Torture, hate, death and a little friendship

I breathe, look at the window, it is raining, a very violent rain, as if the universe itself judged my actions, my crimes and... Crimes? I did not commit any crime... They are animals, all, each of them...

I look around, cadavers, who would say that animals would also have animals, beavers, birds, and even rabbits, these animals tried to help her, they, they managed, at the bottom of the hut there was a crater, the bear, the bear took her and ran away breaking the wall, she is terrified, even though she was blind, I almost could see through the blindfold, she is afraid, even without seeing me she feared me.

It looks like what happened with Pinkie, I hesitated, and because of that the bear took me and saved her, god how my back hurts.

I feel a movement in my hand, it is true, the rabbit is still alive, I rise and I see him, this fur ball gave me trouble, he was almost a general commanding the other animals, if the bear had arrived earlier, maybe I would have lost .

Well, enough with that infernal rabbit, * crack * done, it's over, I sigh as I walk towards the opening.

I let go of the dead rabbit, maybe I'll come back later, prepare some knives, four more left, time... Time to hunt...

The rain is merciless, falling like pocket knives, you can barely see a foot ahead, but the bear's tracks are very visible even in the rain.

There it is, blood, if the trail is fresh even in this rain it means that I must be close, very close.

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There she is, lying on the floor, her pink mane all smooth and muddy, but without the bear, I look around, I get ready, he is here, he ---

"RAAAAAAARGH!!!"

God this thing almost got me, I ran for a few minutes and it was enough to speed up my heart, but nothing like an angry bear to make my heart race!

He is big, a big brown bear, he has two knives on his shoulder and a small cut on his neck, damn fur, if it wasn't so thick

I avoid two attacks while I stick a knife in his leg, he is strong, he is big, but he is not faster than me.

"STOP!"

Yes, even with the noise of the rain I could still hear her, I thought she had a very low voice, well, it doesn't matter, I already stabbed the bear in the other leg, now he is slower than normal * laughs * "what was it Pooh? Are you tired?"

He is furious, but his pain seems to be getting the better of him, I still have two knives, hmmm what to do...

"Please Damian! Don't hurt Mister Bear anymore!"

Her scream seems to have awakened something in him, he is getting faster, his every blow brings him closer, in an hour he will catch me!

Damn, another scar on the shoulder, nice blow Pooh, well, I think it's my turn, I throw a knife in his eye, my God, now am I getting good at this.

One eye less, I think it’s time to end this, I run towards the bear, he tries to hit me, what a pity, I think losing an eye affected his aim, I grab his shoulder and start climbing him, man, how a rain can disturb a fight.

I feel a pain in my arm, What the fuck! How he hit me! I was on his back! Your bitch! Is this how you want to play? So I'm going to play! I grab his fur with a monstrous grip, and start climbing that bear, "time to sleep Pooh!"

With a quick stab I hit his skull, it swayed for a few seconds before falling lifeless to the floor, "M-mister Bear !?"

I sigh tired while looking at my arm, man, it will take a lot of work to stop this bleeding, now, the main target.

I take the knife from the bear's skull and walk towards Fluttershy, she is shaking, crying and cringing... I would normally say that it was good, but... I don't know... She... She tried me help, but "SPEEEEEEEENCEEEEEER!!! She tried, but failed!" it is true, what is the use of help if it is useless ?!

It is not long before, normally I would appreciate the look of fear, but she is already blind, and that yellow blindfold prevents me from seeing the complete dread of her face.

"D-Damian, please tell me that Mr Bear is fine!"

"Yes he is, he is as well as your other animal friends!"

"T-thanks to Celestia! Please tell me you didn't hurt him too much!"

"What?"

"Mister Bear told me that you hurt my other animals a little, I hope they are okay."

She... This innocence, she, she really thinks that I...

"Fluttershy, a question, Twilight, Sparkle or doctor?"

"I-I..."

"Please answer." I'm approaching Fluttershy, you better hurry!

She, she stopped crying, she even stopped sobbing! She got up and is staring at me, how! She is blind!

"I know the answer that... That you want, sorry Damian, I tried, I talked to some ponies and I even got you some clothes and fish, I know that this is not an excuse, I know that it is not enough, we take you out of your world, and Twilight hurt you, f- "

"Shut up! If I wanted your pity I wouldn't come to you!"

"Kill her SPENCER!"

"You don't know what I went through."

"I know."

"You didn't see what I saw."

"I heard"

"YOU DIDN'T FEEL WHAT I FEEL!!!"

"BELIEVE ME, I FEEL!!!"

I'm just a few centimeters away from her, she... She's very calm, how can she compose herself like this?

I kneel down and look at her as I play with the knife "So this is the Captain of the fourth squad of pegasos?" she trembles while looking away, how? She knows where I am! "

"I... I don't like that title."

"Of course not, because of that you are blind, but don't worry, soon you won't have to worry about anything."

"Do I... Damian do me a favor? I mean, if it's not a nuisance of course."

"Speaks."

"When you... When you're done with me, could you please... Take care of my animals."

"What?!"

"I'm sorry! I expressed myself badly! Could I take care of those who are hurt the most? My rabbit Angel will take care of the less injured."

"I... Ok..."

She, is she taking the blindfold off? My god... Those eyes, so big, a cream color with hints of blue, yes she really is blind, and I could call her beautiful if I could see her smile, this rain is getting stronger.

"Damian, can you forgive me?"

"Hmm?"

"You can forgive me, for not being able to help you more than I did, Pinkie and I were going to ask for another trial... But I think we took too long."

"Yea." I place the knife against her neck, she hesitates and gives a little cry when she realizes it.

She smiles at me, a smile that I only saw my dear Maria demonstrate, I, I...

"Spencer! Stop crying! Act like a man! Take the damn pill!"

It's true, a pill in my coat and I swallow it.

I can already feel, the euphoria, fear and anxiety disappearing, Twilight used it when she was uncomfortable with the tests, or I was very agitated... I only managed to save five pills, I think I only have two more pills, I hope I can.

"D-Damian, I'm scared."

"We are all Fluttershy, but you are going to... To a nice place."

I pull the knife and with a quick movement on her neck it's done, a quick and painless death, damn rain.

I get up, she is there, lying on the floor, I look up, what time is it? Night? Day? I don't know, the gods are missing... I can't kill them, I can't... They move the sun, Jesus.

I think, I think I'm going to the castle, but before I pick up Fluttershy and take her to her house, she would like to stay at her house, not in that hellish rain.

I fix her hair and put a small cloth on her wound, "bye Fluttershy, I," damn why the pill is not working! "Goodbye."

I feel a cold invade my chest, and only one question remains in my head, why.