Pretending To Be Mine

Chapters

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4

Chapter 1

Frightened was an understatement. Fluttershy, one of the kindest and sweetest girls, was being stalked to the point of feeling terrorized. Unfortunately, the boy stalking her, Shadow Chaser, was around the same age and went to the same school, Canterlot High.

Fluttershy looked around for any sign of him before closing her locker. Spotting one of her friends, Rarity, she dashed in her direction. It had been a couple months now of his overbearing affection, without any end in sight. Fluttershy let out a sigh.

It wasn’t so bad at first. Shadow Chaser would give her gentle gestures and sometimes small gifts, to which Fluttershy felt overwhelmed. She hadn’t really thought about him in any romantic sense, and when Shadow Chaser finally confessed his feelings for her, she was made to feel guilty for denying him. Fluttershy really was kind, and it hurt her to make someone feel so let down.

Shadow Chaser, however, took the rejection as a challenge.

He would show up after her classes, try to walk her to her next one, or carry her books. Once, forcefully grabbing them from her arms. Each week the affection became more aggressive, both physically and verbally. The more of a fight he put up, the more tired she became.

Feeling herself shutter, Fluttershy wrapped her arms around herself protectively. Rarity noticed and looked around slightly.

“Any sign of him this morning?”

Fluttershy shook her head and lowered it. The last time she had seen him was when he was wrapping his arms around her and almost kissing her. She could still smell his cologne and feel his firm hands on her arms.

“Not right now, but-” She paused, not sure if she should tell Rarity. Her friends knew about him, but she tried not sharing details about their encounters, not wanting them to worry. Telling Rarity meant her friend would most certainly tell her other friends and it would become a huge mess. The benefit could possibly mean their protection. Fluttershy didn’t want to bother them with her own problems but she remembered how his hands felt on her, making her shiver again.

“He-” She hesitated once more. “Yesterday-” Lowering her head she sighed. “He tried to kiss me.”

With a slight worry in her voice Rarity cleared her throat. “He did what dear, I didn’t hear that last part?”

Looking up, Fluttershy felt herself confess. The emotion she had bottled up was too much for even her to contain. “He tried to kiss me, when we were alone, and he grabbed my arms. He’s scaring me, Rarity, I don’t know what to do.”

The shock on Rarity's face was clear as she continued.

“And I’m sure he’s around.” Tears in her eyes, as she let out a sigh. “I can feel it.”

“You need to tell Principal Celestia, or even Vice Principal Luna, about this.”

“Oh no, I-I couldn't.” She hung her head. Involving the authorities sounded harsh and troublesome. Fluttershy hated confrontation. “I don't want to bother them with something that's-” she paused trying to sound more convincing. “I-I guess not that bad of a problem.” The truth was he was interfering with her daily activities. She wasn't able to do the things she loved like she used to.

Rarity hummed low, and almost seemed like she wanted to say more, but dropped the subject. All her friends knew about him. They all encourage her to speak up and defend herself. What they didn’t know was the extent of her own resistance and that none of it seemed to be working.

Simply saying no was out of the question. Countless times Fluttershy had blatantly told him to go away and stop talking to her but Shadow Chaser would turn the conversation around, making her feel horrible that she even suggested not talking to him. She didn't want to be a horrible friend, although he wasn't much of a friend. But she couldn't stand knowing that she had hurt someone. She even tried avoiding him, but the effort was in vain because he seemed to know her school schedule, turning up between almost every class.

Many times, Fluttershy had thought perhaps his intent wasn't of ill-will. Maybe he really did just want to be friends even if he was sweet on her. Though in some way, he would always disprove that, showing a little more sinister intent than what she’d previously thought.

Fluttershy and Rarity headed to the small alcove by the main hall. The other girls were already gathered, like they did every morning, and they were greeted with smiles and hugs. As they talked, Fluttershy caught a couple glances from Rarity that indicated she should mention her problem to the girls, but Fluttershy wasn’t one to impose on others. It was her problem, not theirs, to worry about.

“So, how’s my favorite dress maker??” Pinkie Pie said, putting her arm around Rarity. Rarity smiled. “Personally, I’m doing quite well, but,” She paused and looked toward her friend. “I’m concerned about Fluttershy.”

Fluttershy’s eyes went wide at the sudden mention and all eyes turned to her. “Oh?” Rainbow Dash spoke up. “What’s up?”

Before Fluttershy could say anything, Rarity continued. “Well, you know that stalker boy that’s been following her around?” They all nodded as she continued to tell them what Fluttershy had said. Hearing the word out loud, it sounded intimidatingly frightening. Which made Shadow Chaser even more worrisome. Their outrage made Fluttershy find her voice. “I think ‘stalking’ is a strong word for it.” Rarity set a hand on her shoulder and shook her head. “Dear, he forced himself on you. You can’t even go anywhere without worrying about him.” Fluttershy looked down.

“Why doesn’t she tell Principal Celestia?” Twilight suggested. “Or even Vice Principal Luna? I’m sure either of them would want to help you.” Rarity let go of Fluttershy and nodded, as did some of the girls. “That’s what I told her, but she doesn’t want to bother them.”

“It’s not really their problem to deal with.” Fluttershy said quietly.

She was embarrassed at all the attention that was being given to her, although grateful for their help. All their eyes were on her. Looking at each of them, she could see concern, but Rainbow Dash’s expression made her pause briefly. She seemed quiet since the mentioning of Shadow Chaser and Fluttershy could see something more than just worry on her face. She wasn’t sure what, but it looked dark and thoughtful.

“It’s their job, Fluttershy.” Sunset spoke, tearing Fluttershy’s gaze away from her colorful friend. Sunset was smiling warmly at her and it made Fluttershy feel a little better. They were only trying to help. They cared about her, although the attention wasn’t something she was used to, she knew it came out of love.

“Maybe…”

“Trust me, they want to help. They’re there to help.” Sunset smiled and Fluttershy looked around at her friends. They all seemed genuinely worried about her, which came with a combination of feelings of comfort and embarrassment. Perhaps speaking up was the right thing to do. If anything, it would make her friends worry less, and that made Fluttershy smile.

“Alright,” She said nodding. “I’ll go during lunch today.”

After homeroom, Rarity and Fluttershy walked to their next class together, making idle conversation along the way. Right before Fluttershy was able to walk into the room she heard his voice.

“Good morning.”

Shadow Chaser had popped up behind her, smiling. “Oh, good morning Shadow Chaser.” She had assumed by this point that he had Algebra just before she did and liked to wait for her by the classroom door, before heading to his own class.

“I had gotten a little worried, you’re a couple minutes later than usual.”

Fluttershy shifted uncomfortably. “I-I was just talking with my friends before we left class.”

There was a slight glint that glossed over his eyes but disappeared quickly. Shadow Chaser never seemed to like it when she mentioned her friends. He was possessive of her and saw any obstacle to her affections as a challenge to overcome. He nodded. “How was homeroom?”

Fluttershy didn’t have time to respond before she heard Rarity speak up for her. “Homeroom was fine, darling.” She said it with an obvious distaste for the situation. “But we’ve got our own class to get to.” Rarity paused and gave him a glare for extra measure. “I suggest you get to yours as well, before you’re late.”

As they entered the classroom Fluttershy let out an audible sigh. “Thank you.”

Fluttershy’s class time, when not shared with him, was one of the brief reliefs she got while at school. She knew he would show up any chance he could. It had only been a short hour, but he seemed to show up right on cue to walk her to her Zoology class.

“You know, I don’t really like your friends much.”

Fluttershy stopped herself from rolling her eyes. “I know.”

“How about this, I carry your books for you,” Shadow Chaser began taking her books, Fluttershy’s protests falling on deaf ears. “And you sit with me at lunch today.”

She sighed. “No Shadow Chaser, please.” She tried taking the books from him, but he wouldn’t budge. It was usually pointless to argue when he made up his mind. “I-I’ve actually got something I’m doing during lunch today.”

Shadow Chaser paused a moment before continuing, giving a dramatic sigh. “Do you actually?” He looked to the side. “Or are you just trying to ignore me. Ignore the effort I’m giving to you.”

Fluttershy stuttered. “N-no! No not at all.” She cringed as she knew she was lying. But she didn’t want him to feel bad about it. Shadow Chaser was just overzealous with his affections.

He sighed, and he seemed genuinely disappointed. “I’m sorry you’re bothered by what I do.” He seemed to pout, and it made Fluttershy feel horrible. This situation was draining, and she was happy to see her classroom door in view.

“You’re not a bother. I’m sorry.”

He gave a small smile and she could feel the slight relief it gave. He was hard to push away when he thought she was to blame for something.

“I'll see you next class, then?”

Fluttershy nodded and he finally handed her books back, making sure to linger his hands along hers. She held back commenting and quietly walked away, trying to give him a small smile.

Another small relief of class time before what was becoming her least favorite, Art. Now Fluttershy loved art. She loved being creative and making things for her friends and her animals. Unfortunately, she shared the class with Shadow Chaser.

Clutching her books tightly to her chest Fluttershy let him walk her to their class. She didn't really want him taking her books again, it made her feel bad for his trying effort, and she didn't like the idea of owing him anything.

‘One more hour. One more hour.’ She repeated her chant in her head, willing the time to go by faster. He was constantly at her side during class, and she kept herself hopeful that this might be one of the last times he would bother her. It was hard, but she was putting all her faith in the principal and the idea that they could help her. It was all she could do to get through the day. And if she was honest with herself, it had made things easier, having something to hope for and something to look forward to.

When Rainbow Dash first heard that her friend was being followed to the point of being stalked, angry was an understatement. She was angry at the guy for tormenting Fluttershy. Fluttershy, of all people, and her best friend. She was angry at Fluttershy for not telling him to just fuck off. Although, it did sound like she had been trying. But, knowing her, it probably just wasn’t enough. She was also angry at herself for not seeing it sooner. Sure, she knew of Shadow Chaser and how annoying he could be, but how could she have not seen how much he had been following Fluttershy.

Some small part of her felt like this had been her fault. For not seeing the signs. She wasn’t sure how long this had been going on, but from what Rarity said, it sounded like a long while. The school year was halfway over, and it sickened her to think he had been following her all this time.

The school morning was a long one. Rainbow Dash kept looking at Fluttershy when she could, then glancing around the room. At one point during the day, she saw Shadow Chaser and tried to make eye contact, giving him the hardest glare she could. It was almost lunch time, she knew that he had the same lunch as them, and she was almost certain he had the class before lunch with Fluttershy. Her anger boiled further.

Luckily Fluttershy made it to lunch, stalker free, although they couldn’t be certain about her trip there. Briefly she remembered seeing him occasionally, during their lunch hour, talking with Fluttershy. Now that she thought about it further, Fluttershy had seemed a little more reserved and a lot quieter. Even for someone like herself.

Rainbow Dash kept her eyes glancing at Fluttershy, trying to imagine the pain she was going through. If anything, this was her fault, or at least the fault of their group of friends. For not seeing what was happening. For even seeing a glimpse of what was happening and passing it off as unimportant. Rainbow Dash swallowed. Well now they know. And she was going to do something about it. Anything. She needed to help her friend.

Rainbow made eye contact with Shadow Chaser as she saw him looking at their group of friends. He didn’t seem to be happy, but he didn’t seem invasive currently, making Rainbow a little more hopeful of the situation.

Fluttershy came and ate her meal quickly, saying how she was going to go to the Principal's office. They all smiled, gave her shoulders a squeeze and words of encouragement. Just those small things seemed to brighten her face, which in turn made Rainbow feel a little less worried as well.

As they watched Fluttershy walk away, Rarity looked back at the girls. “Someone should go with her.” She paused looking towards their problem. “Just in case.” The girls nodded and before anyone could say anything Rainbow Dash pushed herself off the bench.

“Hey, wait up, I can come with you.”

Fluttershy shook her head and put a hand up. “Oh, that’s ok, you don’t need to.”

“No, it’s fine. I’m already done with my lunch anyway.” Rainbow threw her remaining food in the trash, discarding the tray, and grabbed her own bag. When she joined Fluttershy, she motioned towards the doors.

“Plus, you know, he could be lurking around, waiting to bug you while you’re alone.” Rainbow looked away, giving another glare in his direction for good measure. Fluttershy blushed. “Thank you, Rainbow.”

Walking down the hall simmering in her contempt for the guy, she tried to discreetly look around and make sure Shadow Chaser hadn’t followed them. There didn’t seem to be much more she could do, other than acting as her protector. Rainbow blushed at the idea, it sounded a little more personal than she had first thought, but Fluttershy was her best friend. She wanted her to be happy and safe.

“Fluttershy, I know you don’t really want to do this,”

Fluttershy spoke softly. “I just feel like I’m a tattletale.”

“It’s not tattling when he’s disrupting your life.”

She was quiet for a moment and looked to the side. “I guess not.”

“You know,” Rainbow stretched her arms above her head. “I could tell him off for you.”

Fluttershy gasped slightly. “Rainbow no. We don’t need to use violence to solve this.”

“Oh, come on,” She let her arms down and pulled on her backpack strap, looking away. “I won't get in trouble. And the problem will be solved.”

“I don’t want anyone getting hurt.”

“He deserves to be hurt.”

“I don’t want YOU getting hurt.”

Rainbow Dash paused. “Oh.” She let herself smile and felt a slight warmth at the care in her friend's voice. But if she wasn’t able to fend him off, who would. She felt helpless that there was nothing she could do.

They made it to the employee offices. Rainbow held the door open for Fluttershy and she walked in, wearily. Rainbow Dash let Fluttershy talk to the secretary alone, sitting in one of the waiting room chairs. When Fluttershy was done, she joined her friend.

“Thanks for waiting for me, Rainbow Dash.”

“No problem.”

“I hope the girls are right. It would be nice to have some space again.”

Rainbow was quiet for a moment. She looked uncomfortably at her. “Has it really gotten that bad?”

Fluttershy hesitated. “I guess so. I’m not really able to do some of the things I used to do.”

“Like what?”

“Well, like your practices.” Rainbow gave a surprised look. Fluttershy blushed. “I-I really liked going during free period, but he almost always finds me out there.” Rainbow began to fume a little. “...W-what?” So that was the reason she never came anymore. Rainbow had noticed, but she hadn’t let her know how much she had missed her cheering.

Fluttershy backtracked slightly. “O-oh, it’s not so bad.” Rainbow gave her an incredulous look. “Maybe I can’t go to your practices, but I can still go to your games.” She paused but continued, less enthusiastically. “If I’m with the girls.”

“Fluttershy! He’s controlling what you do! Has he really disrupted your life like this? If I had known this, he’d be dead already.” Rainbow clenched her fists.

“No, Rainbow, I said I don’t want any violence.”

“But he deserves it.”

“No one deserves that.” She set a calming hand on her arm.

Rainbow looked into her eyes. “No one deserves what you’re going through, Fluttershy.” She could see her visibly soften. “At this rate,” She looked back to the Principal's door. “the only thing that could get rid of him is a protective boyfriend.” If Fluttershy wouldn’t let Rainbow physically protect her, she was drawn to the idea of her having someone who could.

“Fluttershy?”

The assistant called out and smiled warmly at the timid girl. “Celestia is ready to see you.” Fluttershy rose from her seat. “Let’s just hope Principal Celestia can help me.”

“So?” Fluttershy looked at the ground as they exited the secretary's office. “What did she say?” She could feel Rainbow’s eyes following her as they walked to their lockers. She didn’t know what to tell her. It hadn’t gone well at all. She kept quiet until they stopped walking.

“Well,” She was lost at what to do and she felt tears in her eyes. “She said that since there is no physical evidence of harm, that they can't really do anything.”

Rainbow stepped back, pulling herself away from her locker. “What?? That's bullshit.” Fluttershy could see her pause at the sight of her tears. She was never the best at comforting sadness, but Fluttershy saw her hand flinch, like she wanted to reach out to her.

She wiped some of the tears away and Rainbow’s hand relaxed.

“Sorry, but it is.” Rainbow moved to face Fluttershy, throwing her hands in the air slightly. “That's not fair. He's been stalking you for over a month now, isn't that enough??”

Dropping her head, she sighed defeatedly. “They have no physical evidence. So, no.”

“Fine.” Rainbow shoved her books in her backpack and slammed her locker, startling Fluttershy. “Let me take care of him.”

“Rainbow no,” She moved in front of her, stopping her from walking away. “I told you, violence won’t help anything. And I don't want you getting in trouble with the Principal.”

It was the only solution Rainbow Dash seemed to know but it didn’t sit right with Fluttershy. There had to be another way. Protection could only go so far. She then thought back to what Rainbow Dash had said earlier. Having a protective boyfriend.

Initially, when Rainbow had mentioned it, Fluttershy stopped to think about it. It was something she hadn’t really thought of before. Dating someone might deter his own affections. Let him know she wasn’t even available, although telling him ‘no’ should have been enough. Maybe physically seeing her with someone else could work. But Fluttershy didn’t know who she would ask that would do such a big favor for her.

“Then what are we gonna do?”

We. Rainbow was always looking out for her and helping her solve her problems, even if they weren’t hers to solve.

“Well...” Fluttershy paused. It was a crazy idea and was probably going to sound more crazy out loud, but maybe having a romantic partner really could deter him.

“I did think of a more passive approach.”

Rainbow looked interested. “Cool. What is it??”

She wasn’t sure if Rainbow would even be ok with this, but she had been the one to suggest it. “I'm not sure you're going to like it.”

“Well, if it's passive, it can't be that bad. Plus, you've been my friend forever. I would do anything for you.” Fluttershy smiled and felt herself blushed a little. Rainbow was always someone she could count on.

“Still, just, hear me out. You know how you said I could get a protective boyfriend?”

Rainbow Dash paused, confusion on her face.

“I thought maybe instead of a boyfriend, you could…” Her voice got quieter. “pretend to...” The last of her sentence was lost in a mumble.

“Huh?”

She spoke up slightly, but still having a hard time finding her voice, it tapered off into an inaudible whisper at the end. “Maybe pretend to be my girlf-”

“Ugh, Fluttershy” Rainbow warned.

“Be my girlfriend!!” She said, this time much louder. Lunch was already dismissed, and the hallway was becoming more crowded. A couple heads turned at the sudden outburst, especially from who it was coming from, and Fluttershy covered her mouth quickly. Face going red. She could see Rainbow Dash’s face slowly heat up as she stared blankly for a second.

Quietly, in a more hushed but clear tone Fluttershy repeated herself. “Pretend to be my girlfriend.”

Rainbow Dash stared at her friend for a moment, trying to comprehend if what she had heard was correct. She could feel the heat in her face. It was true Fluttershy was her friend, her best even, and Rainbow had said she would do anything for her. But, how would acting like more fix anything. Trying to figure out how Fluttershy even came to that conclusion she shook her head, trying to rid herself of the shock.

“How- I mean what-” It took her awhile to say something coherent, as she found she kept tripping over her words. “W-why do we even need to do that?”

Fluttershy was looking away and she could see a blush on her face as well. It seemed this wasn’t the best choice that came to her mind either. “W-well, it shows that I-I'm unavailable.” She paused, still looking away. “Plus, I'm even more unavailable by liking girls. Like you said, i-it would just keep him away from me.”

Gaining her voice back, Rainbow cleared her throat and blushed slightly. “Can't I just let him know you're unavailable by pummeling his face in?”

Sighing Fluttershy looked at her. It was a hard look, considering it was coming from her most timid friend. She spoke in a warning tone. “Rainbow...”

“Wait.” It had just occurred to Rainbow what Fluttershy had originally said. “What do you mean ‘like I said’?”

Fluttershy paused briefly but it seemed she was prepared for the question. “Earlier, you said I should get a protective boyfriend.”

Rainbow Dash felt flustered and her voice cracked. “I didn’t mean me!” Sure, the idea of being able to protect Fluttershy was appealing, but everything that came with it didn’t seem to sit right with her.

“Why?”

Fluttershy looked surprised. “W-well I just thought that-”

“Why me?”

“O-oh. Umm,” She paused.

Her explanation wasn’t exactly what Rainbow had expected. She felt bad because the last line of defense had been set by Fluttershy’s friends. They made her believe in the authority’s power and that hope had been stripped away. Hearing Fluttershy explain, Rainbow had to admit, she had been very protective of her ever since she heard about how bad it had gotten. But she was always like that with her friends, especially her childhood friend.

“All I'm asking for is at least two weeks. Just walk to class with me and sit next to me at lunch.”

Rainbow Dash scratched her head in thought. The idea itself didn’t sound that bad and Shadow Chaser always seemed to avoid Rainbow, so her presence itself would help.

“It's not much different than what we normally do, just, more often. And we'll only hold hands or wrap an arm around each other. Nothing more, I promise.” That there made it sound more plausible. They were already such close friends; it didn’t seem like there was much more they had to fake. Rainbow blushed at the thought. They really were close.

Rainbow Dash shook her head. Essentially, Fluttershy was giving her permission to defend her, although she knew that wouldn’t come with actual violence. At least she would be able to keep Shadow Chaser away from her friend. She swallowed and stilled her nerves. She wasn’t much of a romancer but maybe going through this would be worth the awkward moments.

“Will you let me protect you?” Fluttershy seemed to pause at that. It seemed a little forward and Rainbow Dash blushed. “I-I mean, would I be able to keep him away from you?”

She was asking permission to be more physical in her protection, even if she had to be passive, though she still rather liked the idea of pounding his face in.

“Y-yes, but-”

“I know, I know.” Rainbow sighed.

Fluttershy looked at her with soft eyes and her voice determined. “Please.”

It was a compromise. And she was able to protect her friend. She was compelled to smile.

The bell suddenly rang, breaking their gaze with one another.

“You know I always help a friend in need. Ughhh, fine. Just no cuddling or sappy stuff, or” She paused, her cheeks lighting up. “Kissing, right?”

Fluttershy’s cheeks were as red as Rainbow’s felt. She looked away for a moment. “No, of course not.” She heard her clear her throat. “I-I wouldn’t ask that of you.”

Fluttershy then let out a long sigh, like she had been holding her breath the whole time and put her hand on her chest, giving Rainbow several thanks.

Rainbow waved her hand. “Yeah yeah, just be glad I’m such a loyal friend.” She adjusted the straps on her backpack and looked away, still blushing. “Now, Come on. Let's just get to class.”

She pushed herself through the hallway, Fluttershy shuffling after her. It really didn’t sound that bad, if she was honest with herself. They always hung out anyway. She was her best friend. Her best friend. She was going to be ‘dating’ her childhood friend. Rainbow chanced a glance to her side. There seemed to be a lighter step and something Rainbow hadn’t seen in a while, a real smile. Something tight began to pull in her chest and she took a deep breath to alleviate it. It would be worth it.

“So…” She paused and looked away. Out of the corner of her eye she saw Fluttershy look in her direction. She let out a deep breath she had taken.

“When did you want to start this?”

As they reached their English class, the girls could see a couple people looking at them and whispering to themselves. Rainbow and Fluttershy looked at each other. Great. They were already being talked about.

“Guess we better start now.”

Feeling her face heat up, Rainbow made to grab Fluttershy's hand but grabbed at the air as Fluttershy turned and walked to her seat. Rainbow laughed nervously and brushed her empty hand behind her neck.

“Or later, that’s cool.”

As she walked to her seat, she let her hand drop, trying to elevate the heat that had pooled in her palm. This was going to be a lot to get used to.

When class was dismissed, Fluttershy waited for Rainbow to collect her things before rising from her seat. She had free period next and decided to chance spending it with Rainbow Dash, watching and cheering her on during PE. She was used to Shadow Chaser finding her during this time, as he shared the same time slot. She shivered.

With every fiber of her being, she found herself willing this plan to work. She needed it to work. Fluttershy began thinking of all that the plan entailed. Things they could do or try. She looked at Rainbow Dash walking beside her and looked down at her hand. They would need to hold hands.

As they walked down the hall, her heart began pounding in her ears. It was one thing to suggest feigning a romantic relationship, but another to actually engage in it. Fluttershy looked at her feet as they walked towards the locker rooms and took a breath. Looking beside her slightly, she reached out and grabbed Rainbow’s hand. She heard her gasp and cringed slightly, making a faint noise.

“Is,” She paused but continued. “Is this alright?”

She heard Rainbow clear her throat as her voice cracked.

“Sure.”

The warmth pooled in her palm and she was aware of the callus on her friend’s hand.

Fluttershy shrugged slightly. “We have to start this sometime.”

She felt Rainbow squeeze her hand tighter and the nerves in her stomach dissipated. She would get through this. They would get through this. It might be her problem, but she didn’t have to deal with it alone.

By the time school was over, the rumors about them had spread. Although, so far, their friends hadn’t directly addressed the issue, thankfully. Rainbow herself had gotten some looks during PE from Sunset and Applejack, but no questions.

She had met Fluttershy after her last class and from there they walked to the statue outside of the school. When the new couple arrived where their friends were waiting, they could see the question on their faces. Most of the girls looked calm, but Pinkie Pie was bouncing on her toes.

Rainbow Dash rolled her eyes and let go of Fluttershy’s hand, crossing her arms.

“Yes, Pinkie? Do you have something to say?”

There was an explosion of confetti and Fluttershy let out a startled noise, grabbing on to Rainbow’s arm.

“CONGRATULATIONS!”

The other girls laughed slightly at the antics of their friend. Rarity cleared her throat.

“I think what she means to say,” She looked at them, smiling almost too innocently. “Are the rumors true?”

Rainbow scratched her neck and rolled her eyes.

“No.” “Yes.”

She looked at Fluttershy. They had spoken at the same time and she saw the color in Fluttershy’s cheeks. Their friends just looked at each other, shrugging their shoulders. Rainbow gave her a questioning look and Fluttershy sighed but stepped away from her, letting go of her arm.

“Officially, we are together.” She said determinedly but finished with a quiet voice. “As far as the school is concerned.”

Rainbow cleared her throat. “It’s a tactic to try and keep Mr. Stalker off her back.” Their friends stared for a moment and then began nodding. Twilight spoke up.

“What happened to telling Principal Celestia?”

Fluttershy let out a heavy sigh, she looked distraught at the memory and it fired something in Rainbow. “They said she had no physical evidence. As if the stalking itself isn’t evidence enough!” She crossed her arms, grumbling slightly.

“What??” half of the girls said in unison. Sunset spoke this time. “How is that possible? I thought for sure they would at least try to do something about this.”

Rainbow looked beside her and saw Fluttershy curling into herself. The more they spoke about it, the more she seemed to lose her faith in fixing the problem. Rainbow clenched her fist.

“Well, we’ll take care of him ourselves.” The girls stopped and looked at her. “The plan is, if he sees us together, sees me with her, and sees her as unavailable, he’ll back off.” She smiled to herself and looked at Fluttershy, seeing her uncurl slightly. “Or, I’ll give him a reason to back off.”

Pinkie Pie walked forward and set her hand on Rainbow’s shoulder. Rainbow looked at her quizzingly as Pinkie fixed her eyes on hers. They stood there for a moment, Rainbow becoming increasingly uncomfortable under her stern gaze. There was a concentration in Pinkie’s face, as if she was trying to figure out a problem. Finally, she spoke.

“Are you suuure?”

Rainbow looked away and then back. “A-am I sure of what, the plan?”

Pinkie gave a knowing look and moved her gaze to Fluttershy then back to Rainbow.

“Are you suuure the rumors are fake?”

Rainbow became flustered and she swatted Pinkie’s hand away. “Yes Pinkie! I just told you, it’s part of the plan!”

Pinkie kept her smile, as if she knew something they didn’t, and it began to irritate Rainbow. She knew it was Pinkie just being Pinkie, but it made her pause briefly. What was she seeing that Rainbow couldn’t? Pinkie Pie backed off shaking her head.

“If you say so.”

Sunset cut in. “Just ignore her. We all knew something must have been up.” Applejack nodded her head. “Sure enough, we were all waiting to ask yall directly.” She smiled at Sunset. “We had suspected the rumors weren’t as true as they claimed to be.”

Pinkie shrugged, back to her bubbly tone. “I was just hopeful!”

Author's Note

A/N: First chapter!! Again, this hasn't been Beta Read yet so I'm hoping the pacing is alright.

Please, comment and critique! :rainbowkiss: I want to know what you think. What’s good and bad about it. What do you love, what do you think should have been different.

Chapter 2

Fluttershy breathed a sigh of relief when she entered her room. She smiled as she watched Rainbow set her backpack down beside hers. In the safety of her room, she was able to really think about the situation clearly.

When Rainbow Dash had suggested they talk about their plan in more detail Fluttershy immediately offered her house, not just for comfort but as a courtesy. Her friend was doing so much for her and Fluttershy was overwhelmed with gratefulness.

“T-Thank you.”

Rainbow turned to look at her friend. “Thank you Rainbow, I don’t know what I would have done if you hadn’t helped me.”

A blush bloomed on her friend’s face as she scratched the back of her neck. “Don’t mention it, Shy. You know I would do anything for you.” She smiled. “You’re my best friend.”

They both smiled for a moment and Rainbow was the first to look away.

“So, what more do you think we should do?” She sat down on the bed, leaning back on her hands. “I think it was good that we talked to our friends.” Rainbow looked away. “You know, before things got out of hand with them.”

Fluttershy laughed. “I’m pretty sure Pinkie Pie was seriously considering a party for us!”

Joining in her laughter, Rainbow Dash rolled her eyes. “Yeah, Pinkie can be a little over the top.”

“Well,” Fluttershy sat down at her desk and pulled a small notebook out. “Let's write down some ideas.” She blushed, thinking of how serious Pinkie looked. “And rules.”

“Good idea.”

“Hand holding, walking to class, sitting at lunch together,” She paused, “This all kinda seems like stuff we do now.”

She heard Rainbow’s voice crack “You think?”

Fluttershy shrugged. “We could just do it more often. Besides the holding hands thing, I don’t think Shadow Chaser would think anything has changed.” She tapped the pen to her mouth. “What could we do to make it more believable?”

Rainbow Dash suddenly sat up. “We are not going to kiss, I told you that was off limits!” Fluttershy shrunk slightly into herself, more startled than embarrassed. “N-no Rainbow, of course not! I-I know that’s part of the deal.”

Rainbow looked slightly remorseful about her outburst. It sounded a little too defensive, but she was just as quick to apologize. “Sorry Fluttershy,” Fluttershy felt herself smile slightly. “It’s ok, I-I don’t think I would want to engage in too much PDA. Even if this was real.” She blushed at the thought. All the people in the school, staring at her kissing someone. And Rainbow wasn’t someone you just ignored. Everyone would be watching.

“How about that?”

Fluttershy was broken from her train of thought. “Huh?”

“What about nicknames?”

That was something they didn’t do often. Sure, they used the occasional shortening of the name, but they were usually more formal with their names.

“Sure,” She nodded. “Yeah, that could work.”

Writing down the names she knew, she looked back at Rainbow. “I can just call you Dashie.” Blushing she continued. “And you could call me Shy. O-or Flutters, i-if you want, that is.”

Rainbow gave a tight nod. “Good. Sounds good.” She made a face, scrunching her nose. “I don’t think I could call you any of those cutesy sappy names.” She laughed and Fluttershy saw a blush on her cheeks. “That’s not really my style.”

Rainbow paused a moment in thought and fiddled with her backpack string, with slight hesitation. “What about ‘Babe’?” Fluttershy blushed slightly but smiled. “Yeah, that would be ok.”

Chuckling slightly Rainbow continued. “I mean, it’s not that sappy of a name, right?” Fluttershy nodded and saw her friend smile to herself. She knew how Rainbow reacted to what she thought was ‘sappy’ things, not wanting to tarnish her image of being ‘cool’.

“Ok” Fluttershy moved to fold her legs underneath her slightly. “What else could we do?”

There was a small silence while they thought for a moment. Most of the couples in the school would either walk to class or just hold hands. Or make out, but that wasn’t something either of them wanted to do. They were such close friends anyway, it was hard to come up with anything more that they could do, at least publicly. After a while Rainbow spoke up.

“Do you even like girls?”

Turning her head at the forward question, Fluttershy blushed and saw Rainbow do the same. “I-I’m not sure.”

Romance wasn’t something she thought about a lot. A beautiful idea in theory but she didn’t have anyone she was interested in. She was always busy with her pets or her friends.

“I guess I never thought about it that much.”

Trying to picture herself romantically attached to someone, she thought of her crush in the 6th grade. A boy with blonde hair. She wasn’t sure if she could feel that way towards a girl or not. Looking at Rainbow she studied her figure. Even though she was a strong lean athlete she still had a woman's figure. Blushing, Fluttershy looked away.

“B-But maybe,” She smiled at her new discovery. “I guess I like girls.” Looking back at Rainbow Dash she nodded. “What about you?”

Rainbow blushed. “Huh?”

“Do you like girls too?”

Noticing her friend’s face becoming increasingly red by the second she giggled. Rainbow let out a broken laugh. “Yeah, you could say that.” Fluttershy perked up. It was nice to know her friend shared her interests. “Oh, well, is there anyone you like?”

Rainbow nodded. “Y-yeah, I mean I’m kinda into her. She’s pretty cool.” Fluttershy looked at her quizzingly. Rainbow sat up straight and put her hands out. “Ok, but please don’t tell anyone!” Fluttershy giggled and motioned over her heart, reciting Pinke’s famous Pinkie Promise.

“...Spitfire.”

“Ohh!” Fluttershy’s face lit up. “You mean that girl that used to be captain?” Rainbow nodded, smiling. “Yeahh, I know she graduated but she was really awesome. She’s sporty and loud and cool and-” Rainbow paused, when Fluttershy giggled, then blushed. “Y-yeah. Just, awesome.”

The next day, Rainbow and Fluttershy agreed to wait for each other and walk into school, hand in hand. As predicted, it seemed everyone now knew about their relationship. Rainbow Dash felt Fluttershy tug on her arm slightly, trying to hide herself in her side. Which ended up working fine, because it made them seem more like an item.

Something stirred inside her stomach. Everything they did as a ‘couple’ seemed to come so easily to them. Did they always look like this, like they were romantically involved? She looked at the faces they passed in irritation, the smirks, the giggles, the dreamy eyes. She rolled her own eyes.

It had been on Rainbow’s mind since Pinkie Pie had stared her down the day before. It was like Pinkie thought the whole thing was real and the idea that they were faking it was a lie. She shook her head. The thought made Rainbow bristle and she didn’t know why she became overly defensive about the subject. It’s what everyone in the school was already thinking of them. But coming from her friend, it felt like it meant something different.

There was also the thing Fluttershy had said the night before, that they already do everything couples do. Thinking of how close she was to her oldest friend it was hard to believe that their normal routine was anything other than friendly.

Rolling her eyes, Rainbow tried to look on the bright side. At this rate, Shadow Chaser was most likely under the same assumption as everyone else, that they were, in fact, an item. But today was the real test.

“Good morning,”

Seeing the frightened look on Fluttershy’s face, she squeezed her hand, letting some of her angry tension out and using it to comfort her friend.

“G-good morning, Shadow Chaser."

Shadow Chaser smiled. It was a soft look but had an edge of something Rainbow couldn't place. Either way, it made her uncomfortable. As he was talking to Fluttershy, he practically ignored Rainbow, as if she wasn't standing beside them. It made her a little miffed. To be ignored, as well as to see the discomfort he was obviously causing her friend. Once he offered to walk with them to class, Rainbow cleared her throat.

"I think we're fine. Thanks." She spat the last word and moved her arm to Fluttershy's shoulder, guiding them away from him. Her grip was firm, almost as if she was afraid, he would take Fluttershy right from her arms. Her hold tightened slightly.

When they were further down the hall, the sound of a soft voice brought her out of her thoughts. "Thank you."

She let out a breath she hadn’t known she was holding and the grip on Fluttershy’s shoulders loosened slightly. She smiled. “That’s what I'm here for.”

During the school day, Rainbow would walk Fluttershy to class, and then dash quickly to her own classroom. She was a little strained on time but that was mostly due to the fact they would end up talking before the bell rang. Luckily, they shared some classes and Rainbow had pointedly pulled her friend along with her to her PE class. Since Fluttershy had free period, and Rainbow could visibly see she felt safer, they had agreed that during this time she would rest on the bleachers near the field.

Fluttershy sat comfortably on the bleachers, feeling the cool metal against her legs. She smiled to herself. She was excited to be there; she had missed watching Rainbow on the field. It was always fun to see her friends when they were in their element and Rainbow certainly exceeded when it came to sports.

Looking out on the field, she cheered for her friend. The small claps were drowned by the sound of the players, but she knew Rainbow could see her efforts. She could see her friend had a bright smile and a flushed face. It was simply beautiful and Fluttershy blushed at the thought. She let out a small laugh.

“Wow Fluttershy,”

She was brought out of her thoughts by a terribly familiar voice. She turned to find Shadow Chaser standing on the bleacher below her.

“I haven’t heard you laugh in a while.”

Fluttershy couldn’t help but cringe. She didn’t want to admit he was the reason that laughter died in her throat. She looked down at her hands in her lap.

“It sounds nice.”

Mumbling out a thank you, she saw him move to sit next to her. For a moment he didn’t say anything. They sat in silence, and for a moment she was grateful. Then that moment broke.

“I thought you might be out here.” He looked towards the field. “Since the news hit about you and your friend over there.”

She looked out on the field and could see Rainbow watching them. There was worry all over her face and Fluttershy was grateful she had noticed his presence.

Shadow Chaser continued with a slight pout to his tone. “You know, it hurt me when I found out about that. You, dating someone else. Someone,” He paused, and she looked up at him. “Unfitting for you.”

“I’m sorry,” Her voice was small, and she felt more hurt than he sounded. But even someone as invasive as him she knew had feelings too. “It wasn’t my intention to hurt your feelings.” That was only partially true. She wanted him gone from her life but not necessarily to hurt him. She sighed. This was all so complicated.

“Thank you.”

He began moving his hand towards her and she froze up.

“I can tell that sounded genuine. You’ve always been such a nice girl.”

He touched her hand and slid it up her arm. She had long since given up fending him off when he talked to her. That, she forced herself to deal with. But his touches were new and more frightening, and she didn’t know how to handle them.

“How about a kiss and make up?”

Fluttershy could feel her heartbeat in her throat and pressed her lips together in a thin line. She was petrified and didn’t know how to respond as he moved closer.

Holding back a cry of relief, she heard a loud shout from across the field. Turning her head, she saw Rainbow Dash running towards them, and with the speed she knew only her friend possessed, she was at their side in an instant.

“What are you doing?”

Shadow Chaser moved away from Fluttershy, but only slightly. He still had a hand on her arm.

“Babe, are you ok?” Rainbow looked at her, she wasn’t even out of breath but Fluttershy could see her face was flushed with worry and anger.

“Excuse us,” Shadow Chaser frowned. “We were just having a conversation.” His grip seemed to tighten slightly, and with it, the knot in Fluttershy’s throat.

Rainbow scoffed. “A one-sided conversation.” She crossed her arms, giving him a hard glare. “Get away from my girlfriend.”

With a grunt, Shadow Chaser pulled away, but didn’t move to stand up. Turning for a moment Fluttershy saw Applejack and Sunset run up behind Rainbow Dash, worry on their faces.

“She’s aloud to hang out with whoever she wants, you can’t control who she’s friends with.” It was more of a whine than a threat, but he crossed his arms, trying to mimic Rainbow Dash’s threatening posture. “Jealousy is not a very becoming trait.”

“I-I’m not-” Rainbow began to get flustered and moved closer in what Fluttershy knew to be a dangerous way. “Of what, being stalked??” Reaching for his shirt, she practically dragged him into a standing position, her fists balled into his shirt. Fear was evident in his eyes.

There were protests from her friends, but they fell on deaf ears. Sunset even tried to reach out to Rainbow but was swiftly pushed aside. Her fuchsia eyes were almost red with fury.

Fluttershy stood as well, a soft hand moving to Rainbow’s shoulder. Unlike Sunset’s, she wasn’t brushed off. Fluttershy let out a protest and could feel the blood pumping in her ears, fingers numb.

Pointedly ignoring her plea, Rainbow looked into Shadow Chaser’s eyes, her voice low. “Leave my friend alone.”

The fear slipped slightly into what Fluttershy could only call dark amusement.

“Friend?”

Rainbow blanched a second and her grip tightened but before she could answer, the coach came running up to them, whistle blowing.

“Break it up! Break it up!”

Rainbow reluctantly let go of his shirt and rolled her eyes. As the coach came near, she had her hands on her hips. “What’s going on here?”

“Nothing Coach.” Rainbow replied and she moved to hold Fluttershy’s hand. Fluttershy gave it a squeeze when she felt their hands meet. It was grounding and she latched onto that thought.

Eyeing the couple, the obvious fear in the timid girls’ eyes, and the increasingly nervous looking boy, the coach motioned her thumb towards the locker rooms. “You two, head to the lockers. You girls, back to warm-ups.” And pointing to the boy, she gestured towards the school. “And you, get off my field. This is a class practice.” She stood her ground, eyeing Shadow Chaser with caution.

Shadow Chaser looked conflicted but nodded and fled reluctantly. He gave a small wave and a fake smile. “See you later, Fluttershy.”

Fluttershy was too frozen to respond as she was pulled away.

Once in the safety of the locker room, Rainbow let out an exasperated sigh. She looked at their hands, Fluttershy’s grip still strong. Her senses were starting to return to normal and she could feel the warmth radiating between them.

“Hey,” She turned to face her friend. “You okay, Fluttershy?”

With a small shake of her head, Fluttershy looked up at Rainbow. “I-I’m fine.”

“Did,” She sighed. “Did he do anything? I saw him get close to you, he looked like he was,” She hesitated, not wanting to relive the imagery. “t-trying to kiss you or something.”

“N-no, he didn’t.” She blanched, frowning. “I mean, yes he was going to but he didn’t.” She looked down at their hands. “You stopped him right in time.” Looking back up, Fluttershy let herself smile a little. “Thank you.”

Rainbow blushed and moved her free hand behind her neck. There was something about the look her friend had and the leftover adrenaline that gave her a warm numbing feeling in her chest. “Hey, Shy, it’s no problem.” She frowned slightly. “I couldn’t just stand there and watch him harass you.”

Rainbow finally let go of her friend’s hand stretching her fingers a bit. She hadn’t realized how hard of a grip Fluttershy had until they were inside. Her voice cracked. “I tried to get to you sooner, but it was hard to get away from the coach.” Rainbow had been livid when she saw him approach Fluttershy. They had agreed on no violence but seeing his hands on her made something inside of her snap. Somewhere in the back of her mind she felt it was more than just the protection she felt for her friend. It was instinct and she didn’t really want to analyze it at that moment. She shook her head.

Fluttershy was still looking at her, the small smile she held returning to a frown. “Rainbow Dash, this is exactly what I was afraid would happen!” Fluttershy seemed to shake herself from her earlier terror and turned into what Rainbow could only label as her motherly mode.

Rainbow blanched. “I didn’t get hurt.”

“Wh-I know. There’s no way HE could have hurt you.” If Fluttershy didn’t seem so upset, Rainbow would have laughed. She remembered the genuine fear in Shadow Chaser’s face. That had been satisfying.

“But you almost got caught by the teacher! What would she have done to you if you actually punched him?” They were already close and Fluttershy put her hands on her friend’s shoulders. “You could have been kicked off the team.”

A brief glimmer of fear passed through Rainbow’s eyes, but it was gone in an instant. She rolled them. “Ah, come on, Fluttershy! I’m way too valuable for that to happen.” She briefly gave a smug smile. “Besides, I didn’t actually punch him.” It was a true statement, but she wouldn’t have felt at all sorry if she had.

Fluttershy only gave her a warning glare. Rainbow laughed and put her hands up defensively as Fluttershy let go of her shoulders. “Alright, alright. I won’t do that again.” She smiled. She didn’t know how Fluttershy had this effect on her but seeing her like this, headstrong and protective, was endearing. It was a rare occurrence and even though it was aimed towards her, it made her feel a little special that only she got to see it.

Fluttershy nodded and suddenly was hugging her. Rainbow felt the heat pool in her cheeks as she lifted her arms automatically.

“I was so scared.”

With more purpose, Rainbow tightened her arms around her.

“I-I don’t know what I would have done if you didn’t stop him. I just- shut down.” There was a soft noise, almost as if she was going to cry and Rainbow pushed her face into her neck.

“I’m sorry Fluttershy.” She said quietly. The scent of flowers and sweet shampoo was all Rainbow could breath and she did, she breathed deeply. It was calming and they both needed calm at this moment.

“I wish I had gotten there sooner. I don’t,” she paused. Rainbow was never good at comforting, but she knew she had to try. “I don’t know what else to do.”

The rest of the day went by smoothly compared. They met up after school and walked home together. There was no sign of Shadow Chaser.

Author's Note

A/N: Thoughts and comments are appreciated!! Please critique and tell me what’s good and bad! :rainbowkiss:

Chapter 3

When Rainbow Dash and Fluttershy walked into school the following day, by their surprise, Shadow Chaser was nowhere to be seen again. It was curious and Rainbow kept her arms around Fluttershy, just in case. She breathed in the scent of her friend to calm her nerves and specifically ignored any reason why that would calm her in the first place.

“Dashie, I haven’t seen him this morning.” Rainbow nodded, still a little stiff. “Maybe that’s a good thing?” She looked beside her and was caught off guard. Fluttershy’s face was full of hope and she was smiling, really smiling, and something stirred within her at that smile. The corners of her mouth twitched upward.

“Y-yeah Shy,” Her response was almost breathy. They were so close, and she could see every detail of her face, the subtle pink glow in her eyes and the fine strands of hair that surrounded her. She breathed in, the hope becoming contagious. “Maybe he knows not to mess with you anymore.” Rainbow puffed out her chest, her mood lighter than before, and held her fist up. “He knows what’ll happen if he does.”

Despite her threat, Fluttershy laughed and it made Rainbow smirk. It was music to her ears, and she had to hear more of it. There was an addictive quality to it that made her more confident, that if she could hear that laughter again everything would be okay.

“He probably ran home scared and decided hiding under the covers was a safer option.” Fluttershy put a hand over her mouth but let herself laugh freely and Rainbow counted that as a win. She began to laugh as well. “No one messes with you, Shy.” She hugged her closer, really feeling her body against her own. It was warm as her cheeks were and she couldn’t keep the smile off her face. “No one messes with my girl.”

They both paused and Rainbow Dash let her grip loosen. Fluttershy was still smiling but she was looking away slightly. It had been a slip of her tongue with her emotions running high. Sure, Rainbow was possessive, but she had never referred to any of her friends as her own like that. She gave off an awkward laugh, letting her arm fall away, as they reached their lockers.

“Come on, let’s get to class.”

Turning her head away quickly she thought she saw a blush on Fluttershy’s face but didn’t want to think about it too much. They had both been laughing and their faces were bound to be flushed.

After a moment of gathering things needed for her first class, she felt a hand on her arm. Fluttershy’s voice was quiet, but more than usual. She had to strain to hear what her friend was saying.

“Rainbow,”

“Huh? She turned and saw the flushed face had been replaced with tense lines and worry. “Fluttershy?” That look could only mean she saw Shadow Chaser but before she could turn to see for herself, she was pulled forward by her shirt.

Rainbow let out a surprised sound. Fluttershy was still speaking just below a whisper and she moved closer to Rainbow, a serious look in her eyes. Fluttershy briefly apologized but her tone was almost in a panic.

“I see him, Rainbow.” She put her head in her hands. “I don’t know what to do.” Rainbow lifted an arm, putting it protectively around her. “I’m with you, remember,” She smiled slightly “He’s scared of me now.”

Fluttershy lifted her head and let herself smile slightly. Rainbow nodded to convince not only Fluttershy but herself of this fact. He had to be scared. It was the only thing that seemed to keep him at a distance. She saw her friend’s eyes widen in thought.

“Could you, I mean, I think it might help if you,” She trailed off but looked behind Rainbow’s shoulder and her resolve seemed to harden.

“Come closer to my face.”

Rainbow’s expression was confused but she felt her cheeks heat up, nonetheless. She became flustered, stuttering slightly, “uhh, I mean-”

Fluttershy backpedaled quickly, “I don’t mean anything like k-kissing.” She blushed and looked down. “Just something like, whispering in my ear or- I don’t know.”

She looked up and into her eyes, pleading. “Please, Rainbow? He's less likely to approach us if we're more...” Her face reddened further as she paused, it seemed hard for her to say. “intimately involved.”

Rainbow Dash could see the real fear in her eyes, even past the fluster. Shadow Chaser genuinely frightened her and this silly idea of them as a couple was practically her last line of defense against this guy. Quickly, she leaned in close. It might work and if anything, it would calm Fluttershy down. That thought hardened her resolve and she nodded.

Briefly, Rainbow thought about balancing herself on the pale shoulder next to her face but opted for putting her forearm on the locker behind Fluttershy's head, clenching her fist in nervousness. Immediately her senses were filled with the floral scent that was increasingly becoming familiar to her.

She hesitantly leaned her head close to Fluttershy's ear and tentatively took her yellow hand in her free one. Rainbow felt a warmness rise to her cheeks as she said softly, “I hope this is okay.”

She could feel Fluttershy shiver slightly but nod her head. “Yes,” the grip tightened on her blue one. “But I'm not quite certain what to do.”

Rainbow loosened her hand and lightly pushed her fingers through Fluttershy’s. Her senses were on fire and her breath quickened slightly. Never had she been this close to any of her friends. Even the closest one from her childhood. It was a sensory overload and she didn’t know how to process it.

“Just pretend I'm saying all the sappy things to you.” Her voice cracked.

Fluttershy giggled, putting a lump in Rainbow’s throat at the sound, and moved her fingers against Rainbow’s. Again, heat pulsed through her hand and up her arm at the tender touch. So soft against her calloused ones. The slight friction was all she could focus on.

“Don't pretend you wouldn't be sappy if this were real.”

Rainbow chuckled slightly but felt her face heat up even more. If it were real.

“I just hope he can take a hint.”

They stayed that way for a long moment, surprisingly uninterrupted. Rainbow was growing increasingly uncomfortable, her arm becoming sore from the lack of movement and weight of her body. She shifted experimentally to the other side of Fluttershy’s face and let out a small laugh. She could feel Fluttershy shiver under her.

“I wonder what our friends would say, if they saw us right now.”

Fluttershy smiled beside her. “Oh, I’m sure Pinkie would think it was convincing.”

Rainbow lifted herself slightly to look at her friend, eyes darting across her details. There was still a blush on her face, and she felt breathless when she realized they were, again, so close, that she was able to see the individual strands of hair covering her eyes.

Instinctively she let go of the locker and reached to tuck the strands behind her ear. It was a delicate gesture and she saw Fluttershy part her lips with a breath. Rainbow wasn’t sure how someone as brash as her was able to achieve something so gentle, but she felt like she had been pulled into a trance and that the world around them no longer existed.

That is until the bell rang, jolting both out of their locked gaze. They were both blushing and Rainbow turned, quickly grabbed her book bag and slammed the locker, a little too loudly.

Rainbow had never experienced anything like that before and her mind was frazzled. Fluttershy was her friend and she couldn't understand why seeing her so close, practically in her arms, had taken her breath away.

She moved to leave but paused, waiting for Fluttershy. When the shy girl had finished grabbing her things she followed, and Rainbow extended her hand. They walked together towards homeroom, with a quick pace and flushed faces.

Fluttershy became increasingly relaxed as the day continued. Surprisingly, she had been left alone for most of the morning. She shared a class with Shadow Chaser right before lunch but even then, he had seemed distant. He talked with her and the looks he gave her still made her shiver, but he hadn’t tried to touch her. For that she was grateful.

Walking into the cafeteria for lunch Fluttershy smiled. Their plan might just be working. There was that encounter before school had started and she blushed remembering. Shadow Chaser had seemed to walk past them, but Rainbow had just been so close, it had been hard to think of anything else once she felt her body pressed against her own. They had never been that close before and seeing her cyan face so close, her shining eyes that were always full of spirit, it made her feel weak at the knees.

Shaking her head, Fluttershy looked at her tray of food and quickly shuffled towards her friends. Those were thoughts for another day. If the plan was working, then she wouldn't have to hide behind her friend anymore. The prospect of being able to have her life back was a freeing feeling. Her smile was so wide, her friends gave her questioning glances when she reached the table.

When Rainbow reached the table, Pinkie spoke up. “Sooo, how’s our favorite couple??”

Fluttershy smiled as Rainbow answered. “It’s going well, he hasn’t bothered us this morning.” Fluttershy nodded in agreement, smiling.

“Huh, isn’t that kinda weird?” Sunset said. The smile on Fluttershy’s face slipped a little bit as Rainbow agreed but she answered. “I-I think maybe he’s just lost interest.” She looked down at her food. “At least, I’m hoping.”

“We’re still looking out for him.” Rainbow said and looked towards Fluttershy. “We saw him this morning" She blushed slightly and continued. "but he never came up to us.” She shrugged and began to eat her food.

Applejack spoke up. “I agree with Sunset, I don’t think it’ll be that easy.”

“Didn’t you fight him off yesterday, dear?” Rarity said. Rainbow puffed her chest a bit. “I sure did,” Fluttershy cleared her throat but didn’t look up from her food. Rainbow laughed slightly. “Okay, I didn’t actually beat him up, but I sure wanted to.”

“I’m just sayin’. I know what happened, I saw what happened, but I just don’t think that will scare him off.” Applejack gave her last word and the subject was dropped. Fluttershy was glad. She was happy for the worry of her friends, but it made the hope she had felt deplete a little.

Halfway into lunch Rainbow asked Fluttershy if she should wrap her arm around her while they sat together. She nodded, it couldn’t hurt, and she honestly felt safe in her friend's arms.

So, Rainbow slowly wrapped her arm around Fluttershy. The feeling of her hands running along the side of her waist was soft enough it began to trigger her fight or flight mechanic and she began to giggle slightly. Rainbow looked over and Fluttershy could tell that her cheeks were warming.

“Wha- I thought you said this was ok?”

Fluttershy put her hand up to her mouth and smiled. “It is, Dashie, but it kind of tickles.”

Smirking, Rainbow wiggled her fingers a bit and Fluttershy could feel her other hand slide around her stomach in response. “You mean like this??”

Before she was aware of what was happening, she was bursting out in a fit of laughter. Fluttershy began to squirm in her friend’s arms and leaned in, burying her head in her shoulder.

It was a blissful feeling being so close and tender with her friend and having her laugh right along with her. The feeling was so foreign, it was tingly and numbing and left her breathless. But it was also familiar. The sound of her friend’s laughter, the happiness she felt when she was around her, and the smile on her face. Fluttershy looked up at the girl who held her. In that moment it seemed like laughing together, being happy together, was the only thing that was important. She smiled as Rainbow held her in her arms.

Their friends suddenly began nudging each other and waved to get their attention. Shadow Chaser had come in and was very visibly searching the room. Fluttershy hadn’t seen them in time before a shadow crossed over their table.

Shadow Chaser stood, tall, with a calmingly twisted expression on his face. He spoke before either had noticed him approaching. “I know you’re faking it.”

Fluttershy froze, her lighthearted mood was gone and the all too familiar fear she had been experiencing this week coming back to her. Feeling a calming strong hand on her hip, Fluttershy brushed her hair away from her eyes. “H-hello Shadow Chaser.”

Shadow Chaser smiled, and it gave Fluttershy a sickening shiver. She felt Rainbow’s hands grip her slightly.

“I know this is some joke between you and your dumb friends.” He laughed at the girls’ protest, an almost genuine lighthearted laughter that made Fluttershy’s skin crawl.

“I've been watching you today.” So that’s where he had been, he wasn’t hiding from them, he was hiding to observe them. She swallowed a lump in her throat. He continued.

"From what I've observed between you and," he paused and cringed. "her, you probably don’t even like girls, do you?”

She could hear Rainbow loudly scoff at his words. Shadow Chaser began to step closer, giving her another sweet smile.

“Come on, lovely, you don’t have to pretend anymore.” He pleaded as he reached towards her and she felt her muscles tense. “Let’s go outside for lunch today.”

Suddenly Fluttershy was aware of his hand dangerously near her face. Her body had frozen when he began to draw near and before she was able to respond in any way, she saw a blue hand smack his. “Get your fucking hand away from my girlfriend!!”

It was like she was snapped out of a trance and she was finally aware of the situation. Rainbow had positioned herself slightly around Fluttershy, keeping between her and Shadow Chaser, and was clenching her fists. Fluttershy lightly put her hand on the arm around her and spoke up. “Rainbow, please, you promised.” Rainbow turned her head, flustered. “I’m sorry, but he keeps crossing the line when he touches you.”

“Excuse me!” They turned to Shadow Chaser as he spoke. There seemed to be slight fear in his eyes, but he covered it immediately.

“Come on, dear. The joke is over.” He paused slightly, an almost hurt look on his face. He hesitated. “I-It is a joke, isn’t it?”

The situation was escalating and Fluttershy could feel Rainbow tense up as he turned to her, his features hardening. “Some sick twisted joke?" If Fluttershy didn't know any better, she would say he genuinely looked confused and hurt. "Have you even kissed her?”

The moment froze. Both Rainbow and Fluttershy paused and held their breath. He had reached a point they hadn’t been willing to cross in their charade. Looking at Rainbow, she could see the struggle behind her flushed face as she struggled to respond. It was way too much to ask her to cave into a request like that. Fluttershy tried ignoring what her own mind thought about the situation. Even if it was fake, it was such an intimate gesture. She had never dated anyone, let alone kissed someone. And in public.

She heard Shadow Chaser reply in relief. He nodded, “Good.”

Somehow, he had figured it out, but she knew that Rainbow never gave up without a fight. Rainbow shook her head as if coming out of her frozen state. “Doesn’t matter if we’ve kissed, public or not. That’s fucking bullshit. You know she’s shy.”

Fluttershy could feel her face heat up more at the insinuations. Rainbow was still trying to cover. It would be highly unfair to pressure her friend into such an intimate act. She had already done quite a lot. Fluttershy was sure he knew now, and there was nothing more they could do to salvage their plan.

Feeling the pin prick of tears in her eyes, she tugged on Rainbow’s shirt, looking at her with as much strength as she could and spoke quietly, only loud enough for her friend to hear her.

“It’s ok Rainbow, you don’t have to be pressured into anything you don’t want to.”

She could see the conflict of protecting her friend and proving Shadow Chaser wrong or doing something neither of them felt was needed. Fluttershy saw Rainbow looking from her to Shadow Chaser and back again. Pausing briefly as she stared into her own eyes. She couldn’t help it but she knew she must look so frightened.

A blue hand lifted hesitantly, pausing for only a moment before caressing it through her hair, grabbing her head with both hands and gently pulling her forward.

Soft lips met and a surge of heat formed between the pair. It was wet and warm and felt like nothing she had ever experienced.

Fluttershy became aware that Rainbow was moving her lips, almost in a massage type motion. She wasn’t sure what to do and knew her friends must be witnessing two of their close friend’s doing something so daring.

She could feel the kiss get softer, more precise and suddenly there was a slimy wet feeling against her lips. It became hard to think of anything except the feeling against her. She suppressed a slight moan. The world around them fell away. It was only Fluttershy and Rainbow Dash in that moment.

Her hands gripped tightly to Rainbow’s shoulders as she felt Rainbow tilt her head slightly, keeping her fingers secure in her hair, as she let her friend explore her closed lips.

Unlike it’s beginning, they ended the kiss slowly, pulling away and Fluttershy looked into Rainbow’s bright fuchsia eyes. She took in a needed breath and felt almost transfixed by her friend’s eyes, which were glossed over and looked much like how she felt.

It wasn’t until they heard Shadow Chaser’s voice again did, they look away from one another.

“Gross... Whatever.”

He folded his arms, upset, and Fluttershy felt Rainbow pull away quickly. “I still don’t think you’re fooling anybody.”

He then began walking away, leaving the lunchroom altogether. Fluttershy slowly turned to look at her friend, who had gone back to eating her lunch. She then looked at her other friends across the table, all with wide eyes, Pinkie with a wide smile.

She wasn’t sure what in the world had just transpired, but friend or not, something sparked within her.

The feeling those blue lips were able to lend and such a tender touch. It hadn’t been rough like she thought it might be with Rainbow, like most things were with her. It was soft and gentle. Almost like how Rainbow was when it was only the two of them.

Fluttershy looked at Rainbow again and gripped her hands in her lap. The feeling that stirred inside of her during the kiss was a more intense, very intense, version of the warm feeling when she was leaning against Rainbow while being tickled. Fuzzy, static, a numbness she couldn’t place. She didn’t know what it was, but it was strong.

Sighing in defeat, she leaned her head on her knuckles. She could see Rainbow pause, looking in her direction, and felt her lean close speaking softly, in the way she only did around her.

“You-uh, you ok, Fluttershy?”

Fluttershy smiled at the care in her voice. “Yeah.” Sighing again. “I hope he finally gets the message that I’m not worth bothering.”

Since the kiss during lunch, Rainbow’s mind had been fried. She knew that it was all part of their plan, and that kissing was something they had specifically agreed not to do, but Shadow Chaser had trapped them into a corner. Had it been a bad decision? In the long run, Rainbow didn’t think so. He had backed off for the most part and it seemed to get at least something through to him. But the damage it had done to her mind and her own feelings was jarring.

She had meant it to be a quick kiss, just to prove a point, but from the moment she ran her fingers through her friend’s hair all she could think about was the warm sensation of her touch. Rainbow wasn’t all that experienced, but she had shared kisses with other girls before. However, none of them could compare to the electric sensory overload of soft lips she kissed that day. It was almost a burning sensation, in the best numbing way possible.

After school, Rainbow went straight home, of course still dropping Fluttershy off at her house. Once she reached her room, her mind had collapsed in on itself.

Rainbow wasn’t sure what had possessed her to really get into and feel the kiss but feel she did. She remembered how it felt to have her kissing back, her gentle hands grabbing her strong arms. She instinctively had wanted to run her tongue along Fluttershy’s, deepening the kiss but was reminded of the situation they were in when she hadn’t openly accepted her prodding.

Throwing a pillow across the room she cursed. “God, what’s happening to me!” She groaned and fell face first into her sheets.

It was unfair for her to force something so intimate on her friend like that. Rainbow had apologized several times afterward but Fluttershy had seemed to be okay with it, or at least showed no sign that she was mad.

The next day, Shadow Chaser had kept his distance, much to the relief of Fluttershy. It was already past lunch and Rainbow Dash placed her hand over her friend’s waist as they walked. There was a warm buzzing feeling where their bodies touched. She tried her hardest to push these strange sensations from her mind.

“R-Rainbow Dash?” She silently thanked Fluttershy for the distraction, turning her head slightly. “Yeah babe?” Willing herself not to blush at the nickname.

“I-I was thinking last night and, w-well,” She hesitated as they neared their classroom. “Do you think we should add kissing to our list?” Rainbow’s thoughts immediately derailed. She came to a full stop and turned, with wide eyes. “What?”

Fluttershy put up her hands defensively. “I-It’s just that, now everyone has seen us kiss, plus Shadow Chaser seemed more convinced after we,” She visibly blushed but swallowed and continued. “did that, so maybe if we do it more often?” Fluttershy shrugged her shoulders as Rainbow Dash fought to breath. “Only if you want to! We don’t even have t-to on the l-lips.”

Fluttershy was now looking at her feet and holding her hands in front of her. Rainbow forced herself to take a deep breath.

More kissing. The warm buzzing feeling intensified at the idea, making her hands numb, which then gave Rainbow a weird sinking feeling in her stomach. She didn’t want to place what these weird feelings were but the fact they felt good, worried her.

“Um...” They were standing just a classroom away from their destination. Rainbow looked down at her hand still on Fluttershy’s waist. There was a small part of her that loved the feeling and it pushed its desire to the front of her mind, letting the blood pool in her cheeks.

She slowly nodded. The worried expression in Fluttershy’s face began to melt away so Rainbow nodded more firmly, willing herself to keep calm. “Uh, yeah sure Shy.” She shrugged some of her nerves away. It felt strange that Fluttershy was the one to suggest it. “I mean, if you're sure. You know, if you’re ok with the PDA.” She looked away. “I know it’s not the most ideal situation.”

“It’s ok Dashie,” Rainbow saw Fluttershy blush visibly, but she continued to smile. “It really did seem to work, and he hasn’t been bothering me as much since, and I,” She shrugged. “I-I really don’t mind.”

Rainbow’s heart felt like it was throbbing in her throat and she tried to swallow. The look on her friend’s face was flushed and careful and adorable and there was a gravity almost pulling her closer. Rainbow had been trying not to admit it to herself, but she didn’t mind the intimate contact either.

That desire she felt earlier wormed its way to the front of her mind again and without thinking, she lifted her hand, moving strands of pink hair away with her thumb. She could feel Fluttershy’s breath on her face and she saw her eyes widen, if only slightly. Rainbow let go of her hair but didn’t back away.

“Do y-you want to-” Her voice cracked, and she cleared her throat. “Do you want to,” her eyes looked away and she felt like a coward for not being able to even say the words. “Do it now?”

Fluttershy looked down and away as well, but her smile never seemed to falter. “S-sure.”

It was a small kiss to anyone who was watching, quick and simple, but there was that same electricity again that had Rainbow feeling almost lost when she pulled back. It took her an embarrassingly long second to force the fog out of her mind.

“Right, good.” She cleared her throat and straightened her back. She saw Fluttershy do the same. The more they continued this, the more these weird feelings began to rise, and she felt shameful for feeding her growing desire.

“Let’s um,” She couldn't even look at Fluttershy as they walked into the class. “Let’s get to class.”

Author's Note

A/N: Things are really getting interesting now! :rainbowwild: Let me know if any of this feels rushed. I wanted to really dig deep into the thought behind the kiss. From both ends, there's more from Flutters about it in the next chapter.

Critique and comment! :rainbowkiss:

Chapter 4

During the next week of school, Rainbow Dash lived in blissful agony. It had seemed every time they kissed or were intimately close with one another, Shadow Chaser would leave them alone. He might nod his head to them but continue by. This seemed like a breakthrough. Rainbow also didn’t mind the intimacy with her friend, much to her own dismay and even felt herself craving the attention.

She wasn’t sure why it was so comfortable and enjoyable. The more she thought about it, the harder it became to look at her friend the same. Fluttershy was exceptionally beautiful. Rainbow had never doubted this fact, but seeing her in a romantic light, made the fact stand out. One day it almost hit her square in the face that to her, Fluttershy was probably the most beautiful girl in the school.

Rainbow had spent a full night agonizing about what that meant for their friendship. It wasn’t only her beauty but the tender care she showed towards others and, Rainbow wasn’t sure if it was wishful thinking, the special tenderness that was directed towards herself. The look of happiness on her face that came when Rainbow entered the room.

Her chest felt warm just thinking about her.

Their second week of being a couple was coming to an end and it had seemed the plan had actually worked. Over time, Shadow Chaser was gradually keeping his distance, even when Fluttershy was alone. When seeing Rainbow or her friends around, he wouldn't even bother to approach and Fluttershy said in the class she shared with him, he now would almost ignore her.

Rainbow felt it might be a ploy of his, but it was exactly what they wanted.

If Shadow Chaser stayed away from them, they might not have to continue their charade anymore. Rainbow decidedly ignored the sinking tight feeling at the thought of ending the closeness they had developed.

During her break in PE class, Rainbow sat relaxing on the bleachers, with her back to Fluttershy and the timid girls’ hands in her hair. When it came to Fluttershy, Rainbow had almost no willpower. So, when her friend had suggested she braid her hair, she shrugged but agreed. Fluttershy had clapped her hands together and giggled to herself.

With a fist on her blushing cheek she tried to hide her enjoyment of the action with a pout. Something Rainbow wasn’t expecting was the sensation of Fluttershy’s fingers running through her hair. Almost massaging her scalp, so light and gentle, gathering the hair in her hands. She tried not to close her eyes and lean into her touch. It was relaxing and Rainbow, although embarrassed at caving into something so girly and sappy, was glad she had agreed.

“Your hair is so beautiful, Dash.”

Rainbow had been drifting into a leisure mindset and was startled out of it. “It’s perfect for braiding.” Rainbow blushed at the compliment. “The strands are like the grain of wood, it shows off the veins of color, all intertwining together.”

Frozen, Rainbow didn’t know what to say. No one had ever complimented her like that. Sure, she had gotten loads of compliments about her athletic skill and agility. But she wasn’t the most feminine girl out there and beauty wasn’t something she focused on.

Her voice cracked as she quietly thanked her, putting her head in her hands as she let Fluttershy finish her styling.

“All done!” She sang, and Rainbow Dash turned to look at her, face still warm from her blushing.

“Thanks Shy.”

They smiled at each other for a moment before Rainbow was called onto the field again. Breaking away, she jumped up and ran into the game. Sunset and Applejack complimented her on her hairstyle change. All she could do was scratch the back of her neck and awkwardly thank them.

The rest of the match, Rainbow Dash was barely able to get her head into the game.

The moment she shared with Fluttershy had felt so different. It wasn’t new, and that was the part that was freaking her out. Everything felt so natural, like having Fluttershy’s hands entangled in her hair was something she wanted to feel every day.

Stopping dead in her tracks, the opposing teammate who had been right behind, almost slammed into her. Rainbow Dash’s heart began to race.

Fluttershy was something she wanted every day.

Enjoying the closeness and craving the small kisses they shared was one thing but needing to be around her was a completely different playing field. She hadn’t wanted to put a label on the feelings she was going through but somehow ‘crush’ didn’t seem to cover it.

It felt hard to swallow and Rainbow looked at her surroundings. There were a couple of her teammates staring at her, but her mind couldn’t focus on who. A lump still in her throat, she spoke up, the sound deafening in her ears.

“Hey coach? Can I take a breather?” Her coach looked like she was going to say no but apparently Rainbow looked just as panicked as she felt, and she dismissed her with a wave of her hand.

Not waiting for her to change her mind, Rainbow ran towards the locker room, realizing that the lump in her throat was her heart.

Fluttershy felt strange to admit it, even to herself, but being able to run her fingers through Rainbow Dash’s hair had felt so amazing. Her hair was so soft, and it warmed her cheeks just thinking about how she had just let her do it. She hadn’t really put up a fuss.

It was similar to their intimate cuddling, it gave her that same feeling, that Fluttershy was trusted. That Rainbow trusted her enough to hold her, to put her hands on her. That idea made her blush intensify and she felt a warm flutter in her chest.

Ever since the first kiss they shared, her mind had been in a blissful state. Something about being around Rainbow and how comfortable she was being intimate with her made her feel like things really were going to turn out okay.

Fluttershy had been contemplating what all that really meant.

There was a shuffling sound beside her and to her annoyance she saw Shadow Chaser walking over, breaking her from her revere. This time, the warm feeling in her chest kept her grounded and she was able to simply give him a tight smile. When he didn’t leave, she sighed.

“Please leave.”

Her time away from him had given her the courage and really let her see how badly he had affected her life. Shadow Chaser had his hands in his pockets and swayed back and forth slightly.

“I just wanted to say Hi.”

Fluttershy moved her eyes back to the game and noticed Rainbow Dash run towards the locker rooms. Before she could wonder what Rainbow was doing, Shadow Chaser took her silence as an invitation and sat down next to her, luckily though he had given her a breath of distance. After a short pause he spoke up.

“I miss talking with you.”

He was quiet and Fluttershy felt slightly ashamed mixed with irritation. She hated feeling like the bad guy in this situation. He seemed genuinely sad that he couldn't be around her anymore.

“Are you avoiding me?” There was hurt in his tone and Fluttershy shook her head.

“Of course not.” She lied. If she really thought about it, he had been the one avoiding her. Though, through her own efforts to make it happen. “It’s just- well,” She put her hands up defensively. “I’ve just been busy with school and the animal shelter and my girlfriend.”

The last word had his features shifting. He had almost looked like he understood that she was busy but when she had mentioned Rainbow Dash, his face hardened.

“I’m sorry I’m not good enough to hang around anymore.” He crossed his arms. “If she is purposely keeping you from me then maybe she isn’t as good a girlfriend as you think.”

“She is.” She said harshly but then hesitated. “It’s not that.” She wasn’t comfortable lying but her good nature always seemed to get the better of her. “I really have been just busy recently.”

She hung her head in defeat. He dropped his arms and sighed.

“I forgive you, Fluttershy.” Fluttershy held an eye roll she felt coming, something she would never do in front of anyone, but he seemed to push her limits. Shadow Chaser lifted his hand and placed it on her shoulder. “Let’s not fight about this.” And he pulled her close for a hug.

She tensed and didn’t bother pulling her arms up to reciprocate. She felt like a stiff board in his embrace.

“I know you’re busy and I know you’re being naive about this whole Rainbow thing.” He practically spat her name as he pulled away and it made Fluttershy bristle slightly. “But it’s ok. You’re just too nice sometimes.”

He smiled, an almost genuine smile, and it made her skin crawl. He was being presumptuous, and she hated that he always made her out to be the one at fault. She was tired of this. She was tired of just taking it. And she was tired of the emotional turmoil he put her through.

A couple nights earlier, she had been at Rainbow’s house, talking about the situations Shadow Chaser had been putting her through, ever since he started following her. There was one thing that Rainbow had said that stuck in her mind. ’Just because he had feelings for her, did not make her responsible for those feelings’.

Without thinking about it she let out a frustrated sigh. Shadow Chaser raised his eyebrows slightly.

“You know what.” She found herself saying. “I am too nice.”

Fluttershy turned to face him, steeling her nerves. “Please leave.”

He paused, having trouble processing her comment. “Uh, what do you mean, I just got here.” He laughed it off forcefully and moved to sit closer.

Fluttershy stood with a purpose.

“I told you to leave. Would you please go away.” It wasn’t a question and Fluttershy could feel the adrenaline running through her.

“You know,” He said, standing and pointing a finger at her. “You’ve changed. I think Rainbow Dash has been a bad influence on you.” He crossed his arms. “You weren't ever like this before you started dating her.”

“And what about the last 12 years of my life that she’s been present?” Fluttershy crossed her arms as well, challengingly. “She’s been the best influence in my life that anyone ever has.”

She walked close to him, feeling her heart race.

“Go away.”

Shadow Chaser blanched for a moment. He rolled his eyes and put on a smile.

“You’ve never wanted me to go away before,”

Fluttershy could tell he was trying to be charming but her patience for him had finally been spent.

“That must mean you don’t mean it.”

He lifted his hand to her arm, and they were both surprised as she batted it away. She felt the shock on her face but covered it quickly.

“No, I have never wanted your company. You always talked over me or pushed me into silence.”

Sitting back on the bleachers she stared out at the game, as if nothing had happened.

“So, Go. Away.”

She could tell Shadow Chaser was stunned into silence. He hesitated for a moment and she thought he might reach out to continue, but he balled his fist and walked away with what she could imagine was a combination of sulk and shock.

Fluttershy breathed. She breathed deeply and closed her eyes. When she opened them, she couldn’t keep the smile from her face.

“Oh. My. Gosh!” She practically vibrated as she giggled to herself. “That felt so good!”

By the time the game was over, Rainbow Dash had calmed her nerves a little. Fluttershy was her friend and somehow, she had become romantically attracted to her in their weeks of acting as a couple. Blanching, she sighed. That wasn’t right though, Fluttershy was, out of all her friends, the closest friend she had, and she began to realize, she was much more than that to Rainbow.

Sunset and Applejack voiced their concerns when they entered the locker room, but Rainbow had cooled down by then. She brushed them off fairly easily, though she could tell they weren’t convinced. She didn’t want them to know about her realization about her best friend, she wasn’t even sure about it herself and the less they knew, the less they would worry.

That might have been truer for herself than her friends, but she held onto that idea.

By the time Rainbow left the lockers, she felt ready to face Fluttershy. One look at the beaming smile on her friend's face told her otherwise and she felt her cheeks warm.

“Hey Fluttershy-”

“Rainbow Dash!” She was momentarily put off by the outburst from her timid friend. It was endearing to see her so enthused. Something like butterflies were tumbling around in her stomach.

“What’s up Shy?”

They started walking as Fluttershy began her story. She relayed how adamant she had been towards Shadow Chaser and what she had said. It was a little surprising but mostly relieving.

“I actually raised my voice! Me!” She blushed as she smiled, the adrenaline still running through her and it made Rainbow weak at the knees. “I was so assertive.”

Rainbow smiled and put her arm around her friend’s waist. It was like fire under her hand. “I knew you had it in you Fluttershy.” She squeezed her against her body and almost regretted it, feeling the warmth it sent through her. “You’re so much braver than you realize.”

Fluttershy giggled and Rainbow could feel her blush all the way up to her ears. It was melodic and she hated herself for wanting to hear it all the time.

“Maybe he’ll finally understand that he can’t manipulate you anymore.”

It was true, the next day he hadn’t looked in their direction nor had he even spoken to Fluttershy. Perhaps, and it might have been too early to tell, he had moved on. Or at the very least, realized that Fluttershy wasn’t someone he could push around anymore.

That sinking feeling from before made Rainbow’s hands fidget and she found she couldn’t sit still through class, impatient for it to end so she could see Fluttershy again. If he was leaving her alone, that meant they would have to stop dating. Fake dating, she reminded herself. That wasn’t something she wanted to give up.

Finally, the bell rang, and she bolted out of the class, almost leaving her bookbag in her haste. If Fluttershy was something she wasn’t going to have anymore, she was going to drink up the attention for as long as possible.

Standing near her locker, Fluttershy was digging through it and, it looked like, humming to herself. Rainbow Dash breathed a sigh at the sight.

Mentally shaking herself, she stood up straight and walked towards her. Being around her friend had made her soft and sappy. Though, she was reminded of Fluttershy’s comment at the beginning of this charade, that if this were real, she would be just as sappy. She smiled to herself. Fluttershy had been right.

Fluttershy looked up for a moment and smiled, and the wishful thinking in Rainbow felt maybe she smiled a little brighter because of her presence.

At lunch, Fluttershy brought up the topic Rainbow had been avoiding all day.

“You think we should plan a breakup?”

Rainbow scratched the back of her neck and shrugged. “I mean, he’s stopped bugging you for the most part, right?” Their friends were discreetly looking away, but she could tell they were listening in. It made her more nervous than she already was. As if they could see the struggle of affection on her face.

Fluttershy nodded and looked around slightly. “And I think if he does bother me again, I know I can stand up to him.” Rainbow smiled and brushed her shoulder against her friend. They were sitting close but hadn’t been physically affectionate as much today. “You sure can.”

Rainbow wasn’t sure if this was from Fluttershy wanting to break it off, from her maybe somehow finding out that Rainbow had feelings for her, or maybe it was her own doing, not wanting to overstep any boundaries, even though they had established boundaries early on. She felt like maybe she was deceiving her friend if she indulged in their fake affection while knowing how much she wanted it to be real.

“So, you think it’s a good idea, then?” Rainbow faltered. She thought it was a horrible idea, but she just stumbled over her words, looking up at the others to see them quickly look away. She glared at them slightly.

Fluttershy seemed to notice as well and giggled a little. “Why don’t we just talk tonight.” Rainbow Dash cleared her throat and smiled. “Sure thing, Shy. How about we go to my house?” Fluttershy nodded and they continued their meal.

Fluttershy had been contemplating Rainbow Dash’s words the other day. Shadow Chaser not manipulating her or bothering her would be unimaginably freeing. It had been so long since she could just sit in peace without him bothering her or having to use Rainbow as a shield.

Rainbow had been doing a good job at fending him off but, since their plan was working, it seemed appropriate to end the agreement they had started only two weeks ago. It was funny to think about it, what it would be like to not need Rainbow’s help anymore. Obviously, their routine wouldn’t change much since they were always near each other in the first place. But that would mean no hand holding. No guarantee of a spot next to her at lunch. Not as many walks to class.

Fluttershy's mood began to deflate as she walked with Rainbow to her PE class. It was something she hadn’t considered, giving up this closeness that had formed through their charade. Looking at Rainbow as they walked, hand in hand, she realized she didn’t want to give it up.

Her eyes widened.

She must have had a physical reaction because Rainbow was looking at her and reaching her hand towards her face. Feeling the warm calloused hands brush against cheek, she tried her hardest not to close her eyes and sigh, drinking in the affection.

“You doing ok, Shy?” Fluttershy nodded, feeling a little lightheaded. This was something she needed to think about later, when Rainbow Dash wasn’t in front of her, muddling her senses.

“I’m ok Dashie,” She smiled and blushed, really seeing Rainbow’s beauty in a new light. Her fuchsia eyes were something she felt she could get lost in, and the worry was disappearing from them. She noticed Rainbow sporting a blush as well but dismissed it, shaking her head.

Rainbow smiled and scratched the back of her neck, pulling away slightly. “You know, you can still come if you want.” Fluttershy wasn’t sure what she was talking about, she must have missed something Rainbow had said previously. Her confusion must have been visible because she began to elaborate.

“If we’re not doing this,” She hesitated, gesturing between them. “thing anymore, you can always come and watch me practice. Or- I mean, come to watch the practice.” She chuckled nervously.

Fluttershy wasn’t sure why but the hesitant tone in her voice seemed to show how important it was to Rainbow that Fluttershy would be there.

“I’ve always enjoyed my favorite cheerleader.” There was a glow about her smile that spread to Fluttershy and she felt her stomach twist at the thought of being wanted like that. It wasn’t the usual worry knotting in her stomach she was used to feeling. This was something different.

Not different, she realized. It was the same feeling she got when Rainbow wrapped her arms around her or when they kissed briefly. When they walked together, hand in hand to class, or when Fluttershy found her friend waiting for her outside her classroom. With a breath, she realized everything started to make sense.

Fluttershy blushed, feeling a lot shyer than she ever had in front of Rainbow.

“Of course, Dashie,” She tilted her head so her hair fell in front of her face, trying to hide, as if Rainbow could see the realization in her eyes. “I like being there to watch you play.”

Slowly, Rainbow lifted her hands to Fluttershy’s face again, brushing the hair aside and behind her ear. She wanted to see her face and Fluttershy realized it was almost as if she was brushing away the timid feelings, like she wanted to see the expressions her face was making. Fluttershy breathed slowly, feeling her heart do a small flip.

It wasn’t anything new that they were doing, Fluttershy used to always come watch during her free period, even before all this happened. It was strange, that the idea of her willing wanting her to be there, not just to hide, but to watch her, gave Fluttershy an odd lump in her throat.

Rainbow swallowed thickly as she smiled. “Thanks, Shy.”

After school, they had decided to meet at Rainbow Dash’s house. Her parents could be a little overbearing at times, but they were away for the night, giving them a comfortable private place to talk.

Fluttershy had been thinking about her feelings all day. They were supposed to be discussing their ‘break up’ but it was increasingly becoming something she didn’t feel ready to do.

Perhaps she could suggest the prospect of continuing their relationship. But she knew it wouldn’t be the same. Fluttershy wanted it to be real, and if they continued their charade like they had been, she felt that she would be misleading Rainbow, or at least being selfish.

Watching Rainbow spread out on her bed, laying with her hands behind her head, her shirt inched up slightly, making Fluttershy look away with a blush. She had seen her bare skin countless times before, but this was different, she wanted to see her skin, to touch her skin. She felt her cheeks darken more.

It felt unfair. Fluttershy had been able to feign a relationship with her best friend, ending up falling head over heels for her in the process, and she wasn’t even able to properly kiss her.

She looked towards Rainbow, smiling slightly as a thought occurred to her.

Maybe she could just tell her how she felt.

Fluttershy cringed and hid her face again, behind her hair. It was a very bold move and she wasn’t sure how her friend would react to such a confession. Especially after everything they had been through during the past couple weeks. It was hard to think someone as bold and cool as Rainbow Dash would even think about dating a shy soft-spoken girl like Fluttershy.

Rainbow had even admitted to liking Spitfire, weeks ago when this whole thing had started. Fluttershy looked around her room, with all the posters of female athletes and loud colors. Fluttershy knew she could never measure up.

However, the close and long-lasting friendship she had with Rainbow told her otherwise. Even as children, Rainbow had stayed by her side, defending her at her meekest. If she could be such good friends, best and closest friends, with someone who was so different from herself, there was no reason she couldn’t feel romantically towards her as well.

Rainbow looked soft and hesitant, unlike her usual deminer. She cleared her throat but was still looking away from Fluttershy. “So uhm-” There was a pause before she continued. “How do you want to go about this break up?”

It felt right to be honest with her. Rainbow was someone she could trust with the truth. Someone she knew wouldn’t throw her feelings aside as unimportant, no matter if she reciprocated or not.

The thought of Rainbow actually liking her back made her smile and fluttered the inside of her stomach. These feelings might be easier to handle if she was honest with her friend and herself. She wouldn’t feel like she had anything to hide and felt she’d be a lot more comfortable around her friend if she admitted her attraction out loud.

“I don’t really-” She hesitated and sighed. “I don’t want to break up with you, though.” It was said softly and very scared. Rainbow then looked over, a small surprised look on her face.

“What?”

Fluttershy fiddled with her hands but kept her eyes on Rainbow. “I don’t think we should break up.”

Rainbow Dash took the words in, processing them for a moment. Fluttershy realized she hadn't phrased it like she should have when Rainbow spoke, sitting up on the bed.

“Do you think we still need to continue; in case he starts bothering you again?”

Fluttershy sighed to herself and closed her eyes. She took a deep breath and, in that breath,, organized her thoughts enough to say what she had originally wanted to.

“Dashie, I think I might really like you.”

There was silence and she peeked through her eyes, gauging her expression. It wasn’t a bad one, mostly one of confusion and surprise. She decided to elaborate.

“Romantically. I like you and I want our relationship to be real.” She smiled shrugging her shoulders. “I want you to be my girlfriend.”

When they had originally gone over to her house, Rainbow was in a state of dread. She was upset that they had to end things when she had just started to explore her own feelings about the situation. It wasn’t something she was looking forward to in the least.

As Fluttershy sat there, beside her bed in the computer chair, all Rainbow could think about was how much she was going to miss looking at her. They saw each other all the time before this whole thing began, but now she wouldn’t be allowed to look at her as much as she had been.

When Rainbow had asked about the breakup, Fluttershy’s answer ended up turning her whole world upside down. More than when she had realized how she felt about her.

She was staring, she knew she was staring, but she couldn’t find words to say, let alone fully process what her friend had just admitted.

Rainbow let out a breathless laugh and covered her mouth. It couldn’t be possible. Her brain was probably playing tricks on her, with the desperation she felt towards her friend, and now, it sounded like, she was admitting the same thing she had been torturing herself over for the past several days.

“You’re joking.”

It wasn’t eloquent and she cringed as soon as she said it. Fluttershy looked down at her feet and shrugged.

“You don’t have to feel the same but,” She paused slightly, hesitating. “Is it that hard to believe that I have feelings for you?”

Rainbow Dash let out a slight chuckle and scratched the back of her head, looking at her own feet across the bed. “Yeah, extremely.”

Rainbow smiled slightly. This was all so surreal. “I mean, don’t get me wrong, I’m awesome.” sighing she continued. “But- we’re just so different.”

Fluttershy nodded, looking up and Rainbow realized she hadn’t admitted to her own feelings yet, leaving her wondering in her confession. “That’s never stopped us from being such close friends, for so long.”

She sounded hopeful and Rainbow looked up at her. “But friendship is a whole lot different than romance.”

Her cheeks began to blush as she let the idea into the open. Leaning back on the arm behind her head, she paused. She paused for a while just looking at Fluttershy with dusted cheeks. Rainbow was still hesitant about the idea that Fluttershy really liked her but she would never lie to her like that. Rainbow knew she owed Fluttershy her own confession. Even, by some chance, she was hallucinating and what her friend was saying wasn’t what she thought.

Finally, she spoke in a soft crackling voice.

“Why?”

Fluttershy blushed, stammering. “W-why what?”

“Why me?” She pushed herself up again, gesturing with her hands. “I’ve always pictured you liking… I don’t know, someone calmer, sappy, more caring…”

“Dashie-”

“More like you.” It was true. Rainbow was worlds different from Fluttershy. It’s why it was so hard to believe that someone as sweet, kind, and beautiful as Fluttershy would even think about being with someone as brash and thick headed as her.

“Rainbow Dash, you ARE caring. And don’t try to act like you’re not sappy.”

Rainbow whipped her head around and spoke up in protest. “I’m not sappy!!”

Fluttershy giggled. “Right, that’s why you have matching slippers for your pet, Tank.” Rainbow blushed. “Th-that doesn’t count. That’s different.”

“Because he matters?”

Rainbow looked into Fluttershy’s eyes and stared a moment. She had to tell her. She was holding back the inevitable and couldn’t sit in fear. Fluttershy, of all people, had been the one to confess first. The least she could do was let her friend know how she felt.

“You matter.”

Fluttershy visibly gasped, holding her breath. “You matter so much.” Rainbow pushed herself up fully, swinging her legs off the bed.

“Really?” Rainbow nodded blushing. Fluttershy looked at her for a moment, a blush also visible on her cheeks. It was simply cute and made Rainbow Dash smile.

Fluttershy spoke up. “I thought you liked athletic girls?” Rainbow laughed and her smile widened. She shrugged. “I thought I did too.”

It was time for a real explanation from her side. Fluttershy had made her affections known and Rainbow wasn’t sure she could sound half as endearing as her friend had. Feelings, important ones like this, were something that she usually didn’t show much of.

“This past week-” She paused and rephrased. “The time I’ve spent with you-” She let out a frustrated sigh, slapping her hand on her face.

“You know I'm no good at this stuff.”

Fluttershy leaned forward and put her hand gently on Rainbow’s shoulder. It was warm and sent a tingling sensation down her arm.

“I know.” She smiled and Rainbow pulled her hands away from her face. “And that’s ok.”

Rainbow slowly grabbed the hand that was on her shoulder, stroking her yellow skin. “Can I-” She swallowed. “Can I use actions, instead of words?”

Fluttershy blushed as she smiled. “That’s what you do best.” With no hesitation Rainbow pressed herself against Fluttershy, locking their lips together.

There was the spark again. The same feeling in the pit of her stomach. However, this was worlds different. This was meaningful and Rainbow felt her heart swell as the sensation enveloped her. The few kisses they shared before, including their first kiss, in front of the school, wasn’t even something she considered counting anymore.

Fluttershy hesitantly lifted her hand against her arm, tugging Rainbow forward with the slightest of effort. It gave her a surge of confidence and she opened her mouth wider, sliding her tongue against soft pink lips. Unlike the kiss they shared in the lunchroom, Fluttershy was welcoming this time and let herself deepen the kiss. Rainbow sighed as they began to explore each other’s mouths.

When Monday came around, they walked to school together, this time as an official couple. The weekend had been spent cuddling and reveling in the reality of their new relationship, or more like their developed relationship. They had also broken the news to their friends. Everyone responded with enthused messages, both getting many video calls from Pinkie Pie, which they pointedly ignored, and Rainbow felt ready to face their excitement in person.

Like their encounter weeks ago, Pinkie Pie threw an explosion of confetti in their faces, Fluttershy gripping Rainbow’s arm in fright. This time, she wrapped her arms around her securely, reveling in the fact she was allowed to.

“CONGRATULATIONS!”

There was laughter and Rainbow let Pinkie engulf them in hugs. “Told you I was sure!”

Rainbow tilted her head and looked at her other friends. They shrugged and looked towards Pinkie again. “What are you talking about?”

Pinkie Pie gave Rainbow a familiar look. It was the look she had given her when they first came out to their friends about the plan. Like she knew something Rainbow didn’t. Suddenly it dawned on her.

“You knew??” Pinkie just laughed. “You knew! Before we even knew!” That’s why she had been acting so weird before and why she had been so unsettled by it.

“What can I say,” She shrugged and smiled widely. “Always trust the Pinkie Sense.”

Author's Note

A/N: Final chapter! This is the messiest chapter yet. The ending came together all too quickly for my liking. I plan to fix it but again, I was very excited to release this! :rainbowwild:
This story has been on my mind for a long time. I've edited and worked on it for 3 years and I hope whoever reads this, found as much fulfillment in the love of FlutterDash as me.

As always, critique and comment! :rainbowkiss: