the memories section. She galloped down the hallway, only to find that all but two books were black. Twilight went to the two narrow books only to find them labeled "Year one" and "Year two". She just shrugged it off and magically grabbed the books and read through them rather quickly.

Twilight: "Hey kyle."

In a flash kyle was right next to her. Kyle: "What do you need Twilight?"

Twilight: "Why are most of these books black?"

I looked at the books and just sighed. I raised up my right hand and grabbed a book next to "Year two" and put it in color. "Date: September 28, 1992. Time: six in the afternoon." I handed it to Twilight and watched as my memories played a video that I had never forgotten.

September 28, 1992 6:00

I was watching the T.V. with my brother, just flipping through channels to only find the news on.

"Hey brother, do you want to watch the news?" My brother only nodded his head once. I put the remote down on the ground to watch. A couple of seconds later a broadcast comes in.

"This just in a car has crashed on the highway. The driver was found to be John, the father of his two children, Kyle and Bill. It looks that he had lost control of his vehicle and had run into a semi head first. He was killed instantly from the impact. Police are still trying to figure out how he lost control-" I turned off the T.V. I felt the warm tears going down my face and ran to my room only to jump on the bed and cry for the lose of my father.

Back in Kyle's brain

Twilight stood there in shock of what she just saw. After a while she looked at Kyle only to find him starting to cry. She put a hoof on his shoulder.

Twilight: "Is this why you don't want us reading the black books, because they have sorrow and death in them?"

Kyle: "Yes and I would like to keep that to myself. . . . Can you excuse me for a second?"

Twilight: "Sure"

Kyle snapped his fingers and disappeared. I teleported myself to the music section of my brain and reached for "Falling inside the black" from Skillet. I wasn't in the mood for more of Remember Everything. I listened as the music began to play in my brain and then teleported back to Twilight. She was listening to the music by the time I had gotten back.

Kyle: "Hey Twilight."

Twilight: "Hey Kyle, how are you feeling?"

Kyle: "A little better. Listen I'll let you read some more" I stuck out my hand as all the books changed colors. "I put most of my bad memories on black pages so you can't read them." I then teleported away.

Rainbow Dash

I walked towards the adventure and action books. I knew Rainbow Dash would be there, where else would she be. I looked down the hallway and there she was.

Kyle: "looking for something Rainbow Dash?"

Rainbow: "Yea do you have Daring Do?"

Kyle: "Sorry, but I have something that is like it."

Rainbow put a hoof on her chin. Rainbow: "Aw why not, I got nothing else to do."

I blinked and a book appeared in front of me. 'Aw yea, this will have her excited.' It was a book for Indiana Jones. I gave her the book.

Rainbow looked at the book confused "Who is Indiana Jones?"

Kyle: "Lets just say that he is like Daring Do in every way."

She suddenly got excited and opened the book and started to read. I chuckled and closed the book.

Rainbow: "Hey what was that for?"

Kyle: "Why read when you can be in it?"

Rainbow looked at me shocked. "Wait you can put me in the book?"

I chuckled and snapped my fingers. Suddenly we were in a cave with the source of light coming from torches and the opening. 'Oh come on, I put me and rainbow at this part of the story.' I looked at rainbow and then looked behind us. There was a boulder coming right towards us.

Kyle: "RUN"

We ran towards the exit and jumped. I caught a vine while Rainbow just glided in the air. 'Lucky'

The story kept on going and we sere soon finished with it. We went back to the library.

Rainbow: "That was awesome. Did you see the way it looked when we escaped all those bad guys."

Kyle: "Speak for yourself, you kept on trying to use me as a human shield."

Rainbow chuckled "yea sorry for that"

Kyle: "So what are you going to do now?"

Rainbow: "I'm going to read more 'Indiana Jones' Books." and with that she left

Pinkie Pie

I decided that since Rainbow and Twilight were busy that I would check on Pinkie, heck maybe even find out how she is today. I walked to the food section of my mind, only to find it dark.

'Hmmmm, I don't remember it being like this before.'

I closed my eyes and thought of light as the area got lit with a light on what seemed like a endless cord coming from the sky. I looked in the hallway only to find pinkie, my dad, my mother, my brother, and a couple of friends, all enjoying cake.

Kyle: "Um . . . Pinkie . . . how did you get all these people here and how did you get the cake?"

Pinkie: "I was looking through the food section to find recipes for cake only to find this cake called "Cheesecake" and people around it. So I got it out of the book only to have the people come with it, so I started a 'First party in a brain' party"

I looked at the people who only stared at me. My father had that look of happiness, my mother had that look of disgust like she was drunk, like she always is, my brother looked like he just wanted to eat the cake without end, and my friends . . . well . . . they had the look of nothing bad could happen. I walked to my father, a tear began to form under my eye. As I approached him, his smile grew bigger.

Kyle: "D-dad."

"Yes son?"

I couldn't take it anymore, I hugged my father. He just hugged me back with a tear going through his eye.

"My little boy is growing up."

I stepped away and looked at him with a confused look. 'What does he mean by . . . oh wait this is just a memory, like all the other things in here.' I sighed and looked at the ground. I snapped my fingers and everyone disappeared along with the cake.

Pinkie: "Awww where did the party go?"

I didn't even answer, I just turned around and went looking for the other three ponies to check on them.

Fluttershy

I walked through the hallways of my mind, looking down to the ground, with tears on my face dripping down to the ground. I wasn't paying attention to where I was going, but I didn't care. I just kept on thinking back to my old life, all my friends, my supposed family, and everything else. I felt alone now, like I was just thrown in a trash bin, like someone just shot me in the heart, but it didn't kill me. I walked for what seemed like hours, thinking about the past, only to stop by tripping on something that made a "Eep" sound in the process. I got up and looked around. My eyes were still clouded with tears so I wiped them away. I looked at my surroundings again only to find a certain yellow pegesus lying on the ground with her whooves above her head.

Kyle: "What the . . . OH MY GOD, FLUTTERSHY, ARE YOU OK?"

I walked closer to fluttershy to only find her not moving, then again she looked like she wasn't even breathing. I reached out my hand and shook her. Still no response, but I didn't feel fur, I felt morely cotton. I sighed and looked around again, only to find Pinkie and Rainbow lying on the ground laughing. I sighed again and walked away.

'Why do I always feel alone wherever I go.'

Kyle: "Alright time to get out of this place." I snapped my fingers and everypony was right in front of me. "It's time to leave girls."

All: "Awwwww" I closed my eyes as a bright light consumed the area.

                                                         OUTSIDE OF KYLES BRAIN

Everypony apeared in the library only to find Kyle still asleep on the couch. Twilight walked up to him.

Twilight: 'I wonder if . . .' Suddenly Kyles shirt comes off, only to reveal multiple bruses, cuts, and gashes on his chest. Everypony stared at Kyle, with shocked and horrid looks on their faces.

Twilight: " *Sigh* I shouldn't have done that." The shirt was put back on Kyle. Everypony looked at Twilight.

Applejack: "Um . . . Twilight, why did you take off his shirt in the first place?"

Twilight: "You know when I went to go look at his memories?"

Applejack: "Yea"

Twilight: "Well . . . lets just say that he hasn't had a good life. He's been in fights and has been bullied most of his life, most of the injuries coming from his own mother. I wanted to see if he still had injuries. *Looks back at kyle* I just didn't know it would be that bad."

At that moment Kyle woke up. He looked at the ponies to find them all staring at him.

'Why are they all staring at me.'

I looked back at them and then outside. It was still sunny outside.

Twilight: "So, what do you want to do now?"

Kyle: "I think I should meet the other ponies in ponyville before anything else happens, I'm surprised no pony has seen me yet." I walked to the door and opened it.

Meeting Ponyville

I walked through the streets of ponyville, just waiting for somepony else to see me. While I waited I decided to take in the looks of the area and see all the buildings that seemed to so imposible to make on earth. I walked to sugarcube corner by myself, the others seemed to want to stay at Twilights house for something. I saw as it was crowded with around twenty ponies, all eating something sweet. I walked up to them only for them to run away screaming "Look out, it's a monster" everywhere only leaving around five stallions. Each of them had looks of hatred on their faces as I approached.

1st. Stallion: "You did not just ruin my date with cloud chaser. I am going to beat the buck out of you!"

2nd. Stallion: "Everything was peacefull before you came here you monster!"

3rd. Stallion: "I was enjoying my breakfast, but it looks like I got a side order of flank kicken in the morning!"

I looked at the other two stallions, waiting for them to talk, but they said nothing and just stared at me with hatred. "Listen guys I mean no h-" I was punched in the face and knocked onto the ground. I looked up to find the stallions were circling me, just waiting to for the first one to throw the next punch. "Listen, I was about to say tha-"

1st. Stallion: "We don't want to hear what you have to say you horrible monster!"

I wiped my hand across my nose to find blood, but just ignored it as I got up to walk away, only to be punched back onto the ground. I curled myself into a ball while the stallions kept on kicking and punching me everywhere, from head to toe.

?: 'You don't look to good. *Tsk Tsk Tsk*'

Me: 'W-who's there? How are you in my mind?'

?: 'Lets just say that I've been here for a while and that I just want to help.'

Me: 'H-help? Help with what?'

?: 'What your dealing with now. The fight your not even fighting back in. You should be getting up and hurting them back.'

Me: 'No, there just doing it thinking I'm a . . . monster.'

?: 'Yes'

Me: 'W-who are you?'

?: 'You can call me Mania.'

Me: 'Well Mania, if you want to help you can.'

Mania: "It's not that simple.'

Me: 'What?'

Mania: 'need you to let me free, let me free and use your body'

Me: I put my hand on my chin 'Hmmmm . . . Why not I want to see what you can do.'

Mania: 'Ok'

At that moment I looked at my surroundings and found myself in a black room, with the only light comming from two holes in front of me. I looked at the holes and what I found shocked me. I saw my fists in the air, but not in my control, punching the stallions. At that moment I tried to stop myself, but couldn't. I watched as the stallions where all trying to put up a good fight, but where no match as my fists contacted their faces. I then saw as I started to breath fire.

"What the hell, Thats not possible, I'm only a human not a dragon."

All I could do is sit there and watch as the Five Stallions were beaten onto the ground, groaning in pain, burned, even some of them looked like some of their bones were misplaced.

Mania: "HA HA HA HA HA. Ahhhhh . . . Its good to be free!"

I watched as he began to tear up the place.

Me: "What are you doing? I only let you free to take care of the stallions, of the fight."

Mania: "Oh, did I say that? Well, that was a lie and I think I'll stay this way for a while. HA HA HA HA, BURN" I watched as Mania breathed more fire and light a building on fire. I tried to get free, to take control again, but only to fail countless times as the chaos continued. I sat there and just looked out of the holes, watching the destruction, when I saw a certain blue unicorn appeared with a book concealed in her magic, looking at me to the book constantly.

Lyra: "You aren't a human. Humans don't breath fire or cause destruction."

Me: 'Yea, your not from my world Lyra, many things happen.'

I watched as she flipped through the pages and started to charge up her magic.

Lyra: "Your obviously an impostor, so I'll change you to what you should really look like."

I watched as the magic blasted towards me and hit Mania in the chest, next thing I now, I'm in a ball of white, not in a black room, and that I was able to control myself again.

Me: "Wha-What happened." I groaned as I rubbed my head.

But when I didn't feel skin I was shocked. I soon remembered Lyra talking about "changing me into what I should be" and looked at my hand. I found a fur covered hand. 'did she just put o a spell on me that just made my hair longer?' I got up and looked at my body, only to find it the same way, only to have a more length and a body of a snake with legs, arms, and was covered with hair. "What the hell?" I walked to a window and looked in it. I saw myself and just stood there in shock. I stood there for a minute before backing away, rubbed my eyes, and looked back at myself.

Me: "No, this can't be possible."

Mania: "Believe it."

Me: "This is your fault!"

Mania: "My fault? Your the one who had all this hatred stored inside yourself. I just used a little of it to awaken me."

Me: "This couldn't have happened, it just couldn't have."

I looked at myself again, looking more into detail of what I looked like.

'Well my clothes stayed with me, they just stretched with my body. My stuff looks to be ok.' I looked at myself again. 'I look normal only the fact that I know have the body of what looks to be a furry stretched out dragon, I guess.' I looked in the window and saw a resemblance to another character. I snickered thinking of how he looked and how I looked, only to see as a couple of my body parts started to change even more. As it finished, I looked back into the window to see discord with blue eyes. "Really? Just by thinking of him, I changed into him. Great." I folded my arms in front of me. Every single body part was in the right place, even the sharp tooth that stuck out of his mouth. I was so concentrated on my image that I didn't notice Twilight coming down the street.

Twilight: "I wonder what that other thing was? He said he was a human, but he didn't even look like Kyle. It just doesn't even make sense."

She then looked up to find what looked to be discord, with clothes on, looking at himself in a window. "Discord? H-How did you get out!"

I looked to find Twilight saying discord. I looked around me and then looked at her with what could only be seen as a confused look. I looked at myself in the window and face palmed. I sighed and then changed back to what I looked like a second ago with a simple picture of what I looked like. Then I turned to Twilight to find her staring at me in shock.

"Hm . . . I wonder." I reached my furry hand out and thought about a pair of sunglasses, only for there to be a pair of black sunglasses randomly fall out of the air and land in my hand. "This is awesome" I then put the sunglasses on my and and made a "U MAD" look and looked at twilight. She just stood there, unmoving. I walked to her and touched her shoulder only for her to fall down. "What the heck?" I picked her up and shook her. She shook her head, rubbed her neck, and looked at the Draconequus holding her in his grasp. "You ok twilight? You look like you've seen a ghost." I put her down and laughed a little.

"H-how are you a . . . a . . . uhhhhh." Twilight walked away back towards to the library with me behind her laughing with my sunglasses on my face.

When we arrived at the library I found that spike was missing "Hey twilight, wheres Spike?"

"Oh, he's with Gyro."

"And who is this Gyro?"

"ummmm . . ."

I could tell that Twilight didn't want to talk about it. "I'll just find out when he gets here ok Twilight."

"Ok, but it might take a while."

"Why?"

"Because they went to the Great Dragon Migration."

meeting someone new

I just sat down in the library while waiting for Gyro to return from the migration with spike. As I sat down I began to wonder of what I could do now. I kept thinking of idea's I could do only to stop myself when I felt thirsty. I began to get up but then stopped myself. 'Why am I getting up for? I can probably just make me a glass of chocolate milk easily.' I began to think of a glass of chocolate milk only for it to appear in my hand. 'Ok this is just too cool to even comprehend.' I began to drink the chocolate milk only two spit out half of it that was in my mouth when Pinkie suddenly opened the door with a crash to the wall. I looked at her to find her looking directly at me. I smiled slightly and waved at her to show I was peaceful, but it seemed she didn't even notice, it looked more like she was staring at the chocolate milk in my hand. I looked at the chocolate milk and then to pinkie.

Me: "You want it?"

I watched as pinkie got a big smile on her face and randomly appeared right next to me, grabbed the chocolate milk, and began to chug it down. I chuckled over the whole scene and went back to my train of thought. 'Maybe I should pretend to be discord to prank somepony. Hmmmm, yea that would be really funny to me'

Me: "Hey pinkie."

Pinkie: "Yea Kyle?"

I felt my eyes suddenly burst open. 'H-How did she know it was me?'

Me: "Um . . . Pinkie how did you know it was me?"

Pinkie just chuckled. "Because ear was a twitchy-twitchin and when my ear is a twitchy-twitchin that means that one of my friends won't look like they used to." She simply smiled after the explanation.

I stared at her for a second and then just put on the list of pinkie pie being pinkie pie. "Okay, pinkie we are going to prank rainbow dash. What I need you to do, is bring her here. Can you do that?"

"Okie dokie lokie"

I watched as she bounced out of the house. I shrugged and started to read again. That is until I felt a pain in my back. "What the hell?" I walk to a mirror and look at my back, to notice wings. "Wow, now I can fly." I did a 360 to see if anything else was new, only to find nothing else. I began to try to move my wings, which was kind of easy. I moved my wings around and then started to flap them and start to fly. "It feels like its normal." I stopped and fell to the ground. I snapped my fingers to make a cloud that rained chocolate rain, and drank the rain. "I feel like discord, only . . . not full of chaos" 'Yes you are.' I blinked a couple of times and just shrugged. I looked at myself again with a smile. "Okay, time to get ready to prank Rainbow" I turned into discord and hid in the darkness. I waited for pinkie and Rainbow to just come in through the door.

After a couple of minutes I heard Rainbow talking to Pinkie.

"So Twilight needs me for something? Okay."

I watched as she walked in and started to look around to find no twilight. 'Time to prank' I did a evil Discord laugh, only to see her get worried. Then I used Discord's voice to talk. "Ah, hello Rainbow Dash, How have you been since I've been turned to stone?"

"Where are you discord?"

I chuckled and walked out of the darkness. I watched as she tried to charge me, only for me to telleport behind her. 'Wait a minute, how did I do that? Eh, I'll find out later, right now, pranking' "Now now now Rainbow, no need to fight, you can't fight without these anyway. I put an invisibility spell on her wings. 'Still wondering how I did that.' I watched as she got shocked and then got angry. And the look on her face, Priceless. I began to laugh out of control from the look on her face, which changed to one of confusion when I started to laugh. "T-The look on your face, priceless" I went back to my normal voice.

"Kyle? Is that you?"

I changed back. "The one and only"

"Your not Kyle! Who are you and what have you done with Kyle!?!"

"I am Kyle Rainbow Dash."

At that point Twilight had entered her home to find me talking to Rainbow. "*Sigh* Rainbow this is Kyle, somehow he turned into this."

I made a U MAD look at rainbow and laughed "Told you."

"Alright, Alright, Alright. What did you do with my wings?"

I snapped my fingers as they reappeared on her back. "They were never really gone, just an invisibility spell."

Twilight watched me as I did this. "Kyle, how did you do that?"

"I really have no idea Twilight. I just feels like I've had it forever, it feels . . . natural."

I watched as Twilight began to rub her chin with her hoof. After a while of her thinking, I got bored and decided to go outside. "Hey Rainbow, want to go outside and fly?"

"You can fly?"

I simply replied by extending my wings to show her. I folded them back and walked out the front door with Rainbow behind me. 'Lets see if I have this flying thing down' I began to flap my wings to get into the air. After a while of hovering and getting used to using them, I started to glide and try to do tricks, while I was doing this, Rainbow was already beginning to do her tricks in the sky. I watched as she did and back flip and I tried to do the same, only I forgot that my body had become one of like a snake, it was longer with a tail, so while I was doing the back flip, I was staring at my tail almost the whole time. "I swear I could just bight my tail right now." I stopped flipping and decided to go higher into the air.

As I got higher, rainbow followed me. "Hey Kyle, want to do some pranking?"

"Sure Dash, who will it be?"

She pulled out a pair of binoculars and hoofed them to me. I grabbed them and started to look around. "Who will we be pranking dash, just point." I moved the binoculars away from my face to find Rainbow laughing and pointing a hoof at me. I got curious, snapped my fingers, and looked at my face as a mirror appeared in my hand. 'Ah the old binocular trick, Sneaky' I began to laugh only to stop myself as fire came out. "Whoops, got to be careful at what I do." I look through the binoculars again, only to see a dragon coming towards us. As it got closer into view I saw flames comming our way. "LOOK OUT!" I pushed Rainbow Dash away so she wouldn't get hit by the flames as I did. I flew there as the flames surrounded me, but it didn't burn me. I saw as the flames touching me, but yet it didn't even catch me on fire, my hair didn't even catch fire. As the fire disappeared the dragon was right in front of me. He stared at me for a minute and then looked at his back as I saw spike and someone else. I flew to spike and looked at him and the other person.

Me: "Hey Spike. How was the Dragon Migration?"

Spike: "It was going good until I got bullied, but Gyro helped me, but then he went crazy."

I saw as Spikes face suddenly lit up with surprise. "W-Wait a minute! How are you a Draconequus Kyle?"

Me: "Long story short, ask twilight." I picked up Spike and then picked up Gyro. I brought them both down to the ground as I let Spike down and carried the uncouncious Gyro inside the house.

As we got inside a laid Gyro down on the couch and looked at him. "Damn, this must have been in a war when he got here"

I sat in a chair next to him and waited for him to wake up.