Trixie, insert a title!

by PacifistDoodl3r

Rating: mature
Tags: My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Dark, Alternate Universe, Drama, Trixie, Starlight Glimmer, Non-consensual, Sex, Sunset Shimmer
Length: 10436

[FIH] You wanna see a magic trick?

The Great and Powerful Trixie has a wonderful idea! Does that portal to the human world still work? Oh, she isn't using it, a friend may pay a visit. Convincing Starlight to do something so naughty will be a breeze!

This is a prequel to
The Fan-Mare - a grimdark I wrote on Wattpad.

TW: Sex, mature themes in general, rape, manipulation

If it's your birthday today, happy birthday.

Published 2020-11-02 22:30:01 UTC
Last updated 2020-11-02 22:30:01 UTC

Abracadabra!

Starlight sat by her desk, slowly drifting off to sleep as the radio played calming music. The School of Friendship had very quiet after hours- as one would assume- the room felt empty and quiet with nopony to tell headmare Starlight about their problems. The unicorn told herself, hmm maybe ten more minutes and I should get going? The night grew darker as she dozed off once more, losing track of time. Notebly, she had a strange dream about the world turning into a black and white abyss as a familiar voice cried out with a strained pain. It sounded agonizing and filled with sadness, the cry turned into a scream that shattered Starlight's eardrums like sharp glass against open flesh. This dream drastically changed into a nightmare as the cries from this tortured mare became louder and shrieked through Starlight's terrified mind. Her voice became familiar, she heard this desperate plead for help before.

"Twilight!"

Starlight heavily gasped, clutching her chest with a shaking hoof. Her rush of anxiety caused her to nearly fall out of her chair, and bumping the desk with her leg. Starlight veered around the room, darting her eyes in any and every direction. Deep breaths overtook her lungs as reality crept in again, of course it was an ominous dream that may or may not have been a terrifying vision about the future! She thought and laughed, easing her mind. With her magic, she turned off the radio and got up from her comfy chair, the time shown to be far later than expected, Of course Princess Luna allowed me to have this terrible nightmare and forget to remind me to leave this place! Starlight thought to herself once more, but perhaps, that last part wasn't the Princess' fault. Starlight waited a bit for her anxiety to settle, all she wanted now was to leave the school. But something felt off to her... a magical presence almost? The purple unicorn thought that was odd, she was sure nopony else stayed at the school around this time. It was one in the morning, she'd fallen asleep around seven or so, Well, heavy sleeper then, wow! I learn something new about myself every day!- Another feeling of magical force. This time, her horn retaliated with a spark of magenta aura.

"Okay, listen, mayyybbee you dropped out of this lovely school- and I'm not payed to call this place lovely, I'm the headmare- the counselor isn't yours truly anymore, please go visit-"

"The Great AND DRAMATICALLY ENTRANCED TRIXIE!" Exclaimed the light blue unicorn, blowing away all of Starlight's documents and paperwork, "Oh... Is this a bad time?"

"No, you totally didn't catch me in the middle of a panic attack due to a terrible nightmare," she looked up at Trixie, a worried look almost hid from her face, "W-what are you doing here?"

"Well, since you asked, this beautiful doll is- umm... moving." Her whisper was almost inaudible.

"Wait, what? You're... moving?" Starlight sat up from her chair and cocked her head to the side, "Were you planning on telling me the news? And when? And how- okay you know I will keep bombarding you until you say something," Starlight smiles at Trixie, the pair move closer to each other.

"Trixie had plans to move... next to the palace but your light was on. So here we are- on a scale 1 - 'I would rather be in Tartarus' - how would you rate your... panic attack?" Trixie said with a nervous tint to her voice.

"You want to move next to the palace?" Starlight replied but Trixie felt equally hurt from the avoided question.

"Okay, fine, the truth will eventually come out anyway so here it is," Trixie inhaled until her face began to turn pink, "I-want-to-move-closer-to-the-portal-that-turns-you-into-a-human-but-most-importantly-say-hi-to-that-Sunset-Twinkle-pony-who-is-actually-a-human-but-not-a-human!" She gasped for air just as Starlight exploded with laughter.

"So you want to turn into a human, or do you only want to meet Sunset SHIMMER again?"

"Yes!"

"H-human?"

"Who was she? Trixie finds her pretty cool and it's a shame that wonderful night only happened once!" Trixie flips her mane to the side and posed for Starlight in case she had no idea what night she was referring to.

"Can we not... bring that up?" Starlight shrank as she got up from her chair to distance herself from Trixie, "This is making me pretty uncomfortable," the two unicorns returned eye contact just as Starlight opened the huge doors to her office.

"Oh, do not act as if the greatest night of our lives never happened!" Trixie hopped off the desk and landed by Starlight's side, nearly bumping into her, "Is your horn still recovering? You know, from the... magical adventure you made it go through?" Trixie briefly looked at her haunch and shared a wince with Starlight from the memories.

"Looks like you're remembering too. Is your rear still recovering? You know, from the..." Starlight smirked and tried to restrain her laughter.

Trixie grew silent, darting her eyes at Starlight- then to her rump- then back to Starlight- until finally answering, "No I don't think it is," they both shared a laugh for a few minutes until it died out.

"Do you want to get out of here and check on the portal?" Starlight pulled the doors open for Trixie and stepped out into the moonlit hallway, "Honestly, I kinda want to go see it too- Celestia, I think it's been years in fact!" She raised her head as her horn flashed magenta and white, blinding Trixie for a split second. Once she blinked away the eye floaters, they were standing in the castle library.

"Why don't you ever warn me about using that spell- you know how I feel about telepor-"

"-Teleportation, I know! You dislike teleporting when other ponies use it because you feel less in control and it hurts your cute wittle eyes" Starlight's baby voice got a chuckle out of Trixie.

"Yeah- well- umm, you enslaved an entire villag-"

"What does that have to do with anything!?"

"Trauma." Trixie simply said with a sad tone to her voice.

"Trixie, you're going to tell me what's up and I'm going to listen," Starlight narrowed her eyes at the light blue unicorn, her grey mane drooped with a sudden sadness that caught her off guard, "Are you all right? I know we've both been through tough times but we can always move on... or attempt to move on,"

Trixie gave a warm smile, "You are trying to counselor a counselor- WHY!" They laughed again and Trixie snorted from the irony, "Trixie thinks this imbecile forgot they were showing me the portal,"

"There's nothing much to look at- this is all there is to it, though... if you want.... we can see if Sunset will visit us," Starlight looked back at Trixie to see the devious stare on her face, "You want to use that journal, don't you?"

"Great idea! Not even the most beautiful and magnificent magician here would have thought of that!" Trixie stared at the portal and scratched her head with a hoof, "Where are we going to find this journal? It's probably very valuable so... it won't be easy, plus it's not like... she'd respond to it anyway," Trixie realized something, "or we can just enter this thing ourselves?"

"No, that's too risky- we can run into our counterparts and that wouldn't be good..." Starlight replied, gritting her teeth.

"What will happen? We merge together like some interdimensional flesh abomination? We dissolve into dust? Maybe disappear- actually that sounds like the most incredible magic trick ever! See ya!" Trixie gallops towards the portal, the burning heat from the mirror stops her, "Is it supposed to feel so hot?"

"I don't think so, why? It feels warm- doesn't it," Starlight approached the portal as well.

"You feel that too? Trixie has assumed this strange feeling only happens to those who never been to the other world!"

"Yeah, yeah- I'm telling Twilight about this, I have a feeling it wouldn't be like last time. The portal seems as if it's heating up or- something! If someone were to enter from the other side, I think it would be acting differently than- whatever is happening here!" Starlight slowly backed away from the portal and motioned Trixie to follow.

"I would go with you but Trixie THE SMART AND OBSERVANT will wait for something to happen!"

"Fine, have it your way! Wait here will you? And don't do anything... Trixie okay?"

"I believe you were trying to say, 'Contain your GREAT and POWERFUL behavior'?" Trixie stomps a hoof on the floor, Starlight returns her attention, "You don't trust me? Remember last year and the many years before that? Are you implying none of that mattered between us?"

"...You're not just talking about our friendship, are you?" Starlight instinctively gulped once Trixie backed away from the portal and straight towards her.

"I've known you for far too long, Trixie will not be told off by her best friend about her behavior! I have had it with your nonsensical bad mouthing again, in fact, it's about high time you-" Trixie stood firmly in front of Starlight, her eyebrow raised. Starlight felt herself freeze, "Shut up." Then it happened. Trixie's lips pressed against hers and their tongues clashed. The saliva and sloppy kiss put Starlight in a trance, her nether regions coiled up and tensed from the sudden intimacy. Trixie wrapped her right forehoof around Starlight and brushed her other hoof through her purple mane.

Starlight snapped out of it and pulled away, "No! This is wrong! I- I can't be with you!" That shot through Trixie like a lightning hitting a metal rod, her heart was a thin sheet of ice which started to crack.

"What do you mean? I thought we were-"

"Trixie, for Celestia's sake- I don't love you. I don't see you as a marefriend or whatever!" Starlight tried to swallow her words but she knew Trixie wouldn't hear it.

"So none of that made you feel anything? Were you numb? You decided to put feelings aside and have sex with- not just me- but Sunset too! But, actually- me" Tears started to pour from her eyes but Trixie quickly wiped the tears, the look on Starlight's face indicated that she felt immense guilt.

"I'm sorry!" Starlight shouted at her friend.

"You took my virginity! You can't apologize for that! I wouldn't apologize for that- ponies wish they could've been you! You shoved and prodded your horn inside of my plot- I couldn't sit down for not three but EIGHT days!"

"...What excuse did you come up with when you-"

"No! You don't get to make jokes about that!"

"Aww come one, you're going to crack up to one of these!"

"Don't you dare! Trixie should've been the one using her horn,"

"Are you still... butt hurt over that?"

"Not another pun! I swear to myself if you make one mor-"

"Oh, no, you're right. I apologize for my punny jokes- totally didn't pick a few up from Maud," she scanned the massive library, "So... do you still read the books in here?"

"W-why would Trixie become an egghead?" She chuckled to herself, waiting for Starlight to defend Twilight's old domain.

"You know!" Starlight gave Trixie a smug stare and pointed a hoof at her own rear, "For the plot!" That got Trixie to laugh, and Starlight felt satisfied.

"Why are you the one making light of what happened? Trixie was the one who set the whole thing up!"

"Because, we had somepony with us who had no horn to polish,"

"What's that supposed to mean, exactly?"

"It means Sunset isn't here. If she was, I think we'd all get in a huge fight but since it's just the two of us, we're resolving this together without a third voice to drag on this... confrontation? Is that better?"

Trixie blinked, the cogs and gears in her mind were slowly turning. Oh the portal! Starlight is trying to distract- "The GREAT and SPEEDY TRIXIE!" She dashed towards the portal, but as she got closer an orange haze appeared through the mirror and plethora of rainbow cut around the mirror's edges. They were circling, almost as if the portal prepared for somepony to walk out of it.

"Here she comes!" Starlight pranced around the spacious library floor, "Just when I was about to tell Twilight the portal stopped working," her eyes were filled with anticipation and widen with delight.

"Trixie almost went into the portal herself, doubts were inevitable!"

"You sound so cute when you're modest, at least a part of me knew she'd come," Starlight playfully hit Trixie with her hoof and barely suppressed her need to bounce with excitement.

"What was that you just said about telling Twilight the portal stopped worki-" Trixie was cut off by voice that can only be described as chill and confident,

"What's up everybody?" Came the voice of Sunset Shimmer, holding on the the portal. Her back legs started to wobble and the fiery maned mare gave up, collapsing on the ground with a loud- *THUNK*

"Mother of Celestia! Are you okay, Sunset it's me, Starlight!" She rushed to the fallen mare, birds flew down from the outside window and chirped while motioning around Sunset's head.

Sunset waved away the birds and adjusted to her body, thoughts, and anything else that Equestria gave her. The horn and magic- she missed that, along with her pony physicality. Her first sentence after her fall took them by ~~surprise~~- it startled them, "You don't eat meat here or cuss... right?"

Starlight raised an eyebrow, "Eat meat?"

Trixie pushed Starlight aside and asked with up most curiosity, "What is a cuss?"

Sunset answered, laughing with a hoof raised, indicating to give her a minute, "I really miss Equestria! Uh- anyway... where's Twilight? I thought she'd be here?"

"I think she's busy with her friends or something? Trixie has no business with her, nor cares for her whereabouts!"

Starlight lowered her head and sighed, "They're burying a friend... I think," The other two jumped back in shock, Starlight paused before continuing, "...That's why she couldn't be here,"

Trixie slowly turned her head to awkwardly look at the pony who gave the bad news, "Who... died?"

"I don't really want to talk about it... that sort of stuff makes me nauseous," Starlight turned away from the two and stood momentarily silent.

Trixie wanted answers, "Come on, you can tell me- us! I will give them some distance, okay?" Trixie dryly said under her breath, "And pretend to care..."

"Look, all I know is that Fluttershy has been depressed for a while because of it and it's all between the six of them," As if expecting her to retort or ask another question, Starlight frowned at Trixie.

"Well, then how do you know?"

Starlight tried her best to hide her frustration, "Twilight only told me that much, bug Spike- he knows everything! I thought you could care less about what they're up to?"

"You're right, I could care less, but ponies don't just... die! Especially somepony who had to be very close to them, do you ever question how lucky and safe they are? Nothing too server happens, and Trixie finds that odd- yet somehow, one of them dies?"

"Yeah... I suppose you're making sense for once...." Starlight trailed off,

"Wait, what's that supposed to mean-"

Starlight put a hoof against her chin and pondered about mortality in Equestria, It's as if destiny chooses our fate, how odd, she nodded her head and agreed with the mare magician, "Now I'm a little curious about this friend of theirs. Who are th- who... were they..."

A cough echoed behind them, "Whoa, this library carried that?" Sunset walked up next to them, "Reconciling became very intense since the last time I've been here. Sorry to hear they've been going through a hardship... we should try cheering them up somehow,"

Starlight weighed that suggestion, "I don't know, Twilight said it's between them and I don't want her finding out I betrayed her trust- in fact, I just now done that..." she bit her lip and a waterfall of regret washed over her, "Crab-apples! I am a disappointment."

"The GREAT and UNREMORSEFUL Trixie will always betray her trust!"

Sunset scoffed, "You say that as if you're proud,"

"She is,"

"I am!"

"Good to know! Honestly, I came here because- uh..." Sunset turned red from her sudden halt, she looked at the two other unicorns who were listening with interest, "Actually, nevermind, I'm going to head out in a few hours. You know, just to see how Ponyville strives after all these years."

"Was that a warning you'll head back through the portal soon because you're getting bored?" Starlight took a deep breath and gave her a subtle cold shoulder, "I guess, I respect your decision to leave but-"

"Trixie is getting peeved with all of- THIS!"

"Language! I'm getting fed up with you- best filly impersonator I've ever met! And I know a lot of ponies!"

"Glad to know an entire village happens to be apart of that count!" Trixie flipped her mane to the side, and tucked up her cape collar, expecting an argument.

"Can you stop bringing that up!"

"Ha ha, face your trauma!" Trixie laughed to herself but it quickly died off once nopony else joined her.

Starlight was enraged by the witty magician, but Trixie almost pushed all of her buttons. Just when Starlight started to flare her nostrils and do something- she didn't know what would happen! Trixie never got her this mad since she bottled up her emotions! Literally! But what if this is what she wanted? Trixie is no stranger to testing somepony until they absolutely can't stand her. This reminded Starlight of Discord sometimes, except Trixie doesn't teach you any morals or lessons that benefit you. This, gave Starlight an idea, "Who do you think I am? Snowdrop?''

Trixie gave a confused look, "I dropped the school for gifted unicorns, the GREAT and TOO POWERFUL FOR SCHOOL TRIXIE never cared for Equestrian history! How do you kno- you're a nerd- shouldn't have asked that-"

"Sunburst had his parents read stories about urban legends like Clover the Clever o-or umm..." Starlight knew Trixie felt the subject being changed, "Gusty the Great? She had Great in her name just like you... heh."

"Trixie thought you would argue with her! A missed opportunity to bring up that Alicorn Amulet. It gave me a terrible migraine for a week. A WEEK!"

"Can you keep it down please, Trixie? Twilight had an interesting taste in romcoms, I read half of these."

"Oh, Sunset- I forgot you were here... no offense,"

"Eh, none taken. I was about to leave anyway seeing as you two need to work things out and Twilight isn't here; would she mind if I take this one? 'The magic of happiness and self doubt', seems like a good read."

Starlight took a peek at the title, "How is self doubt magic?"

"Dunno, I'm about to find out hopefully- and, Trixie! Read this," Sunset tossed a book off of the shelf towards Trixie's direction, "You'll need it!"

She caught the book with her blue aura of magic, "How's this supposed to help me? 'The Young Mare's Guide to Etiquette'- Trixie feels insulted for multiple reasons!"

"Well, I feel like I'm constantly in the middle of a playground argument at the moment. This obvious sexual tension between the two of you- It's laughable!"

"Sexual tension? What are you implying!"

"Easy, easy, I'm just saying you like one another and maybe you should..." Sunset winks but Trixie and Starlight stare blankly, even sharing a confused glance, "There's no lustful sex here... is there?"

Starlight raised an eyebrow and took a step back, "What are you on about? Yes, there is intercourse but you should know that! Why are you bringing that up? Explain before Trixie gets the wrong idea!"

"Who is having a good time and why isn't TRIXIE invited!"

"Ah, so ponies here could do the unspeakable here? Now it's a matter of would," Sunset smirks and eyed Trixie's hat. Trixie brushed her mane behind her head and felt a little self conscience.

"W-What?"

"Take off your hat and cape, trust me."

With her magic, Trixie unhooked her cape and slowly raised her hat. She felt nervous but knew nothing sensual would happen, it was just uncommon. Plus, she trusted Sunset... although... there is something about her that doesn't sit too well. Sunset lives in the human world, who knows what kind of stuff goes down there? A part of Trixie wanted to say 'no' and sacrifice Starlight for whatever Sunset is demanstraighting, but Trixie felt generous. Rarity would be proud of her bravery, perhaps?

"Consent laws aren't here- are they? I don't know what Celestia may have changed," Sunset tries to levitate Trixie's hat and cape but fails. She tries again but Starlight notices her struggle with the forgotten magic.

"Do you need help with that?" Starlight takes control of of Sunset's cyan bubble but her horn flashes with a sharp pain causing her to let out a silent, 'Ouggh'.

"I got it- I know how to do magic, but thanks for helping." Sunset hung up Trixie's cape and placed her hat on the ground below the coat rack near the door.

That jolt of magical surge bothered Starlight, she was a little hurt there wasn't an apology but ignoring it was an option. She tracked Sunset's casual walk towards the confused mare that felt naked without her belongings.

"Trixie feels nervous, but she is a little curious. Just, don't tug on the beautiful grey mane. This took hours to look fabulous!"

"Your hair will not be harmed. Well, I can't say for sure but I don't think that will be a problem!" Sunset tilts her head with a warm smile. Starlight's suspicion never peaked from Sunset's odd behavior. Trixie, however, felt very uncomfortable and noticed this strange change in her disposition.

"Okay, is it too late to say no?" She chuckled nervously and Sunset joined in with her, but Trixie stopped once her laugh was in unison. Now, Starlight started to read the room but dispelled any negative thoughts about Sunset.

'Maybe she's just messing with Trixie? I enjoy it when someone has a taste of their own medicine but this feels... wrong?'. Starlight shook her head and focused her attention back to the pair- Trixie was now laying on her back. 'And now this just looks wrong!', Starlight had this shivering coldness that ran down her spine and dissolved by her tail. "If you don't mind me asking, what are you two doing? Am I... interrupting something?" She swallowed hard from her last sentence.

"Do you mind teleporting all of us to your room? And yeah, I have a pretty fun idea!"

"What are you doing on top of Trixie? This idea of yours seems a bit extreme." Starlight gave Trixie a confused look but the mare magician returned the confused look, 'I don't think even she knows what's going on', she thought to herself but shrugged, "Well, I don't got any plans today-"

The flashing light cause Trixie to blink dramatically, "The GREAT and HIGHLY SENSITIVE TRIXIE has a word or two about your unforgiving teleportation! Give a warning next time!"

"Sorry?"

"That tickled! Do that again sometime." Sunset backed away from the unicorn on the ground and gestured to Starlight's Princess sized bed, "Trixie, after you."

"I'm also feeling tired as well, how did you know? Fair warning- I hate snoring!"

Starlight growled at Trixie with unknown bitterness, "You are possibly the loudest sleeper in Equestria! Why are you such a hypocrite?"

Trixie hopped on the bed and lied on her back, legs spread. Unaware of her exposing... zone, "Why are you such a cynical narcissist who complains about everypony with a different personality or opinion than you?"

"Oh, really? Me? The narcissistic one here? You're possibly the most self centered pony I know- ALONG with being the most obnoxious snorer ever!" Starlight stormed up to the end of the bed, not looking at Trixie's down stairs area.

"You constantly manipulate everyone around you, and- you like kites! Kites are boring!"

This upset Starlight more than anything. Nopony ever insults her love for kites! She raised her hoof and lashed in between Trixie's legs with a *THWACK!* that shut her up for good.

Trixie jerked back from the blow and her legs tucked back. Hoof, covering her throbbing private parts. Sunset, died from laughter from what just unfolded.

"Cooch shot!" She held her chest, laughing. "I didn't expect that- nor do I feel bad!" Sunset snorted like a pig and continued to laugh hysterically for a short while. "Trixie, how do you feel?"

"AHHHH owww my w-what?" Trixie turned red with a sudden glow of crimson blush, "This disgusting thing?" She poked and prodded at her ~~pussy~~ Tartarus slot, trying to numb the pain from Starlight's punch, "It feels like- LIKE," she sat up and charged at Starlight. The confused light purple mare saw a blur of blue rush at her- almost as quick as Rainbow Dash herself!

"Wait! I'm sorry for hitting you ther-" before Starlight could use any spell to stop the impact, Trixie lunged at her. Both of them fell to the crystal floor, with Trixie on top of her.

"Like somepony needs to take a page out of her own book about equality!" Trixie slowly moved her hoof past Starlight's teats, this aroused the both of them, but Trixie impulsively cupped Starlight's ~~cunt~~ austral cookie.

"What the hay are you doing down there!" Her eyes widen and struggled to get comfortable on the cold ground.

"I don't know! Sunset, HELP!" Trixie seemed very in over her head about this, looking at Sunset for guidance.

"Duh, rub her there, you should know how to pleasure a mare! Everybody automatically becomes a pro when they're having sex!" Sunset hops on the edge of her bed, admiring the two in their sensual position, "Don't... uhmm mind m-... me!" Sunset spreads apart her back legs and slowly rubs a hoof in between them. "Well? G- go on!"

Starlight awkwardly smiles and gulps once she realizes her predicament, "May as well, just know that when it's your turn- I will show you no mer-"

"The GREAT and SEXUAL TENSION RELIEVED TRIXIE won't go easy on you- wait this is... my first time doing this!"

"SAME! I'm filly fooling with- you! Of all ponies in Equestria- I'd rather do this with Twilight, at least she wouldn't talk while we're doing something so filthy! I'm starting to sound like Rarity!"

Trixie let out an over dramatic *Gasp*, "How did you know Trixie would monologue the entire time?"

"Wait you're already relieved of you sexual tension?-"

"You always talk during everything, and you were planning on MONOLOGUING!"

"Yes! And there you go again! Blatantly insulting me and treating me like dirt, TWICE IN A ROW! And you know what? I had had it! You're getting rubbed, faster than I intended!"

"No I need to prepare- uhhbuckkk that hurts!" Trixie rubbed Starlight's clitty kitty without warning, but with ~~surprising~~ interesting delicacy, as if Trixie cared. It caught Starlight off guard, this didn't hurt like she initially thought it would- in fact, it felt great. She wanted more!

"Careful, slow down a little, you don't want her to orgasm too early..." Sunset started to moan from her masturbation on Starlight's bed.

"What's an orgasm! This is starting to cramp my foreleg! And Trixie started 19 seconds ago!"

"It's getting wet!"

"Aw, Starlight, scared already?"

"Wh-what? N- ahhuuhmmm o-oh your hoof got deep- No! That's disgusting, why aren't you grossed out!"

"Never foal-sit Pumpkin and Pound!" Her eyes opened, and teeth chattered from the memory.

"You foal sat the Cakes' children- why would they tru- you foal sit- WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY SCARED ALREADY? I have way too many questions!"

"Trixie said too much about her double life trying to become a better mare!" Her pace felt faster against Starlight's crystal ravene, almost discovering her weakness.

"Tell me more after thi- *gahh* uhmf oh yes!"

"Have you found her clit?"

"Oh? This button?" Trixie angled the tip of her hoof to touch it, a confused moan from Starlight followed as her back arched and tilted back her head,
"YOU'RE DONE FOR!"

"Wait! Not so fast, she could actually finish early! She will coom and that won't be fun!"

".....YOU'RE DONE FOR!" Trixie edged it until she saw the look of terror on Starlight's face, it shook a exaggerated 'No! Don't do this! That plead for mercy was purposely ignored, "Hey, do you sing?"

Starlight prepared for her demise but that question felt like a dud firework. 'Do I sing? What kind of- umm, what!' Her thoughts bounced around her mind like an upbeat Pinkie Pie, "Yeah? We were singing together that one time, you know? The whole ordeal with your house being traded and venturing across Equestria?"

"We're off!"

"On the road to friend shi- *Oh buckkk uhfmm* FASTER!" Starlight's back legs tensed as her body felt... hot. She started to sweat, but she couldn't get over her muscles tightening. "Sunset, is this normal?!"

"It better be! Or else the GREAT and GREAT AT SEX TRIXIE WON'T EVER SPEAK OF THIS!"

"-You said great t- *ughhffmm* twice! And I thought we established not speaking of th- *AHHFMMF* STOP RUBBING MY VAGINA WHEN I'M TALKING!"

Sunset was lying on her stomach, jerking her forehoof in-between her back legs. She watched the two friends on the ground get at it, "E- estrus..." she lazily responded.

"Mares can do this to each other? Trixie knows STARLIGHT'S WEAKNESS!"

"So is this secret! If word go- *uoffhmmm* t-that's it!" Starlight swatted Trixie's hoof away and pushed her friend off of her, Starlight got up from the cold floor. Unknowingly, a semi-sticky substance dripped from her itty bitty witty cheese cake.

"What! I don't like where this is going!" Trixie stroked her hoof, Starlight should've been the seventh element of pain! Trixie is too lazy to remember if there even is a seventh element!'. She pouted at Starlight, who was eyeing the mare on the bed.

"Who's top and who is the bottom? It.... it was a little hard to tell with the talking." Sunset looked at Trixie, so did Starlight.

"Oh-h-h-ha! Putting the blame on me??? I was only trying to break the ice before we started to..." Trixie's heart sank as their stares became devious.
A rob a somepony's bits kind of stare.
A dream of something that emulates nothing to confuse Luna kind of stare.
A make your neighbor's cat run up a tree just so you can burn it down kind of stare.
Trixie realized how messed up the last one sounded in her head and dispelled anymore thoughts that compared a smile or gaze to the two looking at her. But before she could say, "the GREAT and HILARIOU-"

"I got her! Bring it out, I'm pretty sure whatever you meant by top- it's me!" Starlight used her magic to lie Trixie on the bed against her will.

"-S TRIXIE WILL HOLD UP A WHITE FLAG! I don't like this!"

Sunset slowly reveals a pegasus feather seemingly out of nowhere, it was grey and partially black at the tip. Almost as if it were burnt by something, "Starlight, where did you get this? Who did you pluck?"

"Honestly, I can't remember, I used a cleaning spell. It's fluffier than it was weeks ago!"

"You know, I don't even want to know- Hey Trixie, laugh!"

"I am immune to anything that can make me physically laugh, I dare you to try!"

Sunset hopped up on the bed, leaning over Trixie with the feather in her mouth. Her hoof takes it, waving the feather over Trixie's ear, "Wanna bet?"

"Ha! It wouldn't work, my ears even reject the smallest sensations from scratches!"

She slowly turned her head towards an area that got Trixie quiet, "No hard feelings, right?" Sunset hovered the feather close to Trixie's blueberry canyon, "Hey, do you sing?"

"I- I'm gonna."

Trixie prepared for her demise as the feather shook with the intent on overkilling her. It was centimeters away, even her pink insides knew what was going to happen. She closed her eyes with hope it'd be over quick.

But Sunset laughed, "Oh, not yet!"

"Thank Celestia! Wait- yet?"

The fiery maned mare aimes straight for Trixie's open belly, attacking it with the power of tickle! Trixie's unrestrained hysterical laughter got Starlight's attention, "Don't hurt her!"

"I'm buttering her up, to relax her before- you know?"

"I know... what?"

"Stick it in there!"

"In wh-" Starlight followed the line of sight that Sunset had, she also gestured towards it, "Umm, no- I don't think that's sanitary... and my standards are pretty low!"

"Anal is fun!"

"Ahh, WHAT! Trixie fears for her innocence now!"

"It's a little too late for that." Sunset tossed the now ruffled feather on the ground, and sits on Trixie's stomach, "I always liked this position!"

"Yeah, I'm realizing how fat you are. Trixie feels less insecu-"

"Starlight, do it! Do it!"

"But will this hurt her? I-I don't think I like this, sex is weird!"

"She called you fat!"

"I changed my mind!"

"Wait, what? What are you doing- Trixie doesn't like the sound of that! I didn't call you fat, I was making fun of Sunset!" Trixie looked over to see Starlight lowering her horn, she was confused but mostly.... afraid.

"Here goes my dignity!"

"My butt- you're putting it there- please, don't!" Trixie felt her rear get jammed, it sucked in her friend's horn like nothing. It felt so... cold inside her yet it was gradually getting warmer by the second.

"Hello, ground! Odd weather we're having? Right?" Starlight felt mixed about this, but she was overwhelmingly positive.

"I... w-want to go home..." Trixie held back her tears and shut her eyes tight, pride was slowly dying.

"If you teleport away- you would regret that! Now, Trixie, stop talking and suck on my balls- I mean... sorry, that's the gamer in me speaking!"

"What's a gamer?" Trixie struggled to open her mouth, she knew it would be the last time it would have any freedom.

"Not important! Say cheese!"

"Che- *mufhhhhm!*" Trixie's mouth was crushed by Sunset's juicy horizon.

"Always wanted to know, what does it taste like?" Sunset raised her vaggy baggy off Trixie's muzzle.

"SALTY! Why is it so SALTY! It tastes and smells like carbonated sweat! WHAT EVEN IS CARBONATED SWEAT! Don't cut off my sentence because I think dirt taste better than thi- *AAARRMMMFFHFHH*" Trixie's head was grabbed by Sunset's determined hooves, pushing her head against the wet vulva.

Starlight wrapped her forehooves around Trixie's waist, penetrating her horn inside the glory hole. For Trixie, a horn jabbing inside her didn't feel so glory. She felt every second of her insides pushing against Starlight's pearl hardened bone, she squeaked every time she felt her body react to the impact. This would feel alright if it was a little rhythmatic instead of random pulses.

"Ihhm fhink oih srech omtfin!" They couldn't hear Trixie underneath Sunset, and Sunset wasn't getting up any time soon from the looks of it.

"Trixie? Are you okay- should I go faster? I'm going faster! You called me fat!"

"Your tongue can explore my pie vacuum deeper! You're stalling!"

Many exhausting minutes passed and Trixie felt sick. She looked as if her body and figure couldn't take it anymore, in fact, she started to cry. Not just instinctive cries- she was in silent agony.

"Sunset, I think she's at her limit, and I don't want to take an even longer bath than I have to!" Starlight slowly pulled her horn out of Trixie's plot, "I'm just about done."

"Oh, yeah? One last thing!" Sunset's voice sounds even more different, almost as if this affects her mentally? A damaging type of change to the way she may act, "I'm not done!" Sunset breathed heavily and her head twitched. Maybe she was super energetic? excited? "Starlight, ride her!"

"Ride her?" Starlight slowly climbed on the bed and examined her tired friend, "I think we all should go- it was just a stupid name call... she probably meant nothing by it," she gives a sheepish smile at Trixie, "did you mean anything by that?"

She gives her head a weak shake and coughs up spit.

"Get. On. Her." Sunset emphatically puffs out while rubbing her coot shoot.

Starlight doesn't like the feelings of other ponies getting hurt- though, she was assertive at times. 'Can't believe I'm asking this but... what would Fluttershy do?. Anxiety, her old friend, started to pay a visit again. She felt something sink inside her heart- no, her soul knew this was wrong. "Okay, no, I'm just about finished with this. Sunset, I think you should leave."

Trixie coughed up more saliva and gagged, her choke turned into a laugh, "Are you calling... the GREAT a- and... POWE- er-er-ful Trixie... weak?" She grabbed Starlight's left forehoof, "Don't you see? This may be the last time we get to do something like this, besides she's leaving anyway!"

"You look as if this may be the last thing you do... in general! Honestly, do you even want to do this?"

Trixie looks away from Starlight, unable to show her a distraught face, "....No, b-but I am willing."

"Don't do stuff for other ponies if it makes you uncomfortable, Trix, especially this!"

"I'm willing to give up my morals for anypony's enjoyment! Do you want to do this?"

Starlight slowly moves her back leg over Trixie's stomach and scoots close to her flower dippy tippy, "Yes. I admire your selflessness, but I'm still not sure," Starlight looks over to Sunset, using her own tail to pleasure herself, "What do we do now? This is our last time, give me a good tip."

"DO THE SEX!" Sunset stops doing her solo activity and hold Starlight's shoulders with both her hooves, "Back and forth, make this count. One- maybe both of you- maybe all three of us will orgasm!" Sunset sounded a little too into this. It concered Trixie, who's entire flippy flaps were being smothered by Starlight.

Starlight slowly swayed at her own pace, a rhythm that Trixie could get used to. The three of them were sweating, as if they were under a melting spell. After a few minutes, Starlight picked up speed and threw her head back. She felt lost in the moment and unintentionally sprawled her hooves on Trixie's teats. It hurt-

"Uhhfff, right on m- my milk button!" Trixie screamed but Starlight unfortunately deafened any noise and... she could've sworn she saw Sunset smile at her schriek.

"I think- am I going to explode! Sunset, this is the part where you say something sexually obscure that may go over my head!"

"Y-yeah, Trixie feels like that too! Does you- *ufhhhmm* uh- *ufmmm* horn?"

"Does my horn w-what?"

"Too late! I feel very- compressed? IT'S HAPPENING!"

"Good."

"Wha-"

Sunset forcefully pushes off Starlight and slides her light orange hoof up Trixie's inky blinky, she finds the death bump. She went straight for the kill, ignoring the confused mare underneath her,
"No! Wait! I think I will-" her horn pulsed an electrical purple surge.
"AH-"
She felt a warm liquid squirt from her crystal cave but her expression said it all. A bit lip, and her muzzle wrinkled from the release of the mysterious substance. Trixie didn't feel like right, like something was missing- or maybe underwhelming? She couldn't put her hoof on it.

"Nice horn-gasm, I thought it was a myth!"

"Hey!" Starlight got off the hard floor, "Why did you-"

"When is Twilight going to get back? Uh- It's getting pretty late!" Sunset gestured towards the window and the two other mares looked outside.

"Yeah, you're right, but-" Starlight turns to her right and all of her doubt about Sunset seeps in, "Where are you going!" She followed Sunset outside of the room, her gallop angered her as she pursued down the hallway.

Trixie blinked, they just left her there. She painfully sat up, a hoof clutched her stomach in response. A fuzzy mind cleared, she remembered how to do it.
*FLASH*
She tripped over her own cape as the teleportation shot her into the library. Arguing filled her ears.

"-for! I'm leaving! You don't understand how it is over there, my life has been lonely- I hate it there! Nobody loves me, and I don't think anyone ever will... me and Flash? We hit it off, yeah, but I only wanted to get in his pants and call it a day. Now I'm hated and abandoned my friends, I-" Sunset started to cry but her tears disappeared from a swipe of a hoof, "being there... it's the least I can do. We've been through too much just for me to leave, I helped each and everyone one of them with their relationship issues... Rainbow and AJ are a thing... Rarity dates Fancy Pants after Fleur de lis eventually got arrested, Fluttershy doesn't even talk to me! Pinkie has chlamydia again- And... Twilight... she came out to me... I think she's asexual or something and only sees me as a friend. They all see me as a friend. I just needed some relief, you know? And now I'm not returning... it sucks here too." She turned towards Trixie when she let out that final sting. Sunset approached the brightly lit portal, taking a deep breath.

"You still write in that book? Right?"

"I stopped."

"Wh-"

"It hasn't been mutual. Oh, sure, the first year it was! But your beloved princess doesn't respond to my journal entries. And that what hurts me the most. Sometimes, you just got to answer whoever wants you. Even a stupid minute of your time can make a huge difference... but what do I know? I'm the worst friend anyone has ever met."

"Sunset..." Starlight felt bad for some reason but before she could say her goodbye, the portal let out a mystical *PING* and she was gone.

"Do you want to tell Twilight about this? Not the... sex but, Sunset visited,"

"All of this... is it your fault?"

"Is it my fault?"

"I just want to know if you blame yourself. I don't, and someone has to take the blame for this!"

"What are you even talking about?"

"N-nothing, let's go before Twilight-"

A click from the large door was heard, and a magical aura of magenta swung the doors open. As if destiny had a sense of humor, Twilight Sparkle slowly walked in with her head down. The alicorn sniffed and a tear fell,
"Hi, yeah, I've seen better days," her forced chuckle failed to lighten the mood, "Am I interrupting something? I can momentarily come back later but I really need to talk about... something."

"Is it about the- ahem funeral?"

"Oh, Trixie, I didn't expect you here. Yeah, little ol' me went to a funeral, the first of many!" She felt uncomfortable laughing at that joke. All of her friends will die before Twilight, unless her niece can learn how to rule Equestria with her mom before age 50.

"I think we should talk about it, emotions are better shared and you seem like you... need friends." Trixie made Twilight smile after that remark.

"You sure? I talk a lot!"

"The GREAT and UNEMPATHETICALLY NICE TRIXIE has..." she takes a quick glance at the portal, "all the time in the world." Starlight walks up and hoofs her the hat and cape.

"Ex mentor," they both laughed at that, "I'm also here for you. Tell us what happened, you're allowed to cry." The both got comfortable sitting on the ground. The three of them felt relieved in that moment. A strong friendship indeed.

"I remember now..." Trixie trailed off and her eyes narrowed at the portal.

"Remember what? Oh..." her concerned friend shook her head, "You know, sometimes, it's best to... forgive and forget," Starlight tried to reason with Trixie, she knew where this was headed. Their fights usually never felt this heated but Starlight knew what happened, it wasn't as fun as it may seem.

"Ha! Forgive? Forget? You went against you better judgement and had sex with me! And Sunset watched, she enjoyed my suffering!"

"B-but you said it was okay! I was there too, you disgusting snake!"

"Oh, but didn't I make it clear I felt uncomfortable? You could've prevented this!"

"You said it was okay!"

"No- I said I didn't want to do that! MULTIPLE TIMES! Until I had no choice but to let it happen!"

Starlight tried her hardest to recall what Trixie said that night but her mind went blank. All that muddled her mind were the faint memories of the bitter threesome they had, no talking, it was as if they've done it without even speaking to one another. "Y-you said yes and agreed! I- I know you did!" She pleaded with the most desperation she felt in her life, either hoping Trixie remembers or... admits it.

"I felt pressured, and the two of you took advantage of me!"

Starlight's heart shattered into pieces, this can't be true- right? Maybe she's getting the truth mixed up? Starlight knew Trixie, she wouldn't just betray her like this. Maybe Trixie was telling the truth? Unfortunately, that night was one they would never forget. But at the same time, it was difficult to understand the real story.

"It's only fair if I do it to you back!"

"Wait- do what?" Starlight started to shrink, and her heartbeat delivered agony. She felt her short breaths take over and soon realized her panic attack wasn't ending any time soon.

Trixie began to walk towards her, menacingly, she was growing bigger and the magician's shadow overtook her figure. She unhooked the diamond that clipped on the starry cape and threw it across the large room. Before she can get any closer to Starlight, the portal screamed with power. The orange blip appeared and Trixie teleported with a *WHEEP*

An orange hoof clasped the side of the portal, slowly, a familiar looking mare collapsed in front of their eyes. It was Sunset, this became clear as light orange pony got up. Her snapping bones became audible as her weak body struggled to pull herself up. Her raspy strained voice got their attention, "I- it's the... human world, they are facing the end itself... please... help us." Sunset looked older, her mane was in a bun and her eyes were bagged. Faint, purple bruises were barely visible on her fur along with a deep scar near her right eyebrow. Whatever happened to Sunset between the many years she had left and her sudden return... Trixie doesn't want to think about it.
"Anybody... I- I can't see."

Trixie had a clenched jaw, "Good."

"T-Trixie? Is that you... I'm scared... a-and I am sorry-"

The angry unicorn jabbed Sunset's throat with a hoof and grabbed her by the neck, "All of us should be!" She took hold on Sunset's foreleg with one hoof and continued to choke her with a magical bubble of purple magic with the other.

Starlight watched in horror as she saw her friend force Sunset in the portal while still maintaining a firm grip. Sunset's head dissolved in the crystal void, screaming for help. This reminded her of that nightmare she had of Twilight earlier, but this was preventable- yet, Starlight just stood there doing... nothing. She froze, what would she do? All she heard were screams that slowly turned into ringing, almost sounding like a heartbeat flatline.

Trixie saw the soul of her mutual friend, aqua coloured eyes turned grey the closer her head dipped into the mirror. Sunset vanished the second she let go of her, never forgetting the look of sadness that almost made her snap out of it. Trixie yanked the mirror off of the steps, wires tugged, and a cracking noise from the side coils dimmed the glow of the mirror's unreflective properties. Metal was heard grinding against the shiny steps, it's about to tip over.

Their only means of getting to the human world shattered before them, Trixie jumped back in response from the glass fragment blast, closing her eyes as it fell. The noise pierced her ears for a brief moment, she slowly opened her eyes to register what has happened. Sunset has... died? Trixie didn't mean to handle her so savagely- she only wanted to push her back without a second thought.
'What happened!? I- I only wanted to apologize! Her sanity returned when she winced at the destroyed mirror, a knot in her stomach formed and caused vile from her mouth to spill. A hoof tried to cover her gaping mouth and a bitter after taste only made it worse. A puddle of thrown up candy and yesterdays' hay burger splattered, Trixie couldn't believe what had happen.

Behind her, Starlight's eyes lit with fury. A fire not even the princesses would be able to put out, she felt more enraged then she had been at her village all those moons ago. Sunset was dead. That shot through her very being as hatred started to build. She stood up in silence, and cleared her troubling thoughts without any sign of moving from her spot. A tear streamed off her cheek and Trixie felt this, she felt her relationship with her only friend change. It shot Trixie like a lightning bolt of sadness and immense pain, she knew explaining her sudden uncontrollable behavior. That impulse to lash out at Sunset wasn't her, at least she thinks it wasn't. Starlight was sobbing, very meekly, it scared Trixie. Everything happened so fast, they both are slow to a definite feeling about this. Trixie panicked, there was no excuse or any magic trick that will get her out of this. Starlight was- is her best friend, but she knew that wasn't the case anymore. They were now implicitly enemies after all the torment being friends with her cost, Sunset's possible death was the last straw. The blue mare couldn't find the words to calm her down, that grace period where she had the chance to come clean about the sudden evil deed; it's over.

"Sta- Starlight... I'm so deeply sorry, I- It was an accident!" 'STUPID!', her words weren't careful, to Starlight it was a plea for a murder freebie. "Please listen to me! I wasn't myself- I'm telling the truth!"

"Eight."

What once was a stubborn, egotistical, power hungry mare perceived herself as nothing more than a filly crying over a broken doll. Her heart was now an empty husk, the last pony she'd thought ever would leave her was gone. Starlight looked up at Trixie with an emotionless gaze, yet her horn charged up with omnipotent power. Before Trixie could react, a beam of black and dark purple magic shot at her- causing the filly to strike the crystal wall. A filly, Trixie only thought about how immature and worthless she is.
'Starlight, please kill me.' Wishing for the resolution to this ending with death. Her body slammed against the ground, and a darkness consumed her vision.

*click*

Starlight charged up another beam, this one aimed to put her out of her misery. A thousand regrets and words filled Starlight's mind as alternate timelines played in her head. One where they ate at Sugar cube corner, another where they watched a puppet show at Canterlot. And many memories of the good times they had reeled in her head as if it was begging not to do this. Starlight hadn't realized how far off the ground she was, almost as if... something took over her body and enticed this rage.

"ENOUGH!"
Roared the demand of an angry princess. Twilight screamed as she put a protective sphere around Trixie, the golden flames of the deadly blast dissipated and dissolved into mist. The alicorn wasn't having it, the library was a mess and the mirror to the human world was crumbled waste. Her nostrils flared, shooting a rod of sleeping magic at Starlight. The fighting stopped, but the castle suffered burn stains, a giant hole in the wall, and worst of all- ruined books. "NOT AGAIN! I actually loved this place!" Twilight stomped a hoof and royal guards circled Starlight, "Take her! Leave the questioning to me, Trixie will answer for the cause of this... personally!"

The mare in question woke up just in time as she saw the guards clamp an anti-magic collar around Starlight should she attempt an escape. Trixie stopped them, "Wait! I- I caused this, it's my fault!"

"WHEN ISN'T IT!" Twilight hissed at her, "That's a very close friend of mine who is being taken to the jail! Sure, she may be your friend too- but I resent you, Lulamoon. You're staying here with me until you explain what happened here," the alicorn teleported to Trixie from at least a few yards away in a blink of an eye, "Do I make myself clear?" A subtle change to Twilight that many have noticed, she acted more like a traditional princess instead of her quirky attitude that everyone knew and loved a few years back. A lot of ponies asked, 'what manage to crack her?' But they got no answer from the ruler of Equestria.

"What's going to happen to her?" Trixie asked, her voice trembled, "P-please don't punish her- it's my fault!"

Twilight shook her head, "Yeah, you keep saying that but she attacked you."

"Starlight was only defending herself! I swear!"

"Were you not unconscious while she was preparing to end your life?"

"I- well, yes but- why are you defending me! I should be the one who gets taken away to a cell!"

"Attempted murder, Equestria hasn't had something like this in... who knows how long. I can take a wild guess you caused this, that's why she assaulted you in the first place. Perhaps it was just an argument that got too heated? Don't worry, you have all the time in the world to tell me everything."

Trixie closed her eyes and concentrated on Starlight, if she'd just remember how to wake somepony up from a sleeping spell... maybe she could... Hopefully the few years she studied at the School for gifted unicorns would pay off. And just like that, it flawlessly worked. A commotion full of shouting and struggling happened over her shoulder, Starlight was awake.

"What's going on! Twilight? What happened- why is this on me? Ahhh please tell them to stop holding me- I'm so confused!"

Twilight had an unimpressed expression and looked at Trixie, "Happy?"

"Why aren't you mad I woke her up! Please- let her go! Take me instead!"

"Trixie, what happened? I remember hurting... you," Starlight looked around the room. An angry group of guards judged her, "Oh- wait! Let me explain!"

"Take her out of here, I will be waiting at Canterlot." After she had said that, the guards escorting Starlight were already walking down the steps outside of the castle.

With all the breath in her lungs, Starlight cried out to Trixie,
"It was EIGHT! But now I'd rather be in Tartarus! Thanks for asking!"
She slowly disappeared down the steps with the royal guards. Trixie knew this may be the last time she saw her best friend, yet she just stood there. Doing nothing.

She started to cry, falling on her knees and soaking in the agonizing loss of a friend. Too many emotions ran through her, but she was mostly broken. She was alone with the princess who patiently waited for her.

Twenty minutes of pure silence had past, the sunset slowly fell beneath the hills in the horizon. The sunset caused an extra five minutes to pass, it reminded her of the crime she was afraid to get away with. But more than anything, she wanted to hurt... badly.
"I killed Sunset Shimmer! That's why the mirror is no longer with us! Do something to me, I deserve it!"

"Just because the mirror is destroyed does not mean she is dead, I guess there's no way of getting to the human world and back to Equestria unless Starswirl can use the glass shards to interdimensionally transmit a-"

"No! She visited me and Starlight, you weren't here so we kept her company! Twice- sort of! But as you can see, it wasn't supposed to end like this! I killed her, it's my fault! The GREAT and MERCILESS TRIXIE screwed up! Lock me away in a dungeon and leave me to suffer the rest of my life in chains- I'm begging you!"

"I- I can't, you're innocent... for now. The most that would happen to you now is a counselor suspension but there's just not enough evidence. You need to take at least a few months to take care of your mental health, in the meantime, we're going to question you and Starlight."

"No, you have to trust me! I caused all of this! I thought you hated me," her sadden state became worse as she picked up her cape and smashed the diamond hook on the ground. The cracking echoed throughout the empty library. "I hate me too."

Twilight stood and frowned at the sobbing magician. The princess placed a hoof on her shoulder and when Trixie looked up at Twilight, the alicorn gave her a hug. Unlike the familiar three seconds, this lasted five. Their grip tightened and book horse smiled, "Maybe you did change, don't be so hard on yourself."

"W-what do you mean I changed?" She wiped her tears away with a hoof.

"You tried to self sacrifice yourself, that takes a lot to do."

"I don't want to get away with this, I'm a terrible pony... I'm the worst friend ever."

"Okay, now this is sounding like-"

"My pity party? I'm still self centered! Why do you feel bad for me?"

"Alright, I know you still have a few things to work on but nopony is perfect... *sigh* we're not flawless. "This may take years to understand the full scope of what happened, but until we can understand the truth, you're just going to be questioned. That's all."

"Why Twilight! Use a spell to rewind time- no, a spell that would show you what unfolded here! Anything!"

She laughed at that, "Heh, you know that's not how we do things around here anymore. I'm going to make my leave, try to better yourself for me and those close to you- okay? We may not be friends, but I respect how far you've come from the mare you were when we first met. I got to go." Twilight closed the doors and left Trixie, alone with her thoughts.

'This isn't fair... I- It was my fault! Starlight... I'm so sorry.' She watched the night sky slowly rise and the moon light lit the doorway, the mirror on the ground twinkled. 'It was all my fault...'

And there she sat, alone. The headmare's desk didn't feel right for her, after a fews years her guilt never left. Starlight drawn a picture of Trixie the first day she was sent away. It was in a little picture frame to the left of her, a daily reminder of the horrible thing she got away with. The blue magician retired from doing anything "magical" but kept her catchphrase. It had a new meaning, instead of boasting about how great and powerful she thinks she is... it meant how strong her ability to continue living with her past wrongdoings were.

The radio played a calming song to ease her mind, it told her to go to sleep during these very quiet hours. Just as her eyes shut, a knocking on the door was heard.

"Headmare Lulamoon, ah' think there's been a' fight outside er' somethin' like that, but the three of us are on 'er way!"

She slowly opened the door with her magic, "Thanks for telling me, Applebloom. Your great and powerful headmare will talk to their parents, the three of you do the best you can to talk with them."

"You could count on us!" One of the three counselors nodded her head and left.

Even though her life seemed better and easier than it had been before. Trixie never forgave herself until she hired the CMC to replace her old job. Countless sleepless nights ate at her for never reconnecting with Starlight- or at least try to amend the misunderstanding. But the three close friends reminded her of the friendship she once had, saving this one from was the least she could do. They seemed too happy, a break up would be mildly crushing. Maybe, behind every happy face lies a pony who went through terrible trials to get where they are now. This, is something Trixie told herself. She had to, or else every bad deed that transpired was all for nothing.

The radio was turned off, she could finally try to get some decent sleep.

Author's Note

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Hey everypony, Dim here ^-^
My first story on FimFic oooooh. Not bad, huh? There's a lot of things I want to get better at when writing stories. Please point out any mistakes you've found reading, I need feedback.

Commas (,)

Making a list on this is painful to do...

-Commas (,)
-These weird things (;) ...semi-colons? I don't really know how to use them
-Grammar??? It's readable at least- :twilightblush:
-The overuse of words. It's just, I don't usually think of synonyms right off the bat. I had to search up on google for a lot of synonyms. That's why near the ending my vocab expanded :yay:
-Story pacing
-STORY PACING (sorry, it just feels too quick...
10000 words: "Excuse me, what the buck?"
-That ending!

I mostly blame the fact that... well, this is my first story on here. The amount of stuff I can use to my advantage such as the word size, colour change, strike through, the split line ect... It was overwhelming! I have at least four more to do, if you guys want one shots that focus on a specific character- sure, why not!
And to close this off, thank you so much for the support :heart:
(I am not doing another clopfic esque story again UwU)