A little Sparkling Blaze
Mental Hospital
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The three weeks Sunset wants to wait seems to take forever. Sparkling spends most of her time asleep from all the medacation she was taking. When she was awake I'm not even sure it was Sparkling most of the time. But I didn't want to make her go to a mental hospital. One of the days I was alone with Sparkling Adagio came to see her. Part of me wonders what she's seen, but I know better than to ask.
"Hey Aria."She said as she entered the room and hugged me.She then got her eye on Sparkling who was sleeping."She's not any better huh?"
"No,in fact I think she's worse...Dagi tell me am I going have to really send her to the mental hospital,your girls were never the same after they got out of there and Sunset already told you Becca still might need to return if she worsens again."
"Tify and Becca's case is a different case Ari."
"I know it is." I sighed. "I don't want to put her through that. She's not as strong as Tifany and Rebecca."
"I wouldn't say that. We both know with everything Sparkling has been through she's strong enough to take on anything."
"But it might make her worse."
"Do you think Sunset would do anything to hurt Sparkling?"
"No of course not."
"Then why would she send her someplace if it would hurt her?"
I was silent, trying to find an answer.
"What's really wrong?"
I don't know why but her asking that really got to me.
"You really want to know what's wrong? Why I'm like this? Because all of this is my fault!"
"Aria..." Adagio started to say something but I kept going.
"This is all my fault. I wasn't able to protect her. And because of that failure." I feel my eyes start to fill with tears. "And because of that she's like this. I...I need to make her better. I..."
Whatever I was going to say is drowned out by a sob as I finally start to break down.
I feel Adagio pull me into a warm embrace.
"Let it out...I know it's hard.I felt like that with the twins too."
I kept sobbing for I don't know how long until I stopped.
"What should I do Dagi?"
"If you want to end her suffering in a place nobody can help...Send her..."
"But Dagi..."
"She'll be ok I promise."
"I'll trust you.I'll tell Sunset and Dash. Then we'll have to tell Sparkling. But she's not going to like it."
"I know, but it's for the best."
Me and Adagio went to go find Dash first. I should let her know first, then we'll tell Sunset. She was just getting there part of me wonders if Dash asked Adagio to talk to me.
"Hey." I told her as I gave her a hug.
She returned it. "Hey."
"We need to talk." I told her. "I've been thinking and you're right Sparkling needs more help then what Sunset can give her."
"So Dagi convinced you huh?"
I nod."Also seeing Sparkling this way is simply depressing.Now for telling her."
"We'll wait for her to wake up and tell her.While she's asleep we can tell Sunset so she gets ready to transfer her."Dash tells me.
We tell Sunset and while Dash goes sign the papers I stay back with Sparkling,who starts waking up.
"Mom?"She asked dazed from medication.
"It is Sparkling right?"She nods."Your aunt Sunset can't give you anymore help than she's given you until now.We're gonna have to go to send you to the mental hospital."
"You and mom Dash will still be with me,right?"
I nod.
"But I didn't want to mom."
"Sparkling it's not a choice,it's what you need to get better,make this be easy on you please."
"But I hate hospitals."She says her lip quivering.
"I know,sweetie,but..."
Adagio who was still here gave me a look I haven't seem since having to take care of Sonata when she was bad,the look meant "hold her".She's seem something she knew I could stop.
But before I can hold Sparkling she starts pulling her IV off.
"I'm going home,I had enough of the hospital,please..."
"Sparkling!"Me and Adagio yell as we hold her to keep her from getting the IV out,thankfully Sunset arrives with Dash.
"If she's doing that I'll have to sedate and tie her to bed to make sure she doesn't does nothing of that type while we wait for all the things I need to transfer her."Sunset says,I could see she wanted to say more but couldn't with Sparkling awake.She ties Sparkling in an way that wouldn't hurt her.
"Let me go,I'm tired of hospital,I'm tired of switching,I wanna go home."Sparkling cries out."I'm just tired."
Sunset sighs."I know Sparkling.But you're not in your right mind,I know you and you never ever would be doing that unless you really needed help."
Sparkling doesn't seem to even hear Sunset as she starts trying to use her siren strength to get free.
"Aria,Dash,Dagi,I don't know if tying her will do it,hold her down till I'm back with the sedating meds please?"
Me and Adagio used our siren strength while holding her while Dash only held her with the max of her strength.All the while we were helding Sparkling she was crying.I don't know what was happening in her head but she would never do that,me and Dash had to hold ourselves so we didn't cry while holding her.
Sunset soon came back with more sedating meds and soon Sparkling was sleeping.
"Soon the ambulance to transfer her should be arriving."Sunset told us,then turned to me."Aria I'm sorry but even if you haven't agreed by now I would have to send her,when a patient starts pulling their IV to the point we have to tie them and we know is psychiatric,we know we did everything we could and now only the specialists can help them.You and Dash cannot go in the ambulance but that's not a problem since you can follow it.I'll leave you guys to process it."
I can't believe what's happening. This can't really be happening can it? I just want to...I don't know just do something. But I can't I have to be strong for Sparkling. I just hug Dash tight I know she fells the same as I do.
"I know it hurts." Adagio tells us. "But this is what she needs."
"I know it is. But look at her. Can we really just let her go through this?"
"Aria I feel the same way." Dash tells me."But she needs this. You saw how bad she's gotten in just a couple weeks. How much worse do you think she'll be in a couple more weeks? Or a month or two?"
"I know,I know, but..."
"We have to be together on this or it won't work."
"I know and we are...it's just."
Dash hugged me tight. "I'm scared too. How do you think she feels? That's why we're going to do this together."
The ambulance came to transfer her,and soon me and Dash were at the hospital with her.
She had to get better,she just had to.
"Ari,I can see you can't bare seeing her like this anymore,she should be asleep for tonight...Go home come back tomorrow,she'll be a bit better by then."Dash tells me with a kiss.
And so I start going home.But I had a bad feeling.
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